Please follow the doctor's advice

Xu Yiren divided the second-level disciplines earlier than me. Before I entered the graduate school, he chose surgery. I secretly saw it from the class group form, but I chose the research direction earlier than he chose the third-level disciplines. That's embarrassing.

Every choice is like a fork in the road. Although everyone takes a different road, the small road may be closer to each other, and even some majors can be walked together.Just imagine, if I choose a direction first, and then Xu Yiren also chooses a related department, then we can meet by chance at the next intersection, and then I wave my hand and say, "Hey, brother Xu, what a coincidence!"

Or in the future, people in our circle will get together for dinner, and the two of us can stand shoulder to shoulder and toast each other and say "Take care and take care of me". Thinking about it this way, it seems that I am looking forward to going to the factory after graduation.

According to my understanding, which department you want to stay in the hospital does not depend entirely on your own subjective wishes. Part of it depends on the evaluation of your teacher and the mood of the instructor, and part of it depends on the needs of the hospital.But Xu Yiren's family relationship is there after all, so he can definitely be assigned a department that he likes and has a good environment.

I have almost never missed a question in the past ten years, and I can tell what question he asked today after meeting the teacher. If it is really up to the tutor and the teacher, I can figure out one, two, three, four, but let me guess. Xu Yiren, but I was at a loss, completely clueless.

At that time, it was a time when people were divided into different directions, and many students around them were not optimistic about the atmosphere in the domestic R&D field and jumped ship one after another. After all, dreams belong to all human beings in the world, but their future income and life are their own.Old Xu said that he respected his personal wishes and that the melons that were twisted were not sweet, and he signed one submission after another, but he sighed behind his back, as if he had been robbed of his heart.

In fact, I also really want to sign a business.The school’s signboard is displayed here. After I go there, the salary is good, and I can accumulate years of service, provident fund, and insurance in advance while studying for graduate school. These are all money in disguise, which is the guarantee of life in the future!Most importantly, who does the manufacturer make the medicine for?Isn't it for patients?You have to go through the hospital to give it to the patient, and you will definitely have to deal with doctors and hospitals frequently.

But look at Lao Xu's bad manners that he didn't hurry to dye his hair back when his hair was all gray... I tore out more than half of the direction category.

If you want to bet on Xu Yiren's future choice in the general direction that can be counted on the remaining few fingers, the chance of success is even smaller.

What will Xu Yiren choose?

Among the departments related to surgery in the hospital, the Department of Burns and Plastic Surgery has undoubtedly the most lucrative income. A random plastic surgery can cost thousands of dollars. Even as long as your technique is good, no matter how expensive it is, there will be people flocking to it.Moreover, micro-plastic surgery is becoming more and more popular now, and as the technology matures, the risk is greatly reduced. In addition, Xu Yiren's pretty face sits in front of the table, and he can speak in a few words to make the girl's heart burst into joy. Willing to have surgery now.There are many seniors who have been in the industry for several years and bought cars and houses. It is the first choice for pragmatic people.

But when it comes to being pragmatic, I feel that it has nothing to do with Xu Yiren.If I hadn't lived with him for a few years, I would have thought he grew up drinking dew. How could such a person take pragmatism as his starting point?

……what to do?I don't think I've ever guessed him right.

Old Xu smiled when he heard that I was willing to stay in the research institute, and told me that now I can choose all the preparatory projects, whoever I want to follow, and he can arrange me in projects that are not his.

Hehe, I am no longer the kid who was cheated by a rabbit leg, and of course I will not be moved by his fake sugar-coated shells.I flipped through the project application form that no one else had permission to read, and one of them, "Drug Action Mechanism of Traditional Chinese Medicine Compound Preparations in Orthopedics," caught my eye. Did Xu Yiren ever say that he wanted to do orthopedics?

The income of an orthopedic doctor is very considerable, it can be said that it is one of the most difficult departments in the hospital to get into, but if they want to accept someone, it must be someone like Xu Yiren!Not to mention knowledge requirements, Xu Yiren has always been among the top grades, and he needs to be tall and strong, he can lift people up if he talks about lifting people up, and he can pull people around if he talks about setting bones, he is like an orthopedic doctor template!

