Ambiguous addiction

Lu Churan smiled, but didn't respond to him. Ye Xi thought that Lu Churan would say something, or at least he would at least ingeniously hurt him by saying something like "I'll cook you a meal and you'll start acting like a good boy". also can.

But there was nothing, he just smiled at himself like that, his eyes drifted away for a while, and then he calmly turned away. After a long silence, the atmosphere began to ferment from a slightly sweet and strangely to a dull embarrassment.

Ye Xi hated this kind of indifferent silence. Before thinking about his emotions, he might have reached the apex along the parabola, so he began to slide down the other side of the symmetry axis as a matter of course.

He felt that he was really stupid looking like this, and he managed to muster up the courage to speak the truth, but the people on the opposite side turned a blind eye, as if his real emotions were just useless dismissive rubbish, not even as good as those that could be exchanged for. The hypocrisy of a sweet response.

So he also shut up, there was no more unnecessary nonsense to tell Lu Churan, and he quietly ate his rice with his head down, even breathing lightly.

In fact, Lu Churan was secretly clamoring all the time, but he tried his best to hide himself. He couldn't think of anything to answer. Could it be that I am the same? The little gay man must have misunderstood, but he didn't want to deny that he had indeed been thinking about this person for the past three days, so he couldn't say anything in the end.

He saw the expression in Ye Xi's eyes gradually turning cold, like stardust passing across the sky and disappearing into the darkness. He was a little at a loss, and was about to say something to change the subject, when the phone caught the timing just right. rang.

"Huh? Why? Lu Yage, don't you want to do an internship? Why don't you come here to find me... Just go out for dinner. I have someone living at home and it's inconvenient to take you in. What, no, no, I've already said no." ...Hey, you..." Lu Churan looked at the hung up phone with a complicated expression, and raised her eyes to meet Ye Xi's expression of curiosity aroused by the pampered food in his mouth.

"Your sister?" Ye Xi asked.

"Well, my sister." Lu Churan smiled, and explained in a very calm manner, "She said that she was talked about by my mother every day at home during the holidays, and she practiced for a period of time and saw that many people were not pleasing to the eye. If you don't tell me, you will It exploded on the spot, so I want to come and stay for a few days.”

Ye Xi nodded, and the frame of Lu Churan's expression of laughing before talking about his sister was fixed in his mind, and he played back frame by frame. He wondered if there would be someone in this world who would say something like that when he mentioned me. Didn't say it on the lips but leaked the smile first?

If I were nicer to Lu Churan, if my relationship with him could be one step closer, would he also have such a smile when he thinks of me.

Lu Churan raised his hand and wiped away the sweat from Ye Xi's nose with his knuckles, looking at his deepening expression, he wanted to ask if he wasn't full.

Ye Xi suddenly grabbed his finger, and asked all of a sudden, "Is your sister coming tomorrow? How long will she be? Will she stay with you overnight? Will you let me live out? Can I stay? Can't it be in the living room?"

"What's wrong with you?" Lu Churan sensed that Ye Xi's mood was a little out of order, and he spoke like a child who was frightened by an unknown monster outside and was seeking shelter.

If it were someone else, he might not be willing to pay attention to this kind of almost dependent request, but what he said from Ye Xi seemed to have produced a slight change, as if ignoring him was afraid that he would cry.

"Okay, okay, I won't drive you away, don't be nervous." Lu Churan resolved the slightly uneasy conversation with a very faint smile, reached out and rubbed Ye Xi's hair, "Are you exhausted, hurry up Go wash the dishes and go to bed early."

Ye Xi got the answer, let go of her fingers, lowered her eyes and hummed, packed the tableware, went to the kitchen to wash, and then went back to her room to sleep.

