small perfect
Chapter 27 Chase
Lu Yueze has been patient for a long time. Ever since he happened to meet Yuan Qingyuan in the hospital, he has hidden the resentment and anger in his heart in a place that no one can see.
It had been more than 20 years, no matter how much hatred there was, it was time to resolve it, but whenever he saw Yuan Qingyuan or heard the name of the other party, that unbearable past came to mind.It is precisely because I can't forget that, after years of accumulation, I have added a little bit of sourness and bitterness to the pain of that year.
He seems to have walked into a strange circle.He feels that he is normal, he has endless work every day, and has no time to think about other things at all, but when he is free, he is always inexplicably irritable.He kept saying to himself in his heart: I don't care, it doesn't matter, I've already seen it... Then he felt as if he really let go, he packed up his mood and continued to work, but when he was free again, the uncontrollable The irritability of living was even more fierce than last time.So, he started to brainwash himself again... and so on, over and over again, he fell into this vicious circle and couldn't extricate himself.
He is indifferent and reserved in front of others, and has never shown much emotional ups and downs, including his parents and familiar friends. In the eyes of everyone, he has always been mature, stable, and taciturn.
Only he knew that in private, when he was alone, he became very irritable, and lost his temper at every turn, and everything that didn't go his way would arouse his anger.He would smoke like hell and make the whole house smoky.He will vent his anger by smashing and throwing at home, taking out whatever he catches.He couldn't restrain himself from behaving like a madman.
He thought he must be sick.
He went to see a doctor, and the doctor said that this was a heart disease, a self-inflicted disease, and he could only heal it by himself.
Then cooperate with taking mood stabilizers and receive relevant psychological counseling.Although this is of great help to his condition, the most important thing is to learn to extricate himself and try to get out of his psychological predicament.
After years of treatment, he seems to be much better. Moreover, he puts all his life on work, sleeps when he is tired every day, and no matter how busy he is when he wakes up, he can't spare time to go crazy.
He was fine at first, except that he became more and more silent, everything was normal.
However, Yuan Qingyuan's sudden appearance completely disrupted his life, and his heart that had finally calmed down began to be turbulent again.
He was afraid that he would return to the terrible state before, so he pretended not to care, deliberately ignoring that person.
He thought to himself, it would be fine after the new year, and he would go back after the new year, and if he couldn't see him anymore, he wouldn't be able to affect him anymore.
That day Yuan Qingyuan secretly slipped him a business card, but he actually saw it all.
After Yuan Qingyuan got out of the car, he took the business card and looked at it carefully many times, and stayed downstairs for an hour before driving away.
He didn't know what he wanted to do, he longed for the warmth of that person, but was afraid to get close.
He carried Yuan Qingyuan's business card with him every day, but he never thought of dialing that number.
As long as he understands certain obsessions that he can't let go of, he doesn't have to reveal all his thoughts nakedly.
His behavior is infatuation at best, and stupid at worst.
For so many years, he has always thought that he is a big fool who is indulging in self-torture.
During this period of time, he had pretended to be perfect, without seeing or thinking about it, and he would be able to return to his original life track as soon as the year was over.
Even though he came to deliver something to Yuan Qingyuan today, he still restrained himself very well, but what he didn't expect was that the torn photo was actually preserved by the other party to this day.
Recalling the scene of tearing up the photos that year, the pain at that time is still so clear.
My heart was like being scratched by a knife, scratching the softest place, leaving a wound that is difficult to heal.
And these pains were brought to him by his lover, far deeper and crueler than the injuries to his limbs.
Since you left so decisively, why did you turn back?
The extreme pain is anger, and the burning anger completely burns out the calmness he tried so hard to pretend.
Ever since he met Yuan Yi for the first time, he had guessed the reason why Yuan Qingyuan left without saying goodbye, and the time when the other party disappeared coincided with Yuan Yi's age.The truth was right in front of him, even if he didn't want to believe that Yuan Qingyuan would treat him so cruelly, he was powerless to change the fact of being abandoned and betrayed.
But Yuan Qingyuan actually said that he has difficulties? !
After doing everything, are you still afraid of admitting it? !
He suddenly felt that in the previous 21 years, he was so stupid to have had a little expectation for this person!
……
After questioning angrily, he thought that the person in front of him was either ashamed or denied it.He never expected that he saw a face that was gradually losing its color. The pale face made it impossible to see a trace of life, like a puppet that had lost its soul.
The other party was also looking at him at this time, his dark pupils reflected his appearance, and a trace of sadness swayed in the depths of his eyes.
He saw despair and pain in those eyes.
Eyes full of tiredness, full of sadness.
Then, a voice that was so calm that it was almost hollow resounded between the two of them.
"Lu Yueze, so I am so unbearable in your heart."
……
"Since we are so unsightly in each other's eyes, then don't meet again in the future."
After the other party finished speaking, he gave way behind him.
Is this an eviction order? !
Lu Yueze only felt heartbroken, and couldn't even utter a word of rebuttal.
Looking at him again, he had already turned his back and didn't want to pay attention to himself at all. Lu Yueze was so angry that his lungs exploded.
Throwing away the photo in his hand, he took one last look at him, and then left without looking back.
"Boom", after a loud noise, the room fell into deathly silence.
Yuan Qingyuan, who was standing upright a moment ago, suddenly fell to the ground.
He covered his face in pain, buried his head between his knees, and let the tears flow between his fingers.
He thought of the time when he first entered the university, walking on the tree-lined paths of the campus, he could see couples of young couples cuddling or playing together everywhere, with red flowers blooming behind them, making the smiles on their faces even brighter .He looked at those young lovers enviously, and he knew very well in his heart, because his unique body, such a beautiful and pure love, would never belong to him...
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The next morning.
Yuan Yi, who was used to getting up early, woke up on Zhong Man's super big bed.
He yawned, turned his head and met a pair of smiling eyes.Zhong Man's magnified handsome face was in front of his eyes, and the breaths of the two were intertwined, and the strong masculine breath of the other party made him tremble slightly.
Recalling the shameful things he did the night before, Yuan Yi felt very embarrassed.Leaning back, he was about to widen the distance between them, but Zhong Man seemed to know what he was thinking, he retreated a little, and the other party moved forward a little.He was forced to the side of the bed, their noses were almost touching, and Zhong Man's fierce voice sounded beside his ears, "How dare you hide from me?!"
"I do not have……"
"Then why are you returning?"
"You stick to me, I feel uncomfortable."
"Are you despising me?!"
"……I do not have."
"Then why don't you let me post it?"
"..."
"Yesterday made you so happy, it's only been a night, and you turned your face and didn't recognize anyone?"
"..."
"I've masturbated already, why don't you let me touch it?"
Yuan Yi grimaced, "Boss, didn't you say that it belongs to mutual help between friends?"
"Yes."
"Since you have already helped, can you be normal?"
Zhong Man laughed badly, "How can one time be enough? We can also help the second time, and the third time."
"I, I'm going to the toilet..."
Yuan Yi rushed to the bathroom sink in one breath, his heart pounding.
He turned on the faucet, took a handful of water and poured it on his face, the scorching heat on his face was taken away by the biting cold water.
