Please follow the doctor's advice

The project was coming to an end, and Lao Xu suggested that I could get my master's degree in advance while the results were published, and apply for a doctoral degree next year, so I kept my ears to the outside world and spent some time concentrating on my dissertation.

After a meeting one day, Jiang Xinyue asked me privately: "Beyond, after you finish your degree, do you plan to do pure scientific research, or do you plan to stay with a company and continue your studies?"

To be honest, I personally have a greater sense of accomplishment in the former, and everyone in the research institute is devoted to pure academics. Just discussing and discussing every day, the collision of ideas is also very enjoyable, but here with my qualifications, the monthly subsidy is only 2000 yuan. Well, Shencheng is a quasi-first-tier city after all. I really live on instant noodles in addition to the three meals I get. The latter has much better benefits because of the benefits, but the pressure is greater, and the research direction is also limited. , It is bound to move closer to the development of the enterprise.

Before I could think it over, I said, "I don't know, let's go and see, what's wrong?"

Jiang Xinyue said: "If you want to find a company, you can go to my dad. Based on his understanding of you, he will definitely treat you better than other manufacturers."

Her father still regards me as his son-in-law, how can I take advantage of such an advantage?Besides, when it comes to being under someone else's hands, we will break up in the future, how can we fall down if we don't get it up?I said, "Leader, this is so bad, your dad will be very sad if he finds out about it in the future."

Jiang Xinyue shook her head: "Even without our relationship, my dad is very optimistic about you. He wanted to discuss this matter with you some time ago, but I see that you have been busy with your thesis, so I told him to take it easy. You It doesn't matter if you don't want to come, I can understand, but you and I are still in a 'love relationship', but you don't go to my dad's factory, I guess my dad should be suspicious, it seems that we have to 'break up'. "

It's really the first time I "break up" and I have no experience. I asked: "Then... how about we 'break up'? Should I do something?"

Jiang Xinyue looked at me and said, "You don't need to do anything, but I have a question for you."

I feel quite uncomfortable.In fact, I was always afraid that she would like me if we were so ambiguous. After all, I am at the right age, and I am also a handsome young man who takes off the bear protective clothing. It is hard not to be liked.I have really deliberately kept a distance from her. We have never had a meal together outside of work, and we have hardly said a word outside of our profession, but this kind of thing cannot be seen with a distance. Otherwise, I wouldn't think of Xu Yiren as soon as I close my eyes after all these years.

It's better to say it clearly, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, I can forget about waiting for a ship at the airport, there is no need to delay the departure of others.I said, "Group leader, you can ask whatever you want."

Jiang Xinyue: "Will you sell the intellectual property rights of your small item after the results are displayed?"

me?"

Jiang Xinyue: "It's impossible to say that I have no selfishness in working in the research institute. Now that the competition in the pharmaceutical industry is so fierce, I must go to my dad, right? If you plan to sell it, you might as well sell it to my dad's company, and This thing cannot apply for a patent. As soon as the results are displayed, other manufacturers will imitate and develop them. Beyond, there are people outside the box. It is only a matter of time before what you can do, and others can do it, so For you, the sooner you sell and put into production, the more valuable it is, and the greater the profit space.”

I was relieved: "...Oh, this."

Of course I intend to sell it, otherwise what's the use of holding a piece of paper for eating or drinking?but not now.

Due to the limitation of funds and project goals, the research conclusion can only be regarded as a phased result compared with the product, which is equivalent to only half of the completion, and there is still a long way to go before entering the drug development process.Next, I need to apply again. After the project is approved by the institute, I can continue to study the remaining half, so as to complete the integration of scientific research and production.If I sell the current intellectual property rights and leave the rest to the enterprise for research and development, I will not be able to control its development direction and progress, so I will not be able to ensure that when Xu Yiren becomes the attending doctor, I will be able to go to him just in time." Wretched and treacherous".

I said: "Team leader, I don't plan to sell it for the time being. This is the first project I have done. I want to improve it before considering development and production."

