It's okay to sit

If you ask me what I feel after dying for the second time, I might answer: So my vitality is so tenacious.

After Meng Wenfan learned about Qingqu, he realized that I hadn't kept up and waited for me at my house in the middle of the night, so he felt something was wrong.He found Ji Li and Tang Fei to discuss, thinking that something might have happened to me.Jiang Huan prepared the money and waited for the person who could not report the letter.

Instead, Tang Yunzi came back.

After I left, he didn't sleep all night, and his right eyelid twitched violently. He rushed to Qingqu and found out that something really happened to me.

Now I'm wrapped up like a confinement child. I think the gauze on my body must weigh five catties.Many, many bones in my body were broken, and even the blood was almost drained.

Yet I am alive.

I showed my gauze arm to Tang Fei, "Look, my arm, flash! White! Light!"

Tang Fei was so frightened that her hands trembled, and the medicinal soup splashed on the gauze on my chest.The water absorption is so good that almost only a brown spot can be seen in the blink of an eye.

I flattened my mouth, "You pay me for the snow-white gauze."

Tang Fei asked sadly, "Why didn't they take the medicine to make you hoarse?" He blew on the spoon and fed me a mouthful. I was so bitter that I almost burst into tears, "I don't take medicine, I want candy."

"The medicine is precious, you have to think about it yourself." Tang Fei picked up another spoon and slowly fed it to me, "But your life is really big, you can survive this."

My chest hurts when I laughed, but I still wanted to laugh, "Come on, let me give you a chance to praise yourself, and tell me how you saved me."

"I'll tell you about this when your nephew wakes up. I don't have any motivation to tell you." Tang Fei finally finished feeding the last spoonful, wiped her hands, turned around and withdrew, and I shouted desperately from behind, "Don't go! Don't go, I still have a basket of life insights that I haven't said!"

Ji Li came in to change shifts.

"Brother, tell me."

"Why don't you write to me?"

Ji Li followed Jiang Huan and learned how to giggle, "I don't know many words."

"But you can draw."

"It's not that you don't want to watch me draw."

"Forget it."

Ji Li came over and took my hand, it was one of the few places on my body that didn't suffer too much.They were so angry that they couldn't think of such a delicate way of sticking bamboo sticks into nails for a while.

At that time, I just wanted to kill me.

I shook Ji Li, "I think of my father now."

Ji Li looked at me gently, "What does he look like?"

"Then you must promise to write to me later."

"Okay, I'm learning to write. Mr. is great, like my own father, okay."

I pursed my lips and smiled, "That's right. But Dad does look more like me, and you look like my aunt."

Ji Li took out the scissors, "Brother, do you believe that I cut off all your nails?"

"Don't be silly, boy, hey, we don't have a aunt! The aunt is our mother, and we only have an uncle and uncle!"

Zhao Jili also left angrily.

Cen Ru and Jiang Huan came together.

Cen Ru leaned against the bed and asked me, "How does the doctor in the palace feel?"

I said you are talking nonsense, I was still dead when he treated me.

Jiang Huan still had a chubby face, "Brother, get well soon, I froze a few big crabs, and I've been waiting for you."

Jiang Huan was in a hurry, something happened in the store.

The afternoon sun was particularly good, and Cen Ru was sitting on a chair by the window. His hair was black and shiny, the silk on his shoulders was also shiny, and the headband that tied his hair was also shiny.

I said Brother Cen, why are you so pretty?

Cen Ru ate melon seeds, and threw the melon seeds all over my face, "It's not big or small."

"really."

"Oh, then who looks better, me or Tang Yunzi?"

"That must be Tang Yunzi."

Cen Ru became even prettier when she smiled, "That's right, he's younger than me."

I looked at Yun who was walking slowly, and said slowly: "Brother Cen, have you ever hated your father? It's Uncle Yaochen."

"Hatred."

"I want to eat melon seeds too, come over and give me some."

Cen Ru brought a chair over and placed two small baskets on his lap, one for melon seeds and the other for skins.He took one and threw it into my mouth.

"It's still pepper and salt, hey," I chewed carefully, "This taste is real. I didn't realize that my melon seeds are so delicious." Cen Ru fed me one by one, and I chewed to my heart's content .