After what happened last night, he didn't know how to face Zhong Man.
To be honest, he does not reject physical contact with Zhong Man.Zhong Man touched him, got close to him, and did such things for him, but he didn't feel disgusted at all. On the contrary, he was greedy for the double stimulation of spirit and body brought to him by Zhong Man.
Zhongman knows what to do, he can be happier.When he was in a difficult mood, he would touch him, kiss him, and kiss him as gently as a lover.At that moment, he felt that his body and mind were greatly satisfied. He even wanted to indulge in this unprecedented pleasure and never wake up.
But after the climax, a deep sense of helplessness quietly surrounded him.
He knew very well that what they did was wrong.They were not lovers, and they were still two men, but they were doing things that lovers would do. All of this was completely beyond his acceptable range.
The Chinese New Year is coming soon, and he decided to stay with Yuan Qingyuan at home in the near future, so that this matter will naturally turn around. When the Chinese New Year is over and he goes to work in the restaurant again, he and Zhong Man should be able to return to the original way of getting along model.
Walking out of the bathroom, he was fully dressed, wearing the dirty clothes from the previous day, and the pants that were wet with water were not completely dry yet.
Zhong Man looked at him puzzled, not quite understanding his behavior, "It's only past seven o'clock, why don't you go back to sleep? And why are you wearing all the dirty clothes? Didn't we agree to take them out for dry cleaning?" ?”
Yuan Yi talked about him, "I played outside all night, and I didn't even call my dad. I'm afraid he's worried, so I'd better go back."
"Alright." Zhong Man felt that what he said made sense, and jumped up from the bed, "I'll take you back."
"no need."
Zhong Man found a set of clothes for him in the closet, "Take off your body and wear this set, the pants are all wet, and you will catch a cold when you go out."
Yuan Yi took the clothes, feeling warm in his heart.He knew that Zhong Man was good to him, so he cherished this friend even more. He didn't want some unreasonable things to destroy their friendship. He planned to be friends with Zhong Man for a lifetime, and a friend who could bask in the sun together when he was old. .
He rushed into the bathroom again with his clothes in his arms, and Zhong Man's banter came from beside him.
"Where have I never seen your whole body? Why are you hiding?"
"..."
Look, look, this guy plays porn whenever he gets a chance.Yuan Yi was really afraid of him.
Wearing Zhong Man's clothes, Yuan Yi felt like an opera singer.This person doesn't know what he ate to grow up, but he is so tall.Yuan Yi was going to find a plastic bag to pack the dirty clothes and take them home for washing, but Zhong Man threw his clothes into the clothes basket directly, and said that they would send them to him tomorrow after they were washed.
Yuan Yi raised his head and looked at the man in front of him. The abundant light from the window hit him. Even if he was against the light, he couldn't hide the smile on his face. It seemed to be warmer than the rising sun in winter.
Those words of refusal couldn't be said, Yuan Yi sighed lightly, hey, let's talk about tomorrow's matter tomorrow.
On the way back, Zhong Man has been enthusiastically arranging the activities for the past few days.
He said that he was going to visit relatives during the day, and basically only had time after dinner, so he planned to take Yuan Yi out every night, watching movies, concerts, attending friends' gatherings, and setting off fireworks in the suburbs... …In short, try everything you haven’t played or eaten before, and sleep at his house when you’re tired, and send Yuan Yi back the next day.He also said that during the day he could find Yuan Yi, take him shopping, or find a place to sit and chat for a while, and he would go back when he had dinner with his family.
Yuan Yi felt a little sour when he heard his plan.
If it was before last night, he would have been very happy to hear these words.
He was enlightened later than his peers since he was a child, and he is even more ignorant about love affairs. He has never liked anyone, and no one has liked him. He just fantasized about it. His future partner Must be a pretty and cute girl with a sweet tooth.
Although he has never been in love, he has watched a lot of love movies.When those male protagonists fell in love with a girl, they would treat that person with all their heart and soul, and there was light in their eyes, the kind of light that only people have when they see someone they like.
At this moment, Yuan Yi found a cluster of sparkling lights in Zhong Man's eyes, which were even brighter than those of the male protagonists on TV, and Zhong Man was very kind to him.
Yuan Yi didn't dare to think about it anymore, they are all men, how can a man fall in love with a man...
When the car was about to reach the gate of the community, Yuan Yi told a lie. He had never lied in his life, and his voice could not stop shaking when he spoke.
"Boss, during the Chinese New Year, I guess I will go back to my hometown with my dad, and I won't be back until the seventh day of the first lunar month."
Zhong Man looked at him, "Going back to my hometown? Why didn't I hear you mention it before?"
"I forgot, I suddenly remembered it just now."
"Where is your hometown?"
"Gongliu County."
"so far?"
"Well, it's several hours by car."
"When will you be back on the seventh day?"
"Probably at night."
Zhong Man sighed, "Then don't we have to wait until the eighth day to meet?"
"Yes, the eighth day of the lunar new year happens to be at work."
……
Zhong Man didn't answer, and the car drove all the way to the downstairs of Yuan's family, and he didn't say a word.
He was so silent like this, and when Yuan saw that he was unhappy, he also felt uncomfortable.He wished he could take back all the words he had just said, but he was afraid that Zhong Man would ask him why he lied, so he endured it and suppressed this urge.
He said "goodbye" and was about to get out of the car when Zhong Man suddenly stopped him.
He turned his head and asked, "What's wrong?"
Zhong Man was silent for a moment, and then said sullenly, "When you go back to your hometown, will there be a group of three aunts and six women vying to introduce you to someone?"
"Uh... probably not."
"No way?" There was some resentment in Zhong Man's voice, "Then what if they introduce you?!"
Before the words fell, Zhong Man seemed to be irritated by the content he had made up in his head, and said again: "Is it true that you agreed immediately as soon as someone introduced you?"
"..." Yuan Yi felt that he was a little unreasonable, but he still tried his best to calm his emotions, "No, how can you be so hasty in finding a partner, I won't just agree to others."
After hearing this, Zhong Man seemed to feel better, "Remember what you said."
"Well, I remember."
"You are not allowed to find a girlfriend behind my back."
"..."
"Can't you agree to such a small request?"
"Okay, I won't look for it."
"They are not allowed to look for them within the past two years."
"..." It's really unreasonable.
"say something!"
Yuan Yi looked helplessly at this handsome man, with a stubborn look on his well-defined face, as childish as a big boy.
Yuan Yi found that he couldn't refuse all his requests, no matter how unreasonable those requests were, he couldn't bear to treat him.
"Okay, I'll listen to you."
As soon as the words fell, the person in front of him smiled, stretched out a big hand, and squeezed Yuan Yi's face, "It's not too bad."
……
Zhong Man is not an idiot, he can feel Yuan Yi's change.
What he did last night was indeed a little out of line. He felt that what he did might have frightened Yuan Yi. After all, that kid is a straight man. Asking him to flirt with a man was indeed a bit difficult for him.
However, Zhong Man also felt that he didn't reject his touch, on the contrary, he enjoyed it and enjoyed it.
