Ambiguous addiction

In fact, this matter cannot be entirely attributed to Ye Xi's responsibility. After all, it is good for the two of them to let go in bed. If they really yelled to the point of deafening, the person above will probably have a short-term tinnitus, and then only Want to find a stinky sock and stuff it into each other's mouths.

So Ye Xi felt that Lu Churan was making a fuss over a molehill. He obviously couldn't sleep well because of his neurasthenia and would wake up at the slightest movement. There is nothing to be ashamed of.

Four days ago, after Ye Xi came back from Hong Kong, he didn't know whether it was because he didn't have a good rest or what. He started to suffer from headaches and insomnia all day and night. Yan Qian, I didn't expect the other party to come over early in the morning.

Anyway, he couldn't sleep because he couldn't sleep with his stomach full, so he went to the gun without saying a word of nonsense.

When he heard the knock on the door, Ye Xi got up slowly from Yan Qian's body, tore off the cover and threw it away impatiently, and after putting on his trousers, he turned around and touched his blushing cheek, leaving The next sentence: "I'll just deal with it, you stay here."

In these short few minutes, he was still able to distract himself and thought about how to talk to Lu Churan when he opened the door later. I don't know why he felt a little guilty in his heart, wondering how Lu Churan would find ways to scold him this time. he.

The last time when Ye Xi and Lu Churan had a confrontation, he found that this person had a very unique style of painting. His usual job was to meet people and talk (deceive) and talk (people). He had met many interesting people, and he hid his knife There are even more people with a lot of money, but it is the first time he has seen someone like Lu Churan who can still be serious and humorous when he is angry, and it is quite interesting.

Ye Xi opened the door, but saw Director Chen instead of Lu Churan, feeling a little disappointed in the instant loss of conversation, he leaned against the door frame and asked lazily, "What's the matter?"

Director Chen knocked on the door outside for several minutes, until his hands were numb when he started to wander. Ye Xi suddenly opened the door from the inside, and he was frightened. After a few seconds, he beat around the bush and hewed to criticize the education with Ye Xi. The expression was still awkward, as if he was the one complaining about making it too loud, not Ye Xi.

"Hello, Mr. Ye, I just received a call from a resident saying, uh, it means that you have, uh, unusual noises here. I'm worried that something happened, so I'll come and have a look."

"Oh, you are talking about Lu Churan upstairs." Ye Xi responded and nodded, as if he understood the other party's work, his face was open and natural, "Then you see, I am fine, please take care gone."

Director Chen was embarrassed to say the matter that Lu Churan complained on the phone so directly, but the person in front of him pretended to be confused with him, and he felt a little overwhelmed. Stuffed in the corridor, "It's best if you're fine, um, and what's more, Mr. Ye, do you live alone?"

"Well, what's the matter? Is the private life of the residents also under the control of the property management office of your community?" Ye Xi asked sincerely, without any provocative meaning in his tone, and just casually pushed the other party to the disadvantaged and even more embarrassing place again. situation.

"No, no, don't get me wrong, I don't mean that, your private life is naturally your freedom, that is, when you choose freedom, you should, uh, be more considerate of the freedom of other people around you, I want to say... just some Sometimes it may be some ordinary things in your life, and, uh, if it causes some misunderstanding or brings some inconvenience to others, then I may trouble you to control it and minimize the impact on others..." Director Chen He explained with a blushing face, feeling that he was about to be dazzled by himself too, that round head with sparse hair was like a balloon, and if he said a few more words to Ye Xi, he would fly up and blow up with a biu.

From the first day Ye Xi moved here, he felt that it was really difficult to have such a user at the stall. He had dealt with large and small neighborhood disputes in the property management office in the past few years, but like Ye Xi, he was so moody and angry. It is only natural for him to knowingly commit a crime, and he can calmly pretend to be innocent and refute him in the face of questioning, which makes him feel embarrassed before asking questions.

"Well, I understand what you said. I tolerate other people's freedom of choice, but if the definition and upper limit of tolerance vary from person to person, I'm afraid it will cause misunderstanding and influence anyway."

Ye Xi maintained his usual calmness, subconsciously put on a professional smile, and spoke ambiguously, neither admitting nor refusing to admit his mistakes.

