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In the year Dazai ruled, he lost two hard-won friends.

As an undercover agent of the Supernatural Secret Service Division, Ango indirectly caused Odasaku's death.

The healing man who likes to eat spicy curry told Osamu Dazai when he was dying: "Go to the side that saves people."

Osamu Dazai felt the temperature in his arms drop little by little, and a sense of confirmation that the boulder had landed rose in his heart.

Sure enough, I have been losing all my life, what a desperate thing this is.

Osamu Dazai has always believed that happiness is like a pearl, and its essence is the gravel in the shell, which tortures the host body day and night without stopping.

Its existence is a wonderful dream.

It will tell you that it is by your side, as long as you can endure the pain of endless anxiety, one day you will be able to get happiness.

Osamu Dazai has always sneered at uncertain things.

Even if someone has already held happiness in their hands, maybe one day it will turn back into sand and be discarded by those who tried everything possible to get it.

Although I thought so, the pain I felt did not decrease a bit.

At this moment, he would rather be the fool holding the sand than endure the pain and wait for the sand to turn into pearls.

Osamu Dazai felt extremely comfortable with the safe zone that Oda Saku and Ango once drew, but now he hopes that Oda Saku can move forward a little bit, and a little bit further.

Oda Saku, since you decided to step into the loneliness of the film called Osamu Dazai, why did you leave after taking the first step?

If you want to save the unbearable me, why can't you stay in this decayed and oxidized world?

Osamu Dazai tried to stop Odasaku from going to his death.

How ironic that a suicide enthusiast goes to prevent the death of another.

Of course he failed.

Because the man named Sakunosuke Oda had already lost his qualifications to write when he decided to embark on the road of revenge.

That's not just revenge, that's martyrdom.

despite this.

The moment he met Xiyue Xiao, in order to satisfy his selfish desire, he still chose to ask Xiyue Xiao for help.

"Save him! Save Odasaku!"

Even though this is the first goodbye after four years, even though Osamu Dazai once forgot about Akatsuki, the moment he saw Akatsuki, he would subconsciously ask for help.

Yuzuki Akatsuki's ability is to manipulate time.

Even if there is only one ten-thousandth possibility, he will try to bring Oda Saku back to the world from the border of the other side.

Maybe bringing back the dead will bring a lot of burden to Xiyue Xiao, he vaguely knows this fact in his heart.

But Osamu Dazai had no time to take care of it at that time, and the sadness in his heart gradually blocked his mouth and nose. If he didn't do this, he would suffocate to death.

That would not be able to fulfill Odasaku's wish.

"Be a good person!"

The friend told him before closing his eyes.

So Osamu Dazai asked Yuzuki with the most vulnerable posture and expression.He knew that it was impossible for the young Xiyue Xiao to refuse such a self.

That was the truth that Akatsuki Yuzuki spent eight years planting in Osamu Dazai's heart.

He did it.

"Blade of Time!"

Under the effect of Yuzuki Xiaoyi's ability, Odasaku's complexion gradually returned to the rosy color that a normal person should have.

Yet he still had no heartbeat.

At that moment, Osamu Dazai could hardly control the evil thoughts in his heart.

He wanted to vent to Xi Yuexiao wantonly, and asked in the most aggressive tone.In fact, he also asked harshly.

Yuzuki Akatsuki told him that he had to cross the boundary between the other shore and this shore to bring Odasaku's soul back.

Since then, Oda Saku will still be asleep, and Osamu Dazai needs to keep silent about it.

Isn't it just forgetting? He has always done a good job in this kind of thing.

But what Xi Yuexiao said next surprised him.

You can no longer kill yourself.

Xiyue Xiao declared this.

Because from now on, my own life is Odasaku's life.

The fate of Osamu Dazai and Oda are connected and closely related.

After explaining this, Xiyue Xiao let herself choose whether to continue, with anticipation in her eyes.

"Odasaku is my friend."

Osamu Dazai explained in this way, and he was satisfied to see the anger and relief hidden by Akatsuki Yuzuki.

I will not refuse!

