after being terminally ill

I was surprised for a moment when I heard Song Zizhuo's words, but soon calmed down.

I looked at him lightly: "So?"

As if he was irritated by my calmness, he suddenly stood up with an excited voice: "So?! What so! You have such a serious disease, but you didn't treat it well, and instead ran to such a remote place, you don't want to fucking Alive?!"

I was indifferent to his anger and looked at him blankly.

In addition to the burning anger in his eyes, there were other emotions, as if pain and panic.

I almost suspected that I was wrong. I was the one who was terminally ill. Why was he in so much pain and panic?

To him, my death should be painless.Didn't he once say that for a person like me, it's better to die.

When I heard this kind of words at the beginning, I was childish and painful, and I didn't dare to show it in front of people, so I hid in the corner and shed tears uselessly.

Song Zizhuo looked at my expression, and for some reason he seemed to become even more flustered. He stretched out his hand towards me, as if he wanted to grab me.

I dodged coldly.

"... Weiran..." I suddenly heard him call out to me, with a look of despair on his face, like an abandoned child.

I looked at him without being moved in the slightest, but frowned slightly in disgust at his address: "Don't call me that. Also, whether I want to live or die is none of your business, but in the future I don't want to Seeing you—this is my last request as a dying person, and I hope you can satisfy me, young master."

Seemingly seeing my indifference and determination, Song Zizhuo opened and closed his lips, and finally sat down on the sofa, covering his face with his hands and lowering his head.

After a while he looked up at me with a wry smile on his face.

This surprised me.

Song Zizhuo, who has always been lawless and arrogant, would show such a bitter expression, which is truly rare.

"I'm... really stupid and bad," Song Zizhuo lost his previous arrogance, as if he had suddenly matured, "I always thought you liked me, and because you liked me, I just bullied you casually, because... ...I find that you will never leave me no matter what, which makes me feel at ease..."

I don't know what happened to Song Zizhuo during the few months I was away, which caused such a big change in him, as if he grew from a naive boy to a man overnight.

But in fact, I don't care about anything related to Song Zizhuo.

I just think Song Zizhuo's words at this time are more ridiculous than each sentence. He actually thinks that I like him?Why does he think I like him?

And thinking that I like him is the reason why he treated me so excessively in the past?

I almost sneered, and in the midst of my emotions, I couldn't suppress my cough.

Accompanied by coughing, the intense headache made my eyes black, and I vaguely saw bright red blood spraying from my mouth, staining the sofa and the ground red.

Such bright and strong colors almost made the whole world lose its color, and I knew clearly that this represented my life was burning violently.

I've reached the end of my rope.

Coughing and coughing, my body began to feel numb and weak, and my eyelids gradually drooped uncontrollably.

I vaguely saw Song Zizhuo rushing to my side in a panic, trying to help me at a loss, but he didn't dare to move, but his voice was trembling, threatening me out of breath: "Hey! You are not allowed to sleep! You are not allowed to sleep Ah!! Open your eyes for me!"

...Why is this voice crying?Song Zizhuo will cry too?And still cry for me? ……How can it be?It must be impossible.

You must know that Song Zizhuo will not shed tears no matter how uncomfortable he is. When the grandfather who loved him the most passed away, he only had red eyes, and finally he couldn't cry.

...But what is this scorching fluid dripping onto his face...?

Before I could think deeply, my consciousness gradually sank into darkness.

"Weiran..."

"Weiran, Weiran..."

"Wei Ran, wake up quickly, if you don't wake up, what should I do?"

The cold voice called my name over and over again with tenderness and sadness. This voice is so familiar. Whenever I hear this voice repeating my name so gently, I feel touched deep inside.

This is what I have been longing for for a long time... so I must wake up... Open your eyes and look at this person, even if you are about to die, you must break free from the clutches of death, and see this person for the last time...

Such a strong obsession made me run hard in the dark, trying my best to break free from this endless bondage.

In the end, I finally saw a dim light...

I opened my eyes with difficulty, and saw that the room was completely dark, only a little moonlight came in through the cracks in the curtains, vaguely illuminating the general appearance of the room.

This room is gorgeously furnished but still warm. If it weren't for the monotonous beeping sound of the ECG monitor coming from my ears, I would hardly know that this is a ward.

And I was lying on the bed weakly at the moment, with an oxygen mask on my face.

I rolled my eyes and found a person lying beside my bed with soft black hair slightly covering half of his exposed face. His fair skin made the dark circles around his eyes even worse.

Yu Yun knows...

I remembered that the voice that kept calling me in a coma belonged to Yu Yunzhi.

At the end of my life, I was able to see him again. I think I have nothing else to ask for.

I watched him quietly, moving my fingers with difficulty, wanting to touch him.

But before I succeeded, Yu Yunzhi suddenly opened his eyes.

That's how I met his gaze.

Yu Yunzhi looked haggard, and his eyes were bloodshot.

My heart ached slightly.

Yu Yunzhi looked at me for a while, then his eyes widened in disbelief, and he sat up abruptly.

He sat blankly for a while, then stretched out his hand in my direction, as if he wanted to touch me, but finally stopped trembling very close to my face.

I saw his lips were dry and peeled, with stubble around them, his voice was a little hoarse, with a slight trembling: "Wei Ran? You...really woke up?"

I looked at him and wanted to laugh a little, but in the end, for some reason, tears fell first.

Yu Yunzhi stared at my tears, stunned, then turned his head away suddenly, turned his back to me, when he turned around after a while, I saw his eyes were slightly red.

I had an incredible guess in my heart, Yu Yunzhi just recited me, did he cry?Because I cried...?

Yu Yunzhi looked at me, besides joy, there was also sadness and despair in his eyes. He opened and closed his lips several times before he could make a sound: "...I'm sorry."

I don't know why Yu Yunzhi apologized to me, but I want to tell him that no matter what he did, it's okay, and I will never blame him.

I shook my head hard, and made a difficult mouth shape of "it's okay".

Yu Yunzhi's expression became even sadder. He gently held my hand, lowered his eyes, and kept repeating: "Wei Ran, I will find a way, I will definitely find a way..."

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