One thought comes true

In the September school season, Mu Yuyu's other script "The World" is about to start.

Jiang Yingzong's son, Jiang Yixuan, was admitted to a prestigious university. Before he enrolled, Jiang's family held a banquet at home and invited Bo Mingliang's family.Mu Muyu personally called to apologize to Mr. Jiang, telling him that he was busy with work and couldn't be separated.

Before "The World" was launched, Mu Muyu applied to Su Man for full follow-up with the group.

"Are you sure?" Su Man frowned, "The filming cycle of this drama is likely to be longer than "God of War", and your birthday will be at the end of the month."

Mu Muyu nodded without any hesitation and said, "I've already thought it through. I can learn a lot from the crew. This time I want to stay with the crew for the whole time."

her birthday.

She remembered that last year Jiang Chenyin took her to see Meteor, and promised her that he would never alienate her because of anyone, or neglect her.Thinking about it now, she only felt that many years had passed.

Jiang Chenyin didn't alienate her, neglect her, or reject her for the sake of others, because the person who pushed Jiang Chenyin away was herself.

"Xiao Yu..." Su Man hesitated to speak, and sighed, "Do you have something on your mind? During this period of time, you are very strange, you are less and less talkative, and your work seems to be desperate. Why? ?”

Mu Muyu was startled, and met Su Man's concerned eyes.

This was the first time that Su Man had said so many non-work things to her since she rejected Su Man's confession.During this period of time, they have avoided each other on purpose. If they hadn't had to communicate, Su Man would not have approached her, let alone bring the topic to private matters.

She reacted quickly, shook her head and smiled slightly: "I'm fine, thank you for your concern, senior."

Su Man looked at her for a few seconds, and her tone was as caring as before: "If you have anything on your mind, you can still discuss it with me. I never wanted to alienate you because I was rejected by you last time."

Mu Muyu paused and said, "Sister, I know what I'm making. But I'm still very grateful to you, I understand that you care about me."

From the day she rejected Su Man, she couldn't be too unfeeling towards Su Man. Although she didn't regret her decision, she definitely couldn't say anything serious.Because Su Man is similar to her in essence, she doesn't get entangled when she can't get it, but chooses to suppress the emotions in her heart.

This is completely opposite to Yang Qian and Shao Sinan who hurt Jiang Chenyin.

"Okay, I'll be with the team for this shoot. If you need anything, you can come to me at any time." Su Man didn't say any more, and agreed to her application, and also told her a few words.

In late September, Mu Muyu and Su Man followed the crew to the shooting base.She told her parents that she would not be able to come back at the filming base for at least a few months, and Bo Mingliang and Ye Xialan kept her at home for several days before she left.

She didn't notify other people individually, but just took a picture of the folder cover of the script of "The World" and posted it in Moments, with a message to tell the group.

On the plane, Su Man sat next to Mu Muyu, and kept her eyes on her from time to time.

Su Man found that Mu Muyu was reading the script shortly after boarding the plane, but after a while she closed the folder, her eyes lingered on the folder for a long time, her expression was indescribably sad, and she seemed to have little The tenderness revealed.

Su Man wanted to ask her a few times, but every time she swallowed her words, she could only sigh inwardly, watching her fingers stroke the word "dust" on the document.

The filming conditions of "The World" are difficult this time, even worse than the previous filming of "God of War".Su Man's requirements were very strict, and they had to shoot on location. After they arrived at the shooting base, they held a start-up ceremony. After that, Mu Muyu followed Su Man to work.

She followed Su Man on the set every day to discuss the shooting of each scene with the director team. When she was a little free, she went back to the rest area to write a new script, and did not go back to the hotel until evening to rest.

She didn't dare to let herself be idle. Whenever she was quiet, she always felt empty in her heart, but it seemed to be full again. The gentle and watery woman was always there.

A week after arriving on the set, the weather here became gloomy. At night, when Mu Yu and Su Man returned to the hotel, it began to rain, accompanied by thunder.

The light was on in the room, and it was very quiet. Mu Yuyu was sitting on the sofa wearing a coat, his face was a little pale.

She is waiting for the next thunder.

Every time there was thunder and rain when she was a child, she had her parents' protection and Jiang Chenyin's concern. She was very afraid of thunder, but she was not afraid of thunder every time.Since she went to college, she has been waiting for the person in her heart to come back, to return to her side, and still protect her when the thunder sounds.

She waited, Jiang Chenyin never alienated her in the slightest since he came back, last year's thunderstorm was the first rain accompanied by the sound of thunder after Jiang Chenyin came back.She hid in the corridor, tried her best to avoid the thunder, tried her best to endure it, and finally heard Jiang Chenyin's urgent voice.

At this time, there was a muffled thunder outside the window, Mu Muyu bit her lips, gathered the coat she was wearing, and ran quickly to close the window with a "snap" before the next louder thunder exploded.

In the next second, she saw thunder and lightning flashing in the sky, but this time she couldn't hear the thunder that frightened her.

She stared blankly at her hand closing the window, and suddenly laughed, but fell silent after a few seconds.She can protect herself now that there is no one around her.

No one would rush back from such a distance just to close the window for her.There will no longer be a person who didn't even have time to change her shoes, and didn't notice that her clothes were all wet, just apologizing to her.Such a person will never exist again.

Mu Muyu recalled the scene of hazy feelings at that time, and covered her heart, it was very sweet and painful.

She turned around to go back to sit on the sofa, when the door knocked, and Su Man was outside.

