One thought comes true

Mu Mu Yu's 23rd birthday was spent on the set.

In the name of the crew being busy for a while, Su Man hosted a banquet for the entire crew at a hotel near the film and television base.When everyone was seated, the table was full of dishes, and when everyone was waiting for Su Man to say that the dinner was open, Su Man raised his glass and revealed that today is Mu Muyu's birthday.

Mu Muyu's hard work is obvious to all the crew, and she is also a small leader in the company, but she has no airs, and there are almost no faults that can be picked apart from not being so enthusiastic.

After Su Man made such an announcement, almost everyone raised their glasses and said "Happy Birthday" to Mu Mu Yu.

This was the day that Mu Muyu had smiled the most since she left Jiang Chenyin, she couldn't keep her face sullen.At this time, the cause finally made her, who was immersed in grief, raise her head and greet her with a smile.

Jiang Chenyin also wouldn't want her to shrink back in her own world and stagnate in the face of setbacks. She was very sure that Jiang Chenyin didn't want that.

After the birthday, the weather gradually turned cooler.

Even though Mu Muyu had brought enough clothes, she caught a cold at first due to the busy days, and soon developed a fever.

She is in good health, and she is not prone to minor illnesses and pains, unless she is too busy and does not pay attention to her body.Now that she was away from home, far away water could not put out the nearby fire, and she didn't tell her family that she asked Su Man for a few days off before resting in the hotel.

The winter solstice has passed, and the sky darkened early, but it was completely dark after six o'clock.

Mu Muyu ordered a takeaway, and took medicine after she was full. Remembering that the delivery guy told her to give a good review just now with a smile on her face, she turned on the screen of her phone casually.

The date on the lock screen suddenly hit her eyes, December NO.15.

It will be Jiang Chenyin's birthday soon, when Mu Muyu thought of this, the pill got stuck for a moment when she swallowed it.She quickly swallowed another sip of water, but the bitterness had already spread in her throat.

She was still happy last year, she and Jiang Chenyin's birthday finally had each other again.And this year is about to pass, there is no Jiang Chenyin on her birthday, and Jiang Chenyin's birthday will no longer have her.

They seem to be drawn out of each other's life forever after that day, like two parallel lines that never intersect, never meet, and never get close.

The bitter taste spread so badly, Mu Muyu drank the water urgently, covered her mouth and coughed violently, and then took several sips of water, the corners of her eyes gradually turned red.

She was so busy every day that she didn't have time to think about it, but when she thought of Jiang Chenyin's birthday and the parting that day, her already numb heart ached again.

She greedily wanted to get what she shouldn't have, and tried to test Jiang Chenyin's intentions with the mentality of trying.It's like a moth going back to the light, knowing that the possibility of having that light is less than destruction, but still can't help but want to fly over.

With a ray of hope, with a little bit of hope, in the end, it was still wiped out, and even everything I had in the past was burned to ashes.

Mu Muyu covered her mouth, she couldn't see clearly anymore, tears kept rolling down, hitting the back of her hand.

The scene of that day seemed to reappear in front of her eyes. She said those words behind Jiang Chenyin, and she couldn't help crying.But Jiang Chenyin, who was always concerned even when she frowned, didn't turn around, and didn't say a word to her.

She bit her lip to stop her sobs, swallowed back the sobs, returned to the sofa and curled up with her knees in her arms.

Probably because he didn't want to see her again, why would he want to see her.When he saw her, he would think of the secret, unspoken thoughts in her heart, no wonder Jiang Chenyin didn't want to turn around.

She curled up on the sofa for a long time, letting her cheeks get wet and dry.The lights in the room were not turned on, she was in a daze, and she just wanted to sleep like this and never wake up again.

When the door was knocked, Mu Muyu woke up from the dream and hallucination, and patted her face. The emotional excitement just now made her feel a headache.

She went to open the door frivolously, and smiled at the people outside the door: "Senior sister, why are you here?"

Su Man saw that she was not in good condition and couldn't care about etiquette, so she hurried in and turned on the light, then put the insulated box on the coffee table, and helped her to sit on the sofa.

"I've taken the medicine today, and I'm much better." Mu Muyu smiled reassuringly.

"You're in a much better condition this morning than you are now." Su Man frowned and probed her forehead, muttering to herself, "It's okay, maybe you're too tired and haven't had enough rest."

Mu Muyu smiled lightly, and pulled his coat together: "I said it's all right, what did you bring? Is it food?"

