There is a kind of love that is insincere

When I got home at night, I sneaked up to my mother and asked in a low voice, "Mom, is Lele my brother?"

My mother was taken aback, then looked at me, and smiled, "Of course, why would you ask such a question?"

I thought for a while and said, "Because Lele said he is not my brother."

My mother touched my head and said softly, "Yuan Yi, Lele is your brother, and Mo Xian is also your brother. The three of you are brothers. There is no doubt about it."

Indisputable?I am so young, I certainly don't understand idioms, and I don't know the meaning of the word, but I understand what my mother means. "Then I know. Lele, he is my elder brother, and I am his younger brother. From now on, he and I can only be brothers."

My mother smiled, her eyes were a bit complicated, "Yuan Yi, you go, let Lele call, I'll ask him something."

I nodded, and left my mother's side like the wind, and came to Lele's side.

He was reading seriously, but when he saw me, he frowned, "Why are you here?"

I tugged at his sleeve, "Mom told you to go find her, go quickly."

After he hesitated, he went to find my mother, while I stayed in the study, reading the book that Lele hadn't finished.

After a while, Lele came back and stared at me, "Bai Yuanyi, are you sick!"

I froze for a moment, "Why am I sick?"

He said nothing, took the book in my hand, and sneered at me.

I was even more surprised, but didn't dare to ask.

Lele suddenly threw the book at me very hard and hit my arm.

"You are the most hated person in my life!"

After speaking, Lele walked out of the room without even looking at me, while I stared at the book on the floor in a daze.

My brother came in later, saw my arm, and suddenly shouted, "It's bleeding!"

Only then did I pay attention, and raised my eyebrows, and my brother's yelling attracted my mother.

My mother pulled me over and asked worriedly, "How did you do it?"

I looked at my mother, then looked at Lele behind my mother, lowered my head and said, "I tripped over a book, and then accidentally fell."

My mother sighed, probably didn't know what to say about me, and took me to bandage.

Lele went back to the room, and my brother looked at me and my mother, thinking about something.My brother, who had no thoughts before, seems to be full of doubts.

Mom patted my head. "Be careful next time."

I nodded. After my mother came into the kitchen, I wanted to find Lele, but my brother stopped me.

He looked at me, "Is your injury caused by Lele?"

I didn't speak, but he said, "You wait, brother will avenge you."

I didn't let go of his hand, I shook my head, "It's not him."

My brother didn't believe it, "Why do you always protect him?"

"I haven't, it's really not Lele."

He stood quietly, pursed his mouth, "Yuan Yi, do you want him to be your brother?"

I was stunned, "How could it be? Mo Xian is also my brother!"

He shook his head, "Among me and him, which one do you choose to be your brother?"

After thinking about it, I pointed to him and said, "Of course I choose you."

He smiled and squeezed my hand tightly, "Then Yuanyi's brother is just me, okay? Don't be too happy!"

I didn't think about it. After all, I was still a child and my heart was not complicated. Then I nodded, "Okay."

When I was sleeping, Lele kept staring at me. I didn't blink my eyelashes a few times. I felt hairy, so I could only turn my back on him. Suddenly he stretched out his foot and kicked me, "Turn around."

I trembled and slowly turned around, "Is there something wrong?"

He frowned and pulled me towards him, but he covered my mouth when I screamed.

I looked at him with wet eyes, and I could smell his fragrance.

He glared at me, "Don't make a fuss."

I nodded before he let go of me, and I said softly, "Yes, what's the matter?"

He groped under the pillow, "Put your arms out."

I was confused and didn't respond for a while, and he didn't bother to talk to me, he pulled my arm over and applied ointment on my wound.

The moonlight shone on Lele's pretty face, and the slightly long eyelashes fluttered, shaking off a layer of brilliance.

I sniffed, "Lele, where did you get this thing?"

He was silent, and then stopped.I thought maybe my mother gave him the ointment and asked him to apply it for me, so I said, "Thank you, Lele."

Lele looked up at me and moved her lips, "Idiot!"

I was dissatisfied, pouted and said, "Why are you scolding me? I'm not an idiot!"

He smiled, "Just like you, aren't you an idiot?"

"I'm not."

He shook his head with a smile, and gently painted the wound with his little hands. At this time, we were very quiet and beautiful.

I looked at him and suddenly asked, "Lele, why are you angry today?"

He didn't look at me, let go of his hand, "Do I have it?"

"Did Mommy tell you something?"

He frowned, stared at me, and smiled again, but it was very strange, "You are as hypocritical as your mother."

I was stunned, and before I recovered, Lele had already lay down and closed her eyes.

I looked at him and wanted to ask, but my little head was full of doubts, and I couldn't ask.

I reached out tremblingly and grabbed his sleeve, "Lele, don't hate me, okay? I don't want you to hate me!"

He opened his dark eyes, and then looked at me, "Okay, I don't need to hate you, as long as you stay away from me and don't say a word to me."

I muttered, "How can I do this kind of thing, can I change it?"

"Since you can't do it, I can't do it without hating you."

I hung down the curtain and lowered my hands, and asked in a low voice, "Why do you hate me? Is there anything I do that you hate?"

