Ambiguous addiction

Lu Churan was busy in the kitchen for more than an hour, and the two people outside chatted non-stop. He occasionally pricked up his ears to distract himself, fearing that Ye Xi would tell his sister some unsavory things without a limit.

When Lu Yage scrolled through the photos in the album and asked Ye Xi whether he thought a junior or a neutrally dressed senior was better, Lu Churan couldn't help interjecting, "When did you even have female suitors?" Yes, why don't I know?"

Lu Yage said: "Oh, cook as you cook, don't gossip like this, and I didn't ask you."

Lu Churan looked at them sadly, feeling that she had fallen out of favor, and went back to the kitchen very unhappy.

The first time Ye Xi saw Lu Churan being choked by someone, he looked at Lu Yage with admiration, and then pointed to the girl's photo, "She looks good, but she doesn't seem too tall."

"Well, yes, she is as tall as me, and I can look down on her when I put on high heels. I think both boys and girls are acceptable, but my aesthetic preference is for those who are taller than me, because the height difference is very safe. Feeling, you can still bury your chest, haha."

While waiting for the fish belly to be steamed, Lu Churan went outside and poured two large glasses of water for the two of them, "Did you say you haven't been thirsty for so long, go and help clean up the dining table, ready to eat."

So Ye Xi and Lu Yage cleaned up the things on the dining table together, arranged the bowls, chopsticks and napkins, and helped Lu Churan bring out the dishes from the kitchen, and the three of them started eating.

Lu Churan didn't expect Ye Xi to agree with his sister not only in topic, but also in taste. He and Lu Yage gnawed on the cartilage next to Lu Churan, and Lu Churan's back felt chills. It was as if there were two man-eating monsters sitting on either side.

The topic of Ye Xi and Lu Yage had already shifted from majors and internships to interpersonal relationships. Lu Yage felt that he had found a soulmate, because it was boring to discuss interpersonal issues with Lu Churan. He was a serious social barrier and emotionally indifferent. (Maybe the sex is also indifferent,) I can only analyze others without any personal emotions. To put it nicely, it is called Bingshan. Looking at each other, the sound of chickens and dogs is heard, and the people do not communicate with each other until old age and death.

Lu Churan curled his lips and rolled his eyes at her. Ye Xi found that the expression on Lu Churan's face had become much more vivid since his younger sister arrived, as if he had grown upside down. Someone who used to feel vague and unreachable, Suddenly it came alive in front of me.

"Where am I so exaggerated, I'm just slow and hot, and my heart is still very gentle."

"Only people who are ugly will praise themselves for being gentle." Lu Yage blinked mischievously when he watched him, and smiled cutely with the corners of his mouth pursed. Of course she knew it, but she couldn't help insulting him, and smiled and said Ye Xi said, "My brother is actually super easy to bully, don't look at him being so coquettish now, he was actually a fool when he was young."

"Don't talk nonsense. I have been very upright since I was a child. When people ask me to play, I always say that I have to do my homework."

Ye Xi smiled, "Your brother only let you bully him because he cared about you. He bullied me all day long in front of me, and I didn't even have a chance to talk back."

"He can still bully people. I really can't see it. It seems that your status is not ordinary. I have a sense of crisis." Lu Yage looked at the two people in front of him and smiled meaningfully. Chu Ran took a deep look, stuck out her tongue and dared not speak any more.

Lu Churan put a piece of scrambled eggs with shrimps into Lu Yage's bowl, the ratio of half and half of eggs to shrimps tastes the best, and she heard her ask again, "Mr. Lu, who has no social barriers, can you analyze those things that are different from yourself? What does it mean when a boyfriend or girlfriend breaks up and posts on Moments? My friend posted a Moments saying that she was so wronged that she was so wronged. Okay, you just break up and find someone better than him', damn it, they got back together the next day, you said how embarrassing I was."

"Ah? What kind of friend are you? If you break up and still post to your Moments, it's none of their business whether they break up or not? Then you can comfort yourself after seeing the situation." Lu Churan's expression was suddenly tangled, as if he really didn't know Overwhelmed distress.

Ye Xi looked at him and smiled, Lu Churan scooped some curry sauce on his rice, and heard him calmly help him out, "Showing up is a bit different from showing off, showing off to friends Yes, but usually after a breakup, posting on Moments is not for friends to see, but for the person they like, saying, 'I am very unhappy now and want to break up with you, come and coax me, but I don't want to talk to you directly Say', or 'I'm very unhappy now and want to get back together with you, you hurry up to save me but I can't tell you directly' and so on."