She is not as unaccustomed to touching Su Man now, she will have some physical contact after staying together for a few months, and Su Man has never made her feel embarrassed, as if that confession never happened.

She felt guilty, and also felt a little more close, but it wasn't the kind of affection she felt for Jiang Chenyin. Su Man was always like a sister to her.

Su Man smiled helplessly: "I'm so happy when I have something to eat, but I'm still sick. What can I say about you?"

"Don't talk about it, just give it to me." Mu Muyu smiled like a well-behaved cat waiting to be fed by its owner, but her face was a little pale and her spirits were not good.

Su Man opened the insulated box, and a burst of sweet heat rushed over, and it was a bowl of hot glutinous rice balls.

Su Man handed her the thermos box and spoon, "After eating the glutinous rice balls, drink the ginger syrup. You have a fever because you caught cold. Drinking ginger syrup is good for your health."

Mu Muyu took it over and narrowed her eyes with a smile: "Thank you, senior."

She was originally a quiet girl, and it was rare for her to show such an undefended appearance. Su Man subconsciously reached out, wanting to touch her bowed head, but she stopped in the middle of it, and only smiled slightly: "Eat slowly."

Mu Yu ate the swollen glutinous rice balls, and Su Man looked at them for a while before pacing to the window.

"It's time to prepare for the New Year's Eve, and there is no way to finish it before New Year's Day."

Mu Muyu was stunned for a moment, and then gave a low "hmm".

Su Man turned to look at her with a complicated expression, and finally said: "It's almost done after New Year's Day, and I will finish the last part in one go, and try to go back as soon as possible."

Mu Muyu still "hmm", lowered his head to eat the glutinous rice balls, and a tear fell into the ginger syrup.She was a little flustered and drank several mouthfuls of ginger syrup with the insulated box, swallowing it with her own bitterness.

It was snowing in Qinzhou in December, and it was another winter.

On weekends, the descendants of Jiang's old house gathered together. After lunch, Jiang Ying said, "Next week is Liu'er's birthday. Are there any special arrangements for this year?"

Mr. Jiang pondered for a moment, then tapped the floor heavily with his cane, "It's the same as in previous years, you and the second child will manage it."

"Okay." Jiang Gaojun agreed cheerfully, "Call all your friends over for a gathering, Liu'er's friends, and Mingliang's family, all over."

Mr. Jiang nodded in agreement, then smiled and said, "It's been a long time since I saw Xiao Yu." He sighed, and recalled, "It seems that I haven't seen him since August or September. She hasn't been here for such a long time this year, and there are only a few days left before the New Year's Eve."

Xu Zijun said at this time: "Dad, Xiao Yu and the crew have gone to other places, and they have been away for several months."

Mr. Jiang was stunned, and nodded, "Ah... I remember, she is very busy."

Sun Ruowei answered, "Yeah, I won't be back even after New Year's Eve. Xia Lan just told me the latest news this morning."

At this moment, Jiang Chenyin, who had been silent all this time, trembled slightly, and unconsciously clasped his two hands together.

Mr. Jiang sighed for a long time, and the living room fell silent.

In the afternoon, Jiang Chenyin went to the study, and Mr. Jiang was still writing.

It was a poem written by Xin Qiji, "Sapphire Case·Yuan Xi". Jiang Chenyin was standing beside the book case, and Mr. Jiang had just finished writing the last line, "Suddenly looking back, the man was there, in a dimly lit place".

Mr. Jiang's style of writing is bold and uninhibited, even the graceful meaning of words in his writing has an unobtrusive sense of boldness.

Seeing her coming in, Mr. Jiang smiled and said, "Why don't you get together with your two sister-in-laws? Before you came today, I heard Zijun said that Yixuan was pursued by girls in school. He really grew up in the blink of an eye. "

Jiang Chenyin was silent, and Old Man Jiang paused for a moment before exhorting: "If you have time to talk to your two sisters-in-law, ask them to teach their children well, and absolutely not to do anything foolish." After he finished speaking, he smiled, He murmured, "It's really old, my grandson is already this old."

Jiang Chenyin's body shook, and he said in a low voice, "Dad, I'm sorry."

She held back this sentence for a long time. Ever since Duan Zhiheng was rejected by her, she had been lingering in her heart, but she couldn't say it every time she returned to the old house.Now that old man Jiang lamented that the house was full of children and grandchildren, she couldn't bear it anymore.

Mr. Jiang smiled knowingly: "Why, what did you do wrong?"