If this is the price for me to go my own way and bring him back to the world regardless of Oda Saku's wishes, then I am willing to accept it.

Dazai thought.

To continue living in this nightmarish world for the only friend, is it considered to have found a reason to endure pain and survive?

For Osamu Dazai, this is far more practical than the "be a good person" given by Oda Saku.

Osamu Dazai picked up Oda Saku's body and pretended to bury him in the seaside cemetery.

He returned to Hong Kong and Heilongjiang, and refused to report to Mr. Sen with a silent and angry gesture, making a terrible appearance of losing a friend.

At ten o'clock in the evening, he burned the overcoat that Mr. Mori gave him, threw off the subordinates who were watching, and immediately went to the cemetery to take Odasaku's body, and finally found Yuzuki Akatsuki's foothold without any effort.

When Xiyue Xiao's body was lying silently on the floor.

Only then did he have the time to look at this young boy who hadn't seen him for four years.

On the surface, not much has changed.

It just changed from a beautiful boy to a beautiful young man.

Xiyue Xiao has been beautiful since she was a child.

Perhaps the words beautiful, beautiful, and delicate are not appropriate for men.

It fits perfectly on Xiyuexiao's body.

His golden eyes are like the misty moonlight, his long purple-gray hair is as silky as purple satin, and his skin is like the white jade revered by the country across the sea.

The facial features are gorgeous and gorgeous, the figure is slender and straight, and the temperament is warm and noble.

When Xiyue Xiao talked to herself, there was madness and joy in her expression.The sense of disobedience in his body sometimes disappears. It seems that something has hindered his steps towards an unknown place in the past four years.

Dazai Osamu can already tell what 14-year-old Yuzuki Akatsuki is thinking.

Even Shuji Tsushima, who was 14 years old back then, might not be able to discover Yuzuki Akatsuki's hidden fear when he calmed down.

But so what?

Even if you know that Xiyue Xiao's uncle is in Tokyo, even if you know that Xiyue Xiao's original intention of sending the ticket is to go together, even if you know that Xiyue Xiao is afraid of her leaving.

Shuji Tsushima back then would leave Akatsuki Yuzuki behind without hesitation to find his own path.

Because she has always stayed by Xiyue Xiao's side, if things go on like this, she might be domesticated by Xiyue Xiao's feelings.

That was the fourteenth Shuji Tsushima's worst fear.

Because that kind of emotion is enough to crush a bold person into powder.

Not to mention cowards.

Osamu Dazai has always had a clear understanding of himself.

He's terrible, he's selfish, he's... cowardly.

But now, at this very moment, Osamu Dazai touched Yuzuki Akatsuki's face.

Carefully moving him to her side, resting his head gently on top of her knee.

Osamu Dazai thanked Akatsuki Yuzuki for the first time.

Thanks for his weird, persistent gaze, for his stubborn, stupid insistence.

Thank him for always caring about such a bad self.

This kind of gratitude reached its peak after Odasaku recovered his heartbeat.

puff, puff...

Can't tell if it's anticipation or fear.

Osamu Dazai asked Akatsuki Yuzuki's arrangement for Oda.

Accidentally got the answer that Xiyue Xiao would entrust him to a friend.

A vine grew out of Osamu Dazai's heart, and the astringency and sweetness of the grapes fermented in his heart.

It turns out that after losing herself, Xiyue Xiao's life has not stagnated.

With a little surprise and a little relief.

Osamu Dazai chose to take revenge on Akatsuki Xizuki a little when he left.

He told Yuzuki Akatsuki that Oda Saku's full name is Oda Sakunosuke.

Yuzuki Akatsuki is a person who strictly abides by social etiquette and uses honorifics for strangers. Knowing that she called Odasaku's surname by mistake must be quite uncomfortable.

Osamu Dazai evoked a mischievous smile, put on Odasaku's sand-colored windbreaker, took the anonymous terminal prepared by Akatsuki Yuzuki, and disappeared into the eyes behind him without looking back.

Osamu Dazai has always believed in Akatsuki Yuzuki.

Dear Xiyue, since you asked about my plan, it proves that you are not going to leave me alone.

