There is a kind of love that is insincere

After that night, before I could ask my brother clearly, he alienated me. In the eyes of adults, it's okay for a child to lose his temper, but the reality is not so simple.My brother once regarded Lele as an enemy, and now I have become his enemy too, and I don't understand why he hates Lele, and then hates me, and I don't understand why Lele still hates my brother so much, could it be that they were enemies in the previous life ?

That night I lay on the bed and opened my eyes wide again, but I couldn't see the moonlight I wanted to see. Lele was so noisy that I couldn't sleep because of my tossing and turning.

He kicked me, "Can you stop moving! Go to sleep!"

I tilted my head and said, "I can't sleep, Lele, I can't sleep."

"Then you go out and don't disturb my sleep."

"Can you bear to see me sleepless?"

"Be patient." Then he turned over and faced me, looking at me indifferently.

I leaned towards him, and he didn't reject me. I smelled the fragrance of Lele's body again, like the sweetness of honey and the fragrance of roses.

"Lele, let's count the stars."

Lele shook her head, hugged me, and leaned me into his arms, "Idiot, go to sleep, we have class tomorrow."

I didn't get used to the intimacy with Lele, and wanted to break free, but after being glared at by Lele, I obediently stayed in his arms.

I breathe shallowly and my heart beats fast, and I also hear the rhythm of Lele's heartbeat, which is powerful and moderate like beating a drum.

I hung the curtain, "Lele, it would be great if you were a girl."

Lele smiled, "So what if I'm a girl? What do you want to do?"

I looked at him, "If you were a girl, I would definitely marry you when I grow up."

"But I don't like you."

"That's okay. I can protect you and stay by your side. After you find the person you like, I will bless you both."

Lele couldn't help laughing, "Bai Yuanyi, you are so stupid."

No bad words, no disrespect, just want to say, you fool, why would you want to protect me?

I frowned, "I'm not stupid."

He looked at me, "If you are not stupid, how could you be fooled by your brother?"

I shook my head, "My brother definitely didn't do it on purpose."

"If you were not stupid, you would have seen it earlier, and you would still cry at that time?"

I was silent, and after a long, long time, I said, "Lele, Mo Xian is my brother."

"He's not your brother. If he were your brother, why would he want to hurt you? Don't you understand?"

I don't understand, I really don't understand, but my brother is Qin Moxian, that is, Lele.

"Lele, I don't understand what you're saying. I'm going to sleep."

Lele was speechless, probably sleepy, too lazy to explain to me, "Then go to sleep."

I closed my eyes, and I could always hear crying in the dark, desolate and mournful, which scared me into Lele's arms.

I screamed, "Lele, there is a ghost!"

"Can you not go crazy! I still have to sleep!"

With tears in my eyes, I said, "Lele really has a ghost, he's crying."

Lele looked at me silently, making me numb.

"what happened?"

"There are indeed ghosts."

I hugged him and said in fear, "Where is he? Where is he?"

He looked at me and said coldly, "Isn't that you!"

I was speechless, tears stopped, "Lele, you bastard!"

Lele smiled and patted my back lightly, "Okay, don't be afraid, I'm here."

I wiped away my tears, nodded and shrank into his arms. Although Lele and I are similar in height, I always feel that Lele can give me shelter and protect me from wind and rain.

Little Lele and little me embraced each other and fell asleep. This time I slept peacefully.

After school this afternoon, it was my turn to clean up. Lele was reading in his seat. I thought he was waiting for me, so I wanted to finish it quickly.

But my task is to take out the trash, and I have to wait until the other students sweep the floor, that is to say, until the end. Then I sit next to Lele and look at Lele.

Lele is not disturbed by me and concentrates on reading.

"Lele, do you want to go back first?"

Lele didn't raise her eyes, "Are you sure?"

I nodded, but felt uncomfortable in my heart. After all, going home alone would be lonely on the road.My mother would come to pick us up before, but I don’t know what she’s been busy with recently, she rarely came to take care of us, and my brother didn’t want to be with us, so he left as soon as school was over.

I lay on the table, feeling disappointed, waiting for him to speak.

He closed the book, "I'm worried about leaving you here alone, so we'll go home together."

