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Tsushima Shuji didn't know how Yuzuki Akatsuki did it.

After school started, he became a first grade student in Qingjin Elementary School.

On the first day of school, he met Xiyuexiao at the school gate as soon as he got off his private car.

"Aji!"

Xiyue Xiao enthusiastically waved to him.

The moment Shuji Tsushima saw Yuzuki Akatsuki, he admitted that there was something touched in his heart.

Growing up, no one has ever listened to his pleas seriously.

No one ever went out of his way to fulfill his wishes.

Modern entertainment does not exist in Tsushima house.

He was obviously born in the new century of convenience, but he lived like a landlord family in the old society.

Except for the computer installed in the master's study, there is no TV in other places.At home, only the parents have terminals, and others can only use the only old-fashioned landline if they want to contact others.

Except for work, my father rarely uses modern electronic devices.

He certainly doesn't allow his own children to use it either.

As a result, entertainment at Tsushima house was terribly scarce.

Shuji Tsushima's parents usually prefer to play chess and drink tea, and most of the brothers and sisters are traditional literature.

Although Shuji Tsushima likes it too, he also likes other more trendy and active things.

Such as games, such as comics.

During those years when he was not noticed by his mother, he grew up in the Tsushima house in silence, and his only entertainment was to sneak into an old storage room to peek at the magazines and comics stored by someone who did not know.

When he asked his father for a game console, his father scolded him for playing with things.

When he proposed to his mother that he wanted to read manga, his mother had no time to take care of it when the two older brothers were still there.When the two brothers passed away, the mother refused his request on the grounds that "reading would consume the mind".He even cleaned up all the books in his secret base and room, and fired the servant who hid the entertainment books in the old storage room at the same time.

"How? I didn't lie to you, did I?"

Xiyuexiao is not showing off her abilities, nor is she asking for gratitude from others.

However, due to some unclear reasons, Shuji Tsushima thanked Akatsuki Xiyue sternly: "Thank you very much for your help."

"I don't want Aji's thanks! It was agreed before! You have to believe me!"

Shuji Tsushima didn't respond.

What is a success?Even though he is only six years old, Tsushima Shuji, who is good at thinking, still thinks in his heart.

Maybe the other party just happened on a whim, or maybe the other party was out to gain self-satisfaction. It would be too naive to want to gain my trust just this once.

However, the subsequent getting along broke Shuji Tsushima's inner thoughts.

For some reason, Xiyue Xiao seemed to have decided that she must be tied to herself.

Shuji Tsushima and Akatsuki Yuzuki became classmates and even deskmates.

In the next eight years, this fact has never changed.

Of course Tsushima Shuji would not naively think that it was all due to fate.

After getting to know Akatsuki Yuzuki, Shuji Tsushima was often confused.

Why does he insist on approaching me?

Why do so many people like him and want to get close to him, but he keeps people away thousands of miles away with respectful names, but calls me "Azhi" with great enthusiasm.

Why is he so nice to me?

Shuji Tsushima, who was ordered by his mother to go to and from school in a private car, just complained to Akatsuki: "It's so boring to ride a car every day! I feel like a car guy."

It didn't take long for him to get his father's permission, and he could go to and from school with Xiyue Xiao from now on.

Then Xiyue Xiao, a fool, obviously couldn't remember the way, so he had to come to Tsushima House to pick him up every day, and send him back after school.

Along the way, you can only rely on asking for directions to continue your life.

It took him a long time to rely on his body's instincts to remember the way abruptly.

At the age of eight, Shuji Tsushima, who was thinner than his peers, looked pale and pathetic.

Yuzuki Xiao was worried about Shuji Tsushima's health, and asked Shuji Tsushima to exercise on the condition of helping Shuji Tsushima to go in and out of Tsushima house freely on weekends.

Shuji Tsushima agreed.

Then he became Xiyuexiao's father's registered disciple.

On weekends, you can go to the dojo of Yuzuki's family to study.

In fact, Xiyue Xiao has been urging him to exercise and teaching him physical skills.

This also made Shuji Tsushima discover how terrifying Yuzuki Akira is in terms of force.

He seems to be omnipotent.

Xiyuexiao is simply a monster.

This monster has a beautiful skin, decent manners, and is full of domineering and arrogance in his bones.

The monster is only good to Shuji Tsushima.

Although Shuji Tsushima didn't need it.

When Shuji Tsushima said he was bored, Akatsuki Yuzuki would bring him the latest games and manga.

When Shuji Tsushima said it was hot, Akatsuki Yuzuki would take him to eat ice cream cakes that were not allowed at home.

When Shuji Tsushima said that he wanted to watch the stars, the ten-year-old Akatsuki Yuzuki sneaked into the Tsushima house with his superb skills after the servants had a rest, and took Shuji Tsushima from the room to the roof secretly. Just watch it all night.

……

There are countless such things in the years they spent together... Without exception, Shuji Tsushima's request will be satisfied by Akatsuki Yuzuki.

After a long time, isn't it normal for Shuji Tsushima to subconsciously believe in Akatsuki Yuzuki?

Despite this, the fear in Shuji Tsushima's heart did not decrease but increased.

If a person treats you well without knowing the reason and responding to your request, don't you doubt his motives?Don't you have the fear of gaining and losing again?