Lele sneered, "It's not just you, I hate everyone in your family, because you, your mother, and your brother are all hypocritical! They're all disgusting!"

I don't understand what hypocrisy looks like, but I know what it feels like to be disgusting. Why does Coke Le feel that our family is disgusting?You still haven't really told me!

In the dark night, the sound of Lele's snoring gradually sounded, but I couldn't sleep, but tried to open my eyes wide, trying to find the moonlight like water that night, but no, I couldn't find it.

Lele woke up in the morning as usual, but after my mother sent us out, he would look at me coldly.

My brother took my hand and stared back at Lele, and then Lele would smile, but the smile was cold, and my brother had never fought with Lele because my mother said it, but he always scolded Lele behind his back Le is a wild child.

He took me to school, and Lele followed behind us without making a sound.It would be scary if Lele became quiet, and I can feel his dislike for me and our family, but I can't find the source.

When it was time for lunch, Lele didn't go to the cafeteria, and I didn't go to eat in order to accompany him.He read the book, I looked at him, and fell asleep unconsciously.

In the dimness, I saw Lele staring at me, holding something cold and gesturing on my neck. When I woke up, I saw a small knife.

I looked at him in horror, remembering my mother said that knives were dangerous, "Put it down!"

He didn't speak, just looked at me, and handed the knife to me.

I didn't understand what he meant, "Do you want me to hold it?"

He didn't nod, didn't shake his head, and put his hands up, waiting for me to make the next move.

I was puzzled, but I still held the blade, and then he didn't let go, and quickly pulled the knife back.

The blade cut my finger, and the blood dripped down, staining the book Lele was reading red.I was stunned at first, and then I felt the pain, but I didn't shout out, I gritted my teeth and looked at Lele in puzzlement.

He dropped the knife and looked innocent, as if the person in front of him was not him.

I wept in pain, Lele grabbed my hand, but pressed it hard.

Breaking out in a cold sweat, I shouted, "Let go."

He glanced at me, smiled and said, "No, I have to stop the bleeding for you."

I was slightly taken aback, only to see that he put my bleeding finger into his mouth and sucked it. He seemed kind, but he bit my wound fiercely, and the pain worsened.

I didn't dare to yell out. There are some students who are leaving get out of class outside the corridor, so I'm afraid it will attract their attention.

While enduring the pain, I made excuses for Lele's behavior, but what excuses can I find for him?

He didn't let go until he saw that my face was pale, and said, "Look, there is no bleeding."

There was blood remaining at the corner of his mouth, revealing white teeth, similar to the demon in the story.

I covered my fingers, shrank back in fear, and asked in tears, "Why did you do this to me?"

He blinked, "I'm kind enough to help you stop the bleeding, how can you say that about me?"

I shook my head, got up in a hurry, and was pushed back to my seat by him.

He smiled penetratingly, "Yuan Yi, you don't want me to hate you, do you?"

I froze and nodded, but I didn't know the twist in his heart.

"Then don't do things I hate, and accept my harm to you obediently."

I was a little startled, feeling that the Lele in front of me was very strange and scary, but if I was like what he said, would he not hate me?

When I was young, I was so innocent, thinking that what Lele said was true, but I didn't understand how vicious he had towards me.

I lowered my head and asked, "Really? Do you hate me?"

He smiled and nodded, "Yeah, as long as you can accept all the things I do to you."

I want to make Lele not hate me, so I can do anything.

I smiled and replied, "As long as you don't hate me, I can let you hurt me."

At that time, how could I know what the harm he said was, but I think Lele is not a bad boy, he will not really hurt me.

After hearing this, Lele was stunned for a moment, looked at me coldly, and went back to her seat to sit down.

I felt strange, but Lele ignored me first, put the knife into the table, and tore off the bloody page of the book.

He looked out the window, then at me and said, "Let's go, I'm hungry."

I stood up, happy, and finally willing to eat lunch, does this mean that he doesn't hate me anymore?

I asked cautiously, "Lele, you, what are you going to eat?"

He didn't answer, he pulled me, walked a few steps, and said suddenly, "Don't let your brother hold your hand next time."

"why?"

"No reason, and what I say, you must do."

I looked at Lele who was the same height as me, but I felt like a small adult, but I didn't hate him, not at all.

Mom took us out for a walk in the evening. The summer night was hot but full of joy.

My brother ran to catch fireflies, and I followed, but Lele didn't come, she just watched the starry sky not far away.

My mother was by his side and talked to him from time to time, but he didn't reply to my mother.

My brother threw himself into the grass, like playing with fireflies. I looked for opportunities to catch one, but I couldn't catch one.

My brother exclaimed, covered his hands, and ran up to me excitedly, "Yuan Yi, look, I caught it."

I happily asked, "Can I take a look?"

He nodded, slowly opened his hand, and the firefly was lying in my brother's palm, glowing with fluorescence.

I turned to look at Lele over there, and said to my brother, "Can you give it to me?"

When he saw it, he frowned, "Yuan Yi, you don't want to show it to him, do you?"

I nodded, but saw my brother let go, and the fireflies flew away.

