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Chapter 53 Jingnian - Dazai's Perspective ③

When he woke up again, he found that he was saved by an unscrupulous doctor.

The small, dark space is filled with the smell of disinfectant and instant noodles.

At first glance, it is not a serious clinic.

He moved his body tentatively, except for a small number of scratches wrapped in bandages, there were no major problems.

The moment he opened his eyes, the doctor who moved from the desk to the bedside was the owner of the clinic.It was a middle-aged man in a white coat with a decadent demeanor.Although he has a decent face, he doesn't look like a nice person.

Especially behind the man was a timid underage girl in a dress.

The scum's sense of déjà vu is quite strong.

"Young man, it took me a lot of effort to save you."

The doctor rubbed his chin and looked at him thoughtfully.

"Uncle, isn't it common sense not to rescue people who commit suicide casually? Your approach is very bad for people who really want to leave this world."

He felt that he was a fish on the chopping board, and couldn't help but sneer.

"That's the truth, but seeing young people who don't cherish life, I couldn't restrain my instinct as a doctor."

The doctor's pupils became darker, like frozen blood.He showed a dangerous smile.

"I'll tell you another truth. If you don't have enough strength, it's best not to piss off your doctor."

The scalpel passed before his eyes with lightning speed.

The burst of murderous aura stimulated his pupils to dilate slightly.

After a while, the doctor withdrew his momentum.

"Anyway, the consultation fee here is not cheap, young man, you should find a way to pay it off earlier."

"and many more!"

When the doctor turned to leave, he stretched out his hand to grab the corner of the doctor's robe when he regained consciousness. Unexpectedly, he almost ran into the little girl with blond hair and red skirt behind the doctor. The little girl immediately shrank to a blind spot where he could not see at all.

"Alice is very afraid of you, please don't touch her casually, young man."

The doctor smiled and warned.

"What!" He muttered, "It's just a humanoid superhuman ability, don't make it sound like I'm as hentai as uncle and you!"

The doctor raised his eyebrows.

"Young man, you know that you have supernatural powers."

There was no surprise in the words.

"At that time, Alice wanted to save you, but she disappeared immediately after being touched by you. I was quite sad."

He curled his lips, "Your supernatural ability can be completely controlled by yourself!"

"Nevertheless, you have done us quite a lot of psychological damage."

The doctor spoke righteously.

"I haven't blamed you for causing me to suffer from suicide attempt stress disorder. Uncle, you are the first to condemn me. It's a terrible adult world."

"There is no such disease. As a doctor, I am sure."

The doctor retorted lightly.

"I think it's an unscrupulous doctor, maybe he doesn't even have a doctor's certificate."

Not to be outdone, he continued to complain.

"I just accepted the invitation of the Port Mafia to serve as the personal doctor of the leader of the organization."

The doctor added with a smile.

He was startled when he heard this, and after three seconds he came back to his senses and exaggerated: "Wow! Tell me this kind of news, is it trying to silence me? I'm so scared!"

"Maybe, after all, secrets should not be known to people who are not your own."

The decadent doctor who had been doing nothing all the time suddenly became very serious, ignoring his full chin stubble and crumpled white coat, he looked like a soldier.

"I am sincerely inviting you to be my assistant."

"What! I'm a minor!"

"Because you are not an ordinary minor, I can tell."

The doctor folded his hands under his chin, "Anyway, you have nowhere to go. As my assistant, I don't need to charge your consultation fee, and even pay you a salary."

"That's the Mafia! Why should I risk my life to say yes to you?"

He lay back on the hospital bed at once, closed his eyes and didn't want to pay attention to the person in front of him.

"Maybe you can find what you need there."

The old doctor is here.

He opened his eyes at once, his iris-colored pupils were cold and deep: "What do I need?"

"Well~ that's your own problem, maybe you can find the essence of human beings."

He rolled over.

"I promise you."

The doctor gave a satisfied smile.

"Mori Ogai."

"Osamu Dazai."

"What is your supernatural ability?"

"Human disqualification."