"Mr. Lu said that I disturbed him, but he always eavesdropped on my private life like this, which troubled me very much. He had no personal privacy at all, so while he thought he was tolerating me, I was also tolerating him, but you just Wouldn't it be unfair to me to listen to his side of the story and then accuse me?"

Ye Xi and Director Chen faltered and negotiated for a few minutes, and finally succeeded in choking the other party to the point of being speechless. After sending him away, he closed the door with a confident face, and opened the door of his own room. Yan Qian had already dressed inside.

Yan Qian asked, "What's wrong? Is it your neighbor again?"

"No, it's nothing, you don't have to worry about it, I'll send you away."

Ever since Ye Xi fell in love with Lu Churan's neighbor, this is not the first time his parents and children have come forward to solve this kind of thing. Although it is said that a tree needs skin and a person does not necessarily have to be shameless, but at least he has just finished fucking someone else, so even if he is emotionally worthy Responsibility, come forward to clarify such a little embarrassing little thing, you can still think of the other party.

"No need, you're going to work right away, I won't delay you, I'll just go by myself." Yan Qian took Ye Xi's hand and said goodbye to him, but Ye Xi didn't hug him as usual.

He had a calm expression on his face, like a glass of warm boiled water, but he didn't say a word, as if his breath had calmed down.

He was clearly right in front of his eyes, separated by three centimeters of air, but it seemed that there was a wall of glass shielding everything around him. Yan Qian asked him if he would meet again tomorrow, and he didn't say yes or no, so Yan Qian asked go by yourself.

Ye Xi closed the door immediately after he left, his face turned cold instantly, a little blue from the cold, his brows were wrinkled, his expression was a little uncomfortable, and he stood there for a while as if he was enduring something.

Then he felt his lips were dry, and picked up the cup to get some water to drink, when he looked down and saw a belly-turned mummified cockroach floating at the bottom of the cup.

His stomach twitched suddenly, he shook his hand and threw the cup to the ground, turned around and walked quickly into the bathroom, leaned over and started to vomit, but he didn't eat anything when he got up in the morning, and he vomited for a long time, only sour water, and the sour water was finished Then he retched, with tears all over his face.

He washed his face and rinsed his mouth, his mouth was bitter.

Ye Xi took half a day off to lie down at home, and when he was trapped in the mattress and surrounded by the fluffy quilt that smelled of softener and sunlight, he felt a little better, even though it didn't have much weight at all.

He gradually felt sore and weak all over, and his head was groggy, so he fell asleep as soon as he closed his eyes.

When Ye Xi returned to the company later, it was 02:30 in the afternoon, which was the hottest time of the day. There was a bit of a traffic jam on the way here, and everything around was blazed by the fierce sunlight, making him dizzy.

He felt that his body was inexplicably hot, but he couldn't help shivering due to the air conditioner, and the back of his shirt was drenched in sweat.

He reached out to unbutton the top button of his shirt to relieve the suffocation, and opened the window to let in the fresh air from outside, but what came in was only the heat wave that was so hot that it seemed that even the oxygen had evaporated from the air. , Heat wave slapped him on the face, it was hot.

After parking the car, Ye Xi sat on the seat for a while before getting out of the car. The air in the parking lot was stagnant and not circulated, and there was always a faint smell of gasoline in places where cars were crowded, which made Ye Xi feel nauseous again. Step into the elevator to go back to the company.

Ye Xi carefully checked his cup, found no dead animals, and went to the tea room to scald it with boiling water before daring to make tea.

He returned to his seat and found a document on his desk. He sat down and flipped through it and found that it was the investment project plan handed over to the general manager before leading the team to Hong Kong last week.

The colleague Xiao Lin next door was about to tell him, but he paused when he saw Ye Xi, and asked, "Ye Xi, why is your face so red?"

Ye Xi subconsciously touched his own face, it was a little hot, he managed to pull himself together, pretended to be normal, smiled and replied casually, "It's okay, I was stuck on the road for a while when I came back, maybe I got sunburnt, I'm fine, It will be fine in a while, tell me quickly, when did the general manager send this back to me, is it going to be changed or has it passed?"

