There is a kind of love that is insincere

"Have you reported to the club yet?"

When he turned his face to ask me this, I was instantly killed.Then my gaze kept on Zhuo Luoyin's face, "Not yet."

"No one you like?"

"Almost, actually I don't know which one to report."

I laughed dryly, but actually wanted to say that I wanted to apply to his agency, but unfortunately it was full, so I should not be ranked.

Holding the book in his hand, he asked me with gentle eyes, "Why don't you come to my club? I think you like reading books too!"

I looked to the side and found that there were fewer people who signed up, but when I saw that there were more than a dozen pages filled in the application form, I swallowed, "Forget it, you won't be able to get in even if you fill it out."

I don't even think about how many people report to his associations. I have the will and powerlessness.

"How do you know if you don't report?" He smiled, and for some reason, was it his illusion that he wanted the other party to report to his agency?

"Isn't this obvious?" Suddenly my mind turned, and I looked at Zhuo Luoyin in disbelief, "Senior, can I go through the back door?"

Zhuo Luoyin smiled lightly, "I didn't say that."

I pursed my lips and complained in my heart that Zhuo Luoyin was too stingy, because I seemed to have a good impression of him last time, but why did I have a good impression of a man?He is beautiful, but I can't possibly like him, right?I blushed unconsciously, but I wasn't shy. I glanced at Zhuo Luoyin and felt that I should stay away from Zhuo Luoyin. He is not the person I should be in touch with. Really, he is not the one I can get close to if I want to. Kind of people!

"I don't know your name yet, what's your name"?His fingers paused on the book he was holding, too subtle to be noticed.

"My name is Bai Yuanyi, the profound Yuan, the endless stream of Yi."After I finished speaking, I still smiled. Speaking of my name, I didn't understand the meaning of my parents' name.It wasn't until later that I realized why I had such a name.

"Bai Yuanyi?" Zhuo Luoyin murmured, my heart beat a little fast.

He looked up at me with a very bright smile.I have never seen a person who can show such a beautiful smile. He is a special person. His smile makes me feel warm. This kind of warm heart is the feeling I have been looking for, but why do I feel that there is still something missing?It would be nice to be friends with him, but if I really want to get in touch with him, it's only because of that heartwarming smile.

"Luo Yin, the counselor is calling you." A sweet voice sounded over there, it was a beautiful girl, but she was not as beautiful as Zhuo Luoyin.But how can I compare the looks of girls with the looks of boys?This girl should be the vice president, it's not bad to stand with Zhuo Luoyin.

"I'm leaving." He looked at me and put down the book in his hand.

I nodded, feeling that Zhuo Luoyin looked at me with something else in his eyes, but I didn't catch it.

He walked past me, and I smelled the faint scent of his body, so familiar and yet so strange.Somehow I want to hold him, but why should I hold him?

I quietly watched his away figure, and suddenly I didn't understand how I felt about him?I want to be close to him, but why worry?What are you afraid of?

I put down the book and came to the side to line up. At least I still have a chance to enter the library, just to see if I will be rejected.Zhuo Luoyin, what kind of person are you, good or bad?

When I arrived, there were very few people there, I saw that Zhuo Luoyin was still talking to the counselor, I really wanted to know what they said?This thought made me feel that I was infected by my deskmate and started gossip too?As soon as I signed my name on the registration form, the class bell rang, and I should go back to class, but I saw that boy from that day walking towards Zhuo Luoyin, and he didn't move anymore.

He looked at Zhuo Luoyin, and I looked at him, the pain in my heart came to me clearly again, making me wonder if there was something wrong with my heart?Why do I have such a strong throbbing towards a person again and again!

My gaze caught his attention, and when he saw me, he frowned.I turned my face away and lowered my head.

At this time, Zhuo Luoyin finished talking with the counselor teacher, seeing that I was still there, she said, "Student, hurry back to class, don't be late."

I nodded, glanced at the boy, and tried to say hello to him, but felt it was unnecessary.

"Goodbye senior!" I shouted, without specifying, and quickly ran to the teaching building.

When I turned around, I didn't see Zhuo Luoyin's hesitant expression when he saw me running away, nor did I think that our lives were slowly intertwined.

I just entered the class, before my butt touched the stool, my deskmate grabbed me and asked, "Have you joined Zhuo Luoyin's club? Have you!"

I nodded and shook my head again, and gestured to him and said, "There are too many people applying to his club. Even though I signed up, I don't know if I can get into his club."

My deskmate was lost, and said in a voice I couldn't hear, "When I first knew that he was the president of the library, I reported to his library."

I didn't care about what he muttered, thinking about that boy, my breathing still couldn't calm down, and my heartbeat was also a little irregular.His slender figure played back in my mind for a long time, and for some reason, I had a special feeling for him, as if I had known him for a long time.

When the English teacher entered the class, I was still in a daze, and I didn't notice it. I didn't put my mind away until the monitor yelled "stand up".