If I develop some kind of rehabilitation medicine in the future, it will be jointly developed by the manufacturer, and he will also be the attending doctor in five or eight years. At that time, wouldn’t it be just right for us to make medicine and sell the medicine?Even if it is not researching any new medicine, but just making pharmacological analysis of existing traditional Chinese medicine prescriptions that meet the current drug declaration requirements, then everyone can gather at the table and chat for a while if there is nothing to do!

I asked: "This project, can I still join the group?"

Old Xu's expression immediately turned ugly: "Aren't you short-sighted, kid? I asked you to pick whatever you want. You really picked someone else's project at random. What if they asked you to wipe the table and sweep the floor after you passed by?"

The bottles and cans in the laboratory can’t be cleaned by just a cleaning person. “Wiping the table and sweeping the floor” is the most common work that most people do when they first arrive at the research institute. Just like being in the cold palace, it is not uncommon for someone to do a year of research and you to do a year of test tubes.

I suppressed the idea that if I chose the wrong direction, I would die with him, and said obediently: "How can I? It depends on the owner to beat a dog. Brother Xu, if you say it, I will definitely have meat to eat!"

Professor Xu took it over and looked at it carefully: "The positions in each group have been arranged, so you don't need to beat you, as long as you are given a hard nut to crack, you may not be able to crack it in a few years, and then time will be invested in it." , It’s not uncommon for people to postpone graduation, and it’s too late for you to regret it.”

I pulled out the catalog, a thin sheet of paper.

Life is like a map that has not been fully opened, and there is an indistinct chaos ahead. Xu Yiren and I are wandering on the same coordinates.Looking back at the route we came here, our starting points are far apart by hundreds of thousands of miles. It is the hidden choices one after another that made us have an intersection.Among these choices, I went to school all the way, which was a matter of course, and my father, who could not read a few words, helped me choose a school, which was random, and even sent me to the school in advance for fear that I would be abducted by human traffickers. There is really no rule to follow when entering elementary school.

I have to say that the encounter between people is really a metaphysics.

Since it is metaphysics, does it also pay attention to sincerity and spirit?

This is the only clue I can use to deduce Xu Yiren's future choice of direction, let alone a hard nut to crack, just give me a hard rock to crack, I want to try it too.

I swiped my finger to the bottom of the list: "Isn't there a person in charge missing for this small item?"

Lao Xu slapped me with the file folder: "Is that because there are few people in charge? That means there is no one! I just listed the reasons why I chose to carry out the above projects and the selection process, which were all screened out by others. ,waste time."

I pretended to be my grandson and beat Lao Xu's back and shoulders: "They think it's useless if they think it's useless? How can people live with aspirin and metformin? Didn't sildenafil also say that it's useless to treat cardiovascular diseases at the beginning? Didn't they find out later that it can be used?" When Viagra..."

Old Xu: "If you are not serious, you are not allowed to go."

Me: "Then I'll go to the drug factory."

Lao Xu stuffed me into the project team of that mentor. The brothers and sisters in it were all people I didn’t know before. Some drugs are toxic to a certain extent. Once everyone wears protective clothing, masks and goggles, my handsome face can’t help. It has brought me convenience, and I can only deal with medical devices and medicines alone every day.

Although it is said to be a small project under the same project, without the support of Lao Xu, I am like a child who is not loved by my grandma and my uncle. Twenty rats in the control group.

Big white rats, as the name suggests, are bigger than small white rats, and the smell they emit is also proportional to their size. In addition to the fractures I artificially caused, I kept gavaging them, spraying medicines, feeding them food and water, and tidying them up every day. For the excrement, two were randomly selected every three to five times to be fixed for modeling and frozen for tissue sectioning. I was so busy that I lived and ate in the office of the research institute.

Tired or second, the most realistic is the financial problem.All my expenses have to be billed from the project team. I don’t know how other people’s meals are. Anyway, the box lunch I eat every day is only one egg, two vegetables, and occasionally a celery and shrimp. I just wanted to finish it and write a thank you letter. After one bite, I found out that it was fake shrimp made of gluten and pigment.Well, let’s forget about the food, what didn’t I eat when I was young?I grew up eating steamed buns made from flour and wheat bran, but the project cost was not as easy as I was.