"Oh, the general manager approved your plan during the regular meeting this morning, but he mentioned that there are a few points in it that need to be discussed. He didn't say anything when he saw that you were not here. I guess you have to talk to him yourself. "

Ye Xi nodded knowingly, and poked his head into the general manager's office. Seeing that the lights were not turned on, it must mean that no one was there, so he asked, "What about the general manager?"

"He went out to talk about something, and asked you to wait for his news, saying that he will go out to have dinner with clients after get off work tonight."

"Well, good, thank you."

People are selfish, unhappy, petty and careless, Ye Xi has always felt this way.

Everyone has their own troubles and worries, and they go around them every day, and there is no extra attention on others.

Even those who meddle in other people's affairs and gossip behind others' backs, in fact, they are just unhappy because of their worries and worries, and they want to find someone who is less unhappy than themselves to make themselves look better.

True concern is rare in this world, as rare as water in the desert.

No one noticed that Ye Xi was in a trance all afternoon, and no one asked him the reason why he took half a day off in the morning. He also pretended that he was very busy, and he didn't even know how he unconsciously came to the place designated by the general manager after get off work. Yes, but when I came back to my senses, I had been chatting casually with people for quite a long time.

The whole table is full of acquaintances, and all of them are colleagues. Among them is a senior who brought the general manager into the industry. Now he has changed his name to the general manager as a brother. Everyone has a hesitant expression when talking about the current situation.

But it’s all about those things, what about the market, what about the Securities Regulatory Commission, what about the new shares, Ye Xi couldn’t concentrate on talking nonsense with them, so he showed an attitude of being open-minded and receptive. Eating food in silence.

Since June of this year, the market has continued to go down, and the rising foam in the stock market has finally brought about a huge shock. It seems that the beer in the glass hits a layer of white foam and keeps piling up. There is only a little bit of orange liquid below, but the foam But it has risen to the point that it overflows the cup and flows down the side of the cup.

The people at the table drank too much and began to put their shoulders on their shoulders and call their brothers inarticulate and bragging, saying how many times they have experienced storms together in the past, how many times they have watched storms and storms, and worked together to tide over the difficulties, making it seem like they went wrong. It was the same on the set, a group of old men just held hands and sang "Friendship Years" together.

Come to forget the wrong and right, come to miss the past, it is always fun to go through the difficult days together.

Ye Xi looked at them coldly, and couldn't help laughing in his heart. Unfortunately, he had never shared adversity with anyone. His adversity was walked step by step by relying on his own feet, and he even fell to the point where he was bruised and embarrassed. When it's unbearable, you can only crawl forward with your hands and feet.

The general manager turned his head and saw Ye Xi kicking him under the table with a smirk, he immediately put away the expression on his face and turned a questioning look, and then he heard the other party ask him, "I sent a message to you in the morning. Have you read your plan?"

"Oh, I see. I was just about to talk to you this afternoon." Ye Xi took out the cigarette in his pocket, handed one to the general manager, and lit another one himself, trying to get rid of the smoke in his mouth. Alcoholic.

The general manager's voice was naturally hoarse, which made Ye Xi feel his throat tickle and wanted to cough, and he felt that it was very similar to the voice of his math teacher in high school, speaking in a long sequence without panting and with a lot of emphasis.

Ye Xi lost his mind when he heard it, but because the long-term regular meeting has formed a conditioned reflex, Ye Xi will catch key words and summarize everything he hears, so there is no problem in understanding the general idea, and the exponential diving may continue for a while. In the plan The originally set investment period may need to be adjusted appropriately, and the new shares linked to the project may have financial security issues.

Ye Xi was smoking a cigarette in one hand, and tapped the fingers of the other hand on the table. Thoughtfully, he lowered his head and stared at the tiny bubbles in the wine glass, and suddenly felt that the wine was really good. It's not a good thing, and it makes me feel bad after drinking it.

Then he suddenly smiled with the corners of his lips curled up, shook the cigarette ash, and said to the general manager, "There is no problem with the funding, and I have already thought of a way to deal with it."