I hugged him happily, "Lele, you are so kind!"

Lele patted my hand off, "Don't get so close to me."

I knew he was duplicity, so I stuck to it again, shaking his arm, "Then let's have some barbecue later, shall we?"

Lele didn't nod or shake her head, which meant she agreed. I jumped on the spot like a happy flower.

Lele is not the same to me as before. I think he is accepting my younger brother. If this is the case, we can become good brothers.

I was so happy that I was giggling even when I was taking out the trash, which scared the cleaning old man.Are you bewitched, child? "

I shook my head, but when I thought about it seriously, it might be, otherwise I could go to a barbecue with Lele and make me happy like this.But who was not innocent when he was young, and would not think too much about things.When I returned to work with the trash can, I saw a beautiful woman through the window. She was wearing a white dress. The wind blew through her hair, but it couldn't take away the sadness between her brows.

My heart ached inexplicably, Lele stood at the door of the classroom, "Are you taking out the trash so slowly!"

I looked at him, "No, I'll be right there."

When I looked back again, the woman had disappeared, and I rubbed my eyes, but I still couldn't find her figure, maybe she left.

I entered the class and wanted to get my schoolbag, but Lele had already carried it for me, just waiting for me to put down the bucket and leave with him.

I closed the door of the class and followed Lele, he was in front and I was behind. In the dark, Ge Lian had already been born.

Very close to home, there is a small stall selling barbecue. It is remote, but the business is very hot. The lady boss is nice. Seeing that we are children, she gave us a few skewers for free, but Lele doesn’t like it , pay her money, and take me away.

I was eating barbecue, with oil on my hands, but Lele didn't eat it, "Why don't you eat it?"

"I can't eat spicy food."

"Not spicy, try it."

Lele looked at my oily hands and the glowing barbecue, shook her head and said, "You can eat it yourself."

"Just take a bite, it's really delicious."

Lele still didn't eat it, and wiped my hands with a piece of paper, "Don't eat this next time."

I was sweating while eating, fanned the wind, and said inarticulately, "Why, why?"

"It's unsanitary, and it doesn't fill your stomach."

I nodded, but I was still eating, and Lele said, "Don't take advantage of others in the future, they have intentions."

"Is that the proprietress in front too?"

Lele nodded, "She wants to get more business from kids like us."

"I won't eat at her house next time."

Lele smiled, "Can you control your greedy little mouth?"

"With you here, I can definitely manage it."

Lele looked at me, smiled, took my hand without disgust, and walked home.

This home seems to belong to me, and it also belongs to Lele, but in fact, it belongs to no one.

I didn't eat much for dinner, so I went back to my room and prepared to take a shower.

Lele saw me take off my clothes and knew what I was going to do, "Let's take a piece."

I shyly said, "You and I wash separately? Or you wash first?"

He pursed his thin lips, "What are you afraid of? I won't eat you again!"

My face was hot, "No! I won't wash with you!"

Lele was a little unhappy, and grabbed me to go to the bathroom, but I refused to die, and Lele became stubborn, more terrifying than me.

He stared at me, "Do you want to wash it together!"

I shook my head, and then Lele stripped my clothes, I was startled, I just watched him take me off, but didn't stop him.

He dragged me into the bathroom and showered me with a shower head. I screamed in surprise, but took a sip of water.

Lele smiled smugly, "Now I see whether you are with me or not."

I wanted to be angry, but I couldn't get angry with him. I turned around to go out, but was sprayed by him again, and then he stood in front of the door, blocking the door.

"Lele, can't you wash yourself?"

"Wash it together, or I won't let you out."

I folded my arms, feeling a little cold, and said to him, "Wash as soon as you wash, no one is afraid of anyone."

I went into the bath, the water temperature was just right, very comfortable, and Lele was still standing, looking at me motionless.

"Don't you want to wash it together? Why don't you wash it?"

Lele turned her face sideways, "I wanted to wash with you, but I didn't say I wanted to wash in the same pool with you."

Lele turned on the nozzle and took a shower. I peeked at him and found that Lele's skin was very fair, even whiter than mine. Even...my face was hot, so I quickly covered my eyes. Why can't I just stare at other people's places?