Zhong Man has been making preparations quietly. From the moment he realized his intentions, he had the urge to break Yuan Yi.
He had also struggled and had conflicts, fearing that once Yuan Yi stepped into this circle, it would be difficult to turn back, but he was reluctant and could not let go.
He thought to himself, if Yuan Yi really became gay because of him, then he would be responsible in the end.Why bother with entanglement, worry, and find happiness for yourself?
Before the annual leave, he picked up Yuan Yi every day, took Yuan Yi to eat everywhere, made some intimate gestures with Yuan Yi from time to time, even some trivial things in life, such as picking up vegetables, serving rice, and pouring tea , Putting on clothes, tying shoelaces, etc., as long as he sees it, he will definitely rush to do it.
He did so much, not to show how gentle and considerate he is, he has only one purpose - he wants Yuan Yi to slowly rely on him.If you lose him in your life, it will be like losing a backbone, you will feel uncomfortable, you will not get used to it, and you will be at a loss.
When dependence became a habit, he couldn't bear to part with him anymore, he just wanted Yuan Yi to be unable to leave him!
Maybe it's a bit despicable to do this, including not letting Yuan Yi find a girlfriend. Although it seems quite unreasonable, he actually wants to cut off all the opponent's retreats.As long as Yuan Yi can accept him, even being a despicable villain is no big deal.
……
Yuan Yi didn't know what he was thinking in these nine turns and eighteen turns, and he was still feeling guilty for cheating him, so he changed his words before getting off the car, "Boss, maybe we won't necessarily go back to our hometown, we haven't decided yet, Anyway, let's call."
Zhong Man nodded, with a smile in his eyes, "Okay, whether you go back to your hometown or not, you must call me every day."
"Okay." Yuan Yi pointed out, "Then I'm going back?"
Zhong Man moved his face closer, and asked with a smile, "Don't you want to kiss me before leaving?"
Yuan Yi: "..."
Here we go again!Don't you feel uncomfortable every day if you don't play hooligans?
……
After that, Zhong Man teased Yuan Yi again before letting him get out of the car.
Looking at Yuan Qu's buttocks, Yuan Yiqing heaved a sigh of relief, and finally sent the Buddha away.
When I got home, it was already nine o'clock in the morning, and the living room was quiet and empty. Yuan Qingyuan should have woken up early at this time.
Yuan Yi called "Dad" a few times, but no one responded. He saw a cup of cold overnight tea on the coffee table, and then he realized something was wrong, and rushed into the master bedroom, only to see Yuan Qingyuan lying in a daze. On the bed, his face was flushed abnormally, and he looked like he was sick.
Startled, he rushed over in two steps and reached out to touch Yuan Qingyuan's forehead, only to feel that the skin under his hands was scaldingly hot.
He tried to call the other party, but there was still no response. The person lying on the bed seemed to be burnt out, frowning and raving non-stop.
Fearing that his fever would get worse, Yuan Yi hurriedly put on his coat for him, and walked out of the house with him on his back.
After coming to the hospital for an examination, Yuan Qingyuan only had a cold and a fever, and had no other symptoms. Because his high fever persisted, the doctor suggested an IV drip, and Yuan Yi immediately agreed, because he realized that Yuan Qingyuan was really seriously ill, so he babbled He said a lot of inexplicable words.There were some words Yuan Yi didn't understand, but there were some words that Yuan Yi really heard.
It's like he repeated Lu Yueze's name over and over, no less than fifty times, and then it was about love, love, and children.
Yuan Yi knew that he was always thinking about Lu Yueze in his heart, but he didn't understand why it would be related to love, love, children and so on?Yuan Yi couldn't figure out the reason, so he thought he was sick and talking nonsense.
After being admitted to the ward, Yuan Yi and Yuan Qingyuan settled down, and then called Lu Yueze, but no one answered after ringing for a long time. Thinking that the other party might be busy again, Yuan Yi put away his mobile phone and did not continue to call. .
……
Time passed quietly, and when Yuan Qingyuan woke up, it was already noon.
The air was filled with a strong smell of disinfectant, which made him realize that he was lying on a hospital bed, looking down with his probe, with a needle inserted into the back of his left hand, and he was indeed hanging water.
Yuan, who was sitting by the side, heard the movement and hurried forward.
The father and son looked at each other, and Yuan Yi breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Hey, Dad, you finally woke up! You have been in a coma for several hours, and it almost scared me to death! You should have called me when you were not feeling well at first, How can you do it alone?"
Yuan Qingyuan felt very relieved to have his son's concern. He opened his mouth and found that his throat was very dry. He worked hard for a long time before he could say, "Your phone is turned off."
Yuan Yi slapped his head violently, "Ah, I almost forgot this, look at my memory! Don't blame me! My phone turned off by itself when it ran out of battery!"
Looking at his son's stupid appearance, how could Yuan Qingyuan get angry with the child, smiled and said: "What am I blaming you for? I knew your phone was out of battery, go and pour me some water."
"it is good."
Yuan Yi quickly came back with a glass of warm water, helped him sit up, and handed him the water glass in his hand, "Dad, I asked Uncle Lu to come to you yesterday, when did he leave after playing at our house? "
When Lu Yueze was mentioned suddenly, Yuan Qingyuan froze defenselessly.
After a long while, he regained his composure, took a sip of water, and said, "I left after delivering the things."
Yuan Yi asked again: "Why did you catch a cold?"
The question Yuan Yi asked was very jumpy, and Yuan Qingyuan couldn't keep up with his thinking, "Probably because the weather is too cold."
Yuan Yi let out an "oh", sat back on the chair, took out his phone and pressed a few times, and a sentence popped out of his mouth.
"Dad, you kept calling Uncle Lu's name when you were in a coma with a fever."
Yuan Qingyuan trembled when he heard the words, and accidentally poured out the water in the cup, splashing water all over his hands and body.
"Dad, why are you so careless?" Yuan Yi jumped up from the chair, took out a few tissues to wipe his hands, "Why do you react so strongly when you mention Uncle Lu?"
Yuan Qingyuan didn't say a word. Yuan Yi was right. The name Lu Yueze was now his restricted area. Once he mentioned it, his heart felt like a needle.
Seeing that he didn't answer, Yuan Yi didn't care, and continued to chatter, "I called Uncle Lu earlier, and I was going to ask him to come to the hospital to see you, but he didn't answer the phone, and several hours later, I still haven't seen you." He came back one by one."
"..." Yuan Qingyuan's heart was heavy, as if something heavy was pressing on him, and even his breathing became heavy, "Maybe he didn't hear it, so don't call him in the future."
"why?"
"Everyone has their own life, don't disturb others easily."
"Dad, with your thinking, no wonder Uncle Lu said you can't make friends."
Yuan Qingyuan: "..."
"Dad, I think Uncle Lu is a very nice person. Don't look at him as indifferent on the outside, but he is actually quite kind-hearted. You can meet each other again after being out of touch for so long, which proves that your fate is not broken yet." , why do you say 'don't bother'? Uncle Lu will leave after the Chinese New Year, and I don't know when he will come back next time. Do you have to wait for him to leave and you will regret it later?"