One of the medicines I use is relatively expensive. It is a traditional Chinese medicine component. After the material is distributed to you, it is completely extracted manually by yourself. However, the extraction of this fat-soluble component by traditional reflux method is relatively wasteful, and the consumption speed is almost 20 more than my budget. %about.I have been working for two months, and I feel that if I continue at this speed, I will run out of ammunition and food before the results are produced.

All the two old-fashioned extraction machines in the United States are not in the same building as our experimental group, and they are not available for use at all.I was thinking that it is time for such a large research institute to install a new type of supercritical extraction machine. One medicine can "squeeze" two juices, so how much manpower and material resources can be saved!Well, according to my current speed, the equipment will be in place in a month or two, and my materials can still be used, so I made a report and copied an extraction machine worth about 150 million from an academic journal. up.

However, I typed up the report at the end of the first day after work, and was thrown back as soon as I went to work the next day.The team leader said that other fat-soluble component extraction groups did not make this request. Is there a problem with your own operation method?

If you said a few years ago that I was not a standard operation, I might not have enough confidence, but it is impossible now. After the incident of cheating Xu Yiren with a box of mice, my every action every day is more standard than the requirements posted on the wall.

I humbly took someone else's drug flow sheet to look at. It was a coincidence that the unit price of other people's medicines was cheaper than mine, so they approved more when budgeting. In addition, they were full of people, and they were completely edible. After finishing the hot pot and singing the song, it’s okay to slowly collect it, even if it’s accidentally wasted, it’s okay.

A penny kills a hero.

After serving the mice all day, I was sitting by the window at dusk eating instant noodles, watching the figures of my colleagues and classmates coming home from get off work outside the window, silently summing up the lessons of failure.

Due to the rush to join the team, and this small project was not favored at all, the approved budget was given for Lao Xu’s face. In theory, it is enough to support me and other projects in the project team to complete at the same time, but in practice there are some problems. My own mistakes also have normal errors. In the next few months, I will either declare myself a failure and admit that this direction has no research value, or make an irresponsible unfinished ending, or make up for the missing parts at my own expense, but This has to consider the impact of different batches of medicinal materials. In the end, I may still postpone the end.

No matter how you go about this step, it will be a dead end. Only by making up the remaining required parts by yourself, and then applying for an extension, can you die better.

"You have such a big taste here, you can eat it!" A young and beautiful woman walked into my office, facing the afterglow of the sunset shining in the window, the small leather bag on her shoulder with a gold buckle made my eyes hurt.

I put down the smell of formalin in my nose for a long time, I put down the rice bowl and wiped my mouth: "Hi, I'm off work now, who do you want to talk to?"

The woman "puchi" smiled: "Li Chaoyue, are you stupid? Don't you know me?"

I'm not stupid, but I really don't know her, and the institute doesn't allow outsiders to enter, how did she get in?I asked, "Who are you?"

The woman covered her mouth with her hands horizontally like a mask: "I am your team leader Jiang."

I still didn't recognize it, but the voice was indeed the team leader Jiang Xinyue, and the makeup was like magic.I said, "Senior Sister, I don't know Taishan with my eyes. You are so beautifully dressed, like a fairy. It is completely different from the usual laboratory. I didn't recognize it. I'm sorry."

Jiang Xinyue circled around me with a smile: "Yes. Li Chaoyue, I heard that your medicinal materials are not enough, what are you going to do?"

Does this still need to be heard?Wasn't it you who sent my report back in the morning?I swallowed and replied: "I'm still thinking about it. If it doesn't work, I'll buy some and add it myself, and apply for an extension."

Jiang Xinyue smiled provocatively: "Tsk tsk, this is the first place in the Department of Pharmacology this year. The first project has to be completed out of pocket. Professor Xu often tells us how good you are, but that's all."

