There is a kind of love that is insincere

When I woke up early in the morning, Lele was no longer in the room, but my brother was looking at me, which made me feel strange.

I rubbed my eyes, "Where's Lele?"

My brother didn't speak, and sat beside me, looking very hesitant.

Confused, I asked, "What's wrong?"

He looked at me, lowered his head and said, "Do you like Lele?"

I nodded, but my brother's face was not good, and then I said, "I like you too, brother."

He was not happy after hearing this, "You know I hate him, don't you?"

I thought about it, shook my head and said, "Brother, don't hate Lele, he is also your brother."

My brother got angry, stared at me and said, "He's not! Don't say that again!"

"Why? Mom said he was our older brother!"

My brother looked at me and revealed a fact, "He is not our brother, he has his parents, and his father is a criminal!"

I was startled, and felt that the world instantly became dark. How could such a beautiful Lele be the son of a criminal?how can that be possible!

I grabbed his hand, "Really? How do you know?"

My brother glanced at the door and said to me, "I overheard my mother calling my father before, saying that his father had a daughter from a rich family to have him! He shouldn't have been born here in the first place. World!"

I was stunned, my eyes were red, "Lele is so pitiful!"

My brother was also stunned, knocked my head and said, "You shouldn't pity him! He's the son of a criminal! A villain born of a villain!"

I sniffed, "Brother, Lele is not a bad guy, he is so pitiful, how can you speak ill of him?"

My brother didn't expect me to have such a reaction. He scratched his head and said irritably, "He's a bad guy! In the future, he will be like his father, maybe he's also a criminal!"

boom--

The door was pushed open, Lele looked at my brother with hatred, rushed up and beat my brother, my brother didn't recover, and got a small fist from Lele.Then they wrestled, this time the battle was fierce, I was in surprise until I saw Lele raised the badminton racket and swung it at my brother, I rushed over again and took the blow for my brother.

This time it didn't hit me on the head, but it hit my back and hurt my spine.Although I had a lot of flesh on my body, it hurt a lot from the beating.

My brother screamed and yelled at Lele, "You crazy!"

Lele didn't look at my brother, but stared at my pale face, let go of his hand, and the badminton racket fell to the ground in a moderate manner.

He wanted to pull me over, but when he saw my brother, he sneered and said, "Qin Moxian! I curse you! Your life in this life is more unfortunate than mine!"

I was taken aback, and my brother was even more taken aback, then Lele turned around and ran out the door.

I chased it out, and my brother called me from behind, but I didn't stop.

I fell to the ground while running, and Lele probably heard the muffled sound of me falling to the ground, so he stopped running.

He turned around and looked at me lying on the ground, walking towards me with tears on his face, but he acted like he didn't know he was crying.

I stared at him blankly, my heart ached, a slight pain.

When Lele came to me, she didn't reach out to help me up, but said, "Are you trying to mock me like your brother?"

I cried and shook my head, "Lele, I'm sorry, I, my brother didn't mean to speak ill of you, don't be angry, and don't cry."

He was taken aback, and shouted at me, "Who is crying!" As soon as he finished speaking, another tear fell from the corner of his eye.

I got up and gave him the tissue in my pocket, "Wipe your tears."

He gave me a fierce look, "I didn't cry! I told you I didn't cry!"

I hesitated, "But your tears keep flowing, and your eyes will be swollen if you don't stop talking."

After hearing this, he pulled the tissue and threw it on my face, "I don't need you to pity me! Do you think you are better than me!"

I was puzzled and couldn't understand what he said, so I heard him say again, "Don't show a hypocritical look! You don't know how disgusting I am after seeing you!"

I was stunned, and I didn't understand why Lele returned to the annoying way he used to be, but I didn't make him angry, and I didn't hold my brother's hand, and I still kindly followed him in case something happened to him!How could he do this!

"Lele, if you are angry because my brother speaks ill of you behind your back, can I apologize for my brother?"

Lele held her stomach and laughed, "Bai Yuanyi, you are so stupid! Haha! You are so stupid! You are so stupid! You are so pitiful!"

I couldn't understand what he said, but Lele didn't cry anymore. I also accompanied him and laughed with him, but I was giggling.

He looked at me and suddenly hugged me without saying a word.

I feel wet on my shoulders, is it Lele's tears?Tears like pearls?

I looked at the sky and said to him, "Lele, don't be angry, I don't want you to be angry, and I will feel bad too."

He didn't speak, and he didn't respond to me. We kept this posture for a long time, until my legs were numb and my thoughts were in chaos.

He showed red eyes, "Let's go home."

I thought he should calm down, so I nodded, held his hand and walked towards home.