……
"Dad, you often hold the photo of you and Uncle Lu for an entire afternoon, and when you are sick, you also call his name. You obviously care about him, why do you act like you don't care?"
……
Yuan Yi's words were like a knife, and each word stabbed Yuan Qingyuan's heart, causing him a sharp pain in his heart.
When Lu Yueze arbitrarily accused him of stepping on two boats, the other party's firm tone made him deeply feel that there was too much estrangement between them. The misunderstandings over the past 20 years had gone deep into the bone marrow with resentment, and it was impossible to resolve.
Even if he told the truth, Lu Yueze would still have a lump in his heart, because he chose to escape instead of staying and going through this difficulty with the other party.If he does this, even if he has unspeakable difficulties, it will make people feel distrusted.Probably from the moment he walked away with the baby, they could never go back to the past.
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Yuan Qingyuan received injections for two days, and his cold was almost cured. This disease came and went quickly.When the illness came, his mood was sinking to the bottom, and all kinds of uncomfortable symptoms came so fiercely.When he passed away from the illness, he suddenly saw a lot. There was nothing he had to do and nothing to lose. He had survived the first 20 years, and he could still live sadly or happily in the following days.
When Yuan Qingyuan's health recovered, the New Year officially came.
Although he and Yuan Yi are the only two people during Chinese New Year every year, he still carefully prepares a sumptuous reunion dinner.From getting up in the morning to two or three o'clock in the afternoon, I waited for the official meal in the evening.
All the shops on the street during Chinese New Year are closed, and the outside is also deserted. Yuan Yi has been texting with Zhong Man all the time when he has nothing to do.
Yuan Yi is a person who can't hide things in his heart. Yuan Qingyuan was ill a few days ago, so he turned around and told Zhong Man about it, and then lied again.He said that because Yuan Qingyuan's body had not fully recovered and he couldn't withstand the journey, they would not return to their hometown.
However, he and Zhong Man didn't have time to meet each other these days. He had to accompany Yuan Qingyuan to buy new year's goods, and Zhong Man had to accompany his parents to visit relatives. They usually only communicated by mobile phone.
When he was free, Yuan Yi always had images of him and Zhong Man together in his mind.
The two went to work together, ate together, played together, and were tired of being together every day, almost inseparable from the weight.
He suddenly discovered that Zhong Man actually took up most of his time in his life, and he was already used to the presence of the other party. He missed him every day, and would check his phone from time to time, hoping that the other party could make a call or Send me a text message.
He couldn't tell whether such a change was good or bad. There was always a feeling in his heart that he had never felt before, as if he was a little bit entangled and a little bit sweet...
Soon it was time for the New Year's Eve dinner, and Yuan Yi helped Yuan Qingyuan bring the dishes to the table one by one.
On this festive day, the father and son drank some wine in order to celebrate the festival.Both of them have the physique to show their faces when they drink alcohol, and they both happily ate a full meal with red faces.
Probably because of the alcohol, after the meal Yuan Qingyuan felt a burning sensation in his stomach, and the heat on his face did not dissipate for a long time. He walked to the balcony, ready to blow some cool air, and glanced down inadvertently. Going, the whole person couldn't help being startled, at the corner of a flower bed, there was a familiar black car parked, it seemed to be Lu Yueze's car!
He was about to take a closer look when a cell phone rang suddenly in the living room.
The ringing was long and loud, and no one answered it for a long time, and Yuan Yi's shouting sounded immediately.
"Dad, help me answer the phone, I'm going to the toilet."
Yuan Qingyuan walked over and picked up the phone to have a look, the call prompt showed the word "Boss".
He pressed the answer button, and the person on the phone said excitedly, "Guess where I am now?"
"..." Yuan Qingyuan coughed lightly, and said, "I am Yuan Yi's father, what can you do with him?"
The person at the other end seemed to be stunned for a moment, and then said politely: "So it's uncle, happy new year!"
"Well, Happy New Year." Yuan Qingyuan walked back to the balcony with his mobile phone in his hands, and looked at the flower bed again, where there was no shadow of the black car!
Feeling a little disappointed, he retracted his gaze, thinking to himself, maybe he misread it, the last time Lu Yueze left so decisively, how could he stay downstairs in his house on the night of New Year's Eve?
It seemed that something was said on the phone, but Yuan Qingyuan didn't hear it clearly.
He thought for a while and asked, "Where are you now?"
"what?"
"Don't you want me to guess where you are?"
"..."
"If you are downstairs in my house, come up."
"Uh! Uncle, you are really a god!"
……
Yuan Yi came out of the toilet and was surprised to find that Zhong Man had actually appeared at his home.
The other party was sitting respectfully on the sofa at this time, the expression on his face was quite serious, completely incompatible with his usual ruffian air.
Sitting opposite him was Yuan Qingyuan, Yuan's father looked calm, sipping tea with lowered eyes, not knowing what he was thinking.
Yuan Yi walked over and met Shang Zhongman's eyes begging for help. The other party frowned and made a bitter face at him.
Yuan Yi burst out laughing and asked, "Boss, why are you here?"
Zhong Man: "I'm here to wish you New Year's greetings."
"Why are you being so polite?" Yuan Yi glanced casually, and found several boxes of gifts piled up in the corner of the wall, and said, "It's fine for you to come, what kind of gift are you giving?"
Zhong Man glanced at Yuan Qingyuan quietly, and said with a dry smile: "It's shameful to visit empty-handed for the first time."
Yuan Yi couldn't help feeling amused when he saw that he was so reserved in front of his elders.
"Boss, have you eaten yet?"
"Ate."
"Would you like a snack? I'll bring it to you."
"no need."
"Then I'll make you tea?"
"Uncle soaked it for me."
"Shall we watch TV then?"
"casual."
"Would you like to go to my room and play on the computer?"
"Okay!"
Yuan Qingyuan: "..."
The two walked towards Yuan Yi's bedroom, the sound of conversation wafting in the room.
"Boss, on New Year's Eve, don't you need to accompany your family?"
"They are all playing mahjong, and they don't care about me at all."
"No wonder you sneaked out."
"Look at what you said, I'm not a kid, do I need to run away secretly? I'm such an adult, my parents have long since stopped interfering in my affairs."
"Oh, then you will go back after playing more with me."
"Okay. By the way, I just ran into Uncle Lu downstairs."
"Ah? Why didn't you call him up?"
"I called, but he didn't want to come up, so we chatted casually downstairs."
"What are you talking about?"
"He said he was leaving tomorrow."
"Tomorrow? Where are you going on New Year's Day?"
"Going back to his home abroad, it seems that there is something wrong with his company. He also said that he will never come back after leaving, and he plans to take all his family over..."
Suddenly, a crisp sound of "kuang" interrupted the conversation between the two.
Yuan Yi turned his head suspiciously, only to see that Yuan Qingyuan's favorite ceramic cup had been shattered into a piece of dregs, and the tea was splashed everywhere, and the person who was sitting here drinking tea just now had disappeared.
The door of the house was open, and there was a cold wind blowing in from outside, which made Yuan Yi shiver.
