There is a kind of love that is insincere

In the past few days, I was discussing Zhuo Luoyin with someone else at the same table, I think he must have a crush on Zhuo Luoyin, otherwise why does a man pay attention to another man?worship?Belief?Don't joke, how can people be so simple.

They were still talking, but I couldn't stand it, so I patted my deskmate on the shoulder and asked him to come over, "Are you interested in Zhuo Luoyin?"

He blushed and shouted at the top of his voice, "No!"

"Come on, with your little thoughts, you can't hide it from me."

He frowned and asked me awkwardly, "How did you see that?"

I smiled and pointed at his face, "I'm very happy. But have you confessed?"

He shook his head, "I dare not confess, I am afraid that if I confess to him, he will reject me."

"Usually I see you are very courageous, why are you timid when you encounter this kind of thing?"

He looked at me and hummed twice, "You've never liked anyone, of course you don't know how I feel."

I think so, I have never liked anyone, but I always feel that I have liked someone, and that person has been forgotten by me, "Actually, you still have a chance, he likes men."

He asked excitedly, "Really?"

"fake."

He looked at me sadly, then turned his head to discuss Zhuo Luoyin with others, I think he likes Zhuo Luoyin very much.

I lie on the table, looking out the window, the sun is shining brightly, the sky is blue, such a good day is not suitable for class.

I scratched my head and sat up, then stood up suddenly, attracting the attention of some classmates.The two classes of our class in the afternoon are self-study, and the teachers went to a meeting, so no one should care, so I ran to the roof of the teaching building alone.

Standing on a high place, one can see a farther scene. Does it mean that the higher one stands, the deeper one's feelings will be?I was thinking wildly, lying on a clean ground with my eyes closed.No noise, no hustle and bustle, so cozy.I heard the sound of the wind whistling by, felt the warmth of the sun, and a scent that bewitched me.

Wait, scent?

I opened my eyes suddenly, and saw Zhuo Luoyin standing above my head, he was looking down at me with a slight smile.

"You, why are you here!" I hurriedly got up, surprised, only surprised, without any other emotions.

Zhuo Luoyin smiled, if he hadn't come with the student council to check the self-study situation and appearance of each class, he wouldn't have seen each other.He was able to come here because he asked others to check for him, which was an excuse.He didn't know what he had in mind to follow, but he knew that he was in love with this person, otherwise he wouldn't have to be so abnormal.

"Why can't I come here? Could it be that this is your exclusive place?" Zhuo Luoyin smiled and sat cross-legged beside me.He looked into the distance, as if thinking about something.

I blushed, and didn't know what to say to refute him. I always felt something strange in my heart, but I couldn't say it, "Aren't you going to class?"

"Then aren't you going to class?" Zhuo Luoyin didn't answer me, but instead asked me, making me speechless.

I said softly, "Our teacher is not here, so our class is self-study."

I think I should really call my deskmate here, so as to create a chance for him and Zhuo Luoyin.

After hearing this, Zhuo Luoyin didn't speak, but just looked at me like that, I felt strange.Looking at Zhuo Luoyin's eyes like this, my figure is reflected in the brown pupils, I guess, he won't like me, right?But he is such a beautiful person, the person he likes should not be ordinary, how can I catch his eyes?

I lowered my head, so that I don't have to see his eyes, and his face, and I don't have to think about messy things, so as to reduce troubles.

I'm too ordinary to expect anything else.

Zhuo Luoyin looked at the other party and made a decision.In the past few days, he has been thinking about the other party. He thinks that he should like the other party, but he doesn't know what the relationship between the same sex is. It's just that the person in front of him makes his heart move and makes him want to have it.Don't laugh at him, although he is liked by so many people, but he has never been in a relationship, and those people like him, and they probably only like his face, but now the people around him don't know if they are the same as those people ?But he wanted to try with the other party's people.

This is love, right?Or is it his illusion?Although he still has doubts, he wants to follow his heart, even if in the end, they end up badly.He doesn't like to question, and he doesn't need to think too much about his own feelings. In fact, he has made a decision long ago.

"Don't you like me?"

I looked at him, and I was taken aback by the affection in his eyes, I am absolutely not immune to his face.

I shook my head, no one would dislike him, and I am no exception, of course I mean pure liking without love.

"So, you like me?"

