after being terminally ill

I looked at Yu Yunzhi, feeling complicated and unspeakable in my heart.

Yu Yunzhi was really sad for me. This incident made me feel bad, but I couldn't help being a little happy.

Yu Yunzhi cares about me, although this kind of care may only be due to the friendship between friends, but I am already very satisfied.

But looking at Yu Yunzhi's haggard and sad appearance, the joy in my heart gradually faded, and I suddenly didn't want him to care about me.

If he didn't care about me, my death wouldn't make him show such an expression.

If possible, I really hope that Yu Yunzhi will be happy and successful all his life, and never show such an expression.

At the same time, I couldn't help loathing Song Zizhuo even more, because he broke my plan and let Yu Yunzhi see me dying.

Yu Yunzhi gently let go of my hand, and then put my hand under the quilt. After covering me with the quilt, he raised his face and smiled at me. Although his eyes were still red, this The smile is unprecedentedly gentle, without any negative emotions such as sadness or despair: "I can't let my bad mood affect you, you have to have confidence in yourself now, and actively cooperate with the treatment, okay?"

I am very aware of my body. With my current condition, even if I am treated, it will be powerless, and I will just survive.

But looking at Yu Yunzhi's expression, I found it difficult to refuse any of his requests.

Yu Yunzhi gently combed my hair with his fingers, and looked into my eyes seriously: "You are the one I like, so don't leave me alone."

I stared at Yu Yunzhi with wide eyes, trying to find a hint of joking from his expression.

But no, his expression is very serious, and his eyes are full of deep affection that can drown people.

But I still couldn't believe it. I just felt that my illness affected my hearing, so I just misheard.

Yu Yunzhi frowned: "You heard me right, I said I like you, I love you."

... Is Yu Yunzhi serious?

I just felt my heart beating a little faster, pounding against my chest, unbelievable ecstasy sweeping through my brain, making my breathing quicken.

When Yu Yunzhi saw my appearance, he became flustered, and he called the doctor nervously.

After the doctor checked it once, he frowned and looked at him: "The patient needs to rest and not be stimulated."

Yu Yunzhi, who was always arrogant and cold, lowered his head in shame when he heard what the doctor said, and listened silently to the reprimand.

After the doctor left, Yu Yunzhi looked at me who had calmed down after a long time, and his expression was full of guilt: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't be so sudden. It's just that I'm so happy to see you wake up. I'm afraid that I won't say anything later. There is no chance..."

I shook my head slightly, trying to tell him it was okay.

As if he still couldn't forgive himself, he sat on the edge of the bed with a gloomy face.

Although I knew that this should not be, but after hearing Yu Yunzhi's confession and knowing that he was not joking with me, my heart became selfishly ecstatic in the first place, instead of thinking that I, a dying person, could not be treated at all. Since he likes me, liking me will only hurt him.

After a long time, Yu Yunzhi seemed to have finally adjusted his mood. He looked at me, his body was no longer as cold as before, and his voice was so gentle that water dripped out: "I will take good care of you, so you must get well soon, let us be together longer, okay?"

I don't seem to have promised him to be with him yet, have I?How could he make such decisions on his own?

Even though I thought so, what immediately surged up in my heart was a sweet joy.

I didn't expect that God would be so merciful, allowing me to achieve things that I didn't even dare to think about before I died.

But I also know that this is cruel to Yu Yunzhi.

So I hesitated for a long time, and finally shook my head.

In the situation I am in, being with him will only hurt him.

Yu Yunzhi was not angry at my rejection, he seemed to see through what I was thinking: "The thing I want to do most now is to be with you, no matter what happens in the future, I just know that I am not with you now, I I will definitely regret it for the rest of my life, so will you fulfill my wish? Try to stay with me for as long as possible, okay?"

Selfishly, I looked at Yu Yunzhi's sincere eyes, but in the end I couldn't resist the temptation, so I nodded slightly.

"That's great." Yu Yunzhi laughed, the melancholy in his eyes seemed to dissipate at this moment, but it turned into tears and filled his eyes.

Seeing Yu Yunzhi's expression on the verge of tears, I panicked.

Yu Yunzhi covered his eyes, and after putting down his hands, his expression seemed to return to normal.

He smiled at me: "It's okay, I'm just too excited."

I looked at Yu Yunzhi with distress, and began to regret my decision just now.

No matter what, I don't want Yu Yunzhi to feel any pain or sadness.

But now, if I suddenly go back on my word, Yu Yunzhi might feel even more uncomfortable...

In the end, I could only move my hand with difficulty, gently holding Yu Yunzhi's hand on the bedside.

Yu Yunzhi was stunned on the spot, and after returning to his senses for a while, he looked at me tenderly, and shook my hand cautiously.

Since then, Yu Yunzhi has been with me all the time, and it can be said that I never leave.Under his supervision, I also tried my best to cooperate with the doctor's treatment.

But I'm terminally ill, and most of this is futile.

Everyone should be well aware of this, but Yu Yunzhi still refuses to give up.

As time went by, my body became weaker and weaker.

However, despite the torment of illness, at the end of my life, I can have Yu Yunzhi by my side. I already feel that I have no regrets in this life. Every day I open my eyes with gratitude and cherish every minute and every second spent with him.

And Song Zizhuo didn't appear again during this period of time.

I thought that the last period of my life would pass away peacefully and slowly like this, but after Tian Yu Yunzhi was called away by a phone call, not long after the men he sent to guard me were knocked down, and then he walked away with a haggard appearance. into my ward.

It's Song Zizhuo.

When I recognized him, I closed my eyes, feeling that it was a waste of time to even look at him.

Song Zizhuo stood for a long while, then suddenly spoke in a hoarse and dry voice: "I know you don't want to see me, but why do you want Yu Yunzhi to be with you?! Could it be that he is something good? He..."

"Shut up." I opened my eyes and looked at him coldly.

Song Zizhuo was wearing a black windbreaker, his face was pale, and he looked like a traveler. He had lost the ostentatious sunshine before, and his whole body carried a gloomy aura. He heard my voice, but he didn't overreact like before. , but surprisingly calm: "I'm afraid you have been kept in the dark about Yu Yunzhi."

I am silent.

Song Zizhuo continued: "Why do I keep bullying you? I'm actually a little confused, because I actually... like you very much. Finally, I thought about it carefully, and found that it was because I was too stupid before. induce."

Song Zizhuo clearly explained the things induced by Yu Yunzhi before.

I can almost believe it.

"Also, Yu Yunzhi is definitely not as simple as you think. Do you know what's going on with your father now?" Song Zizhuo handed me the information in his hand.

The author has something to say:

Is it really not cruel? QAQ is good, I will continue to work hard