Jinnian

"elder brother···"

"Xiaochen, it's me. Your brother is talking to someone. He has his coat in my hand. Don't be angry if you take the liberty to answer the phone!" Qiao Chi's voice came with a smile.

Looking at the moonlight pouring out of the window, Gu Chen smiled slowly, and said, "No, remember to keep an eye on him."

"It's okay, your brother, he's been so busy these days, how can he have time to cheat, and I don't even have time to watch handsome men and beautiful women? Hey, Xiaochen, how are you? I heard he said that you are promoted I got a job, he kept telling me about it some time ago, he was not happy, and said that it was a pity that he couldn't go back to celebrate you right away, how about you? Are you busy this time? Is there any holiday for promotion? You can come here to play, he saw You must be so happy...Hey, Xiaochen, are you listening?" Qiao Chi's cheerful voice kept coming from the phone, such innocent and lively emotions seemed to be overflowing.

Gu Chen quickly returned to "Yes, yes, what else did he say? How is his health? Has he suffered from a stomach problem? How are things going with you? You must remember to remind him to drink less and drink less cold water." Take a bath, and drink more porridge at night, what he wears..." As he spoke, he suddenly found that his face was covered with tears, and he couldn't wipe it clean.

"Xiaochen, are you out of mood? What's wrong?" Qiao Chi asked cautiously.

Gu Chen clenched his fist tightly, he opened his eyes wide and looked at the large shadow in front of the window, and said softly: "It's okay, I've caught a cold these days, and my voice is a bit wrong, tell him not to call me these days Well, the hospital will be dispatched to the outside for a few days, I'm a little busy and I'll wait for a while to grant a vacation to see you."

"Okay, he must be crazy happy that you want to come! Oh, Xiaochen, when you come, bring some of the pastry I ate last time, I can't find it here!"

"Alright, Qiao Chi, please take good care of him."

"Don't worry! How many years have I known him, I don't know what kind of temper he is!"

Gu Chen smiled, and he said softly: "Thank you, thank you for knowing him for so many years." I have never thanked God so much for placing you by his side.

After hanging up the phone, he looked out of the window at the places where the moonlight could not be seen, the vast and empty mountains, the grotesque red lights and green wine, there is no quiet place in this world.

Heaven and earth are not benevolent, and all things are dogs.

The sage is not benevolent, and regards the common people as dogs.

Gu Chen smiled bitterly, God, the saints are too busy, too busy to make trouble for those who are suffering.

When he returned to the ward, Yu Min had already woken up. The father and son faced each other, and Gu Chen tremblingly said with unspeakable guilt: "Dad, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Two lines of tears fell from the corners of Yu Min's eyes. He took the subway for two stops in the morning before realizing that he hadn't picked up his handwritten borrowing record book. When he turned around and went back, Gu Chen had already left the door. He heard the phone ringing in his room without a trace. He hesitated to pick it up, and before he could speak, he listened to the other side saying: "Gu Chen, Lu Qingwen has already agreed to cooperate with me, and I will completely smash those videos and photos, so you don't have to be tense and worry anymore. Brother, don't blame me for being so ruthless. I also advise you that a wealthy family like the Lu family cannot be climbed by a small family. No matter how much you love Lu Chuxiu, if something happens, Lu Qingwen will still choose his son and interests. You can be cannon fodder, so why bother! Burn those documents and photos, leave him clean, and find a woman to live well in the future!"

Yu Min's hand holding the phone was almost shaking, he couldn't understand a single word on the phone!what video?What picture?what document?Lu family?brother?He sat on the bed in a daze and recalled those words just now, Jian Huai'an had already hung up the phone because of his loud inquiry, Yu Min's nerves suddenly tensed up, and his heart was pounding!Although he didn't know the messy things on the phone, he clearly heard the person say "You love Lu Chuxiu again..." "Look for a woman..."

His son, Gu Chen fell in love with Lu Chuxiu?

"Aren't they roommates? Something about to come out quickly exploded in Yu Min's mind! He was running around the room like crazy, what's going on? Gu Chen never talked to him! Also, what documents? What photos? What cannon fodder? Yu Min was spinning like clockwork, he suddenly caught a glimpse of Gu Chen's briefcase on the table, and when he saw those photos, he could clearly hear the clockwork in his body It shattered with a click! The face under the man's body, with tears and blood on it, was his son, it was Gu Chen! But the back and profile of the man lying on top of him were obviously not Lu Chuxiu !What exactly is going on?

Yu Min trembled like a sieve, he rushed out the door, he wanted to go to the place where Gu Chen and Lu Chuxiu lived, he wanted to find out from his own children, who was lying under the other man? He, but Gu Chen's injured hand and crying and swollen face appeared in Yu Min's mind over and over again, he was shocked, his heart ached, he was at a loss, he...

Yu Min felt his mind go blank for an instant, and his heart was beating like a drum in his ears...

He raised his hand to wipe the tears from Gu Chen's face, sighed softly, looked at the child's bewildered face with distress, and said, "Xiaochen, you and Lu Chuxiu, you... Are you together?"

Gu Chen choked up with a sob "hmm".Yu Min paused for a moment, then chuckled suddenly: "You didn't get along well with your classmates when you were young, but you kept in touch with him from high school, college to work, and your relationship was good. Dad used to be afraid that you would have no friends, but he didn't I didn't expect... Since it's been so many years, why don't you tell Dad? You are my son, of course I won't force anyone you like, but you have to tell the family when you are hurt and wronged. Dealing with rich people like them must have been wronged, and Dad also feels distressed, how can you keep hiding it from me!"