"Sister, come in quickly." Mu Muyu stepped aside.

"I'm sorry to bother you." Su Man smiled apologetically. Her hair was loose and she smelled of shower gel.

Mu Muyu poured a cup of tea for Su Man, sat down on the sofa with them, and asked, "Why are you here so late?"

Su Man smiled, and said a little embarrassedly: "I didn't want to disturb you, but now it's thundering, and I can't sleep even if I close the windows and draw the curtains. So I just want to see if you have a rest and chat with you."

Mu Muyu laughed and said, "I can't say I'm bothering you, but I'm surprised that senior sister is afraid of thunder."

"It's not really scary." Su Man leaned back on the sofa, glanced at the window that was closed by Mu Muyu, and sighed, "It's because I couldn't sleep, and then it happened to be a thunderstorm, and it was even more annoying."

Mu Muyu nodded, and the two were silent for a moment.

Su Man suddenly sighed faintly: "Xiao Yu, it will be your 23rd birthday in two days."

"Well, I know." Mu Muyu smiled a little.

"Do you want to go back?"

Mu Muyu immediately shook her head: "I won't go back, I agreed to follow the group all the way. Going back now will make people laugh, and others will think that I can't leave home even on my birthday."

She didn't want to go back, because birthdays meant nothing to her anymore.When she grew up, she didn't care much about birthdays. If she hadn't expected Jiang Chenyin to surprise her a few years ago and come back on her birthday, she wouldn't have any expectations for this birthday at all.

As for now, Jiang Chenyin wouldn't want to see her, right? With such thoughts, how could she want to see her.

"Well, I'll give you half a day off on your birthday, and we'll get together again in the evening." Seeing that she persisted, Su Man stopped persuading her.

"Okay, I can sleep for a few more hours during the half-day vacation." Mu Muyu smiled happily, her eyes were as clear as before.

But Su Man clearly felt that she was not happy, her smile was a bit hollow, not as dazed as before, but whenever she smiled, there seemed to be stars in her eyes.

Now Mu Muyu seems to have put on thicker armor. Outsiders can only see that her career is going well and she is too busy to take time off, including members of the Jiang family.

On the night Jiang Chenyin returned to Qinzhou from the filming base, she ate at Jiang's old house. After the meal, she sat in the dining room and listened to the women at home chatting about family affairs.

Because she heard Mu Muyu's name.

Sun Ruowei licked the melon seeds and said, "That kid Xiao Yu is doing well now, not to mention he became the director of screenwriting after only one year of work, and now the second film is starting to be filmed, every time Xia Lan sees me, I have to praise Xiao Yu first." .”

Xu Zijun followed suit with a smile: "Yes, but Xiaoyu is much busier than before. I haven't seen her for a long time, and she couldn't come to Yixuan's school entrance banquet a while ago."

Mrs. Jiang said happily and worriedly: "Call her over someday. I'll see if the child has lost weight. Why are you so busy?"

"Mom, Xiao Yu is now the screenwriter director." Sun Ruowei laughed and gave old lady Jiang a science introduction, "She has a bunch of screenwriters under her, and she is usually very busy, and now she is still talking to the crew in person. It is not easy to meet her once."

"That's it..." Mrs. Jiang was a little disappointed, but she smiled immediately, "Let Liu'er take her over, she will definitely go to Liu'er as soon as she has time."

Jiang Chenyin was stunned, not knowing where to put his eyes.

Sun Ruowei stretched out her foot and touched her foot, "Liu'er, I'm calling you."

"Huh?" Jiang Chen returned to his senses, bent his lips and said to Mrs. Jiang, "Mom, what's wrong?"

"I said, let you take Xiao Yu over when she returns to Qinzhou. Your father and I miss her a little bit."

Jiang Chenyin lowered his eyes, reached for the cup, and found that the cup was already empty, so he had to put it back, and replied softly: "Yes, I see."

Seeing this, Xu Zijun couldn't help joking, "Liu'er is sad. Xiaoyu has been away for several months. Go back to the room later. I'm sure Xiaoyu will call right away."

Sun Ruowei continued to kowtow the melon seeds and said, "Sister-in-law, show me the makeup photo of "God of War". I didn't look carefully last time, but I remember that the male lead is quite handsome..."

They were continuing to chat, but Jiang Chenyin suddenly couldn't sit still, and found an excuse to go back to the room.

There was no light in the room, and she sat quietly by the bed, her whole body seemed empty, even she felt empty in her heart.

From the moment Mu Yuyu turned and ran away, from the moment she held back her grief and did not allow herself to turn around, and from the moment she hurried away, her heart was so empty that it ached.

She hadn't been informed of Mu Muyu's departure from Qinzhou with the group, and since that day, she hasn't had any contact with Mu Muyu.It was as if Mu Muyu had never existed in her life, but she clearly felt the cold hole in her heart.

This kind of emotion is something she has never experienced before, it is different from the panic and fear she has experienced before, and it is also different from the loss of realizing that Mu Mu Yu will not be so dependent on herself when she grows up.

That day, she never turned around and Mu Muyu ran away sadly. On that day, it seemed that all the pain sensations in her body were activated, and all the good things she had tasted in the past were uprooted.

Their long-term longing for each other, their intimacy, and the memories that Mu Muyu showed her to rely on several times after growing up, all turned into sourness and pain.

She has never realized more clearly than now that this is a feeling that cannot be eliminated and goes deep into the bone marrow, painful and long.