Hedgehog

This feeling is quite subtle, he only thought it was an ordinary day, he walked in the door in a hurry, his coat was chilly, he took a shower, and came to kiss me when he was warmer, and asked me what I did at home today, he didn't know how I was planning to get along with him He quarrels.

He probably didn't have dinner, but he didn't say anything, porridge was cooked in the kitchen all year round, and it was a supper.Sitting by the island in the kitchen, the light shines on the bridge of his nose, the eyelashes are full of hair, and the hair is wet. He is always focused when eating, but he has a keen intuition. When he finds me looking at him, he raises his head Smile at me: "What's wrong?"

"It's okay, you eat first."

When I was a child, no matter how much trouble I caused, my grandma would wait until I finished eating before beating me up. Now I understand this feeling more or less.

Probably because I was thinking about how to start the scene too clearly, Ji Rongfu slowed down when he was stirring the porridge, his fingers were long and slender, and the silver ring glowed warmly under the light. It's his name engraved, so it seems that the one in his hand should also have mine engraved on it.

I don't know how to quarrel in an intimate relationship, because I have never been in an intimate relationship at all. It is said that quarreling is actually a good thing. The way people get along with each other is established through quarrels. Excellent quarrels are not called quarrels, but negotiations. Like a business negotiation, it is an exchange between two mature people...

But I still can't think of what to say at the beginning.

The hot air of the porridge came up, and he looked at me with puzzled but gentle eyes.

He meddled in my work and broke my principles. If I was willing to put down my principles to fight for an opportunity, then I would have bowed to Jian Ke in the first place, why should I go through him, Ji Rongfu.

But his amber eyes looked at me so tenderly that I forgot how to speak.

I finally understand the mentality of those people who put up with it in a relationship, because when you look into his eyes, you want time to stop at this moment, because you know that the next second you say something will make him The light in your eyes fades, so you'd rather say nothing and take it all on your own.

But this time I couldn't bear it.

What is the concept of opening the skylight at the SV New Year's Eve party? If the mistake in the countdown to the New Year's Eve is the scene of a car accident, then missing the entire party is almost equivalent to the end of the world in 2012.

What's more, I know that he is not someone who likes to trample on the dignity of others, and I also want to know why he does this.

"You, eat the porridge." I stammered inexplicably: "I have something to tell you."

He misunderstood me because he laughed and came close to grab my face and kiss me tenderly and knowingly.

I quickly pushed him away to prevent the situation from developing in a strange direction.

"Don't make trouble, I really have something to do."

"Huh?" He leaned so close, his amber eyes fixed on mine, and made a soft nasal voice: "And then?"

I seem to have fallen into a trap full of maltose, struggling to get out of the inexhaustible sweetness. The aura around Ji Rongfu is like a dangerous carnivorous plant, exuding a seductive smell.After the carnivorous animal had been hungry for half a month, this aura became even more terrifying.

My palms were hot, and I grabbed the cold marble countertop, and finally regained a little sanity.

"When you finish eating, I want to have a good chat with you." I knew that staying here would never last him to finish eating: "I'm going to the bedroom."

In fact, this line is worse, but I am losing ground now, so why bother with details.

Ji Rongfu has the habit of reading books before going to bed, and recently changed to reading documents, which shows how busy he is. I remembered the phrase "Having a child should be like Xia Huai'an", and it seemed that it would not be inconsistent with Ji Rongfu.

During the time he was eating, I had already finished the draft, so before Ji Rongfu came over to show off his aura, I preemptively said: "I want to talk to you about Jian Ke."

Ji Rongfu laughed.

"What are you talking about?" He bent his eyes to look at me: "I thought it was something else, what happened to Jian Ke?"

"You know what's wrong, the program list for the SV New Year's Eve party is stuck in the review stage, and now it's about to open the skylight. I know you did it."

He sat down directly, smiling.

"Yes, I did it."

"I told you about my relationship with Jian Ke, don't ask anything, and don't do anything... You promised me."

"I'm not embarrassing Jian Ke because of you." He smiled and opened his eyes, talking nonsense.

And I almost believed him for a second, it seems that Ye Xiao was right, love makes people mentally retarded.

"why?"

"Didn't Jian Ke want to teach you how to bow your head to reality?" He smiled at me gently, "Then I'll teach him first."

This answer is simply flawless.

I just want to applaud him.

But I am still a man of principle after all.

"Your idea is very good," I tried to appease him first, and then pointed out his mistake: "But logically speaking, it's like you giving me a head start..."

"This is just an official statement," Ji Rongfu rarely interrupted me, his amber eyes narrowed, and a smile appeared on the corner of his lips: "There is also a restricted-level one, do you want to listen?"

I know I shouldn't be nodding, but I can't help it.

Ji Rongfu reached out and took my hand.

He patiently played with my fingers and the ring on my ring finger as if he were playing with a familiar toy, so long that I almost thought he was passively resisting.