That night he didn't sleep well, the scene in the dream was chaotic and absurd, he dreamed that there was a woman pestering Lu Churan to marry him, Lu Churan was very moved and rejected her, but after rejecting her Lu Churan looked inexplicably depressed, and then he went to comfort Lu Churan and said to him, "If you are worried that no one else will like you after you reject this person, I can like you", Lu Churan is like Looking at him like a psychopath.He was very unwilling, so he walked around Lu Churan every day, and said to Lu Churan, "I'm pregnant with your child, why don't you stay with me?" Running, he chased nine streets behind with a big belly, and Lu Churan finally stopped when the amniotic fluid was almost broken.He opened his arms and rushed over, his big belly almost knocked Lu Churan into the air, and then he opened his mouth and said nonsense, "If you don't like me, I will kill people, and I will tell others that you are my accomplice, and I will follow you if you die." You die together." Lu Churan sighed helplessly, "Are you obedient?" He remained silent for a long time, his eyes a little sour, and then said, "Okay, then don't leave me, I don't like it Me too."

Ye Xi woke up from the dream, feeling that he might have been depressed for so long that he was starting to go crazy, but for some reason, the last scene made him feel sore and sad that he couldn't explain.

He came out of the room in a daze, holding Lu Churan's honey water in a daze, Lu Churan rubbed his head, "Uncomfortable? Stomach pain?"

"No." He came back to his senses and drank the honey water in one gulp.

"I dried your pajamas. You can wear them tonight. Don't wear pants that are higher than your ankles in front of my sister, which will affect the growth and development of teenagers."

"There's something wrong with you." Ye Xi frowned, but couldn't help laughing, "Am I so hungry?"

"Don't you have one?" Lu Churan put on a look of embarrassment on purpose, Ye Xi got up from his seat and made a gesture to hit him, the two of them made gestures a few times, then fell on the sofa together, panting with a smile.

Ye Xi never thought that he would have a time when he was struggling with others, so he tilted his neck and touched Lu Churan's shoulder, which he felt when he woke up from a strange dream. The unhappiness was swept away in an instant.

Lu Churan got up at once to prevent him from suffering any more, "Get up quickly, I'm about to go to class."

Ye Xi smiled and said: "I finally found out, Lu Churan, do you have some kind of human allergy? If I bump into you a few times, you will stay away from me."

Lu Churan burned his face expressionlessly, and retorted him solemnly, "No, I'm allergic to people with hands and feet like you, maybe you're made of dog fur...well, fox fur."

At 06:30 in the evening, the blue sky was covered with a layer of thin clouds, like rice paper soaked with ink, and the water marks on the surface were sucked away by paper towels, leaving faded marks, and the setting sun smeared it again. A pink-orange dusk.

"Honey Boy, Mommy told me to bring you honey." Lu Yage threw himself into Lu Churan's arms as soon as he entered the door, wrapped one arm around his neck, and lifted the bag containing honey in the other hand , and then the door that was just closed behind him was pushed open again.

She looked back curiously at Ye Xi who was approaching, smiled and said hello, then turned her head and asked Lu Churan with a sneaky lip language, "This is your new boyfriend? He looks good and has good eyesight."

Lu Churan glared at her, warning her not to talk nonsense, and then said to Ye Xi, "Ye Xi, this is my sister Lu Yage."

"Hi, first time meeting, my name is Ye Xi." Ye Xi smiled very kindly, without any shyness in facing strangers, and put the bag in his hand on the coffee table, "I don't know what you like when we meet for the first time. I heard from your brother that you all like to eat strawberries, so I bought some strawberries here."

"Thank you, Brother Ye Xi." Lu Yage let go of Lu Churan, turned around and smiled sweetly, then blinked at Lu Churan, and said softly, "I'm impressed."

Lu Churan pinched her face, "Shut up, I'm going to cook. If you have nothing to do, just turn on the computer and play."

After saying that, Lu Churan walked into the kitchen. When he came home from "tobecontinued" in the afternoon, he went to the market to buy a lot of vegetables. He bought some winter melon, fish, shrimp and ribs. He was going to fry the fish bones and put the winter melon to cook. Soup, fish body steamed with scallions and ginger, peeled shrimp to make scrambled eggs with shrimps, and then cooked some curry stewed ribs, he knew that Lu Yage liked to eat the white cartilage on the ribs, so he deliberately picked a piece with more cartilage .

