Fast-wearing Inner Demon

When it was almost five o'clock, Lin Lu opened his eyes and ended his sleep time early again.

Reaching out and pushing Yu Lian, whose hands and feet were tightly wrapped around him because of the cold, Lin Lu wanted to sit up from the bench.

It failed, but it just made that person entangled a little more tightly.

Lin Lu stopped struggling and just maintained a half-lying posture looking at the sky above her head.

At four o'clock in the morning in autumn, the sky is still completely dark, the moon is already preparing to give way, but the sun has not yet appeared, and only a few sparse stars hang in the sky.

Turning your head, you can see the steaming water mist on the lake surface, the black and green grass and leaves are curled up, and the cold air penetrates into the bones.

so why am i here?Why am I... struggling to live like this again?

No!Can't think anymore!Lin Lu shook her head frantically, managed to gather some strength, and led Yu Lian to sit up.

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Don't make trouble!Sleep a little longer. "Yu Lian opened his eyes in a daze, and loosened the hands and feet that were holding Lin Lu tightly, but they were still tightly pressed together, trying to absorb the heat from each other.

"Get up, someone will come out for morning exercises later, go back to your own place to sleep!" Lin Lu patted Yu Lian's face with his hand, just wanting to leave this place that made him feel ashamed after he got better, and with this People parted ways.

"It's okay." Yu Lian grabbed Qiao Jian'an's hand and put it to his lips to rub it lightly.

He smiled and said, "Let's go to my villa to sleep together."

Lin Lu didn't answer first, and waited for this person to really wake up and let go of his hands and feet to stand up from the bench before breaking free from his big palm.

In the puzzled eyes of the other party, he said: "Last night was an accident. If I can, I want to pretend that nothing happened."

Yu Lian froze on the spot, if it wasn't for Qiao Jian'an's look that was really bad, his eyes were bloodshot, and his expression was full of boredom and exhaustion, he almost wanted to pinch his shoulder and shout: What is an accident?Didn't you come to me yourself?

I want to run after flirting!I haven't eaten meat yet!Where in the world is there such a cheap thing?Does Lao Tzu look easy to bully? !

"I'm sorry." Lin Lu bowed to Yu Lian, apologized sincerely, turned around and left after apologizing.

Yu Lian followed two steps, trying to catch him back, but he still couldn't, so he withdrew his hand, such entanglement was too boring and out of class.

After returning to the apartment, Lin Lu took a shower again, changed into her pajamas and lay down on the bed. First, she covered her hair with the quilt and was stunned. When she found that her thoughts would turn to doubts about the past, present and future, she pulled down the quilt again. , turned on the light and looked for a textbook to read.

After staying up until eight o'clock, I still went out to class with my backpack on my back. I passed by the breakfast stand, and I still only bought a cup of soy milk and held it in my hand to suck it slowly.

Today is a professional class, so you don’t have to squeeze into a large classroom with others, it will be relatively more comfortable, even if your girlfriend and him are in the same major, it is still annoying if you can’t get rid of the entanglement.

But her twittering can also be very effective in bringing back his thoughts that accidentally wandered off, and it's not completely useless. Lin Lu slowly read the textbook word by word.

After three days like this, on the morning of the weekend, Lin Lu got up early and walked to the bus stop on campus.

Two days ago, I saw that there was an organization on campus to do volunteer work on weekends. I didn't know how to spend and survive the two weekends. I thought that doing something good might give me some psychological support, so Lin Lu signed up.

When we arrived at the bus stop, many students who had gathered together to do volunteer work had already arrived. Seeing him, some girls whispered in evasive expressions. Lin Lu could hear a few words: "It's really Qiao Jian'an, He closed his eyes slightly, pretending not to hear the words about his good looks.

Ye Ziqing squeezed away the girls and walked in front of Qiao Jianan, took out a few old people's heads from his wallet and handed them to Qiao Jianan, "Senior, I will return the money to you! What happened that day has nothing to do with you, I can't take your money. "

According to the setting of the original world plot, Lin Lu knew that Ye Ziqing was one of the organizers who initiated this school volunteer activity, and he was not surprised by her appearance, but he really didn't have the purpose of saying goodbye this time, just purely I want to do something good and lift my spirits.

Not wanting to get entangled with Ye Ziqing, Qiao Jianan reached out to take the money, and said: "Although I didn't do it, but Yingyu is my girlfriend, I should compensate you on her behalf. If you don't accept it, I won't force it." .”

"That savage and unreasonable woman!" Ye Ziqing snorted coldly.

Suddenly hesitated: "I don't think she is worthy of the senior."

Lin Lu really didn't want to get entangled, but she still pretended she didn't hear and ignored her, leaning on the stop sign and waiting for the bus to arrive.

Their volunteer activity this time is to go to a children's welfare home and work as a tutor. There will also be some activities to play with orphans. It has been mentioned in the organization. When they meet children they like, they can establish a one-on-one support relationship. There will be some fundraisers organized.

Lin Lu is determined to choose an orphan to do one-on-one support, but she doesn't plan to participate in the later fundraising and other things.

This is an opportunity for Ye Ziqing, the heroine, to establish a relationship with Yu Lian, the heroine. He doesn't want to bother, but simply wants to help.

Yuan's family was well-off. His father's anti-theft door factory had been in operation for many years. Although his family was not very rich, his savings and assets combined totaled tens of millions.