Lu Churan also realized it in an instant, and added following his words, "That's not necessarily true, and it might really be sent to friends, meaning 'I'm single again now, if you want to chase me, you can now on'."

Lu Yage laughed haha, Lu Churan turned his face and looked at Ye Xi, Ye Xi smiled and said, "Not bad, Teacher Lu is indeed someone who has been in love."

Lu Yage's eyes suddenly widened, and he looked at Ye Xi in surprise, "Why do you even know that he has been in a relationship? This is one of the few secrets my brother keeps. My God, are you hiding it? I have a leg?"

"Lu Yage, do you want to eat dessert after so much nonsense?"

"Ah, did you really bring me the cake you made? I won't talk about it. You can do whatever you like. I have no objection, and I'm not curious at all. Let me know when the wedding candy will be distributed."

Lu Churan and Ye Xi looked at each other and turned away at the same time.Ye Xi kept a warm smile on his face, Lu Churan coughed awkwardly and licked his lips, but no one responded.

After the meal, Lu Churan took out the cheesecake and yogurt cake that he made in the shop yesterday from the refrigerator, and put them in front of Lu Yage and Ye Xi, and Ye Xi asked the girls to choose first in a gentlemanly manner.

Lu Yage chose the yogurt cake without hesitation, his expression suddenly became a little depressed, and he dug the cake with a small fork, sullenly, "When I saw the cheesecake, I thought of that person, the one who had been flirting with me for several times A month old man."

"That person invited me to eat cheesecake, asked me to go to a movie and watch a concert, and asked me to go for a walk at night when I was in school. He said good night to me every day on WeChat, but he never said he liked me. I It's very annoying now, I don't know whether to continue with him like this, if he really doesn't want to associate with me, then I would rather recognize the truth earlier and not waste time."

Lu Churan listened to Lu Yage's little distress, and looked a little embarrassed. He really wanted to give Lu Yage some useful comfort, but he had never tried to communicate with people so sticky and unclear, so he subconsciously went to Taking a sneak peek at Ye Xi, he found that Ye Xi was also looking at him, and he firmly caught his eyes asking for help.

Ye Xi turned to Lu Yage and said, "Usually, I don't dare to tell you everything. According to the male friends I know, this kind of situation is common. When a man faces a woman, he will consider whether she is suitable for her." To be a girlfriend or a wife, if you are not suitable, then you can be divided into ambiguous objects and ordinary friends, so if he has been ambiguous with you for several months and has not shown any obvious development, or he is not the kind of person you think he likes you, Or there is something else hidden."

Ye Xi was actually thinking in his heart that it's the same with men, even a person like me who doesn't believe in love at all will judge others like this.

But because I don't believe in love, I don't have to consider the former as a boyfriend, and I don't have an option for ordinary friends in the latter, so the only remaining option is to be ambiguous.

"Is this really the case? You men's thinking is really strange. I only treat him well if I have a good feeling for someone so that I can develop it. Hanging on others and being ambiguous will prevent others from liking other people. It's so irresponsible."

Lu Churan said: "So this person is not a good person, and he doesn't like you enough, so don't waste your feelings."

Ye Xi agreed, "Well, your brother is right, don't let such a person delay you, there are many people who love you, and you don't need him to treat you well."

The three chatted for a long time about the trivial matters of life, Lu Yage yawned at eleven o'clock on time, and was rushed to bed by Lu Churan, the room had already been tidied up by him, Ye Xi's pillows and bedding were taken away, and the sheets were also changed got a new one.

It was one o'clock in the night, Lu Yage had already fallen asleep, Ye Xi was alone in the dark living room, holding a pillow in a daze, watching the lights of the houses in the distance scattered like stars, reflecting the boundless night.

Across the wall, Lu Churan was still not sleepy in the room, and opened Moments in a bored place, and saw Ji Er posted a plain text content, "IwishIknewhowtoquityou."

The classic line from "Brokeback Mountain", I wish I knew how to quit you.

Lu Churan didn't know why Ji Er suddenly said this sentence, trying to guess other people's mood through words was like looking at flowers in a fog, with a layer of separation in the end.

What Ye Xi said at night suddenly broke into his mind, the meaning of breaking up in the circle of friends is "I am very unhappy now and want to get back together with you, you hurry to save me, but I can't tell you directly".

Is that so, I never let go, if I have always been in love, why can't I still overcome the barriers.

Is it really going to be like Jack did to Ennis, chasing after love, petting and waiting, in the end, they can only settle down to their destiny for a long time, and occasionally meet each other and struggle in despair, and say to myself, I wish I knew how to quit drop you.