Jiang Chenyin pursed the corners of her lips lightly, with a little guilt in her eyes, she looked at Mr. Shang Jiang: "I rejected Director Duan a few months ago."

Mr. Jiang looked at her for a few seconds before answering: "Of course I know that. Is your apology because of this matter?"

Jiang Chenyin nodded: "Yes."

Mr. Jiang laughed in the next second, and asked her inexplicably, "Do you think you should apologize?"

"Dad..." Jiang Chenyin was slightly stunned, never expecting such a response.

The Jiang family's family education is rigorous, and Mr. Jiang used to teach himself how to behave in the world, instead of letting the children experience it and then comprehend it by themselves.But at the same time, her parents are extremely tolerant and generous, and never put their children under pressure, such as marriage.

Jiang Chenyin knew that he wanted his children to be happy, otherwise he wouldn't have taken care of her feelings for so many years, but he was also worried and anxious.But she didn't expect her father to tell her that this apology was unnecessary.

After Mr. Jiang sat down, he pointed to the chair and motioned for her to sit down together. With a smile on his face, he said to her: "He is a good boy. I have seen this kid many times before I retired. I have always I admire him very much. But Liu'er, I never thought that you should be with him."

Jiang Chenyin was puzzled by his words. He waved his hand to indicate not to interrupt, and then continued: "I know what's on your mind. You're afraid that someone will be hurt because of your choice. No matter how clearly we onlookers can see it, it doesn't matter to you. It doesn't help, because you have experienced the hurt yourself, and no one can empathize with it, so I never propose a family with you. But this is only one of them, and there is another point, I don't want you to choose a partner partly because of your family. "

Jiang Chenyin murmured subconsciously: "You don't want me to choose a partner partly because of my family?"

Mr. Jiang nodded, his old face contained the wisdom and tolerance brought by the years: "I hope that when my children choose a partner, they only need to consider whether this person is right and what suits them, instead of considering whether the person is right or not. Do your mother and I like this person?"

"Dad..." Jiang Chenyin was still surprised, she was silent for a long time, and finally bent her lips, "Thank you."

"I didn't want to mention these things at first." Mr. Jiang sighed, his expression was kind and serious with a bit of habitual seriousness developed in a high position, "Those things are not only things you don't want to think about, but also things that your mother and I have reciprocated." There are things your brothers and sisters-in-law don’t want to mention. But you apologized to me for rejecting Zhiheng, which means you feel guilty, so I have to tell you my thoughts.”

"Actually, it's not that I can't mention it, because I'm afraid of having nightmares, so..." Jiang Chenyin sighed softly, "Although I'm used to it, I still get scared when I think about it."

When mentioning the nightmare, Mr. Jiang looked farther away, and intentionally or unintentionally changed the topic: "You will be much happier staying with Xiaoyu. This child has been very bored since he was a child, but he just likes to be with you."

When Mu Muyu was mentioned, Jiang Chenyin's eyes dimmed a lot, and he remained silent.

For several months, there was no contact between her and Mu Muyu.

None of them had the habit of posting on Moments, but she seemed to have forgotten this habit in the past few months, and opened Moments every day to read.With a little hope in her heart, she hoped to see that name.

But no, Mu Muyu's most recent Moments is still the one she posted when she left Qinzhou a few months ago.She heard about Mu Muyu's news from her sisters-in-law and Ye Xialan.

All this just made her heart ache. What really made her breathless was that she had to pretend in front of so many people that she was not ignorant of Mu Yu's current situation.She endured the heaviness in her chest, making everyone think that she was still dependent on Mu Muyu as before.

When Ye Xialan was distressed that Mu Muyu couldn't eat well, she agreed.

When the sister-in-laws were discussing the situation of the studio filmed secretly by Mu Muyu in recent days, she smiled and listened.

No one knew that her whole heart fell into the abyss, and no one knew that she always couldn't close her eyes all night when she returned to her room alone.All before her eyes was the scene of Mu Muyu crying behind her and begging her not to hate herself that day, she was so distressed that she was about to suffocate.

Even without turning around, she could imagine how sad the child was.Even without turning around, she seemed to feel the scorching tears.

In the warm light of the setting sun, Jiang Chenyin lowered his head, lowered his eyelids slightly to hide the tears in his eyes, and faintly heard the consolation of old man Jiang still staying in the incident just now: "Okay, don't talk about these things in the future. I don't want you to live this life in place, if you really can't, then forget it."