Jiang Xinyue sighed, shook her head and said: "Beyond, you just walked out of the campus to experience this, and there are still some 'ideal' things mixed in your heart, I can understand, but your thinking is too simple. Although in our institute you are It was the first one to be completed, but once it was announced, interests were involved. There are so many companies and institutions outside, and among them there must be ones with richer resources and advanced equipment than ours. Their research and development speed must be faster than yours in the institute. Don’t Forgot, you were in a dilemma for a long time because of a supercritical extraction machine worth a million dollars, maybe when you were worrying about the next machine, someone would catch up with you."

Jiang Xinyue took out her mobile phone and showed me the photos she took: "This is the pharmaceutical research department of my dad's company. It is considered a middle-level domestically. Look at the equipment inside. Compared with the research institute, it is already heaven and earth. Have you ever been there?" For other companies, the environment there is more advanced. Relatively speaking, the research institute is a place suitable for putting forward ideas and theories. In terms of productivity and imitation capabilities, we can’t compare with enterprises at all.”

Her mobile phone is full of pictures of various instruments, which are indeed advanced.

However, no matter how advanced the technology is, it is also going out from scientific research institutions all over the world. It is nothing more than simplifying, intelligentizing and unmanning the operation process to meet the production needs of enterprises.Since machines are all man-made, how can people bow their heads to machines?

Although the equipment of the research institute is "plain", it has everything that should be there. It is only the difference in the degree of automation. What I am ahead of others is not only a small achievement, but also a more valuable "idea".I can get a "first", how will I know if I can get a "first" if I don't try it?

I politely refused: "Team leader, you also said that I still have something called 'ideal' mixed in it. If you can pick it out, it is not called ideal. Let me try."

Jiang Xinyue looked at me for a while, and smiled with relief: "Beyond, you are young, energetic, and doing well, come on! I think Professor Xu and my dad have seen you right, and I sincerely hope that you can lead the way. If you have difficulties or change your mind Now, you can find me anytime."

I shook hands with her firmly like a revolutionary partner: "Thank you, team leader, for mutual encouragement."

Even though I just talked about it, I haven't said anything about the production and development, and I haven't even finished the new project application yet, but I still feel like I have guarded some agreement with Xu Yiren, Heart full of happiness.

At night, I lay on the small bed in my rented house, imagining the beautiful picture of my professional relationship with Xu Yiren and the close contact every day, and licking my dry lips that were poisoned by the formaldehyde molecules in the air of the laboratory—without hesitation, although It's glorious.

He took out his phone and saw that his profile picture was on.

Xu Yiren's profile picture is a bit like that of Lao Xu's, and he has a strong atmosphere of retired veteran cadres.Old Xu’s should be from a flower show when he went to a certain park, and took a large piece of not-so-expensive colorful flowers, and they were arranged in rows and rows; Xu Yiren’s is a green tree that can be seen everywhere, with flowers blooming on it. Full of small white flowers.

I clicked on his profile picture and zoomed in. It seems that his name is Bai Dingxiang?There are many on both sides of the road up the mountain in our old campus. When it blooms, it is fragrant and fragrant. I don’t know if he took pictures there.

I stared at the picture of the tree in silent spiritual communication, feeling nothing special.Xu Yiren's personal information is even whiter than Xiaobaihua's, no matter how you look at it, it is empty.I played around with his profile for a while and got bored so I changed my signature to "you ignore me".Looking again, my profile picture is still the one with Jiang Xinyue.

The two of us can be regarded as "breaking up". It seems that it is not good to use this photo again. I found a dynamic picture from the emoticon pictures. It is a picture of a villain kneeling and crying on the ground. go up.

As soon as I exited the interface for modifying data, I saw a bunch of unread messages.

Xu Yiren took a screenshot of the phrase "You ignore me" in my signature file, sent it to me, and asked, "?"

I was looking for a picture to change my profile picture, but I didn't see what he said, so he sent another sentence: "What's wrong?"

Next post another one, Xu Yiren: "Did you quarrel?"

Then I took a screenshot of my new profile picture and asked, "Why are you crying?"

After a few seconds, Xu Yiren: "Break up?"

I suspected that someone was using his avatar and name to make fun of me, so I quickly checked his profile, saw that the number was still the familiar one, and then clicked into the chat window, and saw that Xu Yiren had just sent another message, asking: " Wasn't it good some time ago? I went to see my parents."

