One thought comes true

In the bleak winter, Mu Yu feels that the New Year's Eve atmosphere this year is not heavy, just like ordinary days.

Probably because she was away from home, she faced the director and actors in the crew every day, and worked in front of the computer when she returned to the hotel. She hardly left much free time for herself.

Her fever finally subsided, and Su Man asked her to rest in the hotel for a few more days to get a good night's sleep.She didn't refuse either. She was very tired during the few days when she had a fever, and she couldn't feel refreshed no matter how much she slept.

Mu Muyu moved a chair to sit on the balcony, wearing a coat, his facial features were shrouded in a layer of soft light in the morning sun.

She called Lin Chuwan, and Lin Chuwan was surprised that she didn't go back to Qinzhou for the New Year's Eve.

"Xiaoyu, you have been away for several months, are you really not coming home for New Year's Eve?"

Mu Muyu's eyes were very light, she smiled lightly, her little tiger teeth were dazzlingly white under the sun, "No, it's going to be finished soon, and I will be in a hurry to go back at this time, besides, I'm not away all year round."

"You haven't gone back for several months, don't you miss her?" Lin Chuwan said hesitantly, but seemed to understand a little bit, "You told me that time that you still didn't want to give up, but you left home for so long and didn't go back, I’m so busy every day, I don’t have much free time at all.”

Mu Yu's throat twitched, and suddenly felt that the sun was a bit dazzling.

Lin Chuwan paused for a moment, and said bluntly, "You don't have to follow the group, Xiaoyu."

Mu Muyu closed her eyes, and the familiar feeling of powerlessness made her lower her voice: "Sister Chuwan, did you guess it?"

Lin Chuwan said softly: "When you called me during this time, you were in a very strange mood. How could I not guess it? I thought you were just having a fight, but when you said that I would not go back during the New Year's Eve, I suddenly had an intuition .” She paused and added, “Did something happen to you?”

"Why can't I hide it from you?" Mu Muyu sighed lightly, her voice became lighter, as if she could be blown away by the wind, "She knew, just before I left Qinzhou with the group."

Lin Chuwan gasped in surprise: "Then what's the situation now? You...you haven't returned to Qinzhou for several months because of this?"

"Well, she won't want to see me, and I can't stay in the same city with her as if nothing happened after she knows my feelings."

Mu Muyu opened her eyes, her head throbbing with pain, she murmured softly.

"I need time to calm down, and I need time to accept the end of my relationship."

She knew very well that it was impossible for her not to go back forever, and she and Jiang Chenyin still had to see each other again.She didn't know what their relationship would turn into, but at least when she saw Jiang Chenyin next time, she hoped she wouldn't cry.

With sore eyes and trembling hands, she needs time to learn restraint.

After hanging up the phone, Lin Chuwan couldn't get back to her senses for a long time. She had expected that Mu Muyu would not be so smooth, but at this time she really didn't know how to help Mu Muyu.

Would you advise Mu Muyu not to think too much?If it were her herself, someone advised her to stop thinking about these things, would she be able to do it?Of course not.

There is a person who has taken root in his heart, which cannot be ignored anyway. It cannot be said that it is a bad thing for Mu Yu to leave Qinzhou. What is most needed at this time is distance.

"Skipping breakfast, what are you thinking?"

Song Muqing's voice suddenly rang in his ears, and a cold air surrounded him. Lin Chuwan immediately lowered his head, and took a small sip of milk.This slightly mechanical movement caused Song Muqing to narrow his eyes slightly, with unclear emotions in his eyes.

Lin Chuwan was drinking milk, and suddenly heard Song Muqing say: "Auntie has gone out to relax these few days, you stay at home by yourself."

"Understood." Lin Chuwan agreed without raising her head.

This reluctance to approach and the simple answer made Song Muqing frowned, and his eyes sharpened.But there is a stronger sadness in her heart, isn't this what she wants?Over the years, she has never let go of Lin Chuwan, and every time she is alone, she will speak ill of each other.

Seeing Lin Chuwan feeling sad because of her, she was happy in her heart, but she didn't know whether the pain was greater than the pleasure, or the pleasure was more than the pain.But at least Lin Chuwan would still have mood swings because of her, wouldn't he?Even if it hurts, that's what she wants.

She suppressed her emotions and asked coldly, "Do you think it's okay for the women I mentioned to you during this time?"

Lin Chuwan paused, and said in a low voice, "I don't like anyone, so don't arrange any more, I don't want to see anyone."

She bit her lip tightly, Song Muqing's question brought her back to reality, the absurd reality.She never thought that Song Muqing actually arranged for her to meet with a few people. Those women were all beautiful and clean, but every time she was told by Song Muqing that she was going to meet, it was like a knife was stabbed in her heart. poke.

The person who attacked was Song Muqing, who had no warmth in his eyes.

She had confessed her sexual orientation to her mother a few years ago, but that was not for the purpose of getting the result now.She wants to be able to love the person she wants to love without any worries, so that that person can trust herself and love herself with confidence.

But the original feelings were still killed by her own hands after all, it was she who watched those sharp sword-like eyes gradually become warmer, and finally became colder than before.

"Don't want to see?" Song Muqing put down the cup he just picked up heavily, "Do you want to make Auntie feel uneasy?"

Lin Chuwan's heart trembled, her eyes were filled with suppressed pain for a long time, she turned her head and said in a trembling voice: "Will I feel relieved when I go to see Mom? Or do I have to pick someone to associate with? Are you satisfied with that?"