He thought that Yuan Qingyuan should go to Lu Yueze, but such a sudden behavior gave him an indescribably weird feeling.
It had been more than 20 years, no matter how much hatred there was, it was time to resolve it, but whenever he saw Yuan Qingyuan or heard the name of the other party, that unbearable past came to mind.It is precisely because I can't forget that, after years of accumulation, I have added a little bit of sourness and bitterness to the pain of that year.
He seems to have walked into a strange circle.He feels that he is normal, he has endless work every day, and has no time to think about other things at all, but when he is free, he is always inexplicably irritable.He kept saying to himself in his heart: I don't care, it doesn't matter, I've already seen it... Then he felt as if he really let go, he packed up his mood and continued to work, but when he was free again, the uncontrollable The irritability of living was even more fierce than last time.So, he started to brainwash himself again... and so on, over and over again, he fell into this vicious circle and couldn't extricate himself.
He is indifferent and reserved in front of others, and has never shown much emotional ups and downs, including his parents and familiar friends. In the eyes of everyone, he has always been mature, stable, and taciturn.
Only he knew that in private, when he was alone, he became very irritable, and lost his temper at every turn, and everything that didn't go his way would arouse his anger.He would smoke like hell and make the whole house smoky.He will vent his anger by smashing and throwing at home, taking out whatever he catches.He couldn't restrain himself from behaving like a madman.
He thought he must be sick.
He went to see a doctor, and the doctor said that this was a heart disease, a self-inflicted disease, and he could only heal it by himself.
Then cooperate with taking mood stabilizers and receive relevant psychological counseling.Although this is of great help to his condition, the most important thing is to learn to extricate himself and try to get out of his psychological predicament.
After years of treatment, he seems to be much better. Moreover, he puts all his life on work, sleeps when he is tired every day, and no matter how busy he is when he wakes up, he can't spare time to go crazy.
He was fine at first, except that he became more and more silent, everything was normal.
However, Yuan Qingyuan's sudden appearance completely disrupted his life, and his heart that had finally calmed down began to be turbulent again.
He was afraid that he would return to the terrible state before, so he pretended not to care, deliberately ignoring that person.
He thought to himself, it would be fine after the new year, and he would go back after the new year, and if he couldn't see him anymore, he wouldn't be able to affect him anymore.
That day Yuan Qingyuan secretly slipped him a business card, but he actually saw it all.
After Yuan Qingyuan got out of the car, he took the business card and looked at it carefully many times, and stayed downstairs for an hour before driving away.
He didn't know what he wanted to do, he longed for the warmth of that person, but was afraid to get close.
He carried Yuan Qingyuan's business card with him every day, but he never thought of dialing that number.
As long as he understands certain obsessions that he can't let go of, he doesn't have to reveal all his thoughts nakedly.
His behavior is infatuation at best, and stupid at worst.
For so many years, he has always thought that he is a big fool who is indulging in self-torture.
During this period of time, he had pretended to be perfect, without seeing or thinking about it, and he would be able to return to his original life track as soon as the year was over.
Even though he came to deliver something to Yuan Qingyuan today, he still restrained himself very well, but what he didn't expect was that the torn photo was actually preserved by the other party to this day.
Recalling the scene of tearing up the photos that year, the pain at that time is still so clear.
My heart was like being scratched by a knife, scratching the softest place, leaving a wound that is difficult to heal.
And these pains were brought to him by his lover, far deeper and crueler than the injuries to his limbs.
Since you left so decisively, why did you turn back?
The extreme pain is anger, and the burning anger completely burns out the calmness he tried so hard to pretend.
Ever since he met Yuan Yi for the first time, he had guessed the reason why Yuan Qingyuan left without saying goodbye, and the time when the other party disappeared coincided with Yuan Yi's age.The truth was right in front of him, even if he didn't want to believe that Yuan Qingyuan would treat him so cruelly, he was powerless to change the fact of being abandoned and betrayed.
But Yuan Qingyuan actually said that he has difficulties? !
After doing everything, are you still afraid of admitting it? !
He suddenly felt that in the previous 21 years, he was so stupid to have had a little expectation for this person!
……
After questioning angrily, he thought that the person in front of him was either ashamed or denied it.He never expected that he saw a face that was gradually losing its color. The pale face made it impossible to see a trace of life, like a puppet that had lost its soul.
The other party was also looking at him at this time, his dark pupils reflected his appearance, and a trace of sadness swayed in the depths of his eyes.
He saw despair and pain in those eyes.
Eyes full of tiredness, full of sadness.
Then, a voice that was so calm that it was almost hollow resounded between the two of them.
"Lu Yueze, so I am so unbearable in your heart."
……
"Since we are so unsightly in each other's eyes, then don't meet again in the future."
After the other party finished speaking, he gave way behind him.
Is this an eviction order? !
Lu Yueze only felt heartbroken, and couldn't even utter a word of rebuttal.
Looking at him again, he had already turned his back and didn't want to pay attention to himself at all. Lu Yueze was so angry that his lungs exploded.
Throwing away the photo in his hand, he took one last look at him, and then left without looking back.
"Boom", after a loud noise, the room fell into deathly silence.
Yuan Qingyuan, who was standing upright a moment ago, suddenly fell to the ground.
He covered his face in pain, buried his head between his knees, and let the tears flow between his fingers.
He thought of the time when he first entered the university, walking on the tree-lined paths of the campus, he could see couples of young couples cuddling or playing together everywhere, with red flowers blooming behind them, making the smiles on their faces even brighter .He looked at those young lovers enviously, and he knew very well in his heart, because his unique body, such a beautiful and pure love, would never belong to him...
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The next morning.
Yuan Yi, who was used to getting up early, woke up on Zhong Man's super big bed.
He yawned, turned his head and met a pair of smiling eyes.Zhong Man's magnified handsome face was in front of his eyes, and the breaths of the two were intertwined, and the strong masculine breath of the other party made him tremble slightly.
Recalling the shameful things he did the night before, Yuan Yi felt very embarrassed.Leaning back, he was about to widen the distance between them, but Zhong Man seemed to know what he was thinking, he retreated a little, and the other party moved forward a little.He was forced to the side of the bed, their noses were almost touching, and Zhong Man's fierce voice sounded beside his ears, "How dare you hide from me?!"
"I do not have……"
"Then why are you returning?"
"You stick to me, I feel uncomfortable."
"Are you despising me?!"
"……I do not have."
"Then why don't you let me post it?"
"..."
"Yesterday made you so happy, it's only been a night, and you turned your face and didn't recognize anyone?"
"..."
"I've masturbated already, why don't you let me touch it?"
Yuan Yi grimaced, "Boss, didn't you say that it belongs to mutual help between friends?"
"Yes."
"Since you have already helped, can you be normal?"
Zhong Man laughed badly, "How can one time be enough? We can also help the second time, and the third time."
"I, I'm going to the toilet..."
Yuan Yi rushed to the bathroom sink in one breath, his heart pounding.
He turned on the faucet, took a handful of water and poured it on his face, the scorching heat on his face was taken away by the biting cold water.
After what happened last night, he didn't know how to face Zhong Man.
