gray love

Coming out of the bookstore, the sky suddenly began to rain, and it fell to the ground profusely.I sniffed the dust disturbed by moisture, held the map in my arms, rode on the bike, and rode towards home against the increasing raindrops.

Two months later, the first thing I want to do is to get a driver's license and buy a car, so that I won't suffer from the wind and rain, at least my beloved will not suffer from the wind and rain, but... I looked at the increasingly blurred city, looked at the people running at speed on the road, and heard the wind touch the rain, and suddenly remembered that my beloved, now, can't be found in any latitude and longitude of this city.

I posted that map on the wall of my bedroom, and then I stared at 121.48 east longitude and 31.22 north latitude with my foggy eyelashes open.Later, I posted pictures of her on the map, and memoed one country after another that I wanted to travel with her, giggling and dreaming wildly.

She didn't come back to move because she was too busy. She said that she would wait until the summer vacation to move back, but during this period, I paid close attention to her all the time.

I haven't forgotten everything I promised her, even though the school has returned to the role I hate, but I'm still in the lonely southwest corner of the classroom, studying feverishly, many classmates ask me about Xiao's situation, I always smile I say she is very good, but... sometimes I don't know if she is good, I don't know if she has breakfast, I don't know if she has adapted to the dirty air in Shanghai, I don't know if there is naughty in the class she leads Tricking students that give her a headache, I don't know if she stays up into the wee hours of the morning preparing lessons or grading homework and test papers...I don't know anything.

So, while I was standing in the scorching sun, I suddenly pulled out my phone and called her.

"Hey, little mouse, what are you doing on the phone?"

"Don't forget to bring an umbrella, it's too..."

"Oh, how do you know it's raining in Shanghai? I'll take it with me. Don't worry."

……

I want to say...it's too sunny outside...

Two cities that belong to the subtropical monsoon climate have no intersection at this moment.

After school on Friday, I was in a good mood because I could rest on Saturday and Sunday. When I walked out of the school gate with the surging crowd, I dialed Xiao's phone.

"Hey, does the teacher have class tomorrow?" I asked excitedly as soon as I got connected.

"No, rest tomorrow." She said on the other end of the phone.

"Then... shall I go find you tomorrow?" I said in a seductive voice

"Uh...tomorrow," she hesitated, I knew that I had made an appointment, "Tomorrow, he...doesn't go to work...so we..."

We all know him well.

"Oh, that's it, let's do it another day, oh, I... I suddenly remembered that I have something to do tomorrow... It's just... just..., you guys have fun." I hung up the phone, panting with my mouth open like I just ran [-] kilometers gas.

The picture is very humorous. I am wearing an ugly school uniform, holding a mobile phone, and standing in the crowd pushing and shoving my way. People keep bumping my shoulders and stepping on my feet, but I am like a stationary vending machine. Alone.

I can't do nothing!When I made up my mind, I finally moved my feet and ran forward.

That night, I arrived in Shanghai. I rode a motorcycle all the way to the downstairs of the faculty dormitory where she lived. Looking at the brightly lit dormitory building and her window that was shrunk because it was too high, I meditated: Xiao Xiao ,I miss you so much.

The next day, I wore myopia glasses and a hat, a SLR, and a backpack full of clothes, and came to the gate of her community early disguised as a tourist. Although this method of chasing girls is abnormal, in order to be able to Seeing her once, I can know how her day is going, so what if I bear the infamy of being a pervert for a while?

At 11:30, finally, I saw her boyfriend driving a car into the gate of the faculty community.I quickly hailed a taxi and waited in the car.Not long after, I saw Xiao's car driving out of the community. I asked the driver to drive and followed them.

They went to a western restaurant. I got out of the car and gave the driver money to wait here. The driver happily agreed.

As soon as they sat down, I entered the restaurant behind and sat secretly in a corner that Xiao couldn't see. The waiter greeted me, and I quickly ordered a cup of coffee to make her talk less to avoid attracting their attention.

I took a magazine out of my bag to shield my prying eyes.They sat facing each other but didn't talk too much, or it can be said that from the time I observed them until now, her boyfriend is almost alone in bb, and Xiao, she seems to have something on her mind, and she has a joke and a smile. Responding with a smile, this seems to be seriously inconsistent with her usual long-winded image. Could it be...she is sick...or...listed as a holiday, but it's not right, I don't remember today...

