gray love

After memorizing Xu Zhimo and Xi Murong, we are not far away from school.

That day, I was sitting by the window of a library on Jincheng Road and received a call from her. I closed the book, went to the tea hall and pressed the connect button.

"Hello, teacher." Because I haven't spoken for a long time, my voice is like a net.

"Hey, where are you?"

"I... I'm..." I tried to search for the address.

"Come and see me now." Before I could finish speaking, she interrupted eagerly.

"Where...where?"

She said the address, it turned out to be at the school, her office, why did she come back so early, it was obviously a week before school started.

I rode my motorcycle and rode to school like the wind.

I thought it was her, but when I stood at the door of the office, I realized that several teachers from the Chinese teaching and research group were there.

I politely knocked on the door and shouted "Report!"

"Come in, come in." A teacher beckoned to me.

I walked into the office, and my eyes panned and rotated with my body, and fell on her.

She didn't look at me, but just stared at the computer screen in front of her eyes, typing quickly with her fingers.

"Hey, Huihao, come here quickly."

I looked at her silently, but was called by a male teacher next to her.

He is the leader of the Chinese teaching and research group. He is the top, wearing a pair of wide silver-rimmed glasses, and his eyes are so small that he can't find them.

It's a good thing he's smiling, otherwise I really wonder if he has eyes.

"Because of time constraints, we called you here without saying hello to you in advance." His voice was loud, with golden lights in his eyes, "We have decided to let you represent our school to participate in the National Composition Competition, which will be held in our city this afternoon. Start the competition, compete with all participating schools in our province, if you pass this competition, you can represent our city to Shanghai to participate in the final."

After listening to his awkward explanation, I didn't speak, and turned to look at Xiao. She was still typing, and the computer screen blocked her face.

"Who is the tutor?" I asked.

"It's me." The leader of the teaching and research group who was defeated almost burst out laughing.

"No," I said, "can I have my homeroom teacher be my tutor?"

The teachers present were taken aback, and all looked at me, including Xiao.

"It's a bit..." The leader of the teaching and research group showed embarrassment. I knew why he was embarrassed. If I could represent the city in the finals, no matter who the tutor was, I would definitely be praised and rewarded. At least it would be a tribute to him.

So I will not let other teachers be my tutors anyway.

"If Teacher Yu is my tutor, I promise I will make it to the final." I looked at the defeated teacher in front of me resolutely, "If it wasn't for her, then this competition... I don't think I need to participate."

All the teachers present knew my temper, so they didn't make a sound. The leader of the teaching and research group held his breath and thought for a while, and finally agreed reluctantly.

I turned my head to look at Xiao, she stood up and looked at me angrily, I knew why she was angry, it was nothing more than this sudden change, which put her in an embarrassing situation, but how could I let others snatch the fruit you cultivated? So I can only wrong her, but Xiao, don't worry, I will not let you down with you in this competition.

Although the time was tight and I was unprepared, the game in the afternoon was still handy.

When I came out of the examination room, I saw Xiao who had been waiting for a long time.I smiled at her, and she didn't hold back her smile.

"how?" she asked

I put it in my pocket and thought for a while and said: "This year's smell is not bad yet, let us come to participate in the competition, the anger I hold for you is all spilled on the text, hey, guess we are flying Or take the train to Shanghai?"

"Boy, megalomaniac." She poked my shoulder with her finger, and suddenly I reached up and took her hand.

It was bitingly cold again, and I tried my best to concentrate the heat of my whole body on the palm of my hand.

"You haven't eaten, your hands are so cold." Before she could break free, I let go of her hand, pretending to test her temperature.

"No," she lowered her guard and said, "I didn't wake up at six o'clock in the morning. The school leader urgently notified me to arrive at school before eight o'clock. Fortunately, there is a train between the two cities and they are not far away. Late. I didn’t know until I got to school that they forgot about the competition due to negligence, so I hurriedly handed in the registration form, and discussed letting you participate in the competition, and asked me to contact you quickly, so I’m busy..."

"I can forget about the game, there's no one left." I said, and glanced at my watch, "Let's go eat, if you don't eat, I guess you will be starved to pieces."

In the evening of the next day, the results of the competition came out. I was playing billiards with the sixth, eighth, and ninth boys. I was about to make a shot when the phone rang. I quickly connected it, and Xiao’s excited voice came from the opposite side: ,nice!"

"Could it still be blowing?" I handed the cue to Xiao Ba, and made a gesture for them to continue playing.

"The final day after tomorrow, you prepare for the train tomorrow morning."

"It's really a train ride." I said disappointedly.

"Your brain is so funny, where is the plane so close?"

"Why not? We can fly to Beijing or Shenzhen or Paris or Moscow and then fly to Shanghai." I joked.

"Ho ho ho ho..." Her nice laugh, I can imagine her shrugging shoulders and blush cheeks, "A rich man like you who doesn't know how many times he has been on a private jet is afraid to do it. Can't fly?"

"But I didn't fly with you." I smiled evilly, and continued, mysteriously, "Ah, by the way, not only airplanes can send us into the sky."

"What?" She fell into a trap and asked without any defense.

"Kissing you, can I also go to heaven?"

"Snap!" The phone hung up, I pursed my lips and snickered, Xiao Jiu stretched out her head wretchedly and suddenly snatched my mobile phone and quickly threw it to Xiao Ba next to me.

"Hey, you guys!" I rushed forward to snatch it back, but Lao Liu and Xiao Jiu were already holding me tightly.