His father didn't remarry after his mother with depression committed suicide. He just took care of his only son and treated him very well. He gave him tens of thousands of living expenses on time every month, so he could easily achieve his goals. idea.

If he hadn't encountered any accidents or been involved in these worlds, at his actual age, he should have already had children, right?

He used to always insist that he was a straight man, and he also thought that after earning enough money, he would find a woman who was innocent or strong, in short, a simple and clean woman to marry, have a child, and be a responsible and good father.

To this point today is all the bitter fruit of my own immaturity and immaturity.

How about trying to be more down-to-earth from now on?

Ye Ziqing saw that Qiao Jian'an didn't reply, and suspected that he felt that he was too lenient and had some intentions, so he couldn't help being a little surprised and a little angry.

Although the senior is very good-looking, she is not Liu Yingyu's kind of superficial girl who chases after her face!

So I stopped talking to him, gave him a look, and turned to coordinate today's schedule with other organizers.

It was about 08:30 when we arrived at the children's welfare home. The orphans had just finished their collective breakfast. A staff member of the welfare home received them and took them to the small classroom for tutoring.

Not all orphans participated in the tutoring. There were only dozens of children who loved learning but could not keep up with the progress of public schools, and two of them had intellectual developmental defects.

There are also dozens of college classmates who came here this time, and they can completely tutor one by one.

The desks and chairs in the small classroom are the kind of plastic one-piece tables placed by small vendors outside. The classroom is not big and the light is not very good. Only one light is turned on.

When the group of college students entered, the group of children had already waited in the classroom. When they saw them coming in, they all stood up, bowed and said in unison: "Hello, teacher!"

Ye Ziqing suggested that everyone freely choose today's tutoring objects, and the first one was to pick a child who was obviously mentally handicapped.

Lin Lu stood at the back to observe, and chose an eight-year-old boy who looked very indifferent and thorny at first glance, who was rejected by other classmates again and again, and walked towards him.

The little boy was sitting on the plastic chair at the end of the classroom, and when he saw him approaching, his expression changed, both anticipation and defense.

Lin Lu walked up to him without saying a word, and first reached out and rubbed the top of his head gently.

With just one movement, the boy's expression immediately became docile. He obediently took the book out of the bag from the stool, opened it to a place where he didn't know how to fold the pages, handed it to him, and asked in a rough voice. :"May I have your name?"

Lin Lu smiled slightly, trying to make himself smile more energetically. In fact, this little boy could really make him feel a little more relaxed. He said softly, "You can call me Brother Da Qiao. Lin Ye."

"How do you know my name?" The boy looked at Lin Lu in surprise.

Soon he continued by himself: "I know, it's written on the title of the book."

"You are very smart, and you respond quickly." Lin Lu expressed his appreciation, sat down beside him, took the book and read it first.

Lin Ye probably seldom or never got compliments, so he blushed all of a sudden, lowered his head, and said, "No, it's okay!"

Lin Lu quickly flipped through the primary school mathematics textbook in his hand. The folded pages indicated that there were many things he didn't understand, and there were many mistakes in the following practice questions. He smiled at Lin Ye's denial and affirmation.

But when he started tutoring for him, he felt that Lin Ye was really not that kind of stupid kid. His reaction was really fast. The reason why he didn't understand so much was that his foundation was too poor, his heart was full of violence, and he couldn't calm down. to learn.

Many things that don’t really require basics, such as fractions, he can fully understand at once, and he can draw inferences from one instance, and loves to express himself.

The two of them got along very well during the morning tutoring session. When they went to eat separately at noon, Lin Ye was reluctant to part with him and followed him all the time, wanting to follow him out of the orphanage, but the staff didn't allow it.

Lin Lu touched the top of his head again. He is also a student himself, so he definitely cannot adopt this child, but he can be selected as a one-on-one helper.

From a certain point of view, Lin Ye is somewhat similar to himself when he was a child.

If, when he was young, he hadn't fully established a worldview, someone would give him a hand.

Maybe, he wouldn't make himself so bad?

Because of the relaxation of his nerves, Lin Lu's appetite for lunch was slightly boosted, so he became a little more energetic in the afternoon, took a bath for Lin Ye, and washed off the dirty clothes and sheets with him. Tell a story together.

Lin Lu told Lin Ye a story about the iron nail soup in the Grimm's fairy tale, which was the fairy tale he remembered most when he was a child. From this fairy tale, he realized the changeability and manipulability of the human heart.

Telling Lin Ye such a story is not to make him into a person like him.

Rather, in the forest world, it is beneficial to know such stories.

What Lin Ye told him was a candy house, two little brothers and sisters helped the witch trick other children and even their own parents into the candy house, and finally defeated the witch, and continued to trick the children into the candy house to kill and eat them.

Lin Lu didn't express any opinions, and quietly listened to Lin Ye's story, before finally asking: "Who told you this story?"

Lin Ye said: "My mother told me this, and there are many others. I remember them all. Next time you come, I will tell you more!"

When the little boy said this, his expression was a little frightened and a little malicious.

Obviously he knew it wasn't a good story, but it was all he could remember, it represented who he was.

So, he spoke.

On the next Sunday, Lin Lu went to the orphanage to give Lin Ye tuition, and brought a brand new set of Grimm's fairy tales.

What has been formed cannot be erased, but there is still time for the forest to be covered with new things, as long as someone has the patience to reach out.