Hedgehog

I used to wait for Jian Ke's call, which was a bit like waiting for a college notice. I was anxious and looking forward to it, because whether he would call or not depended on his evaluation of my strength.But waiting for Jian Ke to call now is pure revenge.

On the one hand, I felt that I was a little bullying others with Ji Rongfu's influence, and on the other hand, I felt that I enjoyed it quite a bit.The logic of Jian Ke's sentence "All the resources in this circle are in our hands, so you have to follow our rules" is so explosive that it almost forced me to kneel down to him.Regardless of whether there is Ji Rongfu or not, if I was born 20 years earlier than him, it is not certain who will kneel to whom.

I don’t have any noble sentiments, it’s fine if I fall asleep as a benefactor, or I’m a Zhou Lv 2.0, anyway, now that things are over, I don’t pretend to be open-minded to repay my grievances with virtue.Jian Ke taught me last time that truly great people live for their dreams, and if he doesn’t give me a call to show me how to live, the skylight for this year’s New Year’s Eve party on sv TV is set to open.It's a good start to the new year's drama. Anyway, there are a lot of lip-syncing at the gala every year, and half of the singers are popular actors. It's basically a bunch of popular people gathering together to earn audience ratings. There is no positive output. The only The only contribution is to increase the entropy in the universe, which is not as exciting as making a big news.

Life is like this, it changes rapidly. Thinking about Jian Ke's serious remark a few months ago, insinuating that I have a backer, I was so anxious to smash things, and now it's really calm.Maybe one day he will no longer be a god-level figure in my heart, and I will let go of the fact that he looks down on my music.

As the saying goes, there is no overnight food for a poor family. I am naturally restless. I have something to worry about, and the bed is not bad. I woke up early in the morning, and it happened that Ji Rongfu was ready to go to work. I slowly got up and stood I saw him wearing a tie outside the cloakroom. If he shared half of his willpower to get up early every day with me, I would probably have become a song god.

"Are you still staying at home today?" He asked, looking at me in the mirror with the corners of his lips curled up.

My insomnia has been relieved, but I still have low air pressure after waking up, and I can't go back to sleep, and I have to slide down against the wall.

"depend on mood."

Maybe Jian Ke is tough enough to make a phone call to scold me, and I will fly to C City to watch the SV New Year's Eve party live.

Ji Rongfu laughed, turned around and kissed me on the cheek.

"Be good at home." He probably liked my unresponsive look, and rubbed my hair: "I'll bring you brownies after get off work."

In fact, I want to eat hot pot more, or the hottest kind. I don’t need a good restaurant, just red soup, spicy pot bottom, duck intestines with hairy belly, frozen tofu, and a handful of enoki mushrooms. I thought yesterday’s sukiyaki was a chat To relieve worries, in fact, there is not.Now I just want to find the cheapest and most popular hot pot restaurant, sit in the shop, don't need a mask or sunglasses, and eat a hot pot without any scruples.

When the New Year's Eve on SV is over, I'm going to record the last episode of the X Alliance. It will take half a month to air, and then the popularity will slowly drop.In fact, it's not that I haven't thought about releasing an album while it's hot. I'm confident that I won't disappoint those fans who are attracted by variety shows.Although the opportunity was given by Yin Xi, I can be regarded as showing my true colors in variety shows, so they are still fans, which is not easy.

But Jian Ke and I have made it like this now, it is impossible for me to be a producer, and the quality of the album cannot be guaranteed.A good production team in this circle is packaged, the producer is Jian Ke, and other masters will follow.My arrangement and post-production are both three-legged cat kung fu, and it is useless to have good works.

Maybe release a single. The song I recorded two days ago was okay, but it’s only okay. It’s a bit too professional to throw it into my internet celebrity trumpet, but it’s too ordinary to release it by myself.In fact, the song accumulated by Bai Yu is really good, but even if he doesn't send it back, without the lyrics, I can't help it.Maybe Ye Sangqing was playing tricks, she and her brother Ye Xiao had always stood by Yin Xi unconditionally.

But Bai Yu is rarely influenced by Ye Sangqing in this matter. My songs are better than Ye Sangqing's, and I often fill in before Ye Sangqing.