"Yu Xiao." Xiaoba read her name aloud, "Hey, it's your teacher, big brother, you are really heavy-mouthed, the teacher even likes it."

"Little bastard, return it to me quickly!"

Among the students who went to Shanghai to participate in the competition, including me, there are five people. The tickets for the whole journey and the hotel are all funded by the Provincial Department of Education. Of course, I also have a residence in Shanghai. Maybe I can meet my mother, but I haven’t contacted her. Go to Shanghai's home, because as long as Xiao is with you, everything else is secondary.

On the high-speed train, less than an hour's drive away, I took out the "Story of the Sahara" in my backpack. I don't know when reading has become a habit, and it even made me quit smoking.

Xiao who was sitting next to me looked at the book in my hand and said, "If there is a romantic relationship, how can the heart be emptied? Daiyu treats Baoyu like this, Sanmao and Hexi like this."

After finishing speaking, she turned her head and looked out of the window, silent..., the speeding train blurred the scenery outside the window, I turned my head, looked at her side face covered by her loose long hair and said softly: "Then... I and And you?"

She didn't speak, and her slightly trembling fingers made me realize that she heard what I said, but what answered me was the cluttered carriages and the oncoming whistling outside the window...

When we arrived at the place, we came to the designated hotel. We were both stunned when we got the room card. There was only one room card.

I repeatedly asked the hotel if there was a mistake. They checked the records and said no. They had indeed reserved a double room for the two of us. I took out my mobile phone angrily and prepared to call the person in charge. Xiao suddenly stopped me and said: " Come on, it’s not like sleeping together, let’s just stay in one room.” I didn’t give up, I clamored to find the manager, Xiao dragged me and said, “Stop making trouble, it’s not that I can’t live with you.”

So I was dragged by Xiaosheng and entered the room.

Putting down my backpack, I was still a little unconvinced and paced back and forth in the room.

Xiao said helplessly, "I'm not excited yet, why are you excited?"

"I..." I was speechless suddenly. I always felt that if I continued to speak, I would be accused of obscenity and get another slap, so I closed my mouth.

In the afternoon, the competition party invited us to do an exchange meeting, and then disbanded after seeing the examination room and giving an explanation.

Xiao and I did not go back with the main force, but found a quiet western restaurant nearby and sat down. Of course, we were not seeking romance, but counseling.

The exquisite and elegant chandelier filled my heart with nobleness and glamor that was about to melt. She smiled and said, "This time, what book did you bring?"

"Story of the Sahara" and "Selected Poems of Haizi"." I said, with the feeling of talking about old friends in my eyes.

"Isn't the backpack heavy with these two books?"

"Actually, it's more than that." I said.

"What else?"

"And...Xu Zhimo and Xi Murong."

She seemed to have anticipated my next sentence, and said with appreciative eyes: "Where is it?"

I tapped my head and said, "It's all here."

With a satisfied smile, she took a sip of the coffee in front of her and said, "This world is so big! The road is so long, life is so short, and the fog is so long-lasting, so how can I tell you that I have already been here?" Is it gone? (Xi Murong)"

"I am a cloud in the sky, occasionally projected on your wave heart - you don't have to be surprised, let alone happy - disappeared in an instant. You and I meet on the sea of ​​​​night, you have yours, I have My direction; you can remember it, but you’d better forget the light that shines at this intersection! (Xu Zhimo)” I responded with a poem with a smile.

"If love can be explained, oaths can be changed, if the encounter between you and me can be rearranged, then life will be easier. If one day, I can finally forget you, however, this is not a random legend, nor is it The drama that will be staged tomorrow, I can't find the original script and erase you. (Xi Murong)"

"I can't forget you. When you came that day, it was like seeing light in the dark future. You are my husband, my love, my benefactor, you taught me what life is, what love is, you woke me up In a coma, repay my innocence. (Xu Zhimo)" I spoke out emotionally, and my eyes became sour and red unconsciously.

She looked into my eyes, and there was a smell brewing in the air that I couldn't figure out.

"If life is a train passing by, joy and sorrow are the two railroad tracks that follow closely behind me. All the moments are hurried and vague unless you stop and look back from afar. Only the moment of looking back can you get a glimpse. A kind of sober bitterness, so only when it is too late can I carefully figure out a beautiful mood without regrets (Xi Murong)" She wanted to keep the topic away from love, but I didn't.

"I'm waiting for you. I look at the twilight outdoors, as if looking at the future, my heart is blinded. Why don't you come? I hope to bloom every minute. I'm waiting for your steps, you Your smile, your face, your soft hair, everything waiting for you, hoping to die every minute.——Where are you? I want you, I want you, I want you, I want you like a flame I want you to have a flexible waist, and you want flying stars in the corners of your eyes. I fall into the intoxicating atmosphere, like an island, floating and sinking involuntarily among the green sea waves... Oh, I am desperate Longing for your coming, longing for that magical Utan flower, why don’t you come at the peak of time, can’t bear it?…”

"Enough!" She interrupted me suddenly, lowered her head, with inexplicable sadness floating in her eyes, "You got the wrong answer."

"What I want to win, what I can win, is at most a drop of her tears, a burst of sadness from her, and a half-hearted sneer; but I am also willing, even if the news of my crush reaches her heart like a stubborn stone , she sees me as a rat in the burrow, I am willing to be a worm!" The tears in my eyes were about to burst, she looked at me, sad, dazed, tangled...

"I'm waiting for you..." The tears hidden in my heart finally slid down, condensing my joys and sorrows, my affection, falling on my mouth...