After dinner, my mother called my brother and me to her room and reprimanded me, "You can't crowd out Lele! You know that!"

I bowed my head and nodded, but my brother was not happy.

My brother raised his small chin, "Why do you love him so much, Mom? He is not our family!"

My mother sighed, "Mo Xian, Lele is your brother, don't squeeze Lele out."

My brother was upset, "He's the son of a criminal! Not my brother!"

My mother was taken aback and asked my brother, "Who told you! There was a hint of panic in her words."

My brother covered his mouth and shook his head. He must not dare to tell my mother the truth.

My mother pulled my brother over and said seriously, "How did you know that?" Seeing that my brother didn't answer, she asked me, "Yuan Yi, did you tell your brother about this?"

I looked at my mother and opened my mouth, but seeing my brother kept shaking his head at me, I said, "...I said it, last time I eavesdropped on your phone call with Dad."

In a fit of anger, my mother raised her hand and hit me on the back, right on the wound.

She looked at me and said disappointedly, "Yuanyi! How can you speak ill of Lele behind her back! And teach your brother! Your behavior is wrong!"

She hit me, but I didn't cry, and she asked,.Do you know where you went wrong? "

I shook my head, and she hit me again, and said, "When did you have such a bad heart? How did your mother teach you to be a human being!"

I bit my lip, just lowered my head, my brother stopped my mother, "Yuan Yi didn't mean it, Mom, don't hit him again."

My mother looked at my brother and then at me, "You see your brother is sensible, why are you still so immature?"

My brother was flustered, looked at me secretly, and said to my mother, "Yuan Yi already knew he was wrong, so don't talk about him."

My mother was silent and sighed, as if she was no longer angry.

"Mom, Yuan Yi won't speak ill of Lele in the future, so please forgive him?"

My mother looked at me, "Do you realize your mistake now?"

I nodded my head, endured the pain, and didn't dare to cry out.

"Then go and apologize to Lele."

I replied softly, "Okay." But, where did I go wrong?

My mother left my brother behind, maybe she had something to say to my brother, and when I returned to the room, Lele was opening the textbook and preparing to read.

He looked at me and frowned, "What's wrong with you?"

I bit my lip tightly, lying on the bed and said in a muffled voice, "No, it's all right."

He put down the book, "Your mother won't scold you and your brother because of me, will she?"

I felt that he was gloating, so I still shook my head, but before I could calm down, his hand pressed on my back, and I screamed in pain.

I burst into tears and vented, "My back hurts so much, don't touch me."

He smiled, "Does this hurt? But you did this, didn't you ask for it? Who told you to block that blow for your brother!"

I sniffed and cried,.Lele, forget it if you don't care about me!Why are you still talking about me like that! "

"You deserve it! It's your bad intentions!"

I looked at Lele and felt pain in my heart. Why did I feel that Lele was so strange?More strange than my brother?

I wiped my tears and rubbed my eyes red, "Lele! I hate you!"

Lele was startled, his eyes turned cold, "What did you say?"

I rolled my eyes and said without confidence, "Lele, my back hurts."

Lele smiled and shook her head, but after she lifted my clothes, she frowned and said, "How did it become so serious!" He thought he didn't hit me hard then?Did it really hurt the other party?

After I heard it, I thought of my mother's attitude towards me and my brother's words. An emotion that I still couldn't understand spread in my chest, but I didn't say anything to Lele.

Like that time, Lele took out the medicine bottle from under the pillow and smeared it on me like magic.

I didn't know that Lele looked at me with guilt and pain. He was in a tangled extreme world, making an unknown deal with the devil.

The next day I wanted to ask for leave to rest at home, but I thought no one would have lunch with Lele, so I went to school anyway.

But Lele didn't say a word all morning. I was a little surprised and drew circles behind his back, "Lele, why don't you speak?"

He ignored me, read his book, and didn't listen to the teacher's lecture.

I pursed my lips, "Lele, are you dumb again?"

Lele turned her head and glanced at me coldly, "Can't you listen to the class well?"

"I'm listening." I shook the book at him, "Look!"

He didn't say a word, just rolled his eyes at me, then turned his head and gave me a back view.

I poked him on the back with a pen and looked at the teacher who was still teaching, "Lele, do you know that the school will organize students to watch a movie this afternoon?"

He didn't bother to answer me, but nodded.

I said softly, "How about we sit together and watch?"

"Let's see later."

I was dissatisfied, "No, you have to sit with me."

"Where you sit is different, there is nothing to get close to." Although he said so, he didn't think so in his heart.

I pulled my hair, "Don't care! I'm a wounded person! You still have to take care of me!"