I was thinking wildly. There are more and more people in the restaurant at this time. The waiter may think that I ordered a cup of coffee and walked over to persuade me to eat as soon as possible, so I ordered some more things in vain. After a few photos of Grandpa Mao, the commotion was temporarily subdued.When I finished my work, I looked back at them and found that their seats were empty but the food I ordered hadn’t been finished. I thought that I might have exposed it when I was done. Cover your face.

"Don't introduce me to your comrades, okay?" Xiao and her boyfriend walked to their dining table from the aisle behind me, and there was a bit of complaint in her tone.

"That's our leader. We have to say hello when we meet." Her boyfriend said worldly.

"To say hello is to invite them to their seats respectfully, and then say a lot of flattering words? You can please him, why do you drag me?"

……

I couldn't hear the rest of the conversation clearly. In short, they must have had a bad meal.

I'm not happy either, Xiao doesn't like hypocrisy, I know this very well, so what his boyfriend did made me furious.

After dinner, they walked out of the western restaurant, and I quietly followed. The driver was still waiting there. I got into the car and asked the driver to continue to follow them. The driver's skills were very good, and they didn't make them suspicious along the way, nor lost .In the car, I put on another coat, a different hat, and a pair of sunglasses to re-do the camouflage.

They went to the water park, and I lurked to follow. Xiao seemed to be a little emotional, but her boyfriend seemed to be in spirits, but I didn't see any intimate movements such as holding hands between them along the way. I didn't know it. They are brother and sister, oh no, I thought it was father and daughter who came out to go shopping.

The water park was full of people, and I followed carefully, for fear that they would disappear in a blink of an eye.Fortunately, none of them were wearing swimsuits, which was in stark contrast to the men and women around them who were wearing shorts or bikinis with their bellies and thighs exposed.

They seemed to be arguing again at this moment, Xiao looked very bad, I sneaked forward, covered my face with the DSLR, pretended to be taking pictures, and listened to what they had to say.

Faintly, I heard the point.

"I can't swim, and I'm afraid of water. Isn't it a crime to come here?"

Her boyfriend's tone was also not very good: "Didn't I explain it? Our director is resting today. I heard that he was coming here yesterday. If I can meet him, a few words will help me in the future. Do you want to understand?"

"I don't understand. Are you tired of being so deliberate and tricky all day long?" Xiao walked forward angrily. Just as her boyfriend wanted to catch up, she suddenly changed direction, and her steps became strong and powerful. I looked at him curiously.

With a smile on his face, he stretched out his hand and walked towards a man with a swollen face and wearing big underpants.

Humph, sycophant!I cursed secretly.Her boyfriend waved his hand to let Xiao Ye go, but Xiao ignored him and turned around to leave. Her boyfriend made a dark face and then showed a flattering smile to face his big boss.

I followed Xiao, and Xiao walked for a while and sat down on a bench under a big tree far away from the hustle and bustle.She looked at her watch, then exhaled helplessly, and stared blankly at the ground.

The sun was scorching, and the mottled sunlight fell on her body from the gaps in the leaves. She took out a handkerchief from her bag and wiped the sweat from her forehead, frowning and looking at the side.

I hid next to a wooden house for no reason, and looked at her distressedly. Suddenly, a doll dressed in white came out of the wooden house. He was holding Dabai's head and was about to put it on, but I stopped him suddenly.

The temperature outside was more than 30 degrees, and the air was barely baked.When I put on "Dabai", I almost choked to death inside, my whole body was like being placed in a steamer for steaming buns. I held Dabai's head and went to the ice cream shop to buy a cup of ice cream, and then I put on Dabai's head Go in the direction of Xiao Xiao.

Luckily I could barely see ahead, but it became very difficult to breathe.Before I got to the place where Xiao was sitting, my T-shirt and shorts were already wet and sticky to my body. This is not the worst thing, but the worst part is that Dabai's finger slits are too big to hold I can't hold the ice cream with one hand, so I can only hold the cup of ice cream, but walking in this posture will be affected, which makes me look like a clumsy pig from a distance. .

Finally got to her side, she was looking in another direction, I held the ice cream in front of her eyes, she turned her head in surprise and looked at Dabai in front of her.

She looked at Dabai dumbfounded, and I moved my hand to signal her to take the ice cream. After she reacted, she finally smiled in surprise and reached out to catch the ice cream.