The days after that were nothing special.

He witnessed the first scene where an unscrupulous doctor killed the former leader of the Hong Kong gang, and the other party directly became the new leader of the Hong Kong gang with his perjury.

Osamu Dazai finally joined the Port Mafia as a former assistant of the current leader and a witness to the death of the former leader of Hong Kong Black.

Although living in darkness since then, there is not much difference for Osamu Dazai.

He is still looking for the meaning of life.

Osamu Dazai was immersed in the violence and death of the mafia, instinct and desire, and often practiced the true meaning of suicide by stitches.

Facing death while surviving.

Since the function of [Disqualification in the World] is to invalidate the ability, every time Dazai Osamu completes the task, he can only rely on his physical skills and extraordinary mind that are comparable in the mafia.

Combined with his one hundred and eight methods of suicide, injuries became commonplace.Gradually, the bandage became a part of Osamu Dazai.

It only took him two years to shine in the Yokohama Dark World.He and his partner Zhong Yuanzhong also gained fame from the Dragon Head Wars under the name of Double Black.At the age of 16, I became the youngest cadre in the history of the Port Mafia.

In his view, most things in the world are very easy to obtain.

Money, power, the love of others...

But what he wanted most was never to be found.

Osamu Dazai was starting to get bored.

Then he suddenly got two good friends.

Oda Sakunosuke and Sakaguchi Ango.

The former is a low-level member of the Hong Kong gangsters, who spends a meager salary all day long dealing with trivial matters.In fact, he is a powerful former killer who now raises five war orphans and dreams of resigning from Hong Kong and black one day to pick up a pen and become a family.

The latter is an intelligence officer of Hong Kong gangsters, who has been working overtime.But he was willing to spend a lot of time and energy collecting the life information of the war-damaged members of the organization, compiling the information into a book, and even getting the appreciation of the leader.

Osamu Dazai found the two very interesting.

They can understand their own loneliness, even though they stand on the border of that loneliness, never interfere, never set foot.

Faced with his endless suicide behaviors, Odasaku's attitude is like facing a child with a special hobby. No matter how strange the suicide method is, he will always understand the logic subconsciously, and never as a friend. Blame him for his actions.Although Ango always complained, he was only complaining about the bizarre ways of suicide, not accusing Osamu Dazai himself.

For Osamu Dazai, who has never had an emotional relationship in the universal sense, meeting two friends at a bar after a day's work is a rare pastime.

Although the pleasure is still buried under the unknown fear.

At that time, they always met at Lupine Bar, and occasionally met unexpectedly.

Osamu Dazai was 17 years old.

He drank with Odasaku and Ango at the Lupin bar as usual.

Perhaps a little drunk, Oda Saku actually asked Dazai Osamu about the past.

The past of Osamu Dazai, a Hong Kong black cadre, has always been a mystery. Maybe only the boss who picked him up knows a little bit.Others in the organization had no intention or dared to speculate on Osamu Dazai's private affairs casually.

"Has anyone ever walked up to Dazai?"

Oda Saku, who strictly abides by the boundaries of friends, obviously would not set foot in this kind of private sphere when he was sober. As soon as he asked, he immediately apologized.

"Sorry, I shouldn't have asked."

"It's okay." Osamu Dazai, who was dressed in black, shook his head, and the only iris eye that was exposed was unclear.

He took a sip from his glass.

"Yep."

"I can't believe that someone can get close to Dazai."

Maybe it was to ease the atmosphere, Ango complained.

"Because that's a horrible fool."

Osamu Dazai replied indifferently.

This is the first time he mentioned the past in three years.

"In terms of force, he can be compared to a dark dwarf. In terms of mind, he is a bit like Akutagawa. His mind is not bad. In short, he is a person who is much more troublesome than me."

"I can't imagine that Dazai is already troublesome enough, but there are people who are more troublesome than you."

Ango lowered his head and wiped his glasses.

"A friend of Dazai?"

Odasaku asked belatedly.

"No." Osamu Dazai shook his head, "It would be better if we were friends!"

