Ambiguous addiction

【Baby, can I still find you tomorrow? 】

Some people tell you that you are very important to him, but in fact he would rather find someone else than you no matter what.

Ye Xi is such a person, so when he is ambiguous with others, he often knows how to accept it as soon as he sees it, and draws a bottom line to do something that has no bottom line.

He was in a bad mood last night. After getting his phone back at home, he saw that there was no emergency call from the company, and then he threw it aside and went to sleep. He didn't open WeChat until he woke up the next day, and saw Yan Qian last night. I came to ask him again whether he will meet tomorrow or not.

He felt a little annoyed in his heart, but the expression on his face was still calm, just like those who sent you "hahahahahahaha" actually sent it with a paralyzed face. He started to reply, [Little rice cake, when did you become Are you so attached to me? 】

After 3 minutes, he received Yan Qian's reply, 【Humph, you ignored me last night even though you knew I was attached to you, and I still miss you all the time. 】

【What do you miss me? 】Ye Xi asked.

Yan Qian said, 【Wonder if you miss me too, wonder if you can sleep well without me, wonder if you will show up when I miss you. 】

People like them flock together like this, pretending to care about you, but in fact, they don't pay attention to every word, and they don't even bother to care about where you go when you ignore him.

It is precisely because of this that Ye Xi would rather put on a low profile in front of Lu Churan, whom he is not familiar with, than go to him or other ambiguous objects to destroy the balance of non-interference.

【I slept well last night because I was with you in my dream. 】Ye Xi always picks up lies without any hesitation. This kind of nonsense that cannot be verified can both deceive and seduce people.

After a while, Ye Xi went to call his name again, 【Qianqian. 】

【Um? 】

Ye Xi said, 【I may be a little busy during this time, see you when I am free, okay, when I don't want to be by your side, I am distracted and think about other things. 】

His way of saying goodbye has always been so subtle and roundabout. On the surface, he means that I can’t accompany you because of objective reasons, and it’s all my problem. But deep down, he has the opposite idea. I’m already close to my new love. Goal, as for you, I'm getting tired of it.

After Yan Qian received this sentence, he didn't ask Ye Xi much. Not interfering with each other's life is the most basic etiquette in their relationship, but his tone became obviously cold, and he said a few more words casually, and then he didn't return. What's the matter.

Lu Churan went out early in the morning, taking advantage of the time when the morning market started and the old men and women who got up early to buy vegetables in the morning gathered in the market. When he came back, he was holding a pot of green plants in his left hand, and some vegetables and vegetables in his right hand. Meat.

The stubble on his face has not been shaved, and he looks like a mature man with a hormonal smell. There is a bit of cold heroism between his brows. When he opened the door, he seemed to be wrapped in the morning sun and morning wind outside the window, shining on the leaves unexpectedly. In Xi's eyes.

Ye Xi was standing in the door of the guest room with his mobile phone in his hand, and couldn't help but look at him twice. For some reason, he felt as if he had seen Yang Yang in a black windbreaker holding a pot of green plants and wearing a hat with stubble on his face in the movie. Killer Leon in the wind.

"Good morning." Ye Xi came out of the guest room to greet Lu Churan, and smiled at him with the corner of his mouth bent. The smile was warm and warm, brighter than the sunlight outside the window. His gaze stayed on Lu Churan's face for a while, He said with concern, "You have heavy eye circles, did you keep running over to ask me to get up to drink water because you didn't sleep last night?"

Lu Churan shook his head lightly, with a normal expression, and replied naturally, "No, I set the alarm clock to call you."

This kind of behavior is really normal for Lu Churan. When he was a child, his parents were busy with work and only he took care of his younger sister. This is how he took care of her when her younger sister had a fever. It's just a habit.

Because Lu Churan had a classmate in elementary school who was said to have had a high fever and burned his brain when he was very young. His face was yellow and thin, his lips were purple, and he didn't talk much, and he seemed to have a communication barrier. At that time, he was still young and didn't have the ability to stand up for others, but it was shocking to watch, so since then he would subconsciously feel a little nervous whenever he saw someone with a fever.

But Ye Xi didn't know the reason for this, he just felt that when he heard Lu Churan's words, his heart seemed to be hit by something, his expression froze and he didn't speak.

Lu Churan asked him, "Did you sleep well last night?"

"Well, I slept well last night, and my head doesn't feel heavy when I woke up today. Thank you for taking care of me."

"Well, you're welcome, go and wash your face."

Ye Xi came out of the bathroom after washing, Lu Churan asked him to sit at the dining table, and then came out from the kitchen with a kettle.

He touched the bottom of the kettle to feel the temperature. It was the hot water he had boiled before going out. At this time, it had dropped to just the right temperature for the entrance.

He poured two-thirds of warm water into Ye Xi's cup and his own cup, unscrewed the honey pot, scooped a spoonful of honey from it with a stainless steel spoon, and stirred it in Ye Xi's cup. Blends in for a translucent honey color.

He put the honey water in front of Ye Xi, and said to him without raising his head, "Drink it." He didn't stop his movements, and scooped a spoonful into his cup and stirred it well.

Ye Xi silently watched Lu Churan's movements, took a sip of the warm honey water in front of him, and the mild and harmless sweet taste flowed from the tip of his tongue down his throat to his stomach.

Now his mind is full of scenes from the movie. Mathilda told Leon in the restaurant that I think I'm in love with you. Leon's mouth spit out milk. He asked Mathilda how do you know it's love if you've never loved before? Said I felt it, he asked where, she rubbed her stomach and said "Inmystomach. It's all warm. I alwaysshadaknotthereandnow...it'sgone."

in my stomach.It is warm now.I used to have a knot there and now...it's gone.

Ye Xi felt his heart was hit by something again, to be precise, his stomach was hit, and now there is a warm feeling staying in his stomach.

Lu Churan raised her head and found Ye Xi was staring at him, and met his eyes inadvertently. Ye Xi met his gaze and immediately averted her eyes, so she saw the pot of green plants swaying in the morning light and the breeze After a while, the small green leaf seemed to tilt its head and smile at him.

"What did you buy this for?"

"Put it in your house to deodorize. When I first moved here, I also bought a lot of green plants, which can absorb poisonous gas. Give me your house key later, and open the windows in the morning. Ventilation, turn it off at night." Lu Churan followed his gaze, and when his eyes moved and wanted to say something, he added, "When you recover from illness, you can find a place to stay temporarily. I can't keep you here for too long, my sister will come to spend the night from time to time, so it's not suitable for me to keep strange men here."

"Oh." Ye Xi responded, and finished drinking the honey water. He didn't know why he had a vague sense of disappointment in his heart, but he carefully analyzed this feeling and found it ridiculous. He was obviously not there at all. What are you looking forward to, and why are you disappointed?

He couldn't help laughing at himself in his heart, the moment people get cared for, they start to be hypocritical, otherwise it must be a sudden whim just like taking the wrong line just after being overwhelmed last night.

Ye Xi still had that warm smile on his face, wiping away all the real emotions in his heart. He put down the cup, raised his eyes to meet Lu Churan's, "Are you going to class today? Or go to your Cafe?"

Lu Churan stretched his waist, and his clothes were lifted up a little according to the movement. Ye Xi couldn't help but look at his beautiful abdominal muscles, and heard him say, "I just finished class yesterday and have a weekend. I need to catch up on sleep, and I will come to the store in the afternoon, do you want to come and sit?"

Ye Xi readily agreed, "Okay, but I have to go to work later, so I'll come back early and go out with you."

"Take the medicine after eating the porridge." Lu Churan went into the kitchen and put some salt on the cooked porridge, then scooped up a large bowl and put it in front of Ye Xi, poured him a glass of water, and put the medicine beside him, " You don’t take vacations when you’re sick, so stocks are closed on weekends.”

Ye Xi shook his head with a smile, lowered his head to eat the porridge, and didn't explain much.

Lu Churan also ate some porridge for breakfast. After finishing the bowls, she went to Ye Xi's house, moved the pot of green plants to the living room of Ye Xi's house to a sunny place, and covered the windows of the house for him. Turn it on to let in the fresh air from outside, and replace the coffee grounds with some new ones.

When he returned to his home, Ye Xi had already gone out. He went to the bathroom to rinse the pants that had been soaked all night yesterday, and there was a layer of greasy something floating on the top of the pants.

He rubbed off that layer, wrung out the water, picked it up, sniffed it, and then carried it far away, cursing in a low voice, "Fuck."

Then he put the sour trousers on a hanger and hung them on the balcony to dry, then turned and went back to the room to change clothes and go to sleep.

In fact, Ye Xi's fever has not completely subsided, but he dare not rest, even if he fishes, he still wants to stay in the office.

Even though the reputation of their company is so great that there is no need to recruit customers through various means, but because of this, he dare not relax. After all, there are opportunities to knock on your door at any time, and they may be needed at any time , and without you, someone else will immediately substitute.

For such a carefree person, the only thing he can lose is the little sense of identity he got from work, so he has to hold it in his hands even more.

Ye Xi had been busy all morning, and in the afternoon he felt a little dizzy and dizzy again. When the high fever just subsided, he would linger and repeat in low fever like this.

So after the regular meeting in the afternoon, he got off work early. When he returned to Lu Churan's house, Lu Churan hadn't gotten up yet. He knocked on the door for a while, but no one responded. He took out his mobile phone and called Lu Churan. He opened the door, looking as if he hadn't woken up yet, his face was a little ugly.

Lu Churan, who was angry about getting up, closed the door and stared at Ye Xi for a while, then reached out and touched his forehead, and whispered to himself, "No wonder your face is so red."

Ye Xi paused for a while, and felt a sense of familiarity, but there was no trace of this familiarity in his memory.

Lu Churan found out the heat probe and held it to Ye Xi, and went to pour him a big glass of water. Ye Xi drank it in one gulp and handed the glass back to him, but he didn't let go when he took it. Looking up at Lu Churan until the other person met his gaze, "Lu Churan, I want to discuss something with you. I can't find a place to live and I want to borrow from you. I can pay your rent. You just treat it as..."

"No, you can figure it out on your own. When you grow up, you have to learn to solve problems by yourself." Lu Churan interrupted him, with a half-joking tone like talking to kindergarten children, and touched the top of his head after speaking. She rubbed her hands against his clothes again, and hit him coldly, "Your hair is oily, did you not wash your hair last night?"

"..." Ye Xi gritted his teeth angrily at his words, but continued to negotiate the conditions with a gentle face, "I can go out and stay in a hotel when your sister comes, and I won't bring anyone back for the night."

"You can only live until you recover." Lu Churan turned the probe to look at the numbers, and reiterated his position. Ye Xi lowered his head and curled his lips in frustration. He poured another glass of water and passed the medicine over. , "Take the medicine, and go out after taking the medicine."

The sun gradually disappears, and the clear blue sky is smudged with pale pink by the rays from far to near.

"This is Ye Xi who lives downstairs from me. This is my friend Ji Er, who is also the other boss here." Lu Churan introduced the two of them to each other. The moment Ye Xi met Ji Er's eyes, the original The polite and alienated smile suddenly became meaningful.

Like Ji Er, he can tell at a glance that they are of the same kind, but Lu Churan can't tell, or he can't be sure.

Lu Churan's temperament is a little more restrained. Although he has various conditions to attract others to approach, it also makes people feel that no matter how close he is, there is still a distance.

Because I didn't get close enough, I wasn't completely sure whether I could handle such a person.

After listening to Lu Churan's introduction, Ji Er smiled at Ye Xi with a meaningful smile, "Hi, do you want to try our coffee?"

"He has a low fever, just pour him a glass of water." Before Ye Xi could speak, Lu Churan answered first.

Ye Xi half-opened her lips, her expression seemed a little surprised, she glanced at Lu Churan, a little uncomfortable with Lu Churan's reluctance to approach him, and turned to show kindness to him, and then when he intended to get closer Throw him cold water, and now start to release the rhythm of kindness again.

Then he also smiled at Ji Er and said, "Yes, I have a little fever, please give me a glass of water."

Ji Er quickly sized them up suspiciously, wondering if this was really the Ye Xi that Lu Churan complained about before, and he seemed to have a good relationship, Lu Churan was so boring, She really cares about people.

But to complain, Lu Churan never told himself that he hated this Ye Xi.

He understands people like Lu Churan who hide his awkward personality under the easy approach and cover it up very well. If he likes it, he may not say it, but as long as he says something he doesn't like, he will definitely dislike it and find it very annoying, so he didn't say anything. I hate it, and of course it doesn't mean I don't like it.

More importantly, someone who can make Lu Churan show a little care is already very capable in his eyes.

When Ji Er was pouring water for Ye Xi, his phone vibrated again in his trouser pocket. He took it out to take a look, and then turned it off.

He was very disturbed, as if a tangle of tangles had stuck in his heart, causing him to cut his fingers even if he peeled a kiwi fruit to eat.

He Shen had been talking to him all day, and wanted to ask him to meet, but he didn't pay much attention at first, but He Shen kept gossiping with him as if the call fee was free for buying a mobile phone.

He really misses He Shen and likes He Shen very much, but he doesn't want to be the kind of person who gets entangled with his ex, so he silently reads all the news about He Shen, and even pulls it to the front and starts from the beginning. I couldn't bear it, so I pretended to be too annoyed to answer him.

He knew he couldn't resist, so he wanted to resist even more.

Ji Er stood by and listened to Lu Churan and Ye Xi, "You vomited yesterday and your stomach is weak, so you need to eat white porridge." "If you eat white porridge again, I will vomit." "I'm about to vomit" is a philosophical question about which comes first, the chicken or the egg. I managed to hold back my thoughts from thinking about He Shen, and found a bottle of mustard from the kitchen and handed it to Ye Xi. Ye Xi's eyes were instantly filled with gratitude.

Then Ji'er looked at Lu Churan with a sincere expression on his face, "Teacher Lu, you can't do this."

Lu Churan looked at Ji Er expressionlessly, and was thinking of fighting back when the phone rang in his trouser pocket suddenly, and he picked up the phone, "Hello, yes, He Shen?"

Then he subconsciously raised his eyes to look at Ji Er, and saw Ji Er's terrified eyes cast over, and said to him with his mouth, "tell him I'm not here", and then smiled with the corners of his mouth curled up, seizing the opportunity to take revenge on him, " Oh, he asked me to tell you he wasn't in..."

Ji Er hurriedly snatched his phone and hung up, scolding him, "Fuck/you, Lu Churan!"

"You want to fuck/me? You think too much..." Lu Churan replied lightly, and then Ye Xi choked on the porridge, coughed, his cheeks flushed, and he gave Lu Churan a weird look , Lu Churan ignored him and continued to say to Ji Er, "Are you two going to get back together?"

"What the hell, they're just ordinary friends!" Ji Er's tone was that he wished he could put an emphasis on the words "ordinary friends".

"Then what are you afraid of? Just go see him. There is nothing to avoid in ordinary friends." When he said the words "ordinary friends", Lu Churan glanced at Ye Xi, and Ye Xi Immediately bowed his head guilty, almost buried his face in the bowl.

As soon as the voice fell, the glass door of "tobecontinued" was pushed open, and He Shen walked straight in front of Ji Er, still as tall and handsome as before, like a gentle echo in the depths of memory, but precipitated some time bestowed on him A calm and mature imprint.

While Ji Er was still thinking about "why did he come so fast? Is he always outside", He Shen had already noticed the hemostatic sticker on his finger with sharp eyes, held his wrist and asked in a serious tone, "Your How did your hand hurt?"

Ji Er turned his face away to avoid his direct gaze, said "I'm fine" and tried to shake off He Shen's hand at the same time, but he couldn't shake it off, he scolded a little irritably, "Let me go."

"I won't let you go." He Shen didn't change his face, but Ji Er was very embarrassed. He didn't want customers and friends to see him and He Shen two big men fighting in his shop, so he gave up struggling to keep down He said, "Let's go out and talk."

After saying this, he took He Shen out of the door, and the wrist was still tightly held by the other party as he walked.