I stepped back, shook my arms towards the cabin, and signaled the staff in the room. Suddenly the music sounded, and I got into a pose and danced to "Gee" by Girls' Generation.

She looked at Dabai, a cute Dabai was dancing "Gee" hard, his movements were witty and cute, she was smiling happily, but the ice cream in her hand was quietly melting.

I twisted my buttocks, kicked my legs, and accidentally fell to the ground when I didn't stand properly. I quickly covered Dabai's head and rolled as if I fell on purpose. I didn't see that I just missed the game.After the song, I made a cute pose and got up to face her.

She stood up and walked in front of me. Sweat dripped from my forehead and stuck to my eyebrows and eyelashes. My eyes were also sore from the heat. I squeezed my eyes hard to see her clearly.

I pointed to the ice cream in her hand and motioned her to eat it quickly. She smiled and put the ice cream on the chair.Then he faced me, holding Dabai's head with his hands and trying to pick it up.

"Hui Hao..." She suddenly said softly, I was taken aback for a moment, she...recognized me?

"Yu Xiao."

Someone in the distance called her name, but she ignored it and continued to pick up Dabai's head.

"Yu Xiao, let's go." Her boyfriend came over, grabbed Xiao's arm, turned and left.

"Don't..." Xiao resisted for a while, her boyfriend looked at her suspiciously and said, "What's wrong?" Then he looked at me pretending to be Dabai and said, "What's the matter with you?"

Idiot, what can a dollman do here!I cursed in my heart.

Another group of people came, this time a lot of children, holding water guns and yelling loudly: "Hey! Look here is Dabai!"

"Dabai! Dabai!"

"so cute."

"Fuck him!" I don't know who gave the order, and I became the target of these brats in an instant.

□□ A bear raised a water gun and fired it at me. I ran away quickly to avoid letting Xiaoya lie on the gun.

When I ran away, I looked back at her, and her anxious and worried eyes hit my heart. Is she worried about me?Worries that have nothing to do with her contract?

I shook off those children like a big snot, took off the big white doll clothes, silently returned to the bench, and sat down tiredly.

My whole body was soaked, and I was as embarrassed as a dog that fell into the pool. At the same time, I was extremely thirsty, but I really didn't have the energy to buy water.

I put "Dabai" beside me, and turned my head to see the ice cream that had already melted into water.

I smiled, very happily, and then said softly with my tired eyes open: "I've always been here."

Suddenly, a bottle of water appeared in front of my eyes. I looked up in surprise. The sun was not as vicious as before. The sunlight bounced gently on the leaves. They slipped from the trap set by the naughty branches and fell into the transparent water bottle. , and shine it on my face.

"Drink."

I couldn't believe my eyes, and I was stunned like a log on the bench under the shade of a tree.

"Stupid?" She raised her eyebrows and shook the water bottle in front of my eyes.

I took the water dumbfounded and stood up slowly.

"Old...teacher..."

Xiao glanced at the "Dabai" spread out in a pile on the bench, and suddenly pouted like a child and said, "I want to hug Dabai."

"Oh, oh, then I...then I'll put it on..." I was at a loss and just about to bend down to pick up Dabai, when suddenly, she hugged me.

I once heard someone say that when your tinnitus is ringing, it is the souls living in another space passing by your side. At this time, I don’t know how many souls pass by my side. I only know that at this moment, I His ears rang like bombs.

She hugged my waist tightly, closed her eyes, and pressed her young face against my chest.

As if I had been frozen, my dilated pupils were open, I had a mouth that could stuff an orange, and my arms were mentally handicapped, not knowing where I should go.

"I...I'm covered in sweat...sticky...sticky to you..." After a while, I suddenly said in disappointment, she let go of her arm, stood up, stared at me and pretended to be angry: "Why didn't you say it earlier!"

She turned around and left, and I hurriedly hugged Dabai and followed closely.

We finished all the entertainment that afternoon before the water park closed.

When we were playing rapids, when we were about to rush down, she was so nervous, I patted her hand, leaned over and whispered in her ear: "Don't be afraid, I'm always here."

She looked at me affectionately, this time it was really affectionate, she said: "@#*", but we have already rushed down from the high platform, I didn't hear that sentence.

"What did you say?!..." I just opened my mouth to ask, and the surging water poured into my mouth. At that moment, when my eyes were choked by the inertia of the water and tears were streaming down my face, I suddenly heard her clearly. Saying something, she said: "I know, I always knew."

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