If he doesn't send it over, I really don't have any singing, unless I take back the sold songs and sing them. There are only cover albums in this world, and those who release cover singles.

Or sing "Mad"?The suspicion of fried rice is too heavy. In fact, the structure of the song "Crazy" also has problems, and it makes sense that it is not popular.

Fortunately, I have been making progress, "Street Light" six years ago, and "Mad" three years ago, I can now hear a lot of things that can be improved, and I always feel that it is a pity that these inspirations were wasted early.But this is the only way for every creator. When I was young, I had inspiration but no skills. It must be a pity to look back when I am older.

I was practicing the piano in the morning. Guitar is the hardest thing to fool. If you don’t practice for a day, you will know it, and if you don’t practice for three days, you will know it. But now in the entertainment industry, if you don’t practice for a year, the audience may not know it.Now I can play the guitar while my brain is empty, relying entirely on muscle memory, I don't know if it is a good thing or a bad thing, if I have the opportunity to visit my master Zhang Xiao in the nursing home, I will ask him.He actually suffered from the disease in 89. He relapsed as soon as the band disbanded. Now he is suffering from persecution paranoia. He always feels that the state has planted monitors in his body. Every time I go to him, he drags me to his room. Chatting in the closet, because I think it can block the satellite signal.Pity my old waist, every time I finish talking about the guitar, I crawl out.

Originally, I continued to practice the piano, and it would be no problem to eat the brownies brought back by Ji Rongfu today, but at ten o'clock in the morning, Aunt Xu knocked on the door of my piano room.

In fact, it’s a bit awkward for me to get along with Aunt Xu. I didn’t pay her a salary, so it’s not easy to control her, but I can’t hire another one, so I can only spend time like this. I don’t have any demands on her. Just don’t knock on the door when it’s time. She doesn’t know what happened. It used to be okay, but recently she always brings me food. Every time I just wrote a melody, the door knocks, but I’m really uninspired recently. , can't blame her.

The knock on the door was faster than the last time. I entered the piano room at nine o'clock, and she knocked at ten o'clock. I opened the door and saw that the food in her hand was obviously not food, and her expression was quite serious.Aunt Xu should have looked good when she was young, but now that she is old, she is still very thin and easily looks fierce.

"Madam is here." She looked solemn as if attending a funeral: "Now in the living room."

"Which lady?" My heart skipped a beat, and I vaguely guessed: "Lin Caiwei?"

Aunt Xu frowned.

"We can't call you like that later. How old are your parents? I think you should be younger than Rong Fu. You should be called Aunt Ji."

"I still have to go down?"

"Ma'am is here to look for you, of course you have to go down." Aunt Xu handed over the clothes in her hands. Inside the dust jacket was a whole set of preppychic plaid sheepskin uniforms, and inside were light gray pullovers and shirts. And urged me: "Hurry up and put it on, Madam doesn't like waiting for others."

"Wait." I finally understood: "Did she come to me specially?"

"Madam has always wanted to see you, but you couldn't go there, so she had to come here by herself."

I really shouldn't have lived in Ji Rongfu's house in the first place. Now people in his family come here whenever they want. If they are in a land of no one, they will install another Aunt Xu to open the door. I will stay in my house While practicing the piano, an uninvited guest came out of the house and wanted to see me, so I had to get dressed and go down to see him.

I immediately decided to have a fight with Ji Rongfu when he came back in the evening. If I had no inspiration last night, then I am full of ideas now, at least I can scold him.

"You tell her I'm not here."

"I already told you that you were at home." Aunt Xu was an undercover agent.

"Then you tell her that I don't want to go down." I decided to make it up in front of the undercover agent: "Tell me that I have a cold, my throat is tired, and I don't want to talk."

This is the reason I used to deal with Yin Xi at the beginning, but now it is the highest treatment I can give to Lin Caiwei.

"If you don't want to talk, you have to go down and show your face. Are you going to see Mr. and Mrs. for the rest of your life?" Aunt Xu's attitude is quite sincere: "Mr. Lin, I know you don't want to see Mrs., please think about it from their standpoint. Rongfu has returned home once in almost half a year since he returned to China, and has been living outside. The arrangements at home are not listened to, and his career is still a trivial matter. How can Madam rest assured in life, if the body is damaged..."