It's just that in class, I was still in a fugue, and I really couldn't listen to the English class.The English teacher probably saw me in a daze, and suddenly said, "Bai Yuanyi, translate this sentence."

After she called my name, I was still in a daze. If my deskmate hadn't bumped me with his arm, my attitude might have annoyed the English teacher.I stood up, holding the textbook, I just didn't know which sentence she asked me to translate, and I saw which sentence my deskmate pointed to me, but I didn't want to say it either.

I held my breath, and Nuonuo said, "I won't translate this sentence."

The English teacher looked at me, "Sit down, review after class, and ask me if you know anything." She waved her hand, realizing that I could sit down and start translating by myself.

I scratched my head, smiled at my kind tablemate, and continued to trance.

My heart is fluctuating, and the long-term memory is still fragmented and blown away by the wind.This class is destined to be abandoned by me.However, the fragrance from Zhuo Luoyin's body appeared on the tip of my nose again. The smell has magic power, a faint fragrance, like a curse, binding my heart, and from this, I seem to be trapped in this curse .Has anyone ever had this smell?Who is that man?

There was club class on Thursday afternoon, and I was lucky enough to enter the reading club. My deskmate said I was lucky, and I didn't know if it was God's gift to me.Of course, I think it is a blessing because I was able to enter the reading club from so many applicants, but after I came to the reading club, I was not happy.

This place is full of people, most of them are women, and there are not too few men.I stood at the door, neither wanting to enter nor retreat.Because the inside is extremely crowded, not to mention reading books here, even getting close to Zhuo Luoyin may become a problem.I wanted to quit the club, but I was hesitating, so I slowly turned around and left.Maybe other clubs are suitable for me, at least before the registration deadline, I can still apply for other clubs.Anyway, whichever club has fewer members, I will go to whichever club, after all, isn't joining a club just for credits.As a result, as soon as I passed the stairs, I saw Zhuo Luoyin who was coming down the stairs, he was talking with the vice president, I panicked, and hurried away, regardless of whether Zhuo Luoyin saw me or not.

It's not that I don't want to stay in Zhuoluoyin Club, but I hate many people crowded in one space, which makes me uncomfortable.Although I have a good impression of Zhuo Luoyin, I don't want to endure that kind of crowded place.I passed a classroom, there were very few people in it, and the street dance club was posted on the door. I thought it was the club that the boy belonged to?

When I think about him, my heart hurts. Why does my heart hurt?Why?

Let's go quickly, lest we meet, lest... conflict arise.I was thinking about something, but someone behind me stopped me.

I turned around and saw that it was Zhuo Luoyin, and suddenly I had mixed feelings, feeling that I was sorry for him?No, I didn't do anything wrong, why should I feel sorry for him?

Zhuo Luoyin frowned, her breathing was short, probably caused by running too fast.There was a trace of panic in his eyes, and his heart was full of discomfort.He thought that the other party saw him in front of him, but why did he leave?He couldn't figure it out, so he chased after him without thinking too much.

I saw his solemn face, and I was afraid that he would ask me why I didn't go to the club, so before he said anything, I began to admit my mistake, "Zhuo Luoyin, I didn't come here on purpose, it's just that there are too many people in your club, I'm not I like it very much, so can I quit the company now? You go back and cross out my name?"

I had a smile that I thought was good-looking, but Zhuo Luoyin didn't speak, but looked at me with his long and narrow red phoenix eyes, these eyes were really lethal to me, I couldn't stand it.

I couldn't help being nervous, I don't know why he looked at me like this, did he want to scold me? "I'm really sorry, I actually miss your club very much, but, you also know that there are so many people in your club, there is no place to sit when I go."

I try to tell the truth, I don't know what to say later.

"Just for this reason?" Hearing my words, his face softened a little.He didn't know why he was angry in front of him. Could it be that he cared about the other party?

"En." I wanted to add that I hate crowded places, but looking at Zhuo Luoyin's face, I couldn't say it, I just nodded slowly.

"Don't you know that our club has two classrooms?"

"Ah... two?" I looked up, a little surprised, thinking that the other classroom wouldn't be crowded too?But what he said proves that there should be very few people in that classroom?

He saw my hesitation, "That classroom is empty, and we will divide the students later, so you don't have to worry about the crowd."

In fact, his words did not let me get rid of the idea of ​​changing agencies, but it was hard for me not to tell him that I wanted to switch agencies, so I could only go back with him.Suddenly I felt someone looking at me, looking back, it was the boy who was with Zhuo Luoyin that day, his eyes were colder than before, as if it was winter in December, it was bitingly cold.

I turned my head to look at Zhuo Luoyin who was walking side by side with me again, why is my heart beating so hard?Because of that boy, or because of Zhuo Luoyin?

Zhuo Luoyin looked at me intertwined, "You go to the next classroom first."