I was shocked: "How do you know that I went to see my parents?"

Xu Yiren: "Usually I don't see you wearing a suit, and you don't even know how to wear a tie. Your hair has just been cut, too, and you've even had it sprayed."

He saw my heroic appearance!I really didn't shave and cut my hair for nothing!I said excitedly: "Yes, we broke up!"

Xu Yiren: "Why?"

How do I know why?The time has come!How to explain this?Paraphrasing one of the most common sayings, I said: "Not appropriate."

Xu Yiren: "It's not appropriate to meet the parents?"

This is not what I want to see!I said, "At that time her father said he wanted to see me, so he did."

Xu Yiren: "Why are you still divided after seeing your parents?"

Isn't this an endless loop?I told you just now that it was inappropriate!I:"……"

Xu Yiren: "If you don't want to say it, forget it."

I was afraid that he would go offline again after he finished speaking, and I don't know when and when I would see his profile picture light up, so I quickly sent a crying emoji and said, "Brother Xu."

Xu Yiren: "Why are you crying, she bullied you?"

Jiang Xinyue put on high heels to reach my chin, how could she bully me?I said, "They are all cultural people, how is that possible?"

Xu Yiren: "I don't mean using violence. She seems to be in good condition? A pampered little girl is bound to be willful."

To be honest, although Jiang Xinyue's personality is a bit strong, she is still very good to people. She takes care of her subordinates and colleagues, so I defended her: "No, she is very good to me, and her family still needs to help me. find a job."

Xu Yiren: "What job?"

In fact, I didn't ask her father carefully what kind of job her father would arrange for me. I said, "Probably go to a pharmaceutical company. The salary is pretty good."

Xu Yiren: "How can you go?"

Me: "Huh?" Why can't I go?Five out of ten of my undergraduate classmates go to various pharmaceutical companies, and their income is not bad. I am still eating instant noodles here, and some of them have bought cars and houses.

Xu Yiren: "Why do you go to a pharmaceutical company? To be a drug agent? These jobs are similar to ordinary sales, and anyone can do it. Drinking, giving gifts, selling sales, kickbacks day after day, is it interesting?"

According to Jiang Xinyue, since her father is optimistic about my professional level, he will definitely not let me do this kind of work, at least it must be a technical post.But I don't know what kind of muscle Xu Yiren got through today. He actually said so much, and he felt itchy in his heart, so he asked, "Brother Xu, what do you think I should do?"

I really want to know what I am like in his heart.What does he think I should do?What can I do in his mind?

Xu Yiren seemed to think for a while, and replied very seriously: "'The world's magnificence, eccentricity, and extraordinary views often lie in danger and remoteness, but people's places are rare, so those who have ambitions can't reach them. If you have ambitions, don't follow along. To stop it, but those who lack strength cannot reach it. If you have ambition and strength, but don't let it go, you can't reach it when it is dark and confused and there is nothing to show it.' I think that if there is only one person in the world who can The one who climbs to the highest peak in the medical field is none other than you, and your persistence will one day reflect its extraordinary value."

Oh my God!How many years have I flattered Lao Xu and I have never made such a loud one!

Also "the highest peak"!Also "the wonder of the world"!Also "non-aspiring people can't come"!

Seeing these words, I immediately thought of the first time we met in freshman year, when Xu Yiren taught me to "play with things and lose my mind" and frown in displeasure, I rolled and kicked my legs on the bed with my mobile phone in my hand.

Laughing and laughing, tears flowed down.

Hey, the northwest wind from the research institute seems to be getting better today.

I lay on the pillow and bit the corner of the quilt, and typed and asked, "Brother Xu, why are you up so late today?"

Xu Yiren: "The tutor is in an emergency today. I will accompany you on duty. I won't sleep at night."

My little heart thumped, as if I had returned to those days when I pulled off his earphones after the lights were turned off, we talked about the future in the dark, and suddenly I looked at my phone and found that it was already two or three o'clock in the night.

I asked, "Brother Xu, you have worked hard over there, right?"