Only I can beat Lao Xu myself in my mind, and I will be very unhappy when others say him.I said: "This has nothing to do with Professor Xu. I asked to join the group. At that time, it was too late to start the project, so I made the budget directly according to the original amount in the application. I didn't fully consider the margin of error. It was me. mistake."

Jiang Xinyue nodded sympathetically, and asked, "Li Chaoyue, I have a solution, do you want to hear it?"

Me: "Senior Sister, please advise."

Jiang Xinyue: "Then I'll just say it directly. My father's pharmaceutical factory cooperates with our research institute and can sponsor a latest supercritical extraction machine for the institute, so that your small project can be completed at the same time as ours without being affected." .but……"

Since it’s a pharmaceutical factory, it’s nothing more than trying to dig people or information. I don’t have any powerful things in hand. She wants to pre-sign me to go to her father’s factory to move bricks after graduation. I don’t have a contract, as long as the conditions are good. Of course I can sign it.I asked: "What conditions?"

Jiang Xinyue sat down on the chair in front of my desk like an old man: "You have to fall in love with me."

Me: "Team leader, I'd better buy the materials myself and take it slowly, I'll accept the shame."

Jiang Xinyue snorted: "Do you think I really want to talk to you? Fake! To tell you the truth, my dad has urged me to get married for a long time, but I don't want to be distracted by these things for now, so I need someone Come and cooperate with me to deal with the family."

Me: "...This kind of thing, team leader, why did you ask me? Why don't you ask someone else to take a look?"

Jiang Xinyue's tone seemed to be picking out the products in front of her: "Because my dad asked me many years ago, and I made it clear to him that it was impossible for me and the classmates around me. Recently, he has put too much pressure on me. Daddy, I have to find someone who is good enough to convince him that I can fall in love at first sight and have the intention of getting married. You have the best grades among the new juniors this year, and only your conditions can convince my dad. "

I think I may have poured a little too much soaked fabric, and my mouth became salty after eating, and I couldn't speak.

Jiang Xinyue emphasized: "Don't worry, of course I didn't really fall in love at first sight."

I know, I know!Know you are not love at first sight!What do you mean? I still use special emphasis, as if I need to clarify things!I said: "No, Senior Sister, I understand your situation very well, but how can I get involved in your family's affairs..."

Jiang Xinyue smiled: "Of course you can, because you are now short of an extraction machine, which will not only allow you to complete the research on time, but also save Professor Xu's face. You don't know how many deeds he told us about you before you came ——The national first prize in all competitions, the first place in the whole department every year, or he was poached from the clinic by him halfway through the monkhood. We secretly suspect that he is going to set up a monument for you at the school gate. Do you have the heart to let him down? ?”

I shook my head honestly: "Senior sister, use a lie to cover up a loophole, Professor Xu will not..."

Jiang Xinyue took out a document from her small leather purse with gold buckles: "Is it tiring for one person to gavage a hundred rats every day, spray medicine, and clean up the cages? I can transfer two of you, both of whom are experienced. In addition We only tell my family about our affairs. Without your permission, I will not take the initiative to disclose to others. In the end, we will not really get married. It will be enough to show a breakup after a few months. I am ready for the agreement , here. In duplicate."

Thinking of the big rats in a cage, I chose the person who knows the current affairs as the hero, and succumbed to the evil forces of capital.I took out my pen and asked, "Sister, where should I sign?"

The equipment was in place quickly, which greatly saved materials and my time. I didn't dare to bother the two brothers Jiang Xinyue arranged to help, as long as they helped me with the messy things of housekeeping for mice every day.It didn't take long for my research progress to gradually improve, catching up with or even surpassing other groups. The laboratory where I was the only one left alone was often visited by people.

The further the modeling is, the smoother it is, and the more in line with the project expectations. In response to the phrase "there will be times when the wind and the waves break, hang the clouds and sails to help the sea". It's not good, the data standard is the same as the compiled one.

After another two months, my research was completely finished in the amazement of everyone, only the data analysis and sorting remained, while some other teams were still overturning and redoing, and some were still checking for mistakes and omissions. They were originally listed at the end of the project list One's small item has become the first achievement of the project team.