Lu Churan got up from the bed, turned on the light and opened the door to see how the people outside were sleeping.

Using the light in the room, he saw Ye Xi sitting alone on the sofa looking at the distance in a daze, most of his figure was immersed in the darkness, so he approached and asked softly, "What are you thinking about when you don't sleep so late? "

Ye Xi turned his eyes when he heard the sound, those deep pool-like eyes stared coldly into his eyes, without emotion, but his words were very frank, "I want to sleep with you."

"Think too much, don't overthink, go to bed early." Lu Churan retorted calmly, without thinking about his proposal at all.

"... Oh." Ye Xi responded, but still sat still, his clear eyes fixed on him like a puppy abandoned by the side of the road, "But I I can't sleep, I'm afraid of the dark."

Lu Churan was silent for two seconds, looked at him for a while, and sighed indistinctly, "Forget it, sleeping on the sofa is not good for the spine, you can come to my room and sleep."

When Ye Xi heard the long-awaited words, a smile appeared on the corner of his lips in the darkness, and he got up from the sofa neatly, walked to Lu Churan, and followed him into the room.

His smile didn't fade away from his mouth, and it was tainted in the words he said, "I can really sleep in your bed? Wouldn't it be obscene, would it be gay?"

Lu Churan sat on the bed and helped him put the pillow and quilt away, turned around and looked at him seriously, with a subtle expression, as if disgusted but not surprised, "Why do you say that you didn't seem to be wretched before?" , I'm used to it."

Ye Xi was choked by his "I'm used to it" for 3 minutes and couldn't answer. She lay on Lu Churan's bed and smelled his quilt smelling of him. I don't know why it made him feel inexplicably shy. a feeling of.

Lu Churan turned off the light in the room and lay down next to him, "Stop laughing, I'll laugh like an idiot when I give you a bed to sleep on, can you be a bit promising?" After a pause, she changed her words again, "But you don't laugh Sometimes like an idiot."

"Why are you so annoying, I'm not complete if I don't personally attack me for a day, right? Since we're all in the same bed, why don't you share some of your quilt with me."

"Don't go overboard, sleep on my bed and still want to cover my quilt, my quilt is not willing to be covered by you, if you ask so much, you will sleep on the floor."

The person next door laughed with a "poof" and lowered his voice, covered with a hazy layer of drowsiness, a little hoarse, "Lu Churan... I don't know why I always think you are cute, you can explain Do I have a problem with this?"

"I know, I think so too." Lu Churan paused for a while, and heard Ye Xi's "ah" inexplicably, and suddenly laughed in the dark, "Actually, I am awakened by myself every day." of."

Ye Xi clicked his tongue, "Why are you gayer than me..."

Lu Churan stopped talking, and turned sideways to leave his back to Ye Xi. When he turned over, the pleasant smell on his body rushed into Ye Xi's breath, making him feel sleepy instantly. How long did it take to fall asleep.

When she woke up early the next morning, Ye Xi was wrapped up in her own quilt, then hugged by Lu Churan, and then covered with Lu Churan's quilt.

He clearly remembered that before falling asleep, Lu Churan made it clear that he would not share the quilt with him, but now he was completely dazed, blinking his eyes slowly, not wanting to understand what happened when he fell asleep.

The only thing he can feel most clearly now is that the faint scent of shower gel in Lu Churan's arms smells very good. He quietly stretched his face into his collar, and breathed greedily near the collarbone.

In fact, Lu Churan woke up a long time ago. He didn't sleep well all night. Ye Xi kicked his quilt to the ground in his sleep and was afraid of the cold by the air conditioner. His hands and feet were cold and he subconsciously grabbed his quilt.

He woke up several times but couldn't grab him, and it was useless to help him pick up the quilt and cover him up, so he was tightly wrapped in his arms to prevent him from moving.

But his hands and feet were pressed all night, and he woke up early in the morning with numbness, and he couldn't move even if he wanted to. He could only close his eyes and rest his mind, waiting for Ye Xi to wake up. He felt Ye Xi's faint movement in the chaos.

Ye Xi's fiery breath covered the skin on the side of his neck, causing his heart to throb, like the morning dew falling from the tip of a leaf unable to bear the gravity, and falling into the puddle reflected by the first light of Xi Wei, Ripples opened.

He was stunned for a long time before he came to his senses, and when he was thinking whether to open his eyes, Ye Xi cautiously approached, touched his soft lips, and left within a second.