I almost laughed out loud.

It's interesting, I just need to say it directly, I'm a man, my origin is unknown, the entertainment industry has always been extremely chaotic, drug addicts, sick and sick, Ji Rongfu couldn't say anything, so he came to me directly.

"Aunt Xu, did Mrs. Ji teach you to say this? Or did you come up with it yourself?" I smiled and asked her, "Aren't you taking care of Ji Rongfu's life? You mean I'm playing tricks?"

Did I ruin Ji Rongfu's body?Ji Rongfu almost ruined my body.At the beginning, Lao Tzu was famous in the X League, not to mention comparing with Lu Yan. At least he won the second place in the singles competition. In the last few episodes, he was able to sit and never stand, and he could lie down and never sit. Last time I recorded an episode in Huashan. There were seven levels in the singles competition. If you fail to pass the level, you have to go back to the previous level. The maze in one level was particularly difficult. I simply found a comfortable stone to lean on and watched the whole process indifferently. The posture is too classic, and there is a hot phrase "Sui Shi Crowd", which is not easy. My fans are all fifteen or sixteen-year-old girls, and I can hit the word singles correctly.

Having said that, it doesn't make sense for me to hate Aunt Xu like this, I just change to a part-time job, and when Ji Rongfu comes back, I just say it.The following Lin Caiwei is the big boss, unfortunately I am not in a good state today and I am not in the mood to open a boss.

Aunt Xu's hesitation was obviously not because she felt guilty, but because she was afraid that I would not go down to see Lin Caiwei.

"Mr. Lin misunderstood, I didn't mean that."

This seniority is also quite interesting. Ji Rongfu went out at the age of six or seven, but she has always regarded herself as "Rongfu has been taken care of by me since she was a child..." She called Lin Caiwei as wife, Ji Rongfu's father as Mr. Into a pot of porridge.

"Forget it, it's meaningless to say these things, you go down and say sorry to Aunt Ji, I don't have any plans to see visitors today." I smiled at her before closing the door: "By the way, pack your things, either you go back with Aunt Ji now, or wait until night Ji Rongfu came back and asked him to tell you, what do you think?"

Aunt Xu showed that dignified look on her face again, that kind of expression of "you said something rude but I won't refute you out of decency", like the Suzhou aunt in Li Qinghua's book, who was affected by the master's high eyebrows and low eyes. The expression shown afterwards.So the Ji family is very interesting. In the 21st century, they are still performing the Republic of China drama here.

I didn't wait for her answer, closed the door and continued playing the piano.

It’s always like this, one by one, each of them is a good person in their own world. If we meet by chance, I will probably respect them a lot, such as Lu Yilan, or Aunt Xu who cooks well, she has that old-fashioned style , everything is decent, I don't know if it is good or not.As long as I heard Lin Caiwei described by Ye Ning, I knew that she was also an excellent person. A woman who dared to send her seven-year-old son abroad 20 years ago would not be a vulgar fan.

But because of Ji Rongfu, we have to confront each other inexplicably, which is too ridiculous.I've never been good at changing other people's impressions of me. How much did I respect Jian Ke back then?As a result, he had a bad first impression of me, and after the first meeting, he became bad once, and finally reached this point.Lin Caiwei came aggressively, and the meeting would only make it worse.It's fine if I don't go downstairs today, but I have to be similar to Lu Yilan when I go downstairs.

I play the piano when I’m bored, because I don’t know how to play, I don’t know if I play badly, and I can vent my emotions. I played a piece of Bach intermittently. It rang.

Aunt Xu is really persistent.

I walked over to open the door, but the moment my fingers touched the doorknob, my eyelids suddenly twitched.

I reacted.

"Who's outside."

It was quiet outside for a few seconds, and then a female voice rang out, nice, but age could be heard.

"I heard that Mr. Lin was unwell, so I came up to have a look." The voice reminded me of Lu Yilan 20 years later: "It's inconvenient to talk through the door, can Mr. Lin open the door and meet?"

Really elegant.