This is the "first" that I have spent the most time since I was a child. I sit in the office every day and tidy up the materials comfortably.

Old Xu came to see me after hearing the news, patted my shoulder and said, "Good job."

Tch, what do you need to say?I've been paying for your MLM all my life, if you didn't go out and brag about me all day, why would I need to sign Jiang Xinyue with that?But there are other people in the office, so I said modestly, "Brother Xu taught me well."

Professor Xu stretched his waist in a grateful way: "Beyond, you can't be proud of your achievements, you still have to be down-to-earth."

Give you some color and you have opened a dyeing workshop.I said, "Don't worry, I've been quite honest recently."

Professor Xu pointed to my table and said, "You can't eat instant noodles during working hours. What are you doing with a rice bowl on the table? Besides, eating too much instant noodles will cause malnutrition, don't you know?"

I had to clarify: "Actually, this is what I use for drinking water."

Professor Xu didn't believe it, and pointed out: "Nonsense, there is still oil outside."

Looking at the perennial "amphibious" stainless steel rice tank that has long lost its youthful luster, I finally understand why I am surrounded by praise and envy every day, but I always feel that something is missing.

My report has gone through a lot of review, and it has been stamped with the highest level of the institute. After all the projects are over, it will be published by the tutor.That day I took a picture with my mobile phone. Of course, I didn’t take a single word of the content of the report. I just took a photo of the steel stamp of the research institute stuck on my name and sent it to the cyberspace. People in the circle naturally understand what it means. .

After a while, Xu Yiren gave me the first like and commented: "Congratulations."

Soon, more and more people liked, retweeted, and commented to ask questions. I found out his article amidst the sound of "congratulations", looked at it, and felt that I no longer had to praise myself desperately every day Yes, this sentence is enough.

I have never posted a picture of myself on the Internet, but right now I really want Xu Yiren to see me now.So I picked up my mobile phone and "clicked" - the mobile phone I used was of course not the one that ran out of battery every now and then. I had already changed to a more popular model with very good functions. I heard that the camera will come with a built-in portrait beautification.I took it over and took a look... I suddenly felt that the advertisement was unbelievable.

Must be a background issue.

I found a pot of green plants with strong growth and luxuriant branches in the office, squatted next to it and "clicked" - I am really my father's own son, and this photo is just like the one he took in the corn field when he was young.

Xu Yiren might go offline at any time, so I anxiously searched through my phone to see if there were any comparable photos. I flipped through them, and found a photo with Jiang Xinyue.

It was her father who wanted to meet me that day. I thought about how we used the things sponsored by others, and it would not be good to embarrass Jiang Xinyue. Get a haircut and go to dinner with her.Before getting in the car, Jiang Xinyue asked her driver to take a photo of us both with her mobile phone, and said to me: "I use this photo as my profile picture, don't worry, that number is only my dad's friend, no one else will know Yes, I just made it for him to see. It’s not bad, come, I’ll send you a copy.”

In the photo, I look like a man in a suit and leather shoes. Jiang Xinyue is wearing a small red cloak and has long hair fluttering. She is cleverly standing on half shoulders with me. She looks slender and tall, as if she is leaning on my chest.

I changed this photo into my own profile picture, deliberately only intercepting the part of my front face and Jiang Xinyue overlapping in front of me, without showing her face, but just look at the shoulders and shoulders wearing a small cloak You can tell it's a woman with long hair, and you can see that she has a very good figure.Back then Xu Yiren even had to say something when I wiped my face with a towel or a pillow towel, and he would definitely ask when he saw it, so that we could talk about the past and the present when we come and go.

I greeted Xu Yiren with this profile picture: "Brother Xu, are you busy?"

After a few minutes, Xu Yiren replied to me: "Yes, I'm busy."

After speaking, his profile picture went dark.

Before the corners of my grinning mouth could return to its place, the mobile phone in my hand seemed to have accidentally killed a mouse in the experimental group, and my heart was half cold.

...Why am I always out of your eyes?If you said that the me that was full of mistakes and omissions in the past made you unbearable, isn't it worth you to take a second look at me now?

I'm fine now, I'm really much better than before, bro, look at me.