Please follow the doctor's advice

I was thinking about it when my phone rang again, and a message asked, "Are you there?"

In the communication software, I am invisible all the year round, and I am only online with two people.One is Xu Yiren, needless to say, and the other is Lin Lang—one is because I took other people's money, and now I transferred to him to go abroad, we are far apart, I should have a little self-consciousness as a debtor , Second, because I think this kid's life is not easy.

There was a time when a lot of gossip in school was about him, and he put on a bad face all day long and didn’t have many friends. We lived in the same room at that time. He talks.

To be honest, from junior high school to now, I have pointed out "two hundred and five" if there are not one hundred but eighty. I can tell if he understands if he blinks his eyes.But I soon discovered that he was different from the other two hundred and five I had taught. Heck, I didn’t mean that he was particularly rich. What I meant was that although he had a poor foundation, he had a particularly good memory. It is not easy to be able to understand, but to remember quickly. After all, knowledge is a process of accumulation.

In fact, he was far behind me these two times, but in order to encourage his enthusiasm for learning and improve his enthusiasm, I pretended to be surprised and said: "Wow! Lin Lang, are you still a human? You..."

Unexpectedly, Lin Lang looked at me steadily and said, "How do you know I'm not human?"

Me: "..." I'm really speechless, I encourage you to read books, and you still play with me?

Lin Lang: "Actually, I am a fox demon."

Well, everyone is tired from studying and wants to relax by joking, and that's okay.I laughed dryly, and joked with him: "No wonder, no wonder, in fact, I am also Wenqu Xingjun."

Lin Lang looked at me in surprise: "How do you know?"

At that time, it was rumored that he was the illegitimate son of a wealthy family.According to the general routine of Taiwanese idol dramas, there must be only one father in his family who is relatives, and then the stepmother is sneering at him, the half-brother is on guard against him fighting for the family property, and even the servants are obsequious to him. Go out and participate in a What kind of banquet is going to be done, and the other eldest ladies and young masters will look at her with blank eyes, and it's always shown on TV.So I think he is probably lonely and cold in heart, and desperately wants to find someone to play with him. In order to let me identify with his imaginary "fox demon" identity, he simply agrees with me as "Wenqu Xingjun" first, so that I will not Sorry not to play with him.

Immediately, I felt that wealthy families were not easy to mix with.

This child is really not easy, and maybe he rarely has the opportunity to show his innocence, so I followed him and said: "I knew it when I was four years old, and there is also the Jade Emperor, Taishang Laojun in our village..."

Lin Lang's eyes widened: "Really!"

Sure enough, no one has played with him since he was a child, which is really pitiful.Normal people should have played this kind of role-playing game as a child, right?The big dog said let's play the fairy game, and then he proposed that he was the Jade Emperor as quickly as possible, and he was complacent that he occupied the biggest official position; the three dogs had to say that he was the Taishang Laojun; I demolished your house, and after I finished speaking, I was beaten up by Dagou and Sangou until he was willing to be Nezha.

I sighed and said: "Really, the Jade Emperor lives behind my house, and I will introduce you when I have time."

Lin Lang looked at me with more reverence and gratitude: "Okay, it's a deal!"

Me: "..." I feel that the half-hour high math I just told him is worthless.

It's a fart, if there is a chance to meet the big dog, why don't you treat me like an idiot and kick the soles of my shoes away?

In short, I was still thinking about Lin Lang saying "I have something to ask you in the future", so I typed back to him and said, "Yes, what's the matter?"

Lin Lang: "Let me ask you."

The paste in my mind immediately separated from the water and noodles, and all the information banks were activated: "You ask."

Lin Lang: "If there is a relationship between humans and animals."

...Although I know that dogs can't spit ivory out of their mouths, and he probably can't ask any advanced professional topics, but just waking up to discuss such things... This is too exciting!As soon as I rolled up my sleeves, I could type faster. I asked, "Between you and the animal? What animal?"

Lin Lang: "It's not me and animals, but other people and...animals."

I get it, I get it, it's hard to say, "I have a friend", rich people just know how to play!I said, "Okay, someone else. There was a relationship, and then, what do you want to ask?"

Lin Lang: "If this animal is special, will it be pregnant?"

I was ready for the thunder and thunder, but I still didn't expect that the two hundred and five had regarded reproductive isolation as nothing.Friends, what do you want to conceive and give birth to?Let it give birth to a person?Or let it be born?Can you spell the chromosomes?