It's a pity that what I lack the most is elegance.

"Hello, Aunt Ji," I leaned against the door and replied with a smile, "I still won't go out."

"why?"

"Because my temper is like this. If others make me unhappy, even if it doesn't benefit me at all, I still won't make others happy." I told her with a smile: "No way, I'm People are kind of antisocial."

She broke into my house directly by herself, which already made me unhappy, but now she wants to see me, and I don't go out, which can make her a little unhappy.

This is my logic.

Lin Caiwei probably couldn't accept this logic, and advised me: "Nine out of ten unpleasant things in this world, don't Mr. Lin think it's best to face them directly?"

"Then Aunt Ji should directly face the fact that I don't go out."

I felt that Lin Caiwei was going to be angry.

But when she comes here today, it's not normal if she doesn't get angry. I have never liked my elders. Back then, my adoptive parents beat me up like that. Lin Caiwei has nothing to do with me. I don't rely on her for food, and I'm not afraid of her beating I really can't agree, just run away, and I really don't have any psychological pressure.

"Now that I'm here, it's over..."

The two sentences that I dislike the most, one is 'everything has come', and the other is 'this is the end of the matter'.The former sentence is often used as an excuse to give up on oneself, and the latter sentence is used as an excuse for those who did something wrong first.

"Then I don't want to go out, since things have come to this, Aunt Ji will consider herself unlucky."

Through the door, I felt that Lin Caiwei was about to lose her temper.

"Mr. Lin, I think I know why you are going to see a psychiatrist."

I laughed out loud.

That's funny, she's underestimating me if she thinks it can hurt me.

"Aunt Ji checked me."

"With your attitude, I have no choice but to check you?"

It's really putting the cart before the horse, but it doesn't matter.

"Aunt Ji, let me ask you something."

"Oh, what's the matter?"

"About my third year of high school, I lost a guitar. Although it was a bit old, it was my first guitar." I leaned lazily against the door and asked her with a smile, "When Aunt Ji checked me , can you help me find where that guitar is now?"

It took about 3 minutes after I finished speaking, and there was still no movement outside the door.

I ran directly to the window of the piano room, opened the window and looked down. The garden was full of daffodils, and two figures were walking through the flowers towards the door. I recognized Aunt Xu at a glance, and the other one was probably Lin Caiwei. She is much taller than I thought. In my mind, these noble ladies wear Chanel and pearl necklaces, which are dignified and elegant, but she wears an x-shaped coat, with a straight waist and hands in pockets. The momentum of Jiangmen Tiger Girl.

A thought of dying flashed through my mind.

So I did the same.I directly opened the whole window and called out loudly: "Aunt Ji."

Lin Caiwei turned around.

Women look different from men. Among the people I have seen with my own eyes, the most beautiful men should be Qi Chu, Lu Yan, and Ji Rongfu. Among them, Lu Yan is the most beautiful, dazzling, but only handsome.When a woman is beautiful, she is really glamorous. She has the same amber eyes as Ji Rongfu, and the shape of her eyes is more like Ji Rongze, closer to Danfeng, and a little bigger. However, she can still tell her age, and her facial features are all going down. There was a period of time when I ate Japanese food. In Japanese garden culture, Chinese sassafras is called camellia, and camellia is also called camellia. Camellia blooms in heavy snow, and the whole flower falls. It is very popular in Japanese culture, so Japan There are many haikus about camellia.

Lin Caiwei is like a fallen camellia, still a whole flower, beautiful, even astonishingly beautiful, but the petals are about to fail.

It's really hard to dislike Lin Caiwei with my appearance association.

Even though she looked at me almost like a knife came out.

"Mr. Lin," she stood in the garden, looked at me sharply, and said loudly, "I always thought that Rong Fu was a decent person, but his choice this time was really beyond my expectation."

"It's beyond my expectation." I also told her with a loud smile: "Goodbye, Aunt Ji, next time I come, please make an appointment first."

She turned and walked on, and I went straight back to the piano and played her "Ah, Goodbye, Friend."

Lin Caiwei was very angry, but I was even more angry than her. One of the consequences of my anger was that when Ji Rongfu came home today, he had to face a storm.