I exposed half of my head to the air and soaked my body in the water. Suddenly Lele came and pulled me up.

I was taken aback, "What's wrong?"

He frowned, "Don't submerge your head in the water, show it to me."

I was dissatisfied and said, "Why do you have so many things! You talk so much after taking a bath! Why don't you talk usually!"

Lele frowned, "Can you repeat it again?"

I shook my head, "Don't dare, dare not, I'm just dreaming, don't take it seriously."

Lele stepped into the pool and splashed water all over my face, but he looked at me, but I was embarrassed.

I bowed my head and said softly, "Lele, can you not look at me?"

"No."

"I, I would be shy."

.You are not a girl, why are you shy? "

I blushed, "But if you keep staring at me, I will feel uncomfortable."

He said slyly, "Well, I don't need to look at you, but you want me to punish you."

With tears in my eyes, I asked, "What punishment?"

He smiled, "Close your eyes first."

I hesitated, but I still closed my eyes, wondering if he was going to hit me or slip my hand with a knife?

I was thinking wildly, and felt the warm breath on my face, Lele was kissing me, very shallow, but there was a burning pain on my lips.

Let's talk about Lele and I kissing unintentionally last time, what about this time?Is it also unintentional?

My eyes widened in disbelief, and my face became even hotter. Lele was more involved. After the kiss, she pointed to my lips, "From now on, I can only kiss this place, and no one else is allowed to touch it, you know?"

In addition to being hot, I also felt ashamed and was beaten by my mother. I remember that this kind of thing should only be done by adults like mom and dad, but what happened to me and Lele?

I shook my head and blushed and said, "No we can't do this."

Lele frowned, "Why not? Am I not your brother?"

"Yes, you are my brother, so we can't, can't kiss, kiss."

After thinking about it, he coaxed me and said, "Isn't this a kind of politeness? Haven't you seen foreigners greet each other like this?"

I wondered, "Really?"

Lele nodded seriously and kissed me again.

I felt awkward, "Then can I kiss my brother like this?"

Lele's face sank, "How dare you! Believe it or not, I'll slap you!"

I looked at him, "Then you come! Anyway, you know how to bully me!"

Lele was amused by me, rubbed my little face, and said in a voice I couldn't hear, "Idiot, how can I bear it."

I quarreled with him in the pool for a long time, unaware that the stars outside were shining brightly, and the moonlight was like water.

In the middle of the night, I suddenly woke up from my dream, panting heavily, looking at Lele who was still sleeping, I felt my heart hurt.

Someone was talking outside the door, the voice was small, but I could hear it with good hearing.

I quietly got out of bed, opened the door a little, my mother was on the phone outside the door, and said joyfully, "Yes, yes, he is here, don't worry."

he?Who is he referring to?And who are you referring to?I was curious, but also terrified, and felt that something was going away from me.

Holding a card in her hand, my mother said flatteringly, "Actually, you don't have to be so serious. This is what we should do."

I turned around and looked at Lele who was dreaming, only to hear my mother continue to say, "We can send Lele back tomorrow, okay, okay, morning? I see!"

Lele?

Lele!

Tears poured out of me, I covered my mouth, for fear of crying, I closed the door quietly, and then went to bed and hugged Lele tightly.

Lele was half asleep, hugged me and said, "Yuanyi, why haven't you slept yet, go to sleep."

I didn't swallow my head and shook my head again, because I didn't dare to sleep, and I was afraid of dawn. I thought that after dawn, Lele and I would be separated forever.

I shook Lele and cried, "Don't sleep, Lele please don't sleep!"

Lele opened his eyes, saw me crying, and wanted to lose his temper, but didn't say, "What? Did you have a nightmare?"

I shook my head, opened my mouth, but couldn't make any sound. I touched my throat, desperately trying to say a word, but it was difficult.

Lele looked at me, very puzzled, and then I heard the sound of the door opening, my back stiffened, and my mother turned on the light.

Her tone was gentle, "Why haven't you slept yet?"

Lele gave a slap, "Just when I thought about going to the toilet, you came in."

My mother smiled slightly, "Go to bed early." Then she closed the door for us and walked out again.

