reborn lover

The car went directly to the place where the two of them lived. When they got downstairs, neither of them had any intention of going out. Su Qian rolled down the car window, reached for the cigarette case, took out a cigarette, lit it and smoked.

For a while, it smelled of nicotine, and the smoke blurred the man's vision. He looked at the boy lying on his side, lying there motionless. Looking from his direction, he saw the boy's thin and emaciated body.

After not seeing him for so long, he found that this person lost a lot of weight. When he hugged him just now, he lost weight.

"Xi Le, didn't you say a word to me, didn't you explain to me?" Su Qian took a deep puff on his cigarette before he asked such a sentence. He was in a very bad mood, like It was like a wild beast was roaring, trying to swallow this boy into his stomach and make him a part of his body.

He could only smoke hard to restrain the violence in his heart.

Su Qian never said what he knew, nor would he tell this young man what he had done. For him, those who can take care of themselves and give him the best are all things he should do .

On the other hand, Xi Le would not tell this man what happened to her.

The two clearly lived together, and thought about living together in the future, but now they are having such a bad time together. Because of Su Qian's work, it is difficult to get along with each other when they gather less and leave more. And the relationship between them is even more difficult to maintain.

But more importantly, their relationship is like a castle built in the air, without any emotional foundation, at least it is a tall building, beautiful but unrealistic at all.

Whether it is the problem before Xi Le or the problem before Su Qian, they have never solved it. After thinking about it, it is difficult for two people to deal with such little time together.

Xi Le's body moved, endured the pain that his lower body was almost broken, stretched out his hand and pushed open the door, propped up his body, he sat there with his back to the man, and said in a flat tone, "I don't know I want to explain something to you, you want to hear what I say..."

At this time, he had already guessed that this man knew about those things. There was no reason why this man would not know about what Cui Huanyu could know. When he thought of this possibility, he almost didn't report anything about their mutual future. hoped.

So it's no wonder that this man refused his courtship before, and hasn't come back for such a long time. He clearly promised to accompany him as much as possible, but turned around and told him that he would not come back for such a long time, and then he even said hello They didn't call each other, and the two of them haven't contacted each other for such a long time, and they haven't seen each other again.

He should have thought of it a long time ago, but he has been waiting foolishly...

What the man did to him just now, he used his body to vent his anger. Xi Le didn't know what to say. In addition to being physically uncomfortable, he also suffered psychologically. If he treated him like this, the anger in this man's heart would be vented. , he thinks it's fine.

But, it hurts...

"Su Qian..." Xi Le's mouth moved, calling out to the man.

The silent quarrel between the two made Su Qian feel very irritable. He looked at the young man sitting there with his back to him. The distance between the two was so close, but at this moment he felt that he could reach out and touch him. teenagers, the distance between them is very far.

"En." Su Qian responded to him, waiting for him to continue.

"I don't have the explanation you want to hear. I have nothing to explain." Xi Le's tone was flat, as if he was chatting, and there was no expression on his face. After saying this, he got out of the car.

Su Qian sat there without pulling him. Hearing the sound of the car door closing, he saw the young man limping towards the dormitory building, opened the door and entered, and disappeared before his eyes.

He can follow the boy up, he can hug him up, he can comfort him a few words...

He can treat him very well, as if nothing happened, treat him very well, hold him in the palm of his hand and pamper him as before, and give him his whole world, the past is a thing of the past , he shouldn't care anymore.

But at this moment, he sat there motionless, watching the boy disappear before his eyes, without doing anything.

Xi Le went upstairs and went into the house. When he closed the door, his legs went limp, and he couldn't stand anymore and fell forward. The roots of his thighs were all wet. He knew he was bleeding. He should immediately He went to clean and apply medicine, but he could only lie on the cold ground, motionless.

The body is resting, the heart is breathing...

"Hehe..." Curled up, he couldn't help laughing, the louder he laughed, and finally he couldn't help laughing out loud.

His eyes were moist, but he didn't cry...

He said he wanted to explain, and asked him if he had anything to say to him. At that moment, Xi Le felt very uncomfortable and aggrieved. The past that could be forgotten in his heart came from the unbearable hidden deep in the soul of this body. In the past, the man asked him if he had an explanation, should he explain the past of the dead boy with words as an explanation?

He can't, really can't!

Let's not talk about whether those are his past, but there is no doubt that this body's past, since he came alive, belongs to his past.It was as if he was unwilling to admit that that man Lin Haodong was still the biological father of this body.

Many things cannot be explained clearly with words, and it has never been like this...

But, now that this is the case, what position can he stand to blame that man?Did he not love him enough, or did he not trust him enough?When those bloody facts were in front of him, how else could he explain them to him?

The boy lying on the ground just smiled, his smile was full of sadness.

He couldn't see his own future, nor their future, it seemed that at this moment, all of these were painted with dots, and there was no future.

So, he has nothing to explain, nothing to say...

Two people, one sat in the car downstairs all night, and the other lay on the floor upstairs all night. I don't know when the car downstairs left, leaving a pile of cigarette butts on the ground.

Only when the sunlight came in from the window did the boy lying on the ground move, propped himself up on the floor, and then went to take a shower and go to sleep.

After Su Qian left from the boy, he kept driving around the city, not knowing where he should go, thinking about the last sentence the boy said, thinking about the way the boy was panting under him, thinking about him. Holding him and calling his name, begging for mercy.

"Damn!" He braked suddenly, and he parked the car on the side of the road.

I went to a small hotel to have a meal, and asked for a room to sleep until it was dark, only to be woken up by the phone later.

"Ah Jun, what's the matter?" He picked up the call when he saw the call, and frowned unconsciously when he heard what the person on the other end said, and said, "Got it."

He Jun also asked a little strangely, "A Qian, what's wrong with you?"

They have been together for so many years, and they can almost guess what happened to him from the tone of the other party. This is the first time he heard him speak in such a tone, but Su Qian replied, "It's nothing, last night I drank too much, and I was woken up by your phone when I was sleeping."

When he said that, He Jun could only say "Oh", and only said, "Hurry up and come back."

"En." Su Qian replied and hung up the phone.

He called people together, and when he got back, he got on the plane directly, took his own people on a mission, and left without even looking back. He needed to find a place to divert his attention, so that he would not think about it. .

Xi Le woke up after a nap, checked the time with his mobile phone and found that it was already afternoon, he had a terrible headache, and his stomach was also uncomfortable with hunger. He knew that he had a fever and his whole body was hot, but he couldn't get up, "Um... So sad……"

He tried several times before he got up, went to find antipyretics and anti-inflammatory drugs and took them.

Then I went to cook a bowl of noodles for myself and ate it, then fell on the sofa and waited for a while before recovering, and the strength of my body slowly recovered.

After all, you can't die, can you?

After I was full, I went to sleep again. I woke up again in the middle of the night, sweating all over, and the heat on my body had subsided. When I woke up again this time, I didn’t feel sleepy at all. I turned on the bedside lamp and took After reading a book, I can see the dawn, and the light from outside shines in.

Looking at the sky outside the window, he had a feeling of returning to reality from a dream, but all of that was not a dream, but really existed.