I looked at him and suspected that it was my illusion that I was unhappy seeing him earlier, but I don't know if it was an illusion, but I could only nod when I heard him say this.

At the entrance of the reading club, Zhuo Luoyin stopped, suddenly lowered her head, and whispered next to my ear, "Bai Yuanyi, I let you in through the back door, so I don't allow you to quit the club."

After Zhuo Luoyin finished speaking, before I could react, she entered the crowded classroom.I stayed in the same place, thinking about Zhuo Luoyin's words, my ears were hot, his warm breath seemed to be still spraying on my ears, it made my heart flustered, what was more intense was not his gentle voice, but the smell .

My face flushed suddenly, and then I went into the classroom next door where no one was there, trying hard to calm my heart, but no matter what I did, I couldn't calm my beating heart.What's wrong with me?The heart beats so fast, the thumping syllables make me feel abnormal, I won't have that kind of affection for Zhuo Luoyin, will I?Or develop a good impression of the smell on him?I think it should be the latter kind, after all, my sexual orientation is normal.

That smell will confuse me, as if I have indulged in that smell before.I think that one day I will have to ask Zhuo Luoyin what body wash she uses, and then I will buy a bottle and use it myself.

After Zhuo Luoyin finished talking about the club's rules next door, she came here, and as soon as she entered, she saw a sad-faced person.The other party blushed a little, and he couldn't help evoking a playful smile.

When he came to me, my face burned even more, and I vaguely smelled his fragrance again, which was stronger than that day and fascinated me.

I asked nervously, "Human, why didn't anyone come over?" But I didn't dare to look at Zhuo Luoyin, afraid that he would notice something.

He smiled, "Am I not human?"

"Ah? I didn't mean that!"

After I finished speaking, I realized that Zhuo Luoyin was teasing me, he showed a faint smile, and I was moved, probably if he knew it, he would find it incredible.Now that I was alone with him, I remembered that my deskmate asked me to ask about Zhuo Luoyin's sexual orientation, so I left the previous questions one by one.

I coughed, "Well, Zhuo Luoyin, do you hate homosexuality?"

I pretended not to ask, picked up the book on the corner of the desk and flipped through it, my hands trembling slightly, but I didn't know that my ears were red, and he had already taken it into his eyes.

It was the first time that Zhuo Luoyin cared about such a person, and he didn't feel bad, but for this question, if someone asked him, he might not answer it.But the other party is an exception.

Zhuo Luoyin also picked up a book to read, and a calm voice sounded in the classroom, "No, I have no objection."

After listening to it, I felt that my deskmate guessed right, and there was not much difference.But can this society really accommodate homosexuality?

I glanced at Zhuo Luoyin who was looking at the book, "Then, if it were you, would you like men?"

Zhuo Luoyin closed the book, tilted her head and smiled at me, "If I really like someone, I can accept it regardless of gender. As long as I like it, I don't need to care about other people's eyes."

Yes, love knows no boundaries.At this time, I wanted to stop this topic, but when I thought that my deskmate asked me to ask more questions, I continued to ask, "Do you have someone you like?"

I lowered my head and didn't even dare to raise my head, because it was his privacy, what's wrong?Am I still shy?Am I innocent in my bones?And will Zhuo Luoyin think I'm a gossip?

Zhuo Luoyin pinched her chin, thought for a while, looked at the person next to her, as if he had had such a slight throbbing, but he still needed to make sure.

He turned to me, stretched out his slender hand, and lifted my jaw, making me stiff.

His eyes were full of tenderness, I looked at him motionless, my heart was about to jump out.

"There should be, maybe it's..."

"Luo Yin, it's time for you to talk about the grouping matters, ah—" The ambiguous atmosphere was interrupted by the vice president who came in. Seeing our scene, she screamed and then widened her eyes.

I blushed and quickly lowered my head, but I didn't want Zhuo Luoyin's fingers to brush my lips, I was stunned, the book I was holding in my hand almost fell to the ground, but Zhuo Luoyin caught it.

Zhuo Luoyin originally wanted to tease the other party, but he didn't expect the other party's reaction to be so cute, and the smile in his eyes deepened.

He put the book back on the corner of the desk, patted me on the shoulder, and went out with the vice president girl.

I was slapped by Zhuo Luoyin, but I came back to my senses, touched my face and felt a little hot.In this classroom today, I only came to one conclusion, that is, I should have less contact with Zhuo Luoyin, he is a beauty, but he does not belong to me.I don't want to fall into Zhuo Luoyin's beautiful face, I'm a normal person, I don't have the guts to do abnormal things.

Perhaps Zhuo Luoyin's face is so beautiful that it makes one's heart sway, but I don't judge a person by his face, I think if I continue to get in touch with him again, I will definitely fall in love with him.

Don't miss love, and it won't hurt, but what is love like?I have never loved anyone, and I will not understand what the true meaning of love is.