To be honest, he does not reject physical contact with Zhong Man.Zhong Man touched him, got close to him, and did such things for him, but he didn't feel disgusted at all. On the contrary, he was greedy for the double stimulation of spirit and body brought to him by Zhong Man.
Zhongman knows what to do, he can be happier.When he was in a difficult mood, he would touch him, kiss him, and kiss him as gently as a lover.At that moment, he felt that his body and mind were greatly satisfied. He even wanted to indulge in this unprecedented pleasure and never wake up.
But after the climax, a deep sense of helplessness quietly surrounded him.
He knew very well that what they did was wrong.They were not lovers, and they were still two men, but they were doing things that lovers would do. All of this was completely beyond his acceptable range.
The Chinese New Year is coming soon, and he decided to stay with Yuan Qingyuan at home in the near future, so that this matter will naturally turn around. When the Chinese New Year is over and he goes to work in the restaurant again, he and Zhong Man should be able to return to the original way of getting along model.
Walking out of the bathroom, he was fully dressed, wearing the dirty clothes from the previous day, and the pants that were wet with water were not completely dry yet.
Zhong Man looked at him puzzled, not quite understanding his behavior, "It's only past seven o'clock, why don't you go back to sleep? And why are you wearing all the dirty clothes? Didn't we agree to take them out for dry cleaning?" ?”
Yuan Yi talked about him, "I played outside all night, and I didn't even call my dad. I'm afraid he's worried, so I'd better go back."
"Alright." Zhong Man felt that what he said made sense, and jumped up from the bed, "I'll take you back."
"no need."
Zhong Man found a set of clothes for him in the closet, "Take off your body and wear this set, the pants are all wet, and you will catch a cold when you go out."
Yuan Yi took the clothes, feeling warm in his heart.He knew that Zhong Man was good to him, so he cherished this friend even more. He didn't want some unreasonable things to destroy their friendship. He planned to be friends with Zhong Man for a lifetime, and a friend who could bask in the sun together when he was old. .
He rushed into the bathroom again with his clothes in his arms, and Zhong Man's banter came from beside him.
"Where have I never seen your whole body? Why are you hiding?"
"..."
Look, look, this guy plays porn whenever he gets a chance.Yuan Yi was really afraid of him.
Wearing Zhong Man's clothes, Yuan Yi felt like an opera singer.This person doesn't know what he ate to grow up, but he is so tall.Yuan Yi was going to find a plastic bag to pack the dirty clothes and take them home for washing, but Zhong Man threw his clothes into the clothes basket directly, and said that they would send them to him tomorrow after they were washed.
Yuan Yi raised his head and looked at the man in front of him. The abundant light from the window hit him. Even if he was against the light, he couldn't hide the smile on his face. It seemed to be warmer than the rising sun in winter.
Those words of refusal couldn't be said, Yuan Yi sighed lightly, hey, let's talk about tomorrow's matter tomorrow.
On the way back, Zhong Man has been enthusiastically arranging the activities for the past few days.
He said that he was going to visit relatives during the day, and basically only had time after dinner, so he planned to take Yuan Yi out every night, watching movies, concerts, attending friends' gatherings, and setting off fireworks in the suburbs... …In short, try everything you haven’t played or eaten before, and sleep at his house when you’re tired, and send Yuan Yi back the next day.He also said that during the day he could find Yuan Yi, take him shopping, or find a place to sit and chat for a while, and he would go back when he had dinner with his family.
Yuan Yi felt a little sour when he heard his plan.
If it was before last night, he would have been very happy to hear these words.
He was enlightened later than his peers since he was a child, and he is even more ignorant about love affairs. He has never liked anyone, and no one has liked him. He just fantasized about it. His future partner Must be a pretty and cute girl with a sweet tooth.
Although he has never been in love, he has watched a lot of love movies.When those male protagonists fell in love with a girl, they would treat that person with all their heart and soul, and there was light in their eyes, the kind of light that only people have when they see someone they like.
At this moment, Yuan Yi found a cluster of sparkling lights in Zhong Man's eyes, which were even brighter than those of the male protagonists on TV, and Zhong Man was very kind to him.
Yuan Yi didn't dare to think about it anymore, they are all men, how can a man fall in love with a man...
When the car was about to reach the gate of the community, Yuan Yi told a lie. He had never lied in his life, and his voice could not stop shaking when he spoke.
"Boss, during the Chinese New Year, I guess I will go back to my hometown with my dad, and I won't be back until the seventh day of the first lunar month."
Zhong Man looked at him, "Going back to my hometown? Why didn't I hear you mention it before?"
"I forgot, I suddenly remembered it just now."
"Where is your hometown?"
"Gongliu County."
"so far?"
"Well, it's several hours by car."
"When will you be back on the seventh day?"
"Probably at night."
Zhong Man sighed, "Then don't we have to wait until the eighth day to meet?"
"Yes, the eighth day of the lunar new year happens to be at work."
……
Zhong Man didn't answer, and the car drove all the way to the downstairs of Yuan's family, and he didn't say a word.
He was so silent like this, and when Yuan saw that he was unhappy, he also felt uncomfortable.He wished he could take back all the words he had just said, but he was afraid that Zhong Man would ask him why he lied, so he endured it and suppressed this urge.
He said "goodbye" and was about to get out of the car when Zhong Man suddenly stopped him.
He turned his head and asked, "What's wrong?"
Zhong Man was silent for a moment, and then said sullenly, "When you go back to your hometown, will there be a group of three aunts and six women vying to introduce you to someone?"
"Uh... probably not."
"No way?" There was some resentment in Zhong Man's voice, "Then what if they introduce you?!"
Before the words fell, Zhong Man seemed to be irritated by the content he had made up in his head, and said again: "Is it true that you agreed immediately as soon as someone introduced you?"
"..." Yuan Yi felt that he was a little unreasonable, but he still tried his best to calm his emotions, "No, how can you be so hasty in finding a partner, I won't just agree to others."
After hearing this, Zhong Man seemed to feel better, "Remember what you said."
"Well, I remember."
"You are not allowed to find a girlfriend behind my back."
"..."
"Can't you agree to such a small request?"
"Okay, I won't look for it."
"They are not allowed to look for them within the past two years."
"..." It's really unreasonable.
"say something!"
Yuan Yi looked helplessly at this handsome man, with a stubborn look on his well-defined face, as childish as a big boy.
Yuan Yi found that he couldn't refuse all his requests, no matter how unreasonable those requests were, he couldn't bear to treat him.
"Okay, I'll listen to you."
As soon as the words fell, the person in front of him smiled, stretched out a big hand, and squeezed Yuan Yi's face, "It's not too bad."
……
Zhong Man is not an idiot, he can feel Yuan Yi's change.
What he did last night was indeed a little out of line. He felt that what he did might have frightened Yuan Yi. After all, that kid is a straight man. Asking him to flirt with a man was indeed a bit difficult for him.
However, Zhong Man also felt that he didn't reject his touch, on the contrary, he enjoyed it and enjoyed it.
Zhong Man has been making preparations quietly. From the moment he realized his intentions, he had the urge to break Yuan Yi.
