Jinnian

Yu Min's situation was not as good as Gu Chen expected. After he came out of the hospital, he found that his father's angina was getting more and more frequent, while his interest in going to the bookstore was getting lower and lower. Gu Chen was worried several times but didn't know what to do. Speaking out, they all knew what the problem between father and son was.

Yu Min was worried about him and cared about his words and deeds, but as his son, Gu Chen didn't know how to explain those photos. He told Yu Min that he broke up with Lu Chuxiu, and everyone could see that it was because of those photos, but as a The protagonist of this relationship, he was forced to make a choice, and Lu Chuxiu didn't know that he was leaving so far, so how should he say such a ridiculous breakup?

Therefore, they face each other every day, but there is a layer of frost in his heart. If he wants to dispel it, he has to cut off those bloody humiliations again for others to see. The closer to him, the more painful it is. Gu Chen Bitter in his heart, he had walked very hard in this calamity.

Going back to the house where he and Lu Chuxiu lived together, Gu Chen packed some clothes. When he first moved in, he always felt that the house was very big, and it was so gorgeous that it didn't look like a place with human fireworks. Wherever he goes, there will be someone by his side, that person will cook for him, play games and basketball with him, swim and chat with him, watch him write calligraphy and listen to him read, and will be there when he goes out. He carefully matched clothes for him from time to time, but he never realized that the house was so small that no matter where he went, he would feel that person's smell was very familiar.

He stared at the "marriage certificate" made by Lu Chuxiu on the wall for a long time, his eyes were sore, his eyes were swollen and painful, but no more tears fell, his tears had dried up.

It was evening when I got home, and Yu Min had just come back from the bookstore. Seeing his tired face, Gu Chen immediately became anxious: "Dad, didn't you say you'd wait for me to pick you up?"

"It's okay, it's okay to go for a walk while you're more energetic these two days." Yu Min said with a smile.

Gu Chen felt uncomfortable: "What do you mean by taking advantage of these two days, your life will be better in the future, don't be so pessimistic!"

"Okay, of course, I'll cook for you today, or I'll be blamed again! I'll go and read the news."

"Okay, then you take a break, I'll cook for you." Gu Chen took the things into the kitchen and started to tidy up.

Yu Min looked at the thin back of the child, his nose was sore, and afraid that Gu Chen would see it, he turned around and went back to the room.

The meal was as silent as before, no matter how much Gu Chen wanted to adjust the atmosphere, seeing Yu Min's aging face made his heart ache.

After dinner, he went back to the room. The phone had been turned off for a while, and a bunch of notifications popped up just after he turned it on. He opened the most recent one, which was from yesterday: "Baby, why haven't you guys not working in the field?" The end? The servant said you haven’t been home for a while! Did you go to the countryside? If you don’t reply, I’ll go back right away!”

"Child, are you still busy? Let me tell you, daughter-in-law, that little doctor of yours is almost catching up with the president of the country! Don't let the city's population explode as soon as the Olympics starts! Write me back!"

"My child, I miss you very much. We haven't seen each other for two whole months after this week. Do you miss me after such a long time? I really want to hear your voice and have sex with you!"

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After reading one by one, Gu Chen's hands were trembling badly. He took a cold shower to suppress the manic longing in his heart. In just half a month, they had become strangers.With trembling hands, he dialed the number by the name he was most familiar with.

"Baby, you finally called me! The little bastard dared to leave me alone for so long, tell me, how can I punish you? You have to pay for it when you go back! Qiao Chi said you are coming over on vacation, when will you come? Set a time, I just happen to be here It's almost over, let's go on a honeymoon?" Lu Chuxiu said with a smile, and described the child's smiling expression in his mind at this time, and was going to listen to him laughing at him on the phone, but waited Waited but didn't hear any sound.

"Xiaochen? What's the matter? Talk, you know I get anxious when you don't speak, tell me what's wrong?" Lu Chuxiu's tone quickly calmed down.

"Lu Chuxiu, let's break up, I can't go on, I'm very tired, I've tried so hard to get you, but it's too far away, I really can't go...let go... "Gu Chen huddled in the corner, every word he said felt like a knife was stabbing Ling Chi's heart full of holes.He only felt blackness in front of his eyes one after another, and the pain was so painful that he even trembled to breathe.

After a long silence on the phone, Lu Chuxiu's deep voice came: "Xiaochen, what happened to you? I've always belonged to you. Tell me, what's wrong with you? Be good, don't cry, I'm by your side. I've always been yours."

Gu Chen clenched his fists tightly, and a row of blood-red teeth marks appeared ferociously in front of his eyes when he loosened his mouth. He pointed at the empty dust in the air with his bare eyes and said, "Brother, you should be with Qiao Chi, you are very suitable for him." , I didn’t say I was jealous of him before, I have always been jealous of him, brother, forget about me, I’m going to marry a woman, she’s pregnant, and I’m going to be a father.”

For a split second, Lu Chuxiu suspected that he was hallucinating, as if a thunderbolt had knocked him out of his mind, his hands shaking while holding the phone, he tried his best to restrain the panic in his voice, and yelled at the phone: "Gu Chen, do you know Do you know what you just said? You say break up again! You fucking explain it to me!!"

The monstrous anger mixed with fear almost overturned him, Lu Chuxiu held the phone tightly, he really wanted to hear the child's explanation with a smile: "Brother, I lied to you, haha, look at you Be fooled!" But what responded to him was not laughter, but Gu Chen calmly said: "The colleagues in the hospital know that I am with a man, they know that I am gay, my dad also knows, he is sick now, Lu Chuxiu, I'm a small commoner from a small family, I can't resist the world's vision and prejudice, I'm not worthy of your love, I'm getting married. Let's stop here."

