Jinnian

From S City to Z City, they walked for a week. Gu Chen drove slowly along the designated route. Follow Yu Min to play and watch, and deliberately forget everything about it.

At this moment, he is suddenly glad that he bought this ordinary car after work. At that time, Lu Chuxiu took several photos of the car for him to choose as a gift for his internship and becoming a regular. Gu Chen looked at the expensive price on it and said helplessly: "I just Graduated little doctor drives a luxury car, what do you make others think?"

The man sneered: "They said they bought it at home, but people are not allowed to have a capable father these days!"

But in the end, he still didn't accept his gift, and the man accompanied him to pick out a Volkswagen car worth tens of thousands of dollars even though he had a bad face.

This is their love, mixed with a lot of helplessness and frailty, he always wants to bring the best to him, but he can accept it but still can't share their joy with the world.

Unexpectedly, at the end, everything is still clearly divided, just like their relationship, ashes to ashes, dust to dust.

When they arrived in Z City, they were greeted with a different kind of life. The damp smell in his memory made him a little more wary of this town, but Yu Min told him that his grandmother and grandfather had passed away two years ago, and Gu Qi was rehabilitating drugs. After that, they also went out to work, and this town is indeed a strange place for them now.Yes, in a strange place, those deep pains have already made him forget in the depths of the years.

They settled down here, began to look for a house, and became familiar with every street, every bridge and corridor here. They went shopping for some second-hand furniture. Yu Min bought a lot of wood. He made simple tables and chairs for Gu Chen by himself as he did when he was a child. , They argued on paper what kind of shop to open here to make money... The busy and easy life made them all begin to forget the memory of another city.

Therefore, Gu Chen didn't know how crazy Lu Chuxiu was in S City. When he hurried back from the plane, what he saw was an empty house, and what he saw was the ring and all the things that Gu Chen put on the desk. Credit card, he scoured the entire city of S overnight, but he couldn't find this man again!

Empty, desperate, hated, downcast, his heart was as helpless as if it had been completely hollowed out.

In July, the small town is not as hot as the city. The days are refreshing and the nights are humid. Gu Chen has been going to the streets every day these days, thinking about finding a job for a while. The money they brought has almost been spent, and they still have to save part of it. Buying medicine for his father, so Gu Chen didn't dare to sit idle at home. He didn't look far, most of them were vendors who opened shops, and what they had to do was waiters and odd jobs. Gu Chen was a little depressed. Sure enough, the urban-rural gap is hard Hurt, he wanted to find a small hospital, but there was only a health center in the town, and it was well-staffed and didn't need outsiders, so Gu Chen had to look for it again.

Unknowingly, he walked to the door of his grandmother. At this time, the building was already empty, and the rusty locks on the yard were thrown aside. He walked in, and there were a few children dancing in the weedy yard. Ge, when an adult came in, they all ran away. The pagoda tree was still falling down. Gu Chen looked up and saw that the petals were soft, but they didn't seem to be as beautiful as he remembered. He suddenly became curious. , how did that person come just when he was hurt and crying?

He shouldn't have appeared so coincidentally, shouldn't have taken him away without explanation, shouldn't have watched him step by step into this abyss.

After returning home at night, Gu Chen has been restless. The frustration and anxiety that had been suppressed by him for the past few days all rushed out of his head at this moment. , A lot of missed calls, SMS messages came one after another, and the phone rang for a long time before it finally fell silent.

He looked at them one by one, and found that many of the calls were from Lu Chuxiu. Gu Chen was heartbroken, and continued to look through. There were a few from Qiao Chi, Xu Cheng, and one without a signature. It was from Qiao Chi who arrived: "Xiaochen, your brother has stomach bleeding, come back quickly! He will die!" The period was three days ago.