Cold sweat was streaming down my forehead, Lele saw it and asked strangely, "What's wrong with you?"

I looked at him and shook my head before, still speechless.

Lele touched my head, "If you feel uncomfortable, you can tell me."

I still shook my head, Lele didn't ask any more questions, and went to the bathroom, while I lay on the bed, closed my eyes, and pretended to be asleep.

After Lele came back, instead of lying down to sleep, she kissed the corner of my tearful eye.Don't be afraid, fool. "

The lights are dim, my tears are rolling down, quietly is parting Sheng Xiao, summer insects are also silent for me, and the moonlight is also dim.I slept until dawn, the sun was high and the clouds were blooming, but there was no Lele by my side.

I got up and looked around. Although it was still my home, there was nothing about Lele.

I ran out of the room with bare feet, and my brother was outside watching TV, saw me and said, "Wake up."

"Where's Lele?"

He was silent.

"Where is Lele going?"

He was silent.

"Brother, where is Lele taken by his mother?"

Only then did my brother say, "Of course he's looking for his own mother, so why don't he continue to stay at our house?"

I shouted, "Lele is my mother's child, he is our elder brother."

My brother put down the remote control, "I told you, he is not my brother! He is the son of a criminal!"

I cried, "Brother, stop talking about Lele like that, you know he's not, he's not."

My brother looked at me coldly, "Yuan Yi, why are you on his side? I'm your brother!"

I shook my head, just like Lele said, if he was my elder brother, then he shouldn't frame me.

I looked at him, tears streaming down my face, "Take me to find Lele, I want to see Lele, I want to see him."

My brother turned his head, "He has already left, and was sent away by his mother."

"I don't believe it. You must know where Lele is and where they meet?"

My brother kept silent and kept silent, but I didn't want him to be silent, so I pulled him and begged, "Brother, please tell me where Lele is, please? I just want to say goodbye to him, say goodbye to him !Brother, please! Please!”

I was crying and my voice was hoarse, but my brother didn't answer me, but said, .Yuan Yi, stay at home.Home is safe. "

I shook my head, "I'm going to find Lele, I'm going to find him."

My brother reached out to stop me, with pain in his eyes, but I didn't understand his pain, just like he didn't understand my persistent desire to see Lele, "Don't go out, Yuan Yi."

I pushed him away and ran outside without even my shoes on.The scorching sun outside made my eyes dazzled, but I was in a daze when I heard my brother calling me from behind.

I ignored my brother and shouted as I walked, Lele, Lele, I seem to be possessed, I must find Lele.

Seeing my bleeding little feet, my brother cried and said, "Don't look for Yuan Yi, he's really gone!"

"You're lying to me, you liar."

"Really! Yuan Yi, what I said is true! He is gone! He will never come to Ranruoshi again!"

I do not believe!So I covered my ears tightly, not wanting to hear every word he had to say.

"Yuan Yi, listen to brother, shall we go home first? Go home first!"

I pointed at him, "It's you who squeezed out Lele! Lele will be sent away by mother!"

My brother said sadly, "I didn't exclude him, I just don't like him being around you, I don't like you being tired of being together, he is not a good boy, Lele is not as beautiful as you saw him!"

I froze for a moment, suddenly smiled, and bumped into him hard, he fell to the ground, and I turned around and ran away.

My brother looked at the direction I was running, and suddenly shouted, "Yuan Yi! Don't go that way!"

I can't hear my brother's voice, I run away from him, and I'm afraid that he will say bad things about Lele to me. I always know that Lele is not a good boy, but I always believe that one day he will become a good boy, because Lele It's my brother, he's my favorite.

The sun was dazzling, I stopped my pace, as if hallucinating, isn't that person with a dirty face on the other side of the road Lele?

I don't know whether to laugh or not, but when I saw him being pulled by several tall men, and his hands and feet were bleeding from friction, my heart ached.

I looked at Lele and walked towards him. He also saw me, but his eyes turned into panic, "Yuan Yi! Get out of the way!"

I was startled, turned my head to look, and there was a speeding car coming towards me, but I couldn't dodge it, and I forgot to dodge.

Because the guy in the car is...

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