He had also struggled and had conflicts, fearing that once Yuan Yi stepped into this circle, it would be difficult to turn back, but he was reluctant and could not let go.
He thought to himself, if Yuan Yi really became gay because of him, then he would be responsible in the end.Why bother with entanglement, worry, and find happiness for yourself?
Before the annual leave, he picked up Yuan Yi every day, took Yuan Yi to eat everywhere, made some intimate gestures with Yuan Yi from time to time, even some trivial things in life, such as picking up vegetables, serving rice, and pouring tea , Putting on clothes, tying shoelaces, etc., as long as he sees it, he will definitely rush to do it.
He did so much, not to show how gentle and considerate he is, he has only one purpose - he wants Yuan Yi to slowly rely on him.If you lose him in your life, it will be like losing a backbone, you will feel uncomfortable, you will not get used to it, and you will be at a loss.
When dependence became a habit, he couldn't bear to part with him anymore, he just wanted Yuan Yi to be unable to leave him!
Maybe it's a bit despicable to do this, including not letting Yuan Yi find a girlfriend. Although it seems quite unreasonable, he actually wants to cut off all the opponent's retreats.As long as Yuan Yi can accept him, even being a despicable villain is no big deal.
……
Yuan Yi didn't know what he was thinking in these nine turns and eighteen turns, and he was still feeling guilty for cheating him, so he changed his words before getting off the car, "Boss, maybe we won't necessarily go back to our hometown, we haven't decided yet, Anyway, let's call."
Zhong Man nodded, with a smile in his eyes, "Okay, whether you go back to your hometown or not, you must call me every day."
"Okay." Yuan Yi pointed out, "Then I'm going back?"
Zhong Man moved his face closer, and asked with a smile, "Don't you want to kiss me before leaving?"
Yuan Yi: "..."
Here we go again!Don't you feel uncomfortable every day if you don't play hooligans?
……
After that, Zhong Man teased Yuan Yi again before letting him get out of the car.
Looking at Yuan Qu's buttocks, Yuan Yiqing heaved a sigh of relief, and finally sent the Buddha away.
When I got home, it was already nine o'clock in the morning, and the living room was quiet and empty. Yuan Qingyuan should have woken up early at this time.
Yuan Yi called "Dad" a few times, but no one responded. He saw a cup of cold overnight tea on the coffee table, and then he realized something was wrong, and rushed into the master bedroom, only to see Yuan Qingyuan lying in a daze. On the bed, his face was flushed abnormally, and he looked like he was sick.
Startled, he rushed over in two steps and reached out to touch Yuan Qingyuan's forehead, only to feel that the skin under his hands was scaldingly hot.
He tried to call the other party, but there was still no response. The person lying on the bed seemed to be burnt out, frowning and raving non-stop.
Fearing that his fever would get worse, Yuan Yi hurriedly put on his coat for him, and walked out of the house with him on his back.
After coming to the hospital for an examination, Yuan Qingyuan only had a cold and a fever, and had no other symptoms. Because his high fever persisted, the doctor suggested an IV drip, and Yuan Yi immediately agreed, because he realized that Yuan Qingyuan was really seriously ill, so he babbled He said a lot of inexplicable words.There were some words Yuan Yi didn't understand, but there were some words that Yuan Yi really heard.
It's like he repeated Lu Yueze's name over and over, no less than fifty times, and then it was about love, love, and children.
Yuan Yi knew that he was always thinking about Lu Yueze in his heart, but he didn't understand why it would be related to love, love, children and so on?Yuan Yi couldn't figure out the reason, so he thought he was sick and talking nonsense.
After being admitted to the ward, Yuan Yi and Yuan Qingyuan settled down, and then called Lu Yueze, but no one answered after ringing for a long time. Thinking that the other party might be busy again, Yuan Yi put away his mobile phone and did not continue to call. .
……
Time passed quietly, and when Yuan Qingyuan woke up, it was already noon.
The air was filled with a strong smell of disinfectant, which made him realize that he was lying on a hospital bed, looking down with his probe, with a needle inserted into the back of his left hand, and he was indeed hanging water.
Yuan, who was sitting by the side, heard the movement and hurried forward.
The father and son looked at each other, and Yuan Yi breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Hey, Dad, you finally woke up! You have been in a coma for several hours, and it almost scared me to death! You should have called me when you were not feeling well at first, How can you do it alone?"
Yuan Qingyuan felt very relieved to have his son's concern. He opened his mouth and found that his throat was very dry. He worked hard for a long time before he could say, "Your phone is turned off."
Yuan Yi slapped his head violently, "Ah, I almost forgot this, look at my memory! Don't blame me! My phone turned off by itself when it ran out of battery!"
Looking at his son's stupid appearance, how could Yuan Qingyuan get angry with the child, smiled and said: "What am I blaming you for? I knew your phone was out of battery, go and pour me some water."
"it is good."
Yuan Yi quickly came back with a glass of warm water, helped him sit up, and handed him the water glass in his hand, "Dad, I asked Uncle Lu to come to you yesterday, when did he leave after playing at our house? "
When Lu Yueze was mentioned suddenly, Yuan Qingyuan froze defenselessly.
After a long while, he regained his composure, took a sip of water, and said, "I left after delivering the things."
Yuan Yi asked again: "Why did you catch a cold?"
The question Yuan Yi asked was very jumpy, and Yuan Qingyuan couldn't keep up with his thinking, "Probably because the weather is too cold."
Yuan Yi let out an "oh", sat back on the chair, took out his phone and pressed a few times, and a sentence popped out of his mouth.
"Dad, you kept calling Uncle Lu's name when you were in a coma with a fever."
Yuan Qingyuan trembled when he heard the words, and accidentally poured out the water in the cup, splashing water all over his hands and body.
"Dad, why are you so careless?" Yuan Yi jumped up from the chair, took out a few tissues to wipe his hands, "Why do you react so strongly when you mention Uncle Lu?"
Yuan Qingyuan didn't say a word. Yuan Yi was right. The name Lu Yueze was now his restricted area. Once he mentioned it, his heart felt like a needle.
Seeing that he didn't answer, Yuan Yi didn't care, and continued to chatter, "I called Uncle Lu earlier, and I was going to ask him to come to the hospital to see you, but he didn't answer the phone, and several hours later, I still haven't seen you." He came back one by one."
"..." Yuan Qingyuan's heart was heavy, as if something heavy was pressing on him, and even his breathing became heavy, "Maybe he didn't hear it, so don't call him in the future."
"why?"
"Everyone has their own life, don't disturb others easily."
"Dad, with your thinking, no wonder Uncle Lu said you can't make friends."
Yuan Qingyuan: "..."
"Dad, I think Uncle Lu is a very nice person. Don't look at him as indifferent on the outside, but he is actually quite kind-hearted. You can meet each other again after being out of touch for so long, which proves that your fate is not broken yet." , why do you say 'don't bother'? Uncle Lu will leave after the Chinese New Year, and I don't know when he will come back next time. Do you have to wait for him to leave and you will regret it later?"