His words made me nod, no no nod, I could only keep my face blank, looking at him quietly, speechless in my heart, but what did he mean by saying this to me?He's not really interested in me, is he?

Zhuo Luoyin got up, patted his pants, looked at the distant scenery, his palms were sweating for the first time, and he was actually nervous.

"Bai Yuanyi, do you want to try dating me?"

What he said floated in the air, I was slightly taken aback, with disbelief, but not surprised, not surprised at all.At this moment, my heart finally didn't beat wildly because of the smell, but was very calm.

I thought of my deskmate, if he heard Zhuo Luoyin confessing to me, he would definitely be sad, maybe even hate me.Zhuo Luoyin stared into the distance without looking back at me, he seemed to be waiting for me to speak, but what can I say?Do you want me to promise him?Or reject him?If I were my deskmate, after being confessed by Zhuo Luoyin, I would fly with joy, and then I would blush innocently and agree to him.But I am not my deskmate, I am me, a person with normal sexual orientation, no matter how beautiful Zhuo Luoyin is, I have no feelings for him.However, I'd better pretend to avoid embarrassment.

"What did you say?!"

Zhuo Luoyin turned around and looked at me, with some helplessness in his eyes, but he still repeated to me seriously, "Do you want to date me?"

I swallowed, moistening my tight throat, "Are you sure you're not joking with me?"

Zhuo Luoyin nodded with a smile, besides, he is not the kind of person who doesn't like to play with other people's feelings, he is considered a gentleman.

I reminded,.But you and I are both men. "I completely forgot that I asked him this question in the club class last time, but that time I also asked him for my deskmate.

"I know, didn't I say it last time? I have no objection." Zhuo Luoyin still smiled, as if she was very calm.

"Can I think about it?"

Originally, I didn't have to think about it, so I should have rejected him, but I hesitated, and as for why I hesitated, only I knew.In the depths of my soul, there has been a voice that keeps clamoring, telling me to promise him, promise him.And after agreeing to him, you can get the warmth, the warmth you want, the warmth you have been longing for.

The warmth I want, can he afford it?

"Okay, but only five minutes."

"What?" I exclaimed, Zhuo Luoyin didn't look at me, just stared at the watch on his wrist, ignoring my voice.

I looked at him and wanted to agree casually, but it was too casual and it seemed that I was fake, so I will wait for some time to pass before talking.It's just that I don't know if he really wants to associate with me, but this shouldn't matter.After all, he wants to play with me, and there is nothing good about me, like I have no looks, no money, and no figure, so he can't do anything to me.And after I date Zhuo Luoyin, what should I do at the same table?What should I do in front of him?Can you still laugh and talk?

Maybe not, maybe not.

"Zuo Luoyin, can I ask a question?" I stared at the concrete floor, actually wanting to know why he likes me?

Zhuo Luoyin looked up at me, smiled and said, "Yes, but there is one minute left."

The corner of my mouth twitched, it turned out that he was looking at the time very seriously. "Why me? So many people confessed to you, but I didn't tell you that I like you, why did you choose me?"

Zhuo Luoyin seemed to be thinking, but didn't say a word. A few seconds later, she gave me a nice smile, "I'm deeply impressed."

For a moment, I felt struck by lightning, and I couldn't help but want to complain about him.What kind of bad answer is this?He didn't say nice words, such as you are cuter or something?What is impressive?

I frowned, looked at him deeply, but smiled, and the smile disappeared slowly.I think my tablemate will definitely not fall into Zhuo Luoyin's eyes, so let me help him complete his love affair, anyway, it's not sincere, why bother to give true feelings, so no matter what will happen in the future, I don't have the mood to guess , as long as it can make my life not boring in the second year of high school, it is also fine to talk with him about love games for a while.

"Then let's date."

Zhuo Luoyin looked at me and smiled brilliantly at me, the corner of his clothes was blown by the breeze, if he was holding a lotus umbrella in his hand, he would be a peerless beauty, but I don't know how to appreciate the scenery.

"May I call you Yuan Yi from now on?" Zhuo Luoyin said softly, and when he said my name, his voice scratched my heart like a cat's paw, making my heart itch.

"Okay." I answered with certainty, until one day in the future, when I recall his confession, I will feel incredible.Because there is no real reason to explain the liking between the two of us, it will give me and him such a bad ending.If the person I liked at the beginning was not Zhuo Luoyin, would everything be different?The wind in April blows across the cheeks, always so soft, but faintly revealing sadness.