Gu Chen's hand trembled, and his heart started beating! "Stomach bleeding...he has a bad stomach, he must have been drinking too much..." His head couldn't help recalling Lu Chuxiu's expression when his stomach hurt, and the blood in his whole body began to become anxious! "How is he now? Is there anyone around to take care of him? When his eyes suddenly caught Qiao Chi's name, it was as if a basin of cold water poured into his head, and his heart was completely chilled. He should be by his side, three days have passed, He must be out of danger, how could the Lu family allow him to be negative... As long as time passes, in a few days... he will definitely... forget about him.

Gu Chen thought for a while in a daze, finally took a deep breath, deleted the text message, and saw another barge into sight: "Xiao Chen, I am Qiu Luo, this is a new number, I just returned to China recently, I I can't reach you, the dean said you resigned? Where are you now?" It turns out that the unsigned number belongs to Qiuluo, is he alright?

Gu Chen felt sad and happy for a moment, he wanted to call Qiu Luo, but he didn't know what to say, he didn't want others to know what he was like now, he hesitated for a long time, finally turned off the phone and lay back on the bed.

This night, he woke up profusely with sweat again, and the face of Lu Chuxiu in his dream kept appearing in front of his eyes, sometimes far away, sometimes near, seeming to cry and laugh, he was so tormented that he was about to go crazy!Gu Chen was restless all day long, and at night, after Yu Min fell asleep, he took the car keys and left secretly.

As long as we meet once, for the last time, let him know how he is now, and when he sees that he is fine, he will give up.

The haste, panic, and ardor at that time were the heartbeats that I would never have again in this life. For the first time in my life, he galloped in the dark night for one person, just wanting to see him for the last time.

However, is our fate really not enough?Why did I end up like this when I wanted to take the initiative to hug you for the first time in my life?

Qiu Luo was surprised when she received a call from Gu Chen in her sleep. Regardless of Liang Fengning's nagging, she insisted on standing in front of the window and talking to him happily. At that time, Gu Chen was very tired, but his mood was very high. Anyway, I want to go back and say goodbye to Qiu Luo. He is his master, so he should be able to understand him. In fact, since all these messy things happened, Gu Chen has no one to talk to. All the responsibilities and sorrows were too heavy and depressing, his nerves almost collapsed into a string, so when Qiu Luo asked him softly what happened?Gu Chen's anger and blood surged for a moment, and he didn't know where to start a thousand words, so he could only say sadly: "I broke up with him."

In the black tunnel, there is still darkness with no exit ahead, just like his life, after walking for so long, he can’t see any light. He told Qiu Luo what happened during this period, saying that he was really uncomfortable He said that he really didn't want to break up, he said a lot incoherently, but he didn't tell Qiu Luo that he was on the road at the moment, so at the moment of the collision, Qiu Luo almost suspected that she was hallucinating!

He woke Liang Fengning up immediately. Fortunately, they were not in City S at that time. Liang Fengning was dealing with matters in City C at that time, and the place where the car accident happened happened to be the entrance of the tunnel that was about to enter City C.

Gu Chen couldn't explain how he felt at that moment, he was immersed in his endless sadness, he saw the dazzling white light coming, but at that moment he forgot to hide, yes, he forgot.Why... forgot?

Is this supposed to be their end?

Is this supposed to be the end of the story?

What kind of love needs to pay such a price?

For the past nine years, even the proud son of heaven, such as Lu Chuxiu, has been working hard, struggling, and persevering desperately to fight for the freedom of their love. After Gu Chen was kidnapped by him on this road, he followed He is working hard at his pace, so that one day he can appear in front of each other's parents in a fair manner. Their love is more secretive than others, and their love is more careful than others, but why did it end like this?

Is this life?

Despair and hardship are invisible everywhere, but they will still go on, because no matter how dark the tunnel is, there is an exit, and no matter how desperate life is, there is still hope to be found.

No road is paved with flowers. When you choose a different path from ordinary people, you will inevitably bear all the thorns and stumbles on that road.Maybe, it's just that our luck is a little bit worse, isn't it?At least we've been together for nine years, haven't we?We don't need to consider money, status, prejudice, these nine years of bread may be more abundant than some people's lifetime, right?