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The great cold season is the coldest few days of the year.The bitter cold wind howled like a beast, rolling up dead leaves and weeds flying all over the sky.

When Yuan Qingyuan rushed out of the house, he even forgot to put on his coat, and was only wearing a thin home clothes.He braved the wind and snow to search around the community, his body trembling uncontrollably, and he didn't know whether he was frozen or anxious.

He felt like he had fallen into an ice hole, not only his body was cold, but also his heart that was getting more and more anxious and lost because he couldn't find Lu Yueze.

He ran out of the community and came to the street. There was no one there, except for occasional vehicles whizzing by.

He wanted to make a call to Lu Yueze, but his cell phone was left at home. He felt sad for a moment, and he froze in place, not knowing what to do.

Until the car horn sounded beside him, he looked up blankly, and the blood in his whole body boiled instantly.

It's Lu Yueze's car, he didn't leave!

Fortunately, I didn't leave...

After a brief daze, Yuan Qingyuan immediately stepped forward, opened the car door and sat in with a cold air full of ice and snow.

The heater in the car was fully turned on, and Yuan Qingyuan felt much warmer, and his body, which had been numb from the cold, slowly regained consciousness.

He looked sideways at the man sitting in the driver's cab, and the other man also looked at him silently, with a relaxed look, as if waiting for him to speak first.

Yuan Qingyuan gritted his teeth and cheered for himself.

Now that they've all been chased out, there's nothing else to say!

"I heard you're leaving?"

Yuan Qingyuan stared at him closely after asking, for fear of missing every subtle expression on his face.

Lu Yueze still maintained a poker face, and gave a faint "hmm".

"When are you leaving?" Yuan Qingyuan asked.

"tomorrow morning."

"The year is not over yet, why are you leaving in such a hurry?"

"I have business to deal with temporarily."

"Oh."

Lu Yueze picked up the cigarette case, knocked out a cigarette and lit it, "Don't you wish me a safe journey?"

"..." Some things were clear in his heart, but Yuan Qingyuan still asked stubbornly, "When will you come back?"

Lu Yueze took a puff of cigarette and looked forward with distant eyes, "I have been abroad for a long time, and this city is very strange to me. I came back because I miss my family. This time, I will deal with the company's affairs. I'll take them over."

This is an admission that he will not come back after leaving, Yuan Qingyuan's heart aches, Yuan Yi is also your family member!

Yuan Qingyuan felt that he could no longer hide it. Both Lu Yueze and Yuan Yi had the right to know their identities in each other's lives.As for whether to accept it or not, it depends on what they think. Whatever comes naturally, there is no need to force it.

Yuan Qingyuan is actually a very gentle man. His cold appearance is only for others to see. He has always been reserved and passive. If he really wants to keep a secret, he can completely hide it in his heart. Hidden place until buried with him in the coffin.

Today, he was able to chase him out and overcome the psychological hurdle, almost exhausting his life's courage.

Because he himself is not the kind of straightforward personality, and he has to consider Lu Yueze's feelings and ability to accept, he decided to tell the truth slowly and tactfully.He thought of the relationship between father and son, blood is thicker than water, and this kind of relationship is constantly giving up.

He followed Lu Yueze's words and said, "Well, family is the most important thing. Just like Yuan Yi, he is also the most important person to me." Seeing that Lu Yueze nodded in agreement, he said, "Yuan Yi, this child I suffered a lot of grievances when I was young, I was too busy making money to take care of him, but he has always been very good and sensible, and sometimes he was so good that it made my heart ache."

Having said that, the voice stopped, and Yuan Qingyuan looked at Lu Yueze, wanting to see what kind of reaction he would make.

Lu Yueze smoked his cigarette, without any emotional fluctuations on his face, probably feeling Yuan Qingyuan's gaze, and sent out a word "um" from his nasal cavity as if in response.Encouraged by Yuan Qingyuan, he continued: "Yuan Yi has endured too many things that he shouldn't have to bear at his age since he was a child, but he has never complained about anyone, and he is still easy-going and easy-going. People who know him say that he is a A very warm child, he is very considerate of others, I don’t know who is following him, I often ignore other people’s feelings, he is definitely not following me.”

Yuan Yi's understanding is actually following Lu Yueze's. Both father and son are gentle and considerate people, but Lu Yueze always gives silently, while Yuan Yi gives generously.Yuan Qingyuan felt that the warmth he had received was all brought to him by these two people.

Then Yuan Qingyuan said some heart-warming things about Yuan Yi. He wanted Lu Yueze to know more about Yuan Yi, so that he would have a good impression. When he told the truth, it would not be too difficult to accept.

He observed Lu Yueze's reaction while talking, the other party was silent all the time, his expression was still as calm as water, but the cigarette in his hand was almost unbroken, and he smoked one after another.

Yuan Qingyuan thought something was wrong, but he couldn't tell what was wrong.

At this time, he happened to be talking about a small birthmark on Yuan Yi's arm. The size and shape of the birthmark were basically exactly the same as the birthmark on Lu Yueze's back. This was the best evidence to prove their father-son relationship.

But just as he started, a slightly angry voice interrupted him roughly.

"Can you stop mentioning the child you had with someone else in front of me!"

Yuan Qingyuan was stunned by the yelling, and it took him a while to regain his composure.

He was suddenly annoyed and disgusted with himself. What stupid thing did he do back then? !Lu Yueze misunderstood him so deeply!

He wanted to resolve this misunderstanding, immediately, immediately, without delay!

But when he opened his mouth, his tongue knotted involuntarily, "Well, actually... Yuan Yi is..."

"Enough! Shut up!" Lu Yueze interrupted him again, slammed the cigarette butt out, then slammed on the accelerator, and the car rushed forward quickly.

Yuan Qingyuan was taken aback by the strong back pushing. He instinctively raised his hand to grab the handrail of the car, frowned and looked at the man beside him.

The other party changed from his previous indifference and became a little manic. His face was full of anger, and his eyes were fixed on the front. It was as if a fire was burning in his eyes, shooting out a terrifying light.

Yuan Qingyuan had never seen Lu Yueze like this before, and felt a little scared and at a loss for a while.

Afraid of angering him again, I couldn't speak anymore, so I had to let him go all the way as if venting. Fortunately, there were no pedestrians and vehicles on the New Year's Street, so it wouldn't cause too much commotion.

In Yuan Qingyuan's impression, although Lu Yueze was too taciturn, but after a long time with him, you can know that he is actually a very easy-going person. He knows how to effectively control his emotions and never loses his temper easily. Don't overreact either.

But today he seemed to be a completely different person. Yuan Qingyuan felt that his whole body was out of control. He stepped on the accelerator to the bottom, and his speed was so fast that he could almost fly.Yuan Qingyuan didn't know where he was going, nor what he wanted to do. He just thought he was scary like this, but he was full of worries.

"You drive slowly, okay? What's not happy, can we talk about it?" Yuan Qingyuan persuaded him carefully, but seeing that he didn't respond, he said, "You are like this... I am very worried."

Lu Yueze still ignored it, and Yuan Qingyuan saw him take out a small medicine bottle from his purse with one hand free, then lifted the bottle cap, and poured the medicine inside into his mouth.

Yuan Qingyuan was stunned, and many bad thoughts popped into his mind, he asked quickly: "What's wrong with you?"

After taking the medicine