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This time, Shen Ze returned the call very quickly.

I don't know if it's because of doubts in my heart, He Gaowen feels that no matter what the person on the other end of the phone says, every stroke and every punctuation mark conveys a suspicious atmosphere, even his behavior of answering the phone in seconds this time is also suspicious .

"You...are you hiding something from me?" He Gaowen didn't want to be shrewd with Shen Ze. In front of him, he seemed to be a stick and a muscle, and he blocked his mouth so that there was no room for retreat.

Shen Ze laughed: "Well...if I tell you that I have someone outside?"

It's a joking tone, but who knows if what he said is true.

He Gaowen was silent for a few seconds, Shen Ze panicked, and anxiously called his name several times on the phone.It took a while to hear He Gaowen seriously say: "If you really have someone else, tell me, I don't want to make others get along badly because of me."

"Why do you take it seriously? It's a joke, obviously a joke!" Shen Ze was a little unhappy, why can't he take a joke?

How does he know that he can't afford it? How can a person who is cautiously talking about a precious and cautious love for the first time be able to afford such a joke at this juncture?

He Gaowen took a deep breath, and did not forget the purpose of the call: "My sister asked if you have time in the afternoon of the third day of junior high school. Didn't you say to go out for dinner together?"

Shen Ze hurriedly said that he had time, and he would decide the place.

He Gaowen thought for a while, and originally wanted to say, if you have someone there, there is no need to come out to eat this meal, but he held back, because he was so reluctant to part with Shen Ze.

He Gaowen has shed tears twice since he was so old, one was when his parents left, the other was when his grandma passed away, and this time he wanted to cry, he never knew that even if the person he likes has not left, he can Sadness, the heart hurts like being caught in a net full of thorns, and the net tightens when he thinks about it for a while, so it is bloody, and there are terrible wounds on it.

He felt terrible.

When did Shen Ze make him so sad?

He used to be alone, no matter how hard his life went on, he never felt such sharp sadness, but now he has everything: a healthy body, a stable job, a stable life, a promotion in sight...why do you feel sad in your heart?

Maybe it's just not right for me to live with another person.He stood in front of a dark and empty window, looking at the thousands of lanterns and trains bustling outside, and the bright starry sky on the ground bustling with activity.

When he was on the plane, Shen Ze was rehearsing the song, and when he arrived at his uncle's house, where he lived as a child, Shen Ze was already ready to go on stage.He was unwilling to sit and watch TV with his aunt, so he switched on 4G to watch the Spring Festival Gala of the local station where Shen Ze appeared.

On the night of New Year's Eve, Shen Ze sent him a message before going on stage, wishing him a happy new year, asking him to continue to accompany him in the new year, and adding a kissy emoji.He Gaowen didn't ask him where he was going to celebrate the New Year, he only knew that he attended a certain station's Spring Festival Gala, he cut to that station, and saw him and Zeng Rou singing an affectionate love song duet, with such lingering lyrics, such a pair of lovers, standing together Looking at each other hand in hand, no one would believe anyone who told others that there was no love in their eyes, even He Gaowen almost believed that those two were a couple, if he didn't know that Shen Ze liked men.

He Gaowen didn't open Weibo this evening, not knowing that the popularity of another CP surpassed that of Shen Zeng and his wife.This night, after exercising on the hot and sweaty bed, Shen Ze opened his anonymous post bar. He only typed two lines. He was too tired. HGW, but I can't stop. In the center of the vortex, I was most strongly bewitched..."

In fact, He Gaowen could go back in the first day of junior high school, but he didn't want to see Shen Ze right away, even though his heart clamored to see him, he still maintained his precarious decency with his usual amazing self-control.

His grandma used to say before going abroad, to be a decent person, don't ask for it, don't rely on others to give you a stable and reunion life, but create it yourself.

He flew to City K where the branch office was located, watched the lights below form a coquettish hazy gauze from a high altitude, then resolutely turned his head away, pulled the blanket and closed his eyes.

I don't know if Shen Ze somewhere will have a tacit silence or worry with him, and he is at a loss as to how to proceed with the current relationship.

Because He Gaowen couldn't find the problem.This is not an exercise. There are formulas and examples for reference, or there is a teacher who teaches carefully. He is helpless and frowning in his heart, with a calm and indifferent face.

He is used to suppressing his emotions. Since he was a child, no one can share them, so he should just lock them up.

He Gaowen called the branch downstairs without notifying anyone.It was a very stylish and modern building, maybe because it was brand new, so it looked more domineering than the head office. He Gaowen saw that the security guard at the door was in the duty room, so he walked around the gate, making the security guard put down The instant noodles rushed out with a look of wariness on his face.

He Gaowen smiled, a little embarrassed to disturb others eating noodles.

He was suddenly in a good mood, and went to the hotel he had booked in a landscape where the sunset melted into gold, and went back in the third day of junior high school.

On the plane early in the morning of the third day of junior high school, the whole city was still asleep, but the festive atmosphere was still strong. He cleaned himself up neatly when he returned home, and went to Lin Zijun's house with presents to pay New Year's greetings, giving some gifts to her parents. Year so.