After all, I took advantage of him, and this topic is really "interesting", I can laugh for half a year when I use his words.So I put on a professional attitude and answered with rigorous words: "Generally not, can you talk about the specific situation? What is 'more special'?"

Lin Lang: "Sometimes this animal will appear in human form. When it appears in human form, it looks no different from ordinary people. If it is in animal form...just treat it as a dog."

I read this sentence several times, and suddenly I had a bad premonition in my heart.Because foxes belong to the canine family, he could not have been influenced by some bad culture outside, and his hallucinations have worsened. He really regards himself as a fox demon, right?I feel that this matter is very dangerous. What if he thinks he is a small animal and does not need to be held criminally responsible for something, what if he makes a big mistake?I said, "You mean, a person had sex with a large dog. Are you asking me if I'm pregnant?"

Lin Lang: "Yes, I'm just asking if your dog can get pregnant."

I feel that my brain is not enough. Doesn't he think of himself as an animal?I said, "...you should be asking if someone is pregnant, right?"

Lin Lang: "People definitely won't, people are normal men."

Brother, do you know that men can't get pregnant?The amount of information was too much, and the chromosomes could no longer tie his mind. I asked desperately, "Is that dog male or female?"

Lin Lang: "Male."

Me: "You mean, a man has sex with a male dog? Are you asking me if the male dog can get pregnant???"

Could it be him and his dog...?This child is so lonely.As I asked, I involuntarily put on my slippers, feeling that my feet would be pricked by the fragmented three views on the ground when I walked barefoot.

Lin Lang: "Yes."

I didn't know how to answer, so I sent a "wiping sweat" emoji and asked, "Lin Lang, do you have no friends abroad?"

Lin Lang: "It's okay, I met a few people, and I don't know if they are friends."

What he said was "knowing a few people", not "knowing a few classmates", presumably they are people from the society?What's more, if you don't know whether it counts or not, then you must not be friends!Probably not a good person!I reminded: "Lin Lang, if you are close to vermilion, you will be red, and if you are close to ink, you will be black. There are some bad habits that you can't learn."

Lin Lang: "?"

Me: "For example, people and animals... Although dogs are the best friends of human beings, it doesn't mean that they can be your 'kind' of friends. If you feel lonely, you can try to make more friends, or more friends. Get in touch with us old classmates, and don't do things that are harmful to your health."

Lin Lang: "What a mess."

I:"……"

I haven't said you are messed up yet!You still think I'm messed up?

I looked at the watch to calculate the time difference. It should be dawn on Lin Lang's side. Based on my understanding of him, he would never get up so early. It is very likely that he didn't sleep all night. I don't know what to watch. Some miscellaneous things produce hallucinations, just like when I read the "preview materials" and then saw that there were props everywhere.Men, it's normal after the nerve impulse is over.

After closing the dialog box with him, I casually glanced at the friend list, and saw a strange colorful profile picture.

Xu Yiren! ! !

The information library I activated just now is boiling, clamoring and rolling, like little heads waiting for my roll call, vying to tell him what I said in the library first.I washed my hands with soap, picked up my phone, and carefully sent a message: "Brother Xu."

Waited for a long time and did not get a reply.I wondered if Xu Yiren accidentally clicked on it, and then put it there without seeing it?Or is my network bad here?I anxiously opened the dialog box and exited to refresh. After a while, the screen went black and I clicked it again. I kept clicking until my phone was almost out of battery. As soon as I plugged in the charger, the phone suddenly "ding": "Huh?"

This "huh?" sounded like "huh" to my heart.I scolded and said, "Why did you take so long to come back!"

Xu Yiren: "I was in class just now. Don't you have class on Monday? Playing with your phone during class?"

Ha ha ha ha... I typed: "Yes, big class, just those things, I just looked at them casually, ha ha."

Xu Yiren: "How about over there?"

Xu Yiren finally remembered to care about me!What else?Do you want to eat or not!Do you want to drink or not!Our counselors used to be as soft as a rake, but now the counselors are like Er Tijiao, who can explode without ignition, and shouted all day long, making me startled and desperate, wanting to jump into Xu Yiren's arms Here, rub your head against his chest and let him pat it, feeling his gentle comfort!