Lele smiled lightly, looked at the book, thinking about other things.

This summer is hot and dry.After class in the afternoon, the teacher led us to the cinema, and Lele and I walked behind the line.The classmates in front were chatting and laughing happily, but Lele didn't seem to belong to our world, and looked at the front with a blank expression. I don't think he is interested in watching the movie this time, and I can't be happy because of my back pain.The teacher asked us to go in in order, and I sat with Lele as I wished.

In the shadowy projection room, there were more than 1000 people sitting. I could clearly hear Lele's shallow breathing, up and down, excluding those voices.

I leaned close to Lele's ear, "Lele, are you going to the bathroom?"

Lele looked at me sideways, "No."

I pulled his sleeve, showing a pitiful look, "Lele, just stay with me, I'm afraid."

Lele's expression was covered by darkness, "It's daytime now, there are no ghosts."

"But I'm just scared." In fact, I wanted to go out for a breath of fresh air. It was so stuffy in here that I was sweating.

Lele was silent for a moment, then held my hand, "Then let's go."

I smiled, went out with Lele, and greeted the teacher.

After I came out, I walked in the hall to see the past.Lele looked at me, "Aren't you going to the bathroom?"

"I don't want to go now."

As soon as Lele heard it, he turned around and left. I grabbed him and said, "Let go."

I took his arm and shook my head.

He pulled me back, and I pushed back, "Lele, can we not go back? It's so stuffy in there, I don't like it!"

"It's none of my business whether you like it or not! Let me go!"

Of course I didn't let it go, Lele looked at the clock on the wall, "I won't go back, the movie is about to start, do you want to help me write a review?"

I thought for a moment, "Okay."

He was silent, but he still dragged me back, back to the screening room, I felt hot and stuffy.

Lele took out a candy from the bag and put it in my hand, "Eat this, you won't feel bad later."

I looked at him suspiciously, and put the sugar in my mouth under his gaze, a freshness spread in my mouth, dispelling my dryness and heat.

I had sugar, "What kind of sugar is this? I will ask my mother to buy it for me next time!"

Lele didn't speak, and chose to block my voice, but I looked at him, and when the movie started, I didn't regain my senses.

I think the beautiful Lele is much better than the movie, but I don't understand beauty yet, and I don't know that Lele's beauty has thorns, which will pierce me invisible.

I lowered my head and found that Lele hadn't let go of my hand, and I felt happy in my heart. Now, I'm still at a loss for words, and I can only use happy to describe my mood and feelings.

I looked at the ten intertwined fingers, and my face blushed unknowingly.

"what happened to you?"

"...I want to go to the bathroom."

Lele frowned, "Then you hold back."

I shook my head and said, "I can't hold back."

"Why are you so troublesome?" Even though he said this to me, he still stood up and pulled me out through the small door.

After finishing in the toilet, I suddenly said to Lele, "Can you not hold my hand in the future?"

"why?"

I scratched my head, pointed to my heart and said, "Every time you hold my hand, I will dance very fast here, Lele, is there something wrong with me?"

Lele was taken aback, and looked at me for a long time, "No, that's your illusion."

I wondered, "But it jumps so fast every time, I feel very uncomfortable."

"You don't care about it, it won't bother you."

I nodded half understanding. I felt that Lele's words were credible, and I didn't want to think too much about it. Children don't understand this kind of thing, but if they ask adults, they will know.

Lele is a young adult, will he know it?I still know, don't want to tell me.

The next day, Lele's post-viewing impressions were posted on the wall by the teacher as a model essay, so that all the students in the class could read it.

Lele's handwriting is very neat, with no extra strokes, and he is also very good in the exam, with full marks in everything.

After my brother found out, he said coldly, "He got such a good score because he repeated the grade." After finishing speaking, he looked at his midterm exam paper unwillingly.

My brother is also very good at studying, but if you compare the overall performance with Lele, my brother is only one quarter behind, not to mention my grades.

I looked at the report card and felt very sad. After all, I failed the exam, and it is impossible to say that I am not disappointed.

Lele glanced at my grades, "What are you doing in class? Why are you so poor?"

I bit my lip and glared at him, "You know you hurt me, can't you comfort me?"

"Aren't you going to let others tell you that you got this grade in the exam?"

I stared at him unhappily, punched him with my fist, and then cried out of shape.

Lele looked at me helplessly, and suddenly frowned, "Can you cry less! It's so ugly!"

I raised my head and said, "I will cry! I will cry! Tell you to call me! I will quarrel with you!"

Lele grabbed me and drove me out of the room, "Come in after you finish crying."