So Shuji Tsushima had to figure out a problem.

That's why Xiyue Xiao was so kind to him?

When he was young, Shuji Tsushima thought it was because the two of them were the only ones of the same kind.

The only supernatural being in Qingjin County.

The scene of meeting for the first time in the cemetery was deeply engraved in Shuji Tsushima's mind.

And one time when Yuzuki Akara was a guest at Tsushima House, he accidentally dropped the cup in his hand in front of Shuji Tsujima's father.

The moment the porcelain cup was about to be shattered, everyone and everything in sight froze on the spot, only Shuji Tsushima was not affected at all.

When the effect of time suspension disappeared, Yuzuki Akatsuki successfully caught the falling cup, but Shuji Tsushima's father and the servants around him did not express anything, as if it should be so.

Shuji Tsushima understood at that time that Akatsuki Yuzuki had the ability to manipulate time.As for himself, he can invalidate the ability.

The young Xiyue Akatsuki still can't control her supernatural powers, and will subconsciously pause time in case of an emergency.Whenever I touch him, the time suspension can be lifted.

So Shuji Tsushima always thought that Yuzuki Akatsuki was watching him because of his special ability.

I am an extraordinary person in daily life, and an anti-supernormal person in a supernormal world.

No matter how you look at it, it is out of tune with the world.

This may be the reason why Xiyue Xiao approached her.

Later, as he grew older, Shuji Tsushima's understanding of life and death became clearer, and he was more able to discover the incongruities in Yuzuki Akatsuki.

Xiyue Xiao is a monster.

He pretended to be polite and well-behaved in the human body, but he always looked down on human beings with aloof eyes.

He observed Shuji Tsushima, his gaze was full of interest and interest.

As if to say: "Aji really surprised me!"

So the mortal named Xiyue Xiao continued to exist.

Obviously I can't find the meaning of life myself! Why do you entrust the reason of being a human being to me?

Shuji Tsushima wanted to question Akatsuki Yuzuki countless times.

However, he didn't ask, he just grew up under the long and lasting gaze.

From six to 14 years old.

For eight full years, Shuji Tsushima was forced to be tied to Akatsuki Yuzuki.

Everyone around thinks that the relationship between the two is very good.

But they are not friends, they have a special tacit understanding, maintaining each other's balance.

They all declared to the outside world that each other was a young boy who grew up together.

But never said he was my friend.

They go to school together, go home together, share each other's bento together at noon, and exchange school life together during recess.

On nights when countless servants fell asleep, Yuzuki Akatsuki would take Tsushima Shuji to the roof to bathe in the starlight.

On weekends when there is no school, Yuzuki Akatsuki avoids everyone and brings Shuji Tsushima magazines, comics, game consoles and other "contraband items" that are not provided at home.

They grew up together.

Shuji Tsushima would even confide his confusion to Akatsuki Yuzuki.

Why do people live?

If the pain is unbearable, why not choose to die?

What is the best way to die?

Yuzuki Akatsuki never criticized Shuji Tsushima's thoughts, and would not accuse him of being a terrible child like the adult who was questioned.

He would call Tsushima's idea of ​​suicide "a not-so-healthy whimsy."

He would seriously discuss with Osamu Dazai, but never interfered with Osamu Tsushima's choice.He will tell Shuji Tsushima: "Aji, you have to find the meaning of life yourself!"

So 14-year-old Shuji Tsushima chose to find it by himself. He wanted to leave Qingjin and Akatsuki Yuzuki.

At that time, the balance they had been trying to maintain was at stake.

There is a deeper, more hidden thing that wants to break the childish and tame relationship between the two of them.

Shuji Tsushima could feel the anxiety deep in Akatsuki's heart, and at the same time, he couldn't bear Akatsuki's more and more focused gaze.

If you don't leave, the terrible obsession that you are alone will drown Shuji Tsushima in a world of decay.

If one day the other party pulls away, what will I do if I am stuck in the swamp?

So he prepared to run away from home.

Maps, knives, backpacks, money...

His well-prepared departure materials were lost on a Shinkansen ticket from Aomori to Tokyo.

At that time, Shuji Tsushima looked at Yuzuki Akatsuki with wide eyes in disbelief, at this stubborn idiot who would never let him go in his heart.

The idiot actually said to himself: "Azhi, let's go, since you can't find it here, go outside to look for it."

It is so, it is so!

Even if it is something that has already been obtained, one day it will leave me.

Shuji Tsushima raised the corners of his lips, took the ticket casually, and left Qingjin that night using the plan provided by Akatsuki Yuzuki.

Sitting on the Shinkansen, Shuji Tsushima suddenly thought of the sea in Qingjin.

If you can jump into the river that meets the sea at sunrise, and your body floats all the way to the embrace of the sea, it would be a refreshing, bright and energetic way to commit suicide, right?

So after arriving in Tokyo, he tried his best to get a ticket to Yokohama.

Shuji Tsushima found a river leading to the harbor and jumped off the embankment.

He closed his eyes contentedly in the rushing river.

In this world, there is nothing in this world where one would seek to prolong one's life at the expense of suffering.There is only death, the only one, irreversible, eternal sleep.

Aomori, Light Tsu, Tsushima, Shuji Tsushima, Akatsuki Yuzuki...

It has nothing to do with him from now on.