When he came out, Lin Zijun asked, won't your big star release pigeons in the afternoon?

"how come."

"You don't watch the news, do you?"

He Gaowen shook his head. He has been flying around non-stop these days, occasionally responding to Shen Ze's news, occasionally paying New Year's greetings to the company leaders, and giving out red envelopes to his subordinates. He really has no time to read.

"What the hell is Shen Nie? Your guy is really versatile." Lin Zijun walked side by side with him, muttering, "Why can't it be Nie Chen?"

"Nie Wenhua?"

"That's right, didn't they act in a TV series together? Two days ago, Nie Wenhua posted a set of photos of their interaction on Weibo. Ouch, the person who took the photos put their minds to it, and the photos are extremely ambiguous."

He Gaowen shrugged and said indifferently, "It's all hype, don't believe it."

"Well, it's best if it doesn't happen."

Shen Ze called to say that they were coming soon, and asked them to wait in the private room.

Because of his work, He Gaowen has been to many high-end places and seen many unique and elegant decorations, but every corner here, even a lamp and a pot pick, are telling him that the places he went to are not the same as here. French.

Lin Zijun was a little uncomfortable, he leaned closer to He Gaowen and asked, "Will my rough man make a fool of myself?"

He Gaowen glanced at the large fan-shaped tassel earrings on her ears, and sighed: "My sister, you are so beautiful and elegant that you can go out of the hall, you will never."

Hearing this, Lin Zijun straightened his chest and walked ahead feeling good.

A waiter led them to a private room, and not long after they were seated, Shen Ze came in with a gust of wind.

After not seeing each other for so long, He Gaowen felt that Shen Ze had changed a little, his eyes were sharper.

Shen Ze took off his sunglasses, took off his leather jacket, walked towards He Gaowen, patted his head and said he was haggard.

He Gaowen smiled, patted his hand and introduced: "My sister, Lin Zijun."

Lin Zijun belonged to the kind of girl who had a carefree personality but blushed easily, so before Shen Ze spoke to her, her cheeks were flushed with blush.

"Am I making your beautiful sister shy?" Shen Ze said with a smile, beckoning Lin Zijun to sit down, "Wen Wen told me many times about you, thank you for helping him before." Holding He Gaowen's arm.

He Gaowen twitched a bit, gave up after struggling, and ate his food honestly.

Lin Zijun sighed [-] times in his heart when he looked at his young daughter-in-law's worthless appearance: I was eaten to death.

The host and guest enjoyed a meal.Shen Ze was originally a sociable character, he could strike up a conversation with anything, and at the end he toasted Lin Zijun, saying that Lin Zijun is their old man, and he would not have known He Gaowen without that account being stolen.

Lin Zijun still felt dissatisfied with this matter. She tried her best to clear up the "stealing" and insisted that it was the account of a friend of hers who gave him a favor. She didn't even look at it and left it to He Gaowen. Watching the entertainment news, I didn't know who Shen Ze was, so that happened.

"I only know that my luck will improve after meeting you." When Shen Ze said, he looked at He Gaowen, who was about to bury his face in the soup bowl, and drank the soup embarrassingly.

Lin Zijun gave him a blank look: You don't need to ask to know who is on and who is off.

After leaving the private room, Shen Ze put on his sunglasses again and distanced himself from them. He Gaowen and Lin Zijun went out side by side, and Shen Ze had already gone to pay the bill.Lin Zijun took a leisurely walk with He Gaowen after dinner, smacked his lips and said, "Looking at the surface, it's still pretty good."

"You bought it after a meal?" He Gaowen cast a glance at her.

Lin Zijun made a gesture to beat him up, he waved his fist and said, "Is grandma so easy to buy?!"

"Yes, two more meals are enough."

Lin Zijun hummed twice, rested his mouth for a while and asked again: "Wenwen, tell the truth, are you happy?"

When she, Lin Zijun, spoke by name and even used a nickname, it must be an extremely serious and sincere inquiry and concern.He Gaowen didn't know what his elder sister saw.Sure enough, Lin Zijun sighed: "You are not happy."

He Gaowen didn't know how to answer, his eye circles were a little hot.

There was a little grievance and comfort in his heart, and he thought that he was always loved and cared by someone.

At the age of thirty, he went to his uncle's side. They only cared about whether he had a raise this year and whether there was a way to get their son out of prison.

In this world, there are still people who love him.

In fact, each of us has weaknesses and soft hearts. As long as our positions and interests do not conflict, the communication between people must be harmonious and enjoyable.

What's more, He Gaowen has always been lacking in love.

So when he met Shen Ze, he wished he could give him the best of his life and give him peerless love.

He thought that love could be exchanged for love.

In fact, for the time being, this is not the case.

Shen Ze drove out alone today, and He Gaowen found that his car was changed, a low-key SUV.That car doesn't look like new, and I always feel like I've seen it somewhere before.

Lin Zijun was already sitting in the back, pressed the window and called He Gaowen to get in the car, He Gaowen responded and sat in the co-pilot's seat.