When he was peeling shrimp in the kitchen, Ye Xi was washing strawberries in the sink next to him, rolled up the sleeves of his shirt, and Lu Churan's eyes fell on his white wrist inadvertently, "Where do you buy strawberries?" Yeah, I can't find it anywhere."

"It's far away. It's the newly opened imported supermarket in the city center." Ye Xi drained the water, picked a large strawberry with a particularly rosy color from it, and handed it to Lu Churan's mouth. Lu Churan bit half of it in one bite. Said, "It's so sweet."

"Really." Ye Xi asked in a murmur-like tone, then threw the remaining half of the strawberry into his mouth and ate it, nodding in deep agreement, "Mm, yes."

Lu Churan gave him a sideways look, as if he was going to be angry but wanted to laugh, and said a little dissatisfied, "Why are you like this, you eat sweets by yourself... um."

Ye Xi picked another strawberry that wasn't that big and stuffed it into his mouth to silence his words, then as if nothing had happened, he turned around and went out to chat with Lu Yage with the rest of the big bowl of strawberries.

Both Ye Xi and Lu Yage are not the type who are afraid of taking things easy, so they started chatting in a few words, as if they had known each other for more than ten years and hit it off right away.

Lu Yage knew that Ye Xi was studying business as an undergraduate, his eyes lit up instantly, and he said a little excitedly: "Me too, I am studying accounting now, and I have been doing an internship in a bank recently, sitting in an office is boring, and the atmosphere is still very depressing." , the things I do have no technical content, and the leaders come and go all day long. Maybe the clerical staff are like this... I didn’t think about what I wanted to do when I finished the college entrance examination, so I heard adults say that I have skills. Accounting is filled in if the major is relatively good, but the things in the bank, especially the office, are said to be professional counterparts. I think any college student with normal intelligence can do it for a few days. There is no technical content at all, so I plan to graduate. I switched to business studies."

Ye Xi nodded to express his understanding, "I didn't go to graduate school, so I can't give you any advice. It was because of family reasons at the time. I was supposed to take care of graduate school, but I gave up myself... The office politics of state-owned enterprises are more serious, and I can't say that banks are really serious. It has no technical content, in fact, the interns really have nothing to do, I used to change jobs and use papers to count these and those data, and buy fruits and tea for the leaders in meetings." He glanced at Lu Yage and smiled. He smiled and continued, "Yeah, you're doing this now, right? It's those old women in the office who are boring and make people look bad all day long..."

Lu Yage nodded desperately, and finally found someone to talk to after holding back the bitterness for many days. He said that he was too weak or too hypocritical to tell his parents. Uncomfortable.

"Yeah, the face isn't very pretty, and I don't like to look at it if it's like a colorful auspicious cloud. I'm so annoyed. I went to borrow a software, and they rolled their eyes and sneered at me, saying that I don't know how to borrow anything. It's as if they were born with it, what?"

"They are usually depressed in the office and have no place to vent. When they see interns, they find targets for bullying. Later, I went to small and medium-sized enterprises and foreign enterprises. The atmosphere of foreign enterprises is better. For small and medium-sized enterprises, it depends on the leadership. What kind of style is it, the place where I work now is not bad, but the previous one is not so good, the boss is always a pervert, and he hired several little secretaries."

"I hate that kind of wretched middle-aged man the most, and it's time for chemical castration!" Lu Yage's expression was cynical, probably because he remembered the thing about getting his butt touched in Lu Churan's shop before, "But it's not much better now Where to go, my supervisor really lives up to his name. His English name is Coleman. I have never seen a Chinese named himself 'stingy' since I grew up. She asked our interns to take care of me when they bought coffee. She should keep silent, but if she pays, she will chase after us to pay back, with such a thick skin, I don’t know how to become a supervisor.”

Ye Xi handed the whole bowl of strawberries to Lu Yage, telling her not to just say no to eating, "Eat some sweets when you are unhappy, and you will feel better."

Most of the anger that Lu Yage had been holding in his heart for a long time disappeared at once, and he sighed inwardly that his cohabitant brother was indeed a good choice. He would think that a little girl like her is very naive.

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