"Brother Cen, really, don't blame Uncle Yaochen." People start to reason when their appetite is satisfied. Although I only ate two mouthfuls of melon seeds, this long-lost chewing feeling still makes me very happy . "I figured it out. I don't hate my dad anymore. He is right. Although I keep saying that I am a white-eyed wolf, if it were me, I would do the same."

Cen Ru laughed twice.

"I don't blame him for a long time. I have lived to this age, and I gradually understand him."

After finishing speaking, he seemed afraid that he didn't say enough, so he quickly added, "I can't help it. I fell into the hands of the Chen family again. Our family is destined to be like this. There is really no way."

My heart of gossip is on fire.

"Oh, by the way, I've always wanted to ask you, why is the place where you live called Pupuju?"

Under the sun, I could see fine dust flying up, and I saw Cen Ru's lips curled up slightly.

Ah, Cen Meiren is laughing - is it not good for me to think so?Why isn't Tang Yunzi here yet?I feel like I'm going to get out of the wall.

"Read it yourself."

I read it again.

"Is your mouth upturned?"

"Yes."

Cen Ru tilted his head, and licked melon seeds while tilting his head, "Don't understand yet?"

Oh-oh!

"so bad."

Cen Ru looked proud, "He is too smart, but he missed a little bit. I talk like my mother, and I don't open my mouth very much. When we were young, we played together. At that time, I had a heavy accent in Qingqu, and I didn't show it well. Over the years, I No matter where you go, you still often speak the northern dialect—that’s what my father said. I can’t even open my mouth.”

"So?" I wanted to tilt my head too, but I could only tilt my mouth and eyes - this is not good, it's not playful at all, and it makes me uncute.

"So now I'm the one who calls him Haha." Cen Ru laughed uncontrollably, and I laughed too, until my whole body ached from laughing.I said you go away, I suddenly thought of something, I want to talk to Tang Yunzi.

Cen Ru hijacked my melon seeds, and walked out staggeringly - I must have made him think of a happy event, after all, this person is usually very capable of holding the airs of a gentle gentleman.

After so many calls, Tang Yunzi finally came to see me.

Tang Yunzi was very tired, her eyes were bloodshot.After he came in, he said, ah Shu Li, I want to lie next to you, can you move?

I said look at it.

He said I'd better climb in.

Tang Yunzi was lying next to me, looking sideways at me—a gauze man.He leaned on my shoulder and said in a low voice, it's all my fault, if I didn't pester you that day, you could go back with Xiaomeng and the others, and you would be fine.

Don't blame you, those people are eyeing me, and they will always attack.

I thought so, but I didn't say it, let him feel guilty.

I said nephew, I have something to tell you.

Tang Yunzi came over and squeezed my hand around my waist, speaking softly in my ear.

He said you can tell, I'll listen.

"Oh, your ending sound is very nice, let's do it again."

Tang Yunzi obediently said, "Hey."

"You are so cute. Ah, okay, let's get down to business." I can only stare at the shed now, "I figured it out, and I want to live with you too. Let us leave your father behind, Hong Chen Live unrestrainedly and unrestrainedly as a companion, ride horses and gallop to share the prosperity of the world. As long as you don’t mind being with a temporarily disabled person every day.”

Tang Yunzi didn't speak.

I continued, "Really, I have figured everything out. Why not take a step forward? Why not live well? I come and go, I can never be clean, so why not just get along with this world The turbidity is mixed together."

I used to think that I was a person standing on the shore, and everyone was not as smart as me, and they were not as far-sighted as me.I watched them struggle to survive in the rivers and seas, gain trivial happiness here, and find emotion here.

I think it's not worth it.

I don't need emotion, I don't need friends and relatives, I don't need it.

I felt at the time that I was going to leave clean.

However, after I recognized my father, I suddenly recognized myself, the self who has been struggling for so many years.I saw the road he walked, I knew his hard work, and I no longer blamed him for not being good enough.

I don't want to reject other people's likes anymore.

Since you can still pull him into your arms at this moment, then hold him tightly and don't let go.