……
"Dad, you often hold the photo of you and Uncle Lu for an entire afternoon, and when you are sick, you also call his name. You obviously care about him, why do you act like you don't care?"
……
Yuan Yi's words were like a knife, and each word stabbed Yuan Qingyuan's heart, causing him a sharp pain in his heart.
When Lu Yueze arbitrarily accused him of stepping on two boats, the other party's firm tone made him deeply feel that there was too much estrangement between them. The misunderstandings over the past 20 years had gone deep into the bone marrow with resentment, and it was impossible to resolve.
Even if he told the truth, Lu Yueze would still have a lump in his heart, because he chose to escape instead of staying and going through this difficulty with the other party.If he does this, even if he has unspeakable difficulties, it will make people feel distrusted.Probably from the moment he walked away with the baby, they could never go back to the past.
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Yuan Qingyuan received injections for two days, and his cold was almost cured. This disease came and went quickly.When the illness came, his mood was sinking to the bottom, and all kinds of uncomfortable symptoms came so fiercely.When he passed away from the illness, he suddenly saw a lot. There was nothing he had to do and nothing to lose. He had survived the first 20 years, and he could still live sadly or happily in the following days.
When Yuan Qingyuan's health recovered, the New Year officially came.
Although he and Yuan Yi are the only two people during Chinese New Year every year, he still carefully prepares a sumptuous reunion dinner.From getting up in the morning to two or three o'clock in the afternoon, I waited for the official meal in the evening.
All the shops on the street during Chinese New Year are closed, and the outside is also deserted. Yuan Yi has been texting with Zhong Man all the time when he has nothing to do.
Yuan Yi is a person who can't hide things in his heart. Yuan Qingyuan was ill a few days ago, so he turned around and told Zhong Man about it, and then lied again.He said that because Yuan Qingyuan's body had not fully recovered and he couldn't withstand the journey, they would not return to their hometown.
However, he and Zhong Man didn't have time to meet each other these days. He had to accompany Yuan Qingyuan to buy new year's goods, and Zhong Man had to accompany his parents to visit relatives. They usually only communicated by mobile phone.
When he was free, Yuan Yi always had images of him and Zhong Man together in his mind.
The two went to work together, ate together, played together, and were tired of being together every day, almost inseparable from the weight.
He suddenly discovered that Zhong Man actually took up most of his time in his life, and he was already used to the presence of the other party. He missed him every day, and would check his phone from time to time, hoping that the other party could make a call or Send me a text message.
He couldn't tell whether such a change was good or bad. There was always a feeling in his heart that he had never felt before, as if he was a little bit entangled and a little bit sweet...
Soon it was time for the New Year's Eve dinner, and Yuan Yi helped Yuan Qingyuan bring the dishes to the table one by one.
On this festive day, the father and son drank some wine in order to celebrate the festival.Both of them have the physique to show their faces when they drink alcohol, and they both happily ate a full meal with red faces.
Probably because of the alcohol, after the meal Yuan Qingyuan felt a burning sensation in his stomach, and the heat on his face did not dissipate for a long time. He walked to the balcony, ready to blow some cool air, and glanced down inadvertently. Going, the whole person couldn't help being startled, at the corner of a flower bed, there was a familiar black car parked, it seemed to be Lu Yueze's car!
He was about to take a closer look when a cell phone rang suddenly in the living room.
The ringing was long and loud, and no one answered it for a long time, and Yuan Yi's shouting sounded immediately.
"Dad, help me answer the phone, I'm going to the toilet."
Yuan Qingyuan walked over and picked up the phone to have a look, the call prompt showed the word "Boss".
He pressed the answer button, and the person on the phone said excitedly, "Guess where I am now?"
"..." Yuan Qingyuan coughed lightly, and said, "I am Yuan Yi's father, what can you do with him?"
The person at the other end seemed to be stunned for a moment, and then said politely: "So it's uncle, happy new year!"
"Well, Happy New Year." Yuan Qingyuan walked back to the balcony with his mobile phone in his hands, and looked at the flower bed again, where there was no shadow of the black car!
Feeling a little disappointed, he retracted his gaze, thinking to himself, maybe he misread it, the last time Lu Yueze left so decisively, how could he stay downstairs in his house on the night of New Year's Eve?
It seemed that something was said on the phone, but Yuan Qingyuan didn't hear it clearly.
He thought for a while and asked, "Where are you now?"
"what?"
"Don't you want me to guess where you are?"
"..."
"If you are downstairs in my house, come up."
"Uh! Uncle, you are really a god!"
……
Yuan Yi came out of the toilet and was surprised to find that Zhong Man had actually appeared at his home.
The other party was sitting respectfully on the sofa at this time, the expression on his face was quite serious, completely incompatible with his usual ruffian air.
Sitting opposite him was Yuan Qingyuan, Yuan's father looked calm, sipping tea with lowered eyes, not knowing what he was thinking.
Yuan Yi walked over and met Shang Zhongman's eyes begging for help. The other party frowned and made a bitter face at him.
Yuan Yi burst out laughing and asked, "Boss, why are you here?"
Zhong Man: "I'm here to wish you New Year's greetings."
"Why are you being so polite?" Yuan Yi glanced casually, and found several boxes of gifts piled up in the corner of the wall, and said, "It's fine for you to come, what kind of gift are you giving?"
Zhong Man glanced at Yuan Qingyuan quietly, and said with a dry smile: "It's shameful to visit empty-handed for the first time."
Yuan Yi couldn't help feeling amused when he saw that he was so reserved in front of his elders.
"Boss, have you eaten yet?"
"Ate."
"Would you like a snack? I'll bring it to you."
"no need."
"Then I'll make you tea?"
"Uncle soaked it for me."
"Shall we watch TV then?"
"casual."
"Would you like to go to my room and play on the computer?"
"Okay!"
Yuan Qingyuan: "..."
The two walked towards Yuan Yi's bedroom, the sound of conversation wafting in the room.
"Boss, on New Year's Eve, don't you need to accompany your family?"
"They are all playing mahjong, and they don't care about me at all."
"No wonder you sneaked out."
"Look at what you said, I'm not a kid, do I need to run away secretly? I'm such an adult, my parents have long since stopped interfering in my affairs."
"Oh, then you will go back after playing more with me."
"Okay. By the way, I just ran into Uncle Lu downstairs."
"Ah? Why didn't you call him up?"
"I called, but he didn't want to come up, so we chatted casually downstairs."
"What are you talking about?"
"He said he was leaving tomorrow."
"Tomorrow? Where are you going on New Year's Day?"
"Going back to his home abroad, it seems that there is something wrong with his company. He also said that he will never come back after leaving, and he plans to take all his family over..."
Suddenly, a crisp sound of "kuang" interrupted the conversation between the two.
Yuan Yi turned his head suspiciously, only to see that Yuan Qingyuan's favorite ceramic cup had been shattered into a piece of dregs, and the tea was splashed everywhere, and the person who was sitting here drinking tea just now had disappeared.
The door of the house was open, and there was a cold wind blowing in from outside, which made Yuan Yi shiver.
He thought that Yuan Qingyuan should go to Lu Yueze, but such a sudden behavior gave him an indescribably weird feeling.
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