I wanted to catch it, but it briskly avoided me and returned to its jungle.

.How did you let it go? "

He looked at me, "I don't want him, a wild boy, to see it."

When I heard the word wild child, I thought for a while and said, "Brother, Lele is also our family, so don't say that about him."

"He's not! He's a wild child!" He glared at me again, "How can you speak for him!"

I kept silent and lowered my head slowly, not knowing how to make my brother not hate Lele, or how to eliminate the dislike between them.

My brother held my hand, "Yuan Yi, I'm your brother, you can't speak for him, you know?"

I looked at him, but before I could say anything, Lele pulled him from behind.

Lele glanced at me, with cold eyes, squeezed my hand hard, causing the wound on my finger to open again.

He looked at my brother, "Are you his brother?"

My brother was taken aback, "Of course I'm his brother!"

Lele sneered and said nothing.When my brother saw his face, he was very angry, but he couldn't hit him, so he could only vent and gossip.

I saw that my brother was uncomfortable and uncomfortable, but Lele dragged me away from my brother and my mother.

I couldn't help being scared, and looked back at my brother from time to time, hoping that he would notice me and Lele, but he seemed to be so angry with Lele that he didn't care.

Lele dragged me to a corner of a dark building, his expression was covered under the darkness, but his voice was cold, "Did you forget what I said!"

I shook my head and said, "No."

He squeezed my fingers hard, "No?"

I was crying, "I'm sorry, Lele, I was wrong."

"I don't accept your apology." Then under the moonlight, he took out a knife from his bag, grabbed my other hand, and swung the knife down expressionlessly.

Blood flowed from my fingers, and his hands were covered with blood, but it was my blood, and I almost fainted from the pain, but he smiled.

He supported me, took out a piece of paper and wiped the blood on my hands, "Now your brother can't hold you."

My face turned pale, and I felt a chill. I only felt that the sky was dark and the stars were annihilated.

He looked at me, his small face was quite pale, but he still smiled and said, "Yuan Yi, you won't blame me, will you?"

I looked at him, still nodded, but felt that I was doing something wrong, and can a ten-year-old know what is right and what is wrong?

When Lele and I went back, my brother was still angry. He hummed to Lele twice, but Lele rolled his eyes.

My mother smiled helplessly, but when she saw my hand, she hugged me and asked,How did you do this? "

I lowered my head to cover my red eyes, "I caught fireflies in front, but my hand was cut by a stone."

She patted me on the back, "Yuan Yi, why are you so naughty lately? Your brother is not as bumpy as you are!"

I bit my lip and wanted to cry, but I didn't have the guts to cry. I put my arms around my mother and said, "I'm sorry, I won't dare next time."

My mother sighed, probably felt that the child was naughty, so she couldn't say anything, but she didn't know that what I endured was far beyond what she could imagine.

After returning home, my mother treated my wound, and Lele looked at me from the sidelines. I felt like I was being pinched even to breathe.

My brother swept past me and Lele, and went back to his room, messing with something, but my mother bandaged me up and sent me and Lele into the room.

"Lele, sleep with your mother tonight, lest you encounter Yuan Yi's wound at night."

Lele shook her head, "I won't, don't worry."

My mother looked at me, left the room without saying a word.

After Lele and I were left in the room, I shrank to the side of the bed, afraid that Lele would suddenly take out the knife from the bag and slash at me again.

Lele didn't look at me, and went to bed by herself, her eyelashes trembling slightly.

I hesitated for a long time, watching him fall asleep before going to bed, but as soon as I lay down, Lele opened his eyes.

I was frightened and stepped back, but it was empty.When I was about to fall off the bed, Lele grabbed me and I fell on top of him.

He frowned, and I was still in shock. After recovering, I found that I kissed his soft lips, and my cheeks flushed.

I hurriedly got up, touched my hot face, "Yes, I'm sorry, I..."

Lele smiled, didn't mind at all, but what he cared about was other things, "Go to bed quickly."

I nodded, but finally shook my head, "Lele, why don't you sleep with your mother tonight?"

Lele stared at me with cold eyes, "Say it again!"

I lowered my head and said in a very low voice, "Otherwise I'll go to sleep in my brother's room."

Lele got angry, rode on me, and grabbed my neck, "Go if you dare! I'll kill you!"

I looked at him, looked away again, and said in a crying voice, "But Lele, I'm afraid of you!"

Lele was slightly stunned, let go of his hand a little, but squeezed it tightly again, "You want me not to hate you! It's you who want to get close to me! So! You can't do things that I hate! You can't!"

I cried, but didn't cry out, and Lele looked at me steadily, her posture remained unchanged.

I cried and cried, the fear of him disappeared again, and then I sniffed and said, "Lele, you are so heavy."

Lele stared at me angrily, turned over and lay down, with her back to me, "Idiot!"

I wiped my tears, not understanding why Lele always scolded me like that, lay down slowly, and rubbed against him again.

I opened my eyes wide and looked at the ceiling, "Lele, why do you hate my brother so much?"

Lele didn't speak, I think he should have fallen asleep, and I gradually fell asleep.

In a daze, Lele seemed to turn around, said something, then hugged me, and fell asleep together.