Of course, he never hugged me like this, only hugged the rabbit in the laboratory like this, and I substituting it unconsciously when I watched it.But even if I come out to meet him for dinner, I can feel much better after seeing him a few times!

I haven't finished typing my complaints and words of comfort, Xu Yiren didn't seem to really want to ask me how I'm doing here, so he sent another message: "Did you sign up for the competition?"

I deleted the bunch of negative energy from parents, and replied: "Reported!"

Xu Yiren: "Concentrate on preparing, and you will definitely get a good grade."

... What he meant by "concentrate" on preparations doesn't include not going to the old campus to play with him, right?And for this exhortation, it seems that I should answer "Thank you for the leadership's concern, I will definitely do my best"?

I couldn't let this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity slip away like this, and desperately tried to find topics of interest to him: "By the way, Brother Xu, just now Lin Lang chatted with me about his situation abroad, I'm so worried! Listen to me Say, it's like this..."

Xu Yiren: "Why do you care about him, and why do I care about him?"

Me: "Ah?" It's not that I want to take care of it, I just thought you like to uphold justice and uphold justice!

Xu Yiren: "Hehe, I would avoid him even if he died in front of me. I'm going to the library, goodbye."

...Wait a minute, is this really Xu Yiren?Didn't he take care of me if a fly kicked me?Has he changed?

In this way, my life has to be run through by various competitions, exams, grading tests, and assessments. Occasionally, I met Xu Yiren on the Internet, and I could never chat for a few words. What I got was "Come on, prepare well, concentrate on reviewing, I'm going to the library , I went to the self-study room, I went to memorize vocabulary" and other answers, the air was full of "it doesn't matter if you like me, I just like to study".

I'm suffocating.

With the further deepening of professional courses, I gradually can’t go to the examination room just by reading the book once a semester. Some of them have to be read by myself two or three times. If the instructor “invites” you too enthusiastically, I will also go to the experiment and demonstration look.

The self-protection mechanism of the human brain is destined to make it difficult for a sane person to maintain a stable concentration of hatred for another person. Old Xu appeared in front of me more times, and I felt that the angry gaze had no effect on him. Slow and too lazy to hate him, I chose to lurk by his side and be ready to make a big deal at any time.

There was a period of time when I was doing pharmacological experiments, and I couldn’t catch a mouse in the dormitory to do it by myself, no matter how much I walked through the air every day, so I went to class in my white coat fluttering in the wind.When I went to the laboratory, it was ok, a laboratory, a group of 20 people, 0.1 mg reagent, a total of two mice.

Twenty adults around a table.

I went a little late, the mice had been injected, and everyone was watching in a tight circle. Even if someone wanted to make room for me, I could only put my shoulder in. It was really hard to stretch my neck with a report book. I can't see the front of the mouse with the bigger egg, let alone whether it is convulsed or its tail is cocked.

Squeeze brother to death!

I think my patience has reached its limit. When Lao Xu lied to me, he said that there were endless experimental rabbits. However, the real situation is that there are indeed a lot of domestic rabbits, but the number of live rabbits is registered, and most of them died. It was injected with various medicines and then slaughtered. It’s hard to think about it. On the contrary, the rabbits that have passed the clinical function test are more edible.

scam!mean!Poor!I have been here for more than a year and haven't eaten a single one!I couldn't help humming: "Why are you so stingy, can't you send out a few more mice? We used to kill one per person in the clinic!"

A classmate who was close to me whispered, "The ones slaughtered clinically are ordinary mice. They cost a few yuan each, and the ones here are more expensive."

No matter how expensive it is, it is still a mouse!I don't intend to give life high and low, but I just don't like mice.I asked disdainfully, "How much is it?"

My classmate thought about it: "This two-month-old one seems to be more than 200?"

My jaw almost dropped to the lab table: "It costs 200 for such a small one?" You know, I can't spend 200 yuan for a week's meals in the cafeteria.

Classmate: "That's right, one of the SPF grade of this variety costs 200, and how much is the textbook fee for one semester, so we can only observe together like this. There are also sterile grades that are more expensive, but they are not for us. of."

He pointed to a used empty box on the counter behind him: "A minimum of 500 of the sterile ones are required. I heard that if you open the lid and sneeze on it, you will die. The ones that breathe pure oxygen are very expensive."

The mice in the experimental group on the stage seemed to have the effect of the medicine, and the surrounding crowd was restless, excitedly dancing in the air with scissors, nails, toothpicks, blood collection needles and glass slides, ready to carve up their blood and liver, but I stepped back Two steps stood by the door.