Xu Yiren: "It's hard but not hard. The patient is here, let's talk another day. Go to sleep."

This is the first time that Xu Yiren said to me, "Let's talk again at another day". Although I don't know when this "schedule" will be, suddenly there is an illusion that he will look back and think of me. It seems that if it is not because it is too late today, he You can come back and chat with me for a while when you're done!

How is it possible to sleep in this situation!

I went through our chat records over and over again, and every time I read them, it seemed that he said those words to me again. The more I looked at them, the cuter they became. on the table.

I flipped through the group of the sixth clinical class.After their standardized training is assigned to different hospitals, the "class" is no longer the unit. The situation of each group is notified privately by its own group, and there are no new documents in the group files.However, I have developed the habit of searching for keywords when I open this group, and I searched for "Xu Yiren" by chance.Actually filtered out a relatively recent message!I was so excited that I hurried to check it carefully.

It was the classmate who rotated with him in the same department, and he said: "Xu Yiren from our class has been admitted to the affiliated hospital's 'First Knife' Road Director!"

Wow! "First cut" yeah!Hearing this name is very powerful!Dare to say that it is the "first cut" must be... wait, why does it feel a little weird?

Although I don't know much about surgery, it seems that orthopedics is not very proud of using "knives" in my impression?Shouldn't tools be pliers, awls, wrenches, saws, nails, needles, and the like?

I hurriedly opened the official website of the affiliated hospital and browsed one by one... Director Lu... Lu... Lu... Is this Lu Yonghui?Look at the following... It seems that there is no surname Lu in the surgery department, and there is no deputy director. This surname is really not very common.

I went back and looked at the photo profile of Director Lu just now: "Lu Yonghui, Director of the Cardiothoracic Surgery Department of the First Affiliated Hospital of Shencheng Medical College, subject leader, chief physician, professor, member of the Cardiovascular Surgery Branch of the Chinese Medical Doctor Association, Shen Chengzhong Vice Chairman of the Surgery Department of Integrated Western Medicine."

The name is quite powerful, and it should be on the same level as Lao Xu, but... Cardiothoracic Surgery.

What a heart!ah?What is cardiothoracic surgery?

What about orthopedics? ! ! !

I went back to the group in disbelief and read the context of that classmate carefully. Earlier they were talking about the situation of the tutor, which was completely assigned by the hospital according to the needs of the department. Dirty, messy, can't eat or can't eat, etc. After that sentence, someone asked if it was the slightly fat Director Lu who had a heart...it really was a heart!

...My mood is as if someone told me after dinner that the dish just now... was fried with your rat.

Old Xu was right, there was no time to regret it.

Why the hell did I inhale formaldehyde for half a year? ? ?

I picked up my phone and didn't care what time it was at night, so I called Jiang Xinyue directly: "Sister, sister, I am beyond... No, I didn't drink, I just wanted to ask you about our dad's purchase of intellectual property rights Is there any more play?"

"Yes, yes, yes... Hey, I didn't turn my head around this afternoon. Thanks to you who told me that, otherwise I would have suffered a big loss, sister, I will remember your support for me all my life..."

"How can it be, sister, they are all my own people, the price is easy to negotiate, and I will sell it for some money, and I will sort out some of my experience and ideas for you... Okay, please take care of me..."

"What, I've always regarded you as my own sister... Okay, good night, sweet dreams, let's talk in detail tomorrow!"

I hung up the phone and called again: "Dad Xu, Dad Xu, Dad! It's me, Dad!...No, I didn't drink, I just wanted to ask you, your 'Targeted Cell Therapy' project still needs more money." person?"

"Me, I want to go... Yo, I'm not your own anymore, why are you willing to let me live outside?"

"Oh, why don't you say 'dream back at midnight, enlightenment', I really want to go back to your group in my dreams, stand on the shoulders of giants for me!"

"I was young and ignorant at the time. Now I have figured it out. Without you, there would be no me. I still have a future with you. Next time I do this again, just beat me up with a mop!"

"Let me go back, okay? I really miss you and my senior brother!...Okay, okay, take me back, I will be like a cow and a horse, and I will do whatever you want me to do." ..."