It was Friday, and Lu Churan had a class that ended today. After class, he went home directly and did not reply "tobecontinued". When he first got home, he received a call from the courier and went to pick up the courier.

In the past few days, the heavy rain started at six o'clock every day, and it stopped for more than an hour each time. When Lu Churan went out, the rain had just stopped for a while. He walked through the path between the large lawn of the community and the park in the middle of the street After the rain, the sweltering heat that had accumulated throughout the morning was diluted a bit, and the air was faintly filled with the smell of rain dew and green grass emanating from the damp soil.

What he received was a pair of trousers bought on Taobao. A Taobao store opened by a student asked him to join him. Watching him choose from the side made him unable to step down from the stage at all, so he could only bite the bullet and confirm the payment in embarrassment.

He used to buy a lot of things online except for clothes, but this time he just had the mentality of "I don't bother to go out to buy pants anyway, just encourage young people to start their own businesses". It hit his face, and he almost passed out from the smoke, so he quickly stuffed his pants back into his bag, and even went online to Baidu how to deodorize his pants.

Then Lu Churan squatted at home to wash his pants all night, while washing his pants, he thought it was stupid and troublesome, and regretted why he didn't reject others well and find something to do for himself.

He was soaked in hot water and salt water and rubbed with clothes fragrance. After washing for more than half an hour, he smelled sour and smelly dye, so he wanted to return the product, but was told that the pants could not be returned if they were wet. So he sighed heavily and went back to the bathroom to resign himself to continue washing his pants. By the way, he put on a bluetooth headset and called Ji Er.

"Ji'er, I called the property management this morning and complained about Ye Xi downstairs. I said he might have organized a fight or had sex illegally."

Ji Er laughed like crazy when he heard it on the phone, as if he fell off his chair, "I said, why do you like to eavesdrop on other people's affairs so much? Are you lonely enough to start to pervert?"

Lu Churan retorted in an unbelievable tone, "What am I perverted? He forced me to listen to the live broadcast, and I don't even want to listen to him if he pays me? I can even hear the vibrations of his bed clearly. They Was it done on a trampoline?"

"Hahahahahahahaha," Ji Er laughed and wiped away tears, "No, Lu Churan, I think you seem to pay special attention to your new neighbor, since the first day he moved here, you have cared about it, are you Don't you know that people are gay and interesting to them? Has spring come?"

"What? Ji'er, are you a little bit sick from a broken relationship? Would you like me to take you to see a doctor?"

"Fuck your mother, you are the one with excessive abstinence and persecution paranoia."

The two exchanged a few words over the phone, at this moment, Lu Churan suddenly heard a hasty knock on the door from outside.

Ye Xi felt that his life might not be too good, and his blessings were very thin, so he was not suitable to be a bad person. Every time he wanted to do something bad, he always didn't know which would come first, the result or the retribution.

He drove home after dinner with the general manager and his gang at night. When he opened the door and entered the house, he smelled the smell of the house and suddenly began to have diarrhea and vomiting. Tears flowed down the sink when I had to rinse my mouth.

After throwing up, his legs became weak and he knelt on the ground, barely able to support himself, but his eyes were slightly absent-minded, and the alcohol rushed straight to his forehead and felt uncomfortable.

I don't know how long it took, but when he finally regained consciousness he really wanted to drink water, but remembering that the cup was broken in the trash can and it was still with the cockroach corpse, he couldn't stand up again as if he lost his strength.

After suffering in the bathroom for nearly 5 minutes, he finally got up, took the keys and wallet, and went out. His eyes turned black, and he tried to dial 120 only to realize that he didn't bring his mobile phone, but he was barely able to stand still. , he doesn't want to go home and just wants to find someone to save him, no matter who it is, he doesn't want to be alone for a second.

He pressed the elevator to go up, and when he got out of the elevator, he rushed to the door of Lu Churan's house and knocked for his life. After knocking a few times, he lost consciousness and fell down.

When Lu Churan opened the door, he couldn't see anyone outside. He thought it was someone's silly prank, and stared suspiciously at the corridor where the voice-activated lights were inexplicably lit, feeling that the atmosphere suddenly became a little weird.

When he was wondering if something would come out of nowhere, he glanced down, only to find that someone had fallen on the ground in front of his house.