On the counter by the door are several rat boxes waiting to be recycled and disinfected after use. There are the same SPF-grade all-white translucent ones as on the counter, and there is a green box lid.I picked up one of them and looked at the light. There is a "barrier environment" mark on the white box cover, which means that the breeding requires a cleanliness level of [-], and there is a three-dimensional "isolation environment" sterile on the green box cover. Sign - Breeding requires a million-level cleanliness.

I suddenly remembered that on a beautiful spring afternoon, in the cold laboratory building, Xu Yiren took out such a box of little mice from the cage behind me. How many were there? 6? 7?Or 8?He left for a long time, and when he came back, he looked at the books to see what experiments we could do.

Unfortunately, that day was Sunday, only the teacher on duty in the animal room was there, Xu Yiren couldn't get the reagents, and couldn't do many experiments, so he had to repeat the simplest experiments over and over again.

At that time, I was only looking at his silhouette against the light and his nimble fingers, but when I think about it now, it seems that he also sighed softly when he moved the knife.

I threw a mouse that was mixed in a big cage into its siblings who looked the same, but under the same appearance, their immunity was far from the same?

For 20 years, people have been telling me that I am smart every day, but at this moment, I feel that I am stupid.What was Xu Yiren thinking at that time?I can't even understand the most basic laboratory norms. He thinks it's useless to talk to me?

All the animals in the laboratory are registered in quantity. Anyway, I couldn't afford the money for the box of mice, and he brought me in again, so he took the blame for me?

Every time he said "Come on, work hard" to me, he didn't just mean it literally, but that I was still far behind. He really couldn't stand my arrogant, self-righteous, high-minded, low-minded, so he stood in a polite position and used polite words. A kind reminder to me?

I stood for a long time, until the people around the dissecting table went to stain and freeze, I honestly washed my hands and put on gloves, took a slide and a slide from the disinfection cabinet, and put them together. Go up and divide the last bit of blood from the mice.

Since then, Xu Yiren's profile picture still lights up from time to time, but I can guess our conversation without clicking on it.

Brother Xu.

Ok.

how are things.

I am OK, you.

I'm fine too.

Well, come on.

Following my unspeakable peachy dream shattering, I fell out of a pink dream bubble and landed in a void.Whenever I dreamed of Xu Yiren in the middle of the night, I couldn't help leaning my ears closer to him, lest I miss his soft sigh again.

I did not withdraw from the class group of the sixth clinical class.On some nights when staring at the microscope makes my eyes hurt, shaking the test tube makes my hands sore, or when I have to tear up the paper and Lao Xu when I write a report, I will take a little time to open it to sneak a peek and search. The keyword may be able to filter out some of his recent situation, even if it is not found, it seems to have completed some kind of pious ceremony, and there is an inexplicable peace in my heart.

Xu Yiren seldom speaks in the group. If one day I filter out information related to him from thousands of messages, such as someone mentioning him, or he is included in a form or announcement uploaded by the class group, how many times in a row? Every day I feel that Manjuan Shishu is ecstatic.

He passed the exam, he went to trainee, and he was assigned to a tertiary hospital for rotation. When I passed by, I took a few more glances, and it seemed that the hospital had become kinder.

Another classmate who was assigned to rotate in the same department as him occasionally complained in the group, saying that they had no holidays, no salary, no care about board and lodging, were scolded every day, and had to help the teacher to call and arrange students from morning till night. Medical records, chest X-rays, and going back to school at night, I am so tired that I still have mid-term and final exams... I don’t know why, but I am envious of me who has been admitted to the research institute and only needs to sit in the laboratory every day he.

Xu Yiren is getting busier and busier, but the strange thing is that the time his face is on is getting longer and longer.

The classmate who was assigned to the same department as him did not have a bad impression, but judging from the situation he described, "I was accused of blocking the light when I was standing, and I was scolded for being lazy when I was sitting", I dare not bother Xu Yiren even more. ——He is so nice, how can I make him scolded?How can such a good person be scolded?

The closest the two of us have been to each other so far is probably the days when we went to class side by side and slept with our heads on our heads.

That was the time when I woke up and thought of it like sleepwalking, and at night I would wake up with a smile when I dreamed of it, but I couldn’t help but feel lost when I woke up.