gray love

On the way back, we didn't have too many words.

She was taking a shower, and I was lying on the bed watching "Story of the Sahara" in my hand with headphones on.

After a long time, the earphone on my left was suddenly taken away. I raised my eyes from the book and landed on her fair neck. The time has washed away the usual seriousness, she is as pure and icy as a little girl, I can’t find words to describe her, because——all the blood in my body is rushing to my brain...

"Go and wash." Xiao said calmly, wiping her hair with a towel, and didn't notice anything unusual about me.

"Oh." I stood up and faced her with my head bowed without moving.

"Go quickly."

I murmured and said, "Well...I...let me wipe your hair for you."

Xiao was taken aback, looked at my expression again, and threw the towel at me angrily: "Little bastard, get out if you don't wash it!"

I dodged and dodged, threw the earphones on the bed and ran into the bathroom quickly.

The splash of water stabilized my mood. After waking up, I saw the body lotion she brought on the storage shelf and smiled mischievously.

Coming out of the bathroom, I saw her quietly watching the book "Story of the Sahara" waiting for her hair to dry. I frowned and turned back to the bathroom to find a hair dryer and dry towels. I walked to her side and put them on the bedside table. power supply.

"Why?" Xiao felt that something was wrong and moved further away from me.

"Dry your hair for you, when will you sleep like this." I sat behind her as I spoke.

"Hey!" Xiao jumped up as if he had seen a ghost, "I... I will do it myself."

"Teacher Yu, it's just blowing your hair, can I still eat you?" I said impatiently.

She struggled for a while, and finally sat down.

"I'm not willing to serve others." I muttered dissatisfied.

"Shut up!" She threw me a sentence, I honestly turned on the hot air gear, tried the temperature, and felt that it was almost time to blow her hair carefully.

The aroma of shampoo intoxicated my brain, and her slightly curly hair slid through my fingertips.I was afraid that the heat would burn her, so I took the trouble to change the place and blow it until the last strand of hair was dried.

"You're done." I cheered and got off the bed.

"Tired?"

Before I put on the slippers, I suddenly heard her soft breathing next to my ear, almost snorting close to the skin, my ears were roasted red, the deer bumped wildly, what happened to her?Why are you so active...

"Do not…"

"Did you use my body wash?" She suddenly reached out and twisted the flesh on my arm, I bared my teeth and shouted for mercy, she angrily kicked me off the bed, lifted the quilt and lay down.

"This woman, you can turn your face faster than you can turn a book." I muttered in a low voice and got up from the ground, packed up my towels, hair dryer and other things, and then lay down.

After turning off the light and getting used to the darkness, I searched for her breath in the large expanse of blackness, and finally I clearly saw her body undulating at a constant speed with her back facing me, she fell asleep, and I smiled at her back Said softly: "Good night, Xiao, I love you."

The next day's game was still going smoothly. When I came out of the game, I looked at the bright sunshine in Shanghai, closed my eyes, and breathed in the unique filthy atmosphere of the city, but my heart was extremely happy.

"teacher…"

She turned to look at me: "Huh?"

"Have you ever seen the night in Shanghai?" I said looking at the buildings hundreds of meters high in the distance.

"I've seen it, what's the matter?" She looked at me suspiciously.

"At that height?" I pointed to the building towering above the clouds and said.

"That's not it."

"I'll take you there." I begged with a smile.

"But...it's time to go this afternoon..."

"The itinerary can be changed, but the scenery is only once."

Under my stalking, Xiao finally agreed to play with me for one more day.

In the evening, when we came to the building, I got into the elevator without much effort and pressed the button on the top floor, but the small door on the roof was locked. Of course, this didn’t bother me, because I had the key.

This building is the headquarters of my parent's company.

Therefore, whenever I come to Shanghai, this place becomes my favorite place to stay, and I will have a key as long as it comes naturally.

There are also many stories about my parents. They fell in love when they were studying abroad in a certain university, and later returned to China to marry and start a business. They founded a well-known brand computer company. I don't know if there is no result. All I know is that the ups and downs of their lives lead to the ups and downs of my life.

Maybe it's the envy of others...

I stepped onto the rooftop and walked on the cold concrete floor, my eyes slowly enlarged.

Before Xiao followed, I turned around and walked in front of her, blocking the scenery that was about to flood into her eyes, and I said, "Shanghai tonight is beautiful."

Her sweet eyes are open, and the corners of her lips are slightly raised, making me really want to... kiss her.

"Let's go." I said without looking at her again.

"Wow!" She couldn't help admiring the traces of light as far as she could see, "It feels so good to be able to see the night view of Shanghai without spending money."

She smiled like a flower, and I was content to look at the swirling neon lights, the light strips that stretched thousands of miles, the lonely and noble high-rise buildings, and the ten-mile foreign market that fascinated my senses.

"Teacher..." I looked at the sweeping view of Shanghai, and at the ten-mile Bund where the silk and satin are boundless, and said, "Do you like the singing and dancing, the feasting and feasting here, or the nature where the grass grows and the birds fly, and the willows are dark and the flowers are bright?"

She thought for a while and said, "Wherever there is someone I love, that's where I like it."

I turned to look at her in surprise and said, "Then...why didn't you go to his place?"