"Whether you see or not has nothing to do with my dissatisfaction. I just don't want my aunt to worry about you and keep you awake all night." Song Muqing bit the last word very hard, and there was no pity in his eyes, but instead Faint pleasure.

The feeling of provoking Lin Chuwan like this should be painful, but she couldn't stop it. As long as she thought about her own pain back then, she couldn't stop Lin Chuwan from being in pain with her.She trusted Lin Chuwan so much, liked Lin Chuwan so much, but in the end she abandoned her without hesitation.

Gathering up the courage to rely on but being abandoned in the end, she just felt that a blood hole had been pulled out of her chest, and the person she trusted and loved the most cruelly crushed her bright red heart to pieces.

Lin Chuwan bit her lip hard, her eyes were completely red, and said to Song Muqing in a hoarse voice: "I don't need you to bother, I beg you, let me go."

This was the first time Lin Chuwan used such humble words. She wanted to endure, but the current situation did not allow her to endure any longer.Should she endure all the discomfort to associate with someone she doesn't like?And it was Song Muqing who arranged it for her.

This is really a big irony.

"Caring about my sister-in-law, how can I bother? This is what I should do." Song Muqing stared at her, gritted his teeth and said coldly, his hands had already clenched into fists under the table.

Lin Chuwan seemed to have been hit in the heart by a boulder, the corners of her eyes were moist, her lips were already white from biting, and if she continued like this, she would bite her skin in a short time.Song Muqing stared at her coldly, her whole body tensed up. When she saw the sparkle in the corner of Lin Chuwan's eyes, she got up abruptly and left the dining room without stopping.

Two days before Jiang Chenyin's birthday, Ye Xialan called her home for dinner, saying that she came suddenly and wanted to catch up.

When Jiang Chenyin arrived, Ye Xialan was packing things in the study, and Bo Mingliang led Jiang Chenyin to the door of the study and went back to the room to play games.

It was snowing outside the window, and Ye Xialan rolled up her sleeves in the study, picking things up and putting them into boxes.Jiang Chenyin leaned against the door with his arms folded, his gaze cast far out of the window.

Ye Xialan chatted with Jiang Chenyin while busy: "Mr. Jiang, why haven't you participated in two variety shows recently, and stabilize your position as the leader of Yujie?"

"I don't have time." Jiang Chenyin replied calmly, and after being called back to God by Ye Xialan, she glanced around the study room.

The bookshelves in the study room are clearly classified. There are books on investment and financial management that Bo Mingliang and Ye Xialan will read, and there are also novels about families written by famous authors, which Ye Xialan reads.In addition, there are several bookshelves containing foreign literature, domestic masterpieces, reference books and textbooks that are obviously used by students, etc., which belong to Mu Yu.

Jiang Chenyin's eyes flickered, as if he saw a girl from many years ago, sitting at the desk quietly doing homework.The scenes alternate, and then the girl goes to middle school, and she grows up very quietly, only showing a little childishness in private.

These images flashed by. After the four years of separation that seemed short but long, the introverted girl wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes because of memories of the past with her warm fingertips, and then hugged her forehead to offset, Said softly that she will protect her in the future.

Thinking of the mutual honesty that day, Jiang Chenyin's nose felt sour, and he didn't dare to recall any more.

Ye Xialan bent over and packed Mu Muyu's homework when she was a child into piles, and then put them into the box, muttering: "I wonder if Xiaoyu is cold in Qinzhou, she has enough clothes, I'm afraid that she's too busy to pay attention to her body. You say you're an idiot, what group do you have nothing to do with? How nice it is to sit in the office and be her supervisor!"

How Mu Yu was doing in other places, what he usually ate, and what time he went to bed at night, Jiang Chen could not tell.

But before Mu Muyu turned and ran away, Jiang Chenyin knew everything clearly and carefully.

Whether it's family affection or love, Mu Muyu gave her whole heart very early on.That young and fresh heart, full of longing for love and lonely courage, moved forward like walking on thin ice, never even intending to let Jiang Chenyin know what was on his mind, and swallowed all the bitterness by himself.

"I'll take it to the sundry room first." Ye Xialan packed up a box of old textbooks and homework books, picked them up and was about to leave, but when she turned around, she took a step back in fright.

"Mr. Jiang, what are you doing here!"

"Let me do it." Jiang Chenyin lowered his head and went to pick up the box in her hand without any explanation.

Ye Xialan handed the box to her with a smile on her face: "Okay, you know the utility room, just go in and find a place to put it. These are Xiaoyu's textbooks and homework books when she was a child, and she won't need them anymore."

Jiang Chenyin nodded, carrying the box to the utility room.

She left without putting down the suitcase immediately, the dusty atmosphere in the utility room made her feel reluctant to let go of the suitcase's past.

She put the box on the table, involuntarily took out the books inside, and opened them one by one.The name written on the title page of the textbook has changed from scribbled handwriting to the beginning of strokes, and the picture of Mu Yuyu from childhood to youth seems to emerge along with it.

Jiang Chenyin focused on looking at Mu Muyu's notes in the textbook, occasionally seeing the inspirational records inspired by the content of the text, her eyes were hazy and there was a smile.

It wasn't until she picked up a draft book and turned the first page that her whole heart trembled, and the tears accumulated in her eyes dripped down, staining the age-old paper.She continued to turn back with trembling hands, her eyes were hazy but clear, she covered her mouth, tears welled up.

It was all written with her name on it, one stroke at a time, neat and powerful.