But after I agreed to date Zhuo Luoyin, I was a little bit worried every day, afraid that my deskmate would know.Originally, I thought it was nothing, and it was not a crime if I dated Zhuo Luoyin, but every time I saw how happy I was when talking about Zhuo Luoyin at the same table, I regretted it.He really likes Zhuo Luoyin, but he didn't let Zhuo Luoyin know about it, and I don't like Zhuo Luoyin, but I associate with Zhuo Luoyin, it's not justified.So up to now, I have been awkward for many days.My deskmate asked me to talk, but I didn't have the face to say anything to him.

It's impossible to tell him that the Zhuo Luoyin you're talking about, and the Zhuo Luoyin you're thinking about in your heart, have already dated a hypocrite like me, right?I will say, he must have hacked me.I think I should find time to end this unstarted relationship. For the sake of my deskmate and my conscience, I don't have the guts to continue.

It's just that I haven't seen Zhuo Luoyin these few days, and I don't have time to explain to him.

I kicked the stones under my feet, and heard my tablemate shout excitedly, "Today we can have physical education class with Zhuo Luoyin's class."

I smiled and didn't express any opinions, thinking that I must quickly find a time to tell Zhuo Luoyin, but what should I say?Do you want me to tell him that the last time he confessed to me, I can promise him, just kidding him?Or find an excuse, saying that I was obsessed with ghosts at the time, and I haven't thought about it now, and I need to think about it again?I'm afraid that if I say this, I will offend Zhuo Luoyin.

I'm really self-inflicted, and I deserve to be so troubled now!

"Yuan Yi?" My deskmate called me, and I came back to my senses.

"what happened?"

"I secretly heard from the physical education teacher that our class is going to play basketball with their class today."

"Then what happened?"

He bumped into me shyly, "Come with me to cheer for Zhuo Luoyin."

I smiled and shook my head, "Go on your own, I'm not a traitor."

"If you don't accompany me, I will be alone."

"Then you are alone, why are you dragging me into the water?"

He blinked, "I'm afraid."

"go to hell."

Apart from gossip, my deskmate is a nice person, so I feel a little guilty.

I hung down the curtain and fell into trouble, when I heard my deskmate suddenly scream.

I looked at him, "Did Mars hit the Earth? Why are you so surprised?"

He grabbed my arm excitedly, and pointed not far away, the two people who came out of the teaching building, aren't they exactly Zhuo Luoyin and the boy from that time?

"Zhuo Luoyin! It's Zhuo Luoyin!"

"How many years have you not seen him? So excited?"

"What do you know, I'm his big fan"

I was speechless and gave him a blank stare, but still looked at them.

They were surrounded by many girls, who were not sure if they were from their class, and even joked with them.Zhuo Luoyin was talkative, but the boy next to him had a cold face, as if he was not close to strangers.I think it would be scary if he laughed.

I bumped into my deskmate, pointed at the boy and asked, "Who is he?"

My tablemate's gaze had already been fixed on Zhuo Luoyin, and he ignored me at all.

I secretly scolded the nympho, and then stomped on him.He exclaimed, turning to look at me, "What are you doing?"

"What's the name of the person next to Zhuo Luoyin?"

He looked at me and smiled weirdly, "You're not interested in him, are you?"

"I'm interested in you!" I yelled, feeling a little agitated, and said softly, "I just want to know who he is."

He laughed and said, "Don't hide it, I understand."

I think it's better if I don't want to talk to him, so as not to piss me off.I turned my head and looked at the sky, and the sky was still beautiful.

"Yuan Yi, do you still want to know who he is?" My deskmate asked me, but I didn't want to pay attention to him.

He went on to say, "That man's name is Yu Yueshui. He grew up with Zhuo Luoyin as a childhood sweetheart. They have a very close relationship, just like brothers."

I smiled, childhood sweetheart?I'm still a kid!

Not far away, the girls dispersed, only Zhuo Luoyin and the boy were left, I was about to go over, but my deskmate stopped me, "What are you doing?"

"Go to the bathroom." I glanced at him again, "Are you going?"

He shook his head, it happened that a few boys from our class came to find something to do with my deskmate, and took him away from this place, so that I could explain the matter to Zhuo Luoyin.