I sniffed, wiped my tears, ran into my brother's room, hugged my brother and continued to cry, and when I entered the room, I saw what my brother was looking at, but didn't think deeply about it.

"Yuan Yi, did Lele bully you again?"

I shook my head, "I failed the exam this time, do you think my mother will scold me?"

My brother thought about it, nodded, and then I cried louder.

"Brother, what should I do?"

His eyes dimmed and then brightened again, "You can change the name on my report card to your name."

I didn't think much about it, I really changed it, and smirked for a while holding the report card.

Lele came out and looked at me like this, her brows did not loosen, "What's wrong with you?"

I showed him the note in my hand.My brother and I exchanged transcripts. "

Lele took the report card and frowned.Why are you such an idiot!Come back with your brother! "

"Why do you want to change it back? This way I don't have to be told by my mother!"

Lele looked at me with a complicated expression, "Your brother has no good intentions, can't you see it?"

I was slightly taken aback, and said softly, "Lele, my brother hasn't said anything bad about you, so don't say anything bad about him either."

Lele glared at me, "You say I speak ill of him!"

After hesitating, I nodded, "My brother is actually pretty good, you can try to get along with him."

Lele sneered, "Bai Yuanyi, you are really the stupidest person I have ever seen!"

I looked at him without saying a word, and he also looked at me. In the end, without saying a word, he returned to the house, but slammed the door heavily.

I know Lele is angry.

The family had dinner at night, and my mother cooked a lot of dishes. Lele and I used to eat little, but now we don’t eat much. My brother used to eat a lot, but today he ate a few bites.

My mother looked at the three of us and asked strangely, "What's wrong with you?"

Lele looked at me and smiled, as if she was about to watch a play, but she returned to her original state.

I lowered my head, the reason why I ate less was because of Lele, I wondered if I should apologize to him after the meal.

As for my brother's abnormality, I don't know. My mother asked my brother, "Mo Xian, did you cause any trouble at school?"

My brother shook his head, tears came out, "Mom, I failed the exam this time."

My mother was helpless, "It's not a big deal. If you fail the exam, you can do well next time. I won't scold you."

"But I really didn't do well in the test, much worse than Yuan Yi and Le Le's test."

My mother looked at him, "It's okay, your hard work has been noticed by your mother."

When I heard it, I felt that I shouldn't exchange my report card with my brother, so that my brother wouldn't have to cry.

I lowered my head even lower, really wanting to bury it in the bowl, so I heard my mother say, "Mo Xian, then show me your report card."

My brother shook his head, looked at me, "I put it with Yuan Yi."

My mother was suspicious, but I was even more afraid, my brother said to me,.Yuan Yi, please take out my report card and show it to my mother. "

I was extremely flustered and at a loss, and I didn't understand, but I looked at my brother and didn't move for a long time.

"Yuan Yi, what are you dawdling about? Take out Mo Xian's report card."

I was in a daze, not knowing how my brain controlled my hand, so I handed the report card to my mother.

My mother saw it, "Isn't this yours? Where is Mo Xian's?"

I moved my lips slightly, closed my eyes, and said with a trembling voice, "That, that's my brother's report card."

My mother looked at me, fell silent for a while, and then said, "Yuan Yi, why are you doing such sneaky things again!"

I shook my head, "No, I didn't"" Then I looked at my brother, hoping he would admit it, but he looked away.

My heart was stung. Looking at Lele, he smiled mockingly, which made me feel uncomfortable.

My mother was very angry this time, and she slapped the table, "Yuan Yi, why haven't you learned anything well! You will do these petty things! You forgot how your mother educated you!"

I argued, "Mom, I really don't."

"Didn't you change the name on the report card! Do you still want to lie!"

I was speechless and in tears, because it was indeed my name change, my brother just agreed and did nothing else, but why did things turn out like this?

At this time, the silent Lele suddenly said, "Mom, I actually exchanged their names."

My mother was slightly stunned, "Lele, you don't have to excuse Yuan Yi."

Lele shook her head, "It's true, I just wanted to play a prank, but I didn't expect to make it like this, I'm sorry, mom, and..." Lele looked at my brother and said sarcastically, "Brother Mo Xian! I'm so sorry !"

My brother frowned, squeezed his little hands tightly, "It's okay, I don't mind either."

Lele looked at him coldly, but quickly lowered her head as if waiting to be scolded after making a mistake.

Instead of teaching Lele, my mother said, "Don't make such jokes with your brothers next time."

Lele nodded, "I know, but I'm afraid that some people will not be reconciled."

My mother didn't hear the second half of Lele's sentence, but my brother and I