"My grandfather was wounded on the battlefield in his early years. Some bullet casings remained in his head, and he often had headaches. There was a folk prescription that said woodpeckers could cure headaches. So at that time, we raised some woodpeckers at home. My grandfather liked me very much and kept me. Give me two to play with. During the Chinese New Year, a child from a relative’s family came to play at home, and I was studying with a tutor at the time. When I came back, both birds were stripped and thrown in the garden to freeze.” His fingers are slender and warm, quietly intertwined with mine.

"and after?"

"Then I grabbed the kid, stripped him naked, tied him to a tree in the garden, and froze him for two hours." He raised his head and rolled his eyes at me with a smile: "So now you know Why is Zhang Wenbin so afraid of me?"

"And later?"

"Later, I went abroad to study." He leaned over, his voice was gentle as if he was telling a story: "Later, when I came back here, I met a man who was as beautiful as a crane. I liked him very much. I don’t know what to do with him. I want to keep him in captivity, but I am afraid that he will lose the ability to fly and be hurt by people other than me. Later, when he returns home one day, he is blown cold by the wind and looks at me. The expression looks like it's going to cry in the next second..."

I smelled the fragrance of grass and trees on his body, his posture was like a leopard bent down, blocking all the light, his amber eyes were so beautiful that they were almost monsters.His fingers gently stroked my face, from cheekbones, to cheeks, and finally stopped at the corner of my lips.

He said: "Mr. Lin, you know that I am not a good person. I have countless crazy ideas in my mind, but I have never put them into practice, because I don't want to show even a trace of sadness on this face. But if I can't see it In a place where there is a person who bullies you who I am reluctant to bully, then I can't even imagine what I will do."

I know I'm going to slam him right now because I'm not a captive crane or anything, I'm a 26 year old mature man who can punch Jan Ke's glasses and I don't need anyone Come to feel sorry for me, or stand up for me.

But his eyes looked at me, as beautiful as a dangerous and quiet big cat, my mouth was dry, my heart was beating like a drum, and I couldn't say a word.

The corners of Ji Rongfu's lips curled up.

Then he withdrew his hand, stood up, and the light shone on my face again, as if returning to the world.

"I'll let you go today." He smiled lazily at me: "If you try to solve something behind my back next time, the consequences will not be so simple."

He said it as if it was my fault, not to mention that I only thought about not mentioning this matter to him for a second in the kitchen, thinking that I couldn't solve it, so let it go.

"Then what about Jian Ke?"

"Zhou Jin is in charge of this matter. When you decide to let Jian Ke go, just tell him. But before that, you have to promise me one thing."

"What's the matter?" I suddenly became alert.

"Didn't Jian Ke want you to bend your waist for your dreams? Let him show you how to bend your waist first, and I'll let him go." He wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me on the cheek with a smile: "As for you, let's continue Let’s go on like this, I think it’s good.”

"Really?"

"Really." Ji Rongfu looked at me with gentle eyes: "I appreciate you like this, and I respect you like this."

I was overwhelmed by his praise, the rarest compliment in the world, I literally floated up into the clouds, I know I am far from as good as Ji Rongfu said, but I still float up like an inflated balloon, I can't help it She threw him on the bed.

"You know, no one has ever praised me like that before."

Among all the people around me, only Su Ying knew all the stories, so she strongly advised me to find the benefactor.I understand her logic - I have experienced all these things, no matter how depraved I am, I should be, and it would be ridiculous to insist on so-called principles, but I still feel lonely.

Ji Rongfu also knew everything. I knew it from the time he went to Inner Mongolia to look for me. He must have read my 26 years of life during the few days when I was missing before he realized that I should be with Yuan Rui.

But he knew, but he still didn't look down on me.He still respects me, and he doesn't think I'm pedantic, conceited, or stubborn.

He knows it all, but still likes me, even loves me.

That's why I dared to confess my love to him in the bathroom that day.

I am a cowardly person who will only run away when encountering problems. I have a hard thorn in my body, but I am stern in my heart. I ran to Yuan Rui to escape from this mediocre me. At that time, Ji Rongfu started talking to me. I don't know how to talk to him about his past experiences.Aborted albums one after another, born as a singer, went to open a food show, incompetent parents, let alone incompetent adoptive parents, the only grandmother worth mentioning died before I was ten years old, what should I do in the past 26 years Where to start.

I didn't know that Ji Rongfu would defend me like this.

I couldn't help kissing him, even though it might cause a misunderstanding and the consequences would be disastrous.

But Ji Rongfu didn't do anything bad this time.

He just responded to me gently, and then whispered sorry to me.

"Sorry for what?"

"I'm sorry I didn't meet you sooner."

In fact, it's a bit of a shame to say this, but I've decided to talk to Ji Rongfu about Lu Yilan tomorrow and his mother the day after tomorrow.

According to the current progress, all problems can be solved in three days.

I was not born as a hedgehog, when I realize that there is nothing worth defending around me, and when I believe that this man named Ji Rongfu will never hurt me, I will slowly lose my hard thorns and become my original hedgehog. look.

I hope that one day, I can meet Ji Rongfu in the original form.