Gu Chen couldn't cry at this moment, he lay on Yu Min's shoulder and couldn't say anything, he could only keep shouting "I'm sorry, Dad, I'm sorry..." He was calculated by everyone, hated by everyone, looked down upon by everyone , but there is only one person who will tolerate him forever, worry about his pain, and worry about whether he will be wronged. Gu Chen only feels that his heart that has been cold and wandering for so long finally has some warmth, and finally some support.

Yu Min slowly touched the child's soft hair with the hand that was infused with the liquid. The moment he woke up, he slowly thought about these things. It must be that Lu Chuxiu's family knew about Gu Chen, and the person on the phone didn't say anything. , How can such a wealthy family be admired by ordinary people!It's just pity for his child, who has suffered so much for no reason.

Gu Chen was tired from crying, he and Yu Min lay side by side on the bed, and talked to him in a low voice about the years of love and getting along with Lu Chuxiu, these nine years seemed to turn into a string of shining pearl necklaces, one by one Slowly linked together by him with simple language, beautiful and dreamy, like scenes that only exist in dreams.

Yu Min looked at the child's eyes shining brightly like stars, and suddenly remembered those photos. He felt a twinge of pain in his heart, but he only smiled slightly and listened to Gu Chen's story.

Gu Chen spoke very slowly and carefully. These nine years were the nine years between him and Lu Chuxiu, and they were their young bright.It was the nine years he and he walked hand in hand step by step, the nine years of going to school and working like any ordinary person, but the nine years of cuddling and supporting each other differently from everyone else.

Their beginning and ending were too cruel, but the process was beautiful in the end, enough for him to proudly mention to others when he was old, what a magnificent man he loved when he was young!

How kind that man was to him, even though they were not together in the end.

When he woke up, Gu Chen felt a lot more relaxed. Many neighbors and colleagues in the department came to visit Yu Min. He braced himself to deal with them one by one. Once some things took root in his heart, he would die completely. Heart, the world calls this acceptance of fate.

Gu Chen doesn't care whether he admits it or not, he just knows that he has to give up.

There is no way to find a reason for everything in this world. Even the stories he told Yu Min still erased the beginning and the end. Some pain and some helplessness must be borne by oneself.

A week later, when Gu Chen handed over the letter of resignation, the dean was surprised: "Is there anything in the hospital that makes Dr. Gu uncomfortable? Or is there another high branch for Dr. Gu to live in?" Lin Ruzhuan had a meal with Jian Huaian himself. After the meal, he took extra care of Gu Chen. He decided that the backer behind Gu Chen should not be underestimated, and he wanted to win him over openly and secretly.

Gu Chen said lightly: "Of course not, the environment in the hospital is good, but my father's illness needs someone to take care of him. He is currently in an unstable condition, and the chance of complications is high. My mother died early and I am the only child in the family. Give it to someone else."

Lin Ruzhuan frowned and paused for a moment and said: "The hospital is currently employing people. Doctor Gu, you are still young and it is time for you to struggle in your career. I will not force you to resign. Every family has a dilemma. Isn't it? Your father just got sick and was too busy. I can ask you for a month or two of leave. As for resigning, I hope you will give me an answer after thinking about it."

What he said was sincere and well-intentioned, and Gu Chen was moved. He had studied the profession of a doctor for five years, and had become more and more proficient in his work over the past few years. How could he be willing to let him leave?However, Gu Chen bowed his head: "Dean, thank you for your cultivation and trust, but there is a difference in Gu Chen's mind early on about which is more important."

Lin Ruzhuan pinched the center of his eyebrows: "So you have thought about it, have you decided to go?"

Gu Chen nodded, Lin Ruzhuan looked at his solemn face, and sighed slightly: "Well, if you insist, I won't force it, but, Gu Chen, your ability is considered a leader among doctors of your generation, so you resigned so early It's a pity to learn all the kung fu, I will keep your resignation letter for you, come back after you think it over."

"Thank you, Dean, for your kindness." Gu Chen said earnestly.

Yu Min lived for a week and wanted to go home. Gu Chen was aware of his condition but he didn't dare to say anything. His father's blood pressure gradually increased after he got old, and now it happened again. To be honest, Gu Chen was afraid. The complications of myocardial infarction are the most serious, and a careless person may die, so he dare not take it lightly.Moreover, it is useless to stay in the hospital after the patient is rescued from surgery. As long as he eats and exercises normally, takes good care of his mental health, and takes regular checkups and medications, he may not be able to recover to the same level as a normal person in the future, but at least he will still have a chance to live. many years.

Now that he has made up his mind to leave Lu Chuxiu, all his focus is on Yu Min.It was God's will to play tricks, a few years ago he was busy with dating and didn't have time to take care of Yu Min, but now he has time but lost his lover, but as long as his father's life is fine in the future, then he will feel more at ease.

When he came out of the hospital, Gu Chen stood outside the railing where Lu Chuxiu stood during the SARS period. He looked at the small window sill on the second floor. There was still a piece of green moss under the window sill, and the sunlight scattered from the gaps in the leaves. , He raised his head slowly, and the boy who was smiling and weeping at him seemed to appear in his mind again, and suddenly he felt very dizzy, and every step he took, he felt that those memories that were within reach began to become blurred.

Really, really sorry, my boy, my love.

他慢慢低下头去，有一滴泪悄无声息的落在了身后的那片暖阳里，晶莹剔透的顷刻便消散干净，再寻不到踪迹。