So prove it to me, are you still obsessed with me, find me, and approach me?

Prove to me that there are really things in the world that don't change.

After leaving the hotel, Osamu Dazai disappeared in Yokohama for two weeks. When the search for Hong Kong and black people slowed down, he approached the Chief Farmer of the Supernatural Secret Service Division and explained his request for job hopping.

The farming chief recommended him a suitable place to work.

In order to be able to join the Armed Detective Agency openly, Osamu Dazai accepted the exchange terms proposed by Chief Taneda.

Two years of underground intelligence work in exchange for a clean resume.

During the two years of dark days of whitewashing, Osamu Dazai never deliberately collected news about Yuzuki.

If what he expected was right, when he left here, he would always find clues about Xiyue.

Sure enough, Osamu Dazai, who came to the Armed Detective Agency to meet the president Yukichi Fukuzawa, saw a very familiar photo album on the shelf in the president's office.

It was something Yuzuki's father, Mitsuhiro-san, cherished immensely.

The young Osamu Dazai had seen the contents of that photo album in the dojo of the Yuzuki family.

The silver-haired boy inside is [-]% similar to President Fukuzawa in front of him.

It turned out that Eve set foot in Yokohama two years ago to give away this photo album.

Osamu Dazai knew why Yuzuki wanted to go to Tokyo six years ago.

It must be because of Uncle Mitsuhiro's health.Only for this reason, Yuzuki will leave Qingjin to live in his uncle's house in Tokyo.

Osamu Dazai has the last piece of the puzzle.

He even deduced from President Fukuzawa's vague scrutiny that Yuzuki must have mentioned himself to the man in front of him.

That is not the way the boss looks at the future subordinates, but the way the elders evaluate the people around the juniors.

Osamu Dazai answered the questions raised by President Fukuzawa seriously, and he did his best in the subsequent assessment.

He managed to stay with the Armed Detective Agency and has a new partner.

Kunikida Doppo, a serious young man who puts his ideals in his heart and puts it into practice.

To be honest, Osamu Dazai doesn't dislike such people, but this does not prevent him from bullying Kunikida on a whim.

After all, watching his partner jump is one of Osamu Dazai's repertoire.

When he was working at a detective agency, he often got information about Yuzuki through Kunikida.

Brother has been working hard recently, brother has just lost a close teacher and is very sad, brother is chasing hard to complete the leftover homework, brother is thinking about doing a big thing recently...

A few words like this allow Osamu Dazai to get a glimpse of Yuzuki's life.

I believe the same is true for Xiyue.

After all, Kunikida has never been on guard against people he trusts.

Thanks to him, the two tacitly confirmed the fact that they are both good.

When resting at the detective agency, Osamu Dazai often plays games with the anonymous terminal that Yuzuki gave him.

Occasionally, some landscape photos will be taken and sent to the cloud album of the terminal.

Judging from the insignificant changes in the number of reads and writes in the storage space, another person is silently observing.

This is what Osamu Dazai defaulted to when he chose to pick up the terminal.

Ranpo-san of the detective agency dismissed this, but he didn't mean to intervene.If he felt something with Dr. Xie Ye, he chose to maintain the boundaries that colleagues should have.President Fukuzawa looked more and more satisfied with his eyes.

Two years passed in a flash, and Osamu Dazai finally ushered in the final answer.

The author has something to say: the opening chapter is Dazai's miserable scene, but Xiyue just likes it.

Tsk tsk tsk... As expected of you, scheming Dazai!

The foreshadowing of the terminal is like this. As a star who has a bug and never leaves his body, it is not too much to get a little understanding of the life of the young boy who has not seen him for many years [狗头.JPG]

Xiyue's appearance description is related to the final identity setting. If you are interested, you can guess it. It doesn't matter if you are not interested. It's the same sentence, and the answer will be revealed soon.

Finally, um, Dazai, you're done.

Have you ever heard the sound of a little seedling breaking through the ground?

If you are not careful, it will grow into a towering tree!

I am looking forward to hahahahahahahahahahahahaha!