I said Tang Yunzi, you have committed a serious crime now.You make me feel that there are fun and interesting things in this world, and there are so many days waiting for me to spend.The future will be different every day, and you can still live and play well every day.

People say that among the seven emotions and six desires, appetite is the most brutal.I thought so too.After all, when people are hungry, when they are greedy, they can really forget everything.

But now I don't think so, that's not the case.

Let's talk about love.

Love and desire for others is like walking against the wind with a torch, and you must suffer from burning hands.

Love can trap people and burn hands, so it must also be able to save people.

Did you say it was Yunzi?

Tang Yunzi cried softly.

He said yes, so you hold on.

wait for me.

Ok, I will wait for you.

"woke up?"

"woke up."

The lights flickered dimly, and I was still tied to that chair.I don't know how much breath I have when I faint, but I am always woken up.They were also tired, and they all dispersed, leaving only one person to look at me.

"You have a good heart, and let me sleep."

I can no longer see his appearance clearly, only hear the voice.is a young man.

He sighed, "Call me Erdian."

"Okay, Er Dian. I'm Zhao Shuli." I'm still willing to communicate with people, maybe I will go out if I instigate him.

Er Dian sighed again.

"Young man, why are you sighing?" I smiled idiotically, "you are so sad at the age of hearing and eyesight. When you really reach my age, you will regret it. Hey, what did I think about every day when I was young, so what? Not happy. So, be happy."

Er Dian came over and loosened the rope for me, but he didn't dare to untie it completely. If I untie it completely, I should not even be able to sit still.

"I should also call you uncle. How much hatred do you have with the head of the family? We have never seen him so hysterical yesterday. After beating you, he went to cry. It is said that he cried for half a night."

I spit.

"The head of the house? Little man. What is he capable of? He won't even let me know his name."

Er Dian doesn't know why, I always think he is a bit weird.He seemed to be very sympathetic to me, even if I scolded their boss, he didn't stop me.

"Tell me, what's his name?"

Er Dian hesitated, "I don't know anything else, his surname seems to be Guo."

"Oh. Then he is the clan?"

"I don't know."

I moved my neck slowly, oh, people from the Chen family.

Prince Huai's child?

Which collateral line of Duke Huai?

Hmm, bastard?

Hahaha he has an illegitimate child!

After I had this dream, I felt that everything didn't matter.In the past, I wanted to die and wanted to die quickly, but now I am not afraid of death.

Perhaps such a trip should always be in life.

It's a pity that the last sentence I said to Tang Yunzi turned out to be "Get out", I really regret it.

Walking also thinks about you, sitting also thinks about you.

I should be regarded as thinking of you in life and thinking of you in death.

Suddenly there was a little bit, the feeling of dying under the peony flowers.

"When a person is about to die, his words are also kind. I don't think I will live long," I said in a playful tone, "There is a wonderful son in the Sa family, and I will give it to my little brother."

Er Dian was about to strike up a conversation, but only heard him say "ah" in great surprise.

"Third brother, what is Miao Zong'er? Please tell me carefully and listen to my sister."

It was the voice of a very proud woman.

She came in softly, then pulled up a chair and sat down.

"Chen...you are..." This person seemed to be hanging on my lips, and stopped not far away in my head. "Are you..." I thought carefully, "Are you Chen Que?"

She came over and walked up to me.The long cool nails scratched my face, "Would you like to look up at me?"

"You're joking." I coughed twice, feeling pain all over my body, "My eyes are so swollen that I can't open them, why should I look at you?" I took out my hands and put them on my lap, telling me to look as much as possible. Get up calmly, "Er Bao, have you been taller these years? Are you fatter? You look good... Well, you must look good."

"Come here," the light and shadow dispersed, it seemed that she had walked away.She whispered, "Treat him, and you." She seemed to be poking someone's forehead with her finger, "Can you grow your brain? I said that I hate the Zhao family, but can you ask for instructions?" Let me do it again? Do you know who he is?"

Who am I?

Who am I?

I am an old monster.

I can't die in this kind of situation. I believe that my great reputation will spread to every household in Qingqu City by the spring breeze in the near future.

I heard the man, the one who hit me, say something helplessly and in a coaxing tone.

"Why don't I know who he is, and why don't I know who he is."