She knew who the "he" I was talking about, because there was a gloom in her eyes that made my heart ache, and she suddenly regretted asking this question.

"The person I love doesn't just refer to the person in love, including my parents, grandparents, etc. I love them too."

"But you still aren't with them?"

"I just stayed where they wanted me to stay." Xiao stroked her long hair blown by the wind and said, "After graduation, my parents hoped that I would come to work in City H. They said that City H has room for development. , and him."

She smiled wryly: "At that time, he was still working in City H, but now he is working in this city."

She pointed to Shanghai, which was full of vigor and power, and the cold wind hurt her soft fingertips.

"I came, but he left."

Her voice made people cry and lost, but it turned into surging anger in my heart.

"Why? He...can't stay for you? What's wrong with City H?" I said angrily.

"People go to high places," she smiled, "just like you, you will go one day."

"I won't go." I looked at her firmly, "I'll be where you are, just like you said, 'Where there is someone I love, I like it. Where I am, whoever I love.'."

She looked at me, surprised, shocked, and worried, but I was only firm.

"But... if I leave you voluntarily, will you continue your current excellence?" There were shards of glass smashed on the concrete floor in her pupils, feeling lost as if trampled by neon lights.

"Are you leaving me?" I said terrified.

"I said what if..."

"But... is there such an if?" I asked her back.

"Give me an answer." There was an irresistible force in her eyes, which forced me to think and answer.

"Yes." I said.

She smiled, I don't know if it was the grotesque neon that confused my eyes, I suddenly saw that there were mottled tears in her eyes, then she lowered her head, turned around, and looked at the city in the distance. The endless carnival of the city.

I still stared at her intently, I want to know the answer, I want to know if her tear shed for me.

The cold wind is blowing, and the wind from the roof can always find your collar and cuffs and get in, chilling you all over.

She hugged her arms slightly, and I asked with concern: "Is it cold?"

Before she could answer, I unzipped my black padded down jacket.

"Hey!" She suddenly grabbed my arm and said, "Don't wear this suit, I don't know how to wear it."

I sighed helplessly and continued to unzip my zipper.

"Hey, you..."

Before she finished speaking, I spread my coat with both hands and slowly wrapped it around her. Fortunately, she is shorter and thinner than me, otherwise I would have to show a vent.

That's it, I hugged her.

My chin caressed the top of her head, and I warmed her body with a burst of tenderness.I can't see her expression, but I can feel her stiff body. I know that she may be frightened, but if I can transmit my temperature to her face to face without reservation, so what if I get frightened?

"Stinky boy, what are you doing?" She finally came to her senses, but I think at this time she might also be greedy for my warmth.

But I was wrong, she struggled for a while and found it was useless, then suddenly stepped on my foot hard, sharp pain came from the back of my foot, but I refused to let go like a demon.

"Whether you think of me as a hooligan or a bastard, if the "if" you just said can become a reality, then the future me will be heartbroken for letting go today!" I suppressed the pain in her ear As she spoke, she suddenly gave up struggling and moved her foot away from my instep.

I looked at her, her earlobes, her profile, her eyes, and then I saw her uneven brows.

She was looking at me, confused, regretful, and sad.

"Does it have to be like this?" Her trembling lips, breath, and fragrant body fragrance beat my heart, and finally made me lose my mind.

I kissed her.

The warm breath, the fragrant lips, and the softness that was almost swept away, she turned her head in fear and struggled hard.

I let her go, and she looked at me with a strange look, because I made her feel strange at the moment.

I suddenly lost my voice, and she ran, disappearing into the darkness as if fleeing the provocation of a rogue.

I quickly chased after her, frantically looking for her, shouting over and over again in my heart, Xiao, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!

I looked for her everywhere like a lunatic, and regrets were intertwined in my heart. At this moment, I wished I could jump off this tall building to make up for my impulse.

I found her, and at the door of an elevator, I saw her. Her messy hair, empty eyes, and weak breathing made me fall into the bitter regret again.

"Teacher..." I called her cautiously.

A tear fell from her eye and splashed on the floor.She cried, and my heart was in a ball, wishing I could strangle myself to death.

I took a step back, held out my hand and said:

"Don't be afraid, I promise I won't be within three steps of you again, don't be afraid."

She looked up at me, frowning, her eyes moist.

The elevator door opened, and she walked in, but I didn't follow, because there was no distance beyond three steps in this elevator.

The door closed, and I waited for the red number to gradually decrease, but that number did not change for a long time.

The elevator broke down?My heart hit my throat, and I ran to the elevator door. Suddenly, the crack in the elevator door slowly opened.

"Come in." She said, with a pale face, red eyes, and a lonesome figure.

I went to the elevator and pressed the button for the first floor.

"Teacher, I'm sorry." My voice echoed in the elevator, and even the echo wanted to hide in the cracks.

She didn't answer and I couldn't even hear her breathe.

I didn't speak anymore, I really didn't have the face to make any more noise.

The elevator stopped suddenly on the 58th floor, the door slowly opened, I heard a loud noise, someone was about to get on the elevator, I didn't look up and stepped back, and suddenly heard a familiar voice calling my name.

"Hao Hao."

I looked up in surprise, and saw my mother standing at the elevator door looking at me in the same surprise.

"mom…"