His voice was hopeless and indifferent, Lu Chuxiu's heart seemed to stop beating after hearing it, he asked with trembling lips: "Gu Chen, in your heart, do I... give up so easily?"

There was no sound there, only his familiar soft breath, and he asked in a stern voice: "We have been together for nine years, can't we resist a marriage certificate? Do you care so much about what others think?" His throat seemed to be chewing. Rough and uncomfortable like cinders: "Worldly vision, I'll bear it, baby, when I go back, I'll face it with you, I'll go and tell Uncle Min, wait for me, okay? I'll go right away!"

He lowered his figure and begged for mercy, but Gu Chen sent him to hell with one sentence: "Lu Chuxiu, I'm going to be a father."

For the first time, Lu Chuxiu found out that there is really someone in this world who can make you realize what despair is with just a word. He clenched his fists tightly, his nails dug into his flesh, and shouted with all his might, "Gu Chen, you fucking Lie to me! Didn't you say you love me? Didn't you promise to be with me forever? You are fucking engaged to me! How can you...how can you..." he yelled In the end, he knelt on the ground and wept silently, his heart exploded violently, and blood dripped everywhere.

Qiao Chi heard the loud noise in the room, and when he put down the documents and rushed in, he saw a scene he would never forget in his life: the man who had been talking and laughing at the reception just now was kneeling on the ground with tears streaming down his face and crying softly, There were scattered documents, tables and chairs all around, and blood was pouring from Lu Chuxiu's rolled up cuffs.

Gu Chen clenched his phone tightly, buried his head in his arms, and silently shouted in his heart: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't lie to you, I didn't, brother, I love you, I love you, I love you "..."

A pair of gentle palms caressed his hair, Gu Chen raised his head with tears in his eyes, and said in a trembling voice: "Dad..."

Yu Min heard everything outside the door. He saw the child's red eyes were also red, and hugged Gu Chen tightly into his arms: "Silly child... why are you bothering!"

"Dad, I didn't lie to him, I didn't... I always knew we were engaged, I always regarded him as a lover, I never thought of breaking up, I didn't want to... I love him so much... I I really love him..." He cried out of his mind, crying out the grievances in his heart to his father like a fragile child.

Yu Min's heart ached when he heard it, and while comforting the child, he coaxed in a low voice: "I know, Dad knows..." How could he not know how much Gu Chen loves him!But how much he loves and persists is how hard it is. He knows that with those photos, the Lu family will never admit his identity. His silly child has suffered such a big grievance and refuses to say it. How much does he care? !How could he care anymore?

He said sadly: "Who did it? Who framed you in those photos? Tell Dad, even if Dad is risking his life, he will give you justice!"

Leaning in his arms, Gu Chen felt Yu Min's chest heaving strongly. He was afraid that he would fall ill, so he tried his best to restrain his emotions, wiped away his tears and said in a low voice, "I was drunk and was plotted against, but there was no real harm. , They just wanted to threaten me, but now Lu Chuxiu's father knows, Dad, I'm so tired, I'm really tired, I can't hold on anymore, I don't want to see them... Let's get out of here... I want to go "..."

Yu Min touched Gu Chen's wet hair and cold arms, sighed softly, and said in a low voice, "Silly boy, where do you want to go?"

Gu Chen leaned in his arms, closed his eyes and recalled: "I want to find my mother, shall we go back to where my mother stays?"

Yu Min touched his hot cheek, eyes full of pity: "Okay, let's go find your mother."

On the second day, Gu Chen fell asleep peacefully. Yu Min closed the bookstore and took out the money in his passbook and Gu Chen's salary card. After cleaning inside and out, took Gu Weishuang's portrait and packed their clothes before telling Gu Chen to get up.

It was already the second night when Gu Chen woke up. Seeing the clean and tidy appearance of the house, he asked Yu Min at a loss, "Dad, what are you doing?"

"Didn't you say you were going to find your mother? Wouldn't it be nice for us to live in a small town?" Yu Min picked vegetables slowly, just like his usual appearance.

Gu Chen stood silently at the door of the kitchen, and after a while he asked, "Dad, don't you blame me? Don't you regret it?"

Yu Min wiped her hands on the apron, walked over and touched his head, and said with a smile: "Dad, what regrets? Since the moment I saw you two, my heart has been tied to you, You don't want to stay here anymore, let's change the environment, Dad just wants to see you happy. Xiaochen," his voice added a bit of vicissitudes and mellowness: "My first wife had a difficult labor when she gave birth. The dead one, the doctor told me that the child should be a boy, I was so heartbroken that I couldn’t breathe anymore, and when I met your mother later, she said that she felt guilty for marrying me with a child, but I felt that I picked it up It’s a great deal, your mother is good-looking and capable, and you were obedient and caring when you were young, didn’t I pick up the treasure? Your mother is not lucky, and she never waited for that man in her life, but, Xiaochen, dad only I want you to grow up safely and happily, and Dad doesn’t want you to be entangled with those rich and powerful people. Dad knows you love him, but God is playing tricks on people like that. Both he and you lack that luck! You don’t want to be in Here, then let's go, go back to your mother's hometown, and our father and I will start a new life!"

Gu Chen's nose was sore, he hugged Yu Min and smiled softly, that layer of ice finally broke, with this man's embrace and understanding, his future life will not be so difficult.

He said, "Okay, Dad, let's start a new life."