He picked up the finished glass and greeted the boss: "Another glass of dishwashing liquid and whiskey!"

"Sorry, there is no dish soap." The elderly boss replied calmly.

"What about the poison lime?"

"Sorry, no poison."

"What a pity!"

Osamu Dazai lay on the bar counter unhappy.

Oda Saku and Ango did not bring up the previous topic again.

However, Osamu Dazai, who continued to chat with his friends, thought secretly in his heart.

Now that someone has been mentioned, let's expand on that a bit.

Anyway, only tonight.

After tomorrow, Osamu Dazai will still find no such person in his life.

In the third year in Hong Kong, Osamu Dazai still did not find the meaning of life.

The person who persuaded him to leave back then was classified as useless by Osamu Dazai and the past, but occasionally he would come into Osamu Dazai's mind with his strong sense of existence.

This is the first time Dazai Osamu mentioned him in three years.

At the dawn of the evening moon, Shuji Tsushima's baby boy.Since childhood, he has unilaterally regarded Shuji Tsushima as a persistent goal.But he was also an accomplice who helped Shuji Tsushima run away from home.

Osamu Dazai sometimes sees familiar shadows in the people around him.

For example, Dazai Osamu's partner Nakahara Chuya.

As one of the double blacks, Zhongye can be said to be the ceiling of Hong Kong black's combat effectiveness.With powerful supernatural powers and strong physical bonuses, he is a well-known fighter in the organization.

Osamu Dazai of the brain school and Chuya of the military school have always been at odds. Although the other party is indeed a reliable partner, and Osamu Dazai trusts Chuya as a partner in his heart, it is impossible for him to talk nicely to the dark dwarf.

Osamu Dazai often uses his brains to trick his partner around, and every time he waits for him to react, he will definitely beat up Osamu Dazai who played him unceremoniously.

Every time Chuya's iron fist fell on Osamu Dazai, he was forced to recall the years when he was oppressed by Akatsuki Yuzuki because of his poor physical skills.

Osamu Dazai, who knows Chuuya's background, sometimes doubts Yuzuki Akatsuki's identity.

Xiyuexiao's sense of inhumanity is too obvious.

Such thoughts often pass by in a flash, and Osamu Dazai will not continue to think deeply.Because the name Xiyuexiao itself represents the past that was abandoned by him.

The person who really made Osamu Dazai think of Akatsuki Yuzuki frequently.

It was Akutagawa Ryunosuke, who was directly under Osamu Dazai and brought back Hong Kong Hei, who could be called his apprentice.

When he first met Akutagawa in the slum, Osamu Dazai felt that he was very similar to himself.

Wandering aimlessly in the world, unable to find the meaning of existence.

But all this changed after Osamu Dazai answered his question.

"I can give meaning to your existence."

The black eyes instantly burst out with amazing persistence, and since then Akutagawa Ryunosuke has regarded getting Dazai's approval as his lifelong pursuit.

One or two are bothersome!

Obviously I am living in a mess, so why do you force your desires on me.

Every time Akutagawa made a mistake because of himself, Osamu Dazai would always be very irritable.

On the surface, he continued to use simple and brutal methods without any disturbance to make Akutagawa adapt to the life of the mafia quickly.

The confusion in my heart is getting bigger and bigger...

This is what Dazai Osamu thinks about Yuzuki Akatsuki at this moment.

Osamu Dazai and his friends drank the last glass of wine of the day.

At zero o'clock, he re-sealed a certain name.

Osamu Dazai never expected that a year later, he would reunite with the most unacceptable person in his desperate life under such circumstances.

The author has something to say: Today is an early update! Three chapters in a row, my body was hollowed out...

But it would be great if the little angels are satisfied!

Looking forward to seeing everyone today! For me, your presence is a great encouragement and support!

Dazai: I don't want to meet Xiyue again.

Xiyue: You said so.

Large-scale Dazai flag planting scene emmmmm

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感谢在2020-06-0814:07:39~2020-06-0906:24:33期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 2 bottles of wood white;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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