He opened the door and found Ye Xi lying lifeless by his door, so he went out and leaned over to check his breath, and stretched out his hand to slap him twice, calling him "Ye Xi, Ye Xi" twice.

But Ye Xi didn't respond at all, his cheeks were flushed abnormally, his lips were pale and dry, his thick eyelashes were tightly closed, and cold sweat was breaking out from his forehead.

Lu Churan didn't think much about it, and took him downstairs as soon as he picked him up, intending to send him to the hospital.

Ye Xi is also 1.8 meters tall, and looks pretty solid. Unexpectedly, it is not very heavy when carried on the back, and it is even a bit light for men. When Lu Churan carried him on the back, his face was unconsciously ironed On the back of Lu Churan's neck, there was a burst of hot touch, which made Lu Churan's heart numb inadvertently.

On the way to the hospital, Ye Xi regained a little consciousness, leaned against the co-pilot weakly, tilted his head and called out weakly, "Lu Churan."

Hearing the voice, Lu Churan turned to look at him, and asked him, "Are you awake? What's the matter with you, food poisoning?"

Ye Xi shook his head, and then realized that Lu Churan was looking at the road and didn't see him shaking his head, and said aloud, "No. I have a fever, and it started in the morning."

"Morning? Hehe." Lu Churan smiled as if he heard the talk of Tianhuangye, with a bad tone, "Don't you have the energy to do things with your 'ordinary friend' in the morning?"

He waited for dozens of seconds without hearing Ye Xi's reply. Lu Churan turned to look at him again, and found that he was looking straight at him, but his eyes were listless, as if covered with mist. It was soft and wet, like a small abandoned animal, even breathing very lightly, only the chest rising and falling.

Seeing his appearance, Lu Churan couldn't bear to talk about him anymore, so she handed him a bottle of water, "Drink water, your lips are chapped, why are you still drinking when you have a fever?"

Ye Xi lowered his head while holding the bottle of water in a daze, blinked slowly, but did not respond.

Lu Churan thought that he didn't have the strength to unscrew the cap, so she took it back from his hand and quickly unscrewed the cap for him and put it back, "Hurry up and drink by yourself, there should be some strength to drink water, my sister's fever is 39 degrees You still have the strength to fight with me, I want to drive, I don't have hands to feed you water."

It took Ye Xi a long reflex arc to react to answer Lu Churan's last question, "Go to dinner with the general manager and drink some wine." Then he drank water obediently, and accidentally choked and coughed and wet his clothes.

Lu Churan frowned and took out two tissues and threw them to him, and said with a little disgust: "So careless, don't get the seat wet."

After stopping the car, Lu Churan asked, "Can you still go? Do you still need me to carry you?"

Ye Xi shook his head, and pushed Lu Churan away a little, "No, just give me a hand, I can walk by myself."

Lu Churan helped Ye Xi from the parking lot to the emergency department of the hospital, took his ID card to register, and mixed him into the waiting room who couldn't stand still.

The doctor asked Ye Xi when he started feeling unwell, and he said it started after he moved. He started to have a headache as soon as he smelled the decoration of the new house. He didn’t care at first, thinking it was due to work pressure and lack of rest, but after a few days the problem started. It started to get worse, and it got better a few days when I went to Hong Kong for a business trip, and then I felt uncomfortable again when I came back, and then I burned this morning.

The doctor saw that he was vomiting and diarrhea, so he prescribed salt water and glucose, and advised him not to continue living in the new house, but to let off the smell first, otherwise long-term inhalation of decoration smell will increase the risk of leukemia.

Ye Xi reacted sluggishly for a while, and then muttered as if he had suddenly realized, "It turns out that the smell has such a serious impact, no wonder you can't even feed cockroaches."

Lu Churan gave him a slanted look as if he was insane, "You still keep cockroaches, what's wrong?"

Ye Xi froze for a moment, then reacted with a sluggish expression, and said a little embarrassedly, "I...I want to say that cockroaches can't support themselves if they live in my house."

"You seem to feel that you are very fulfilled to be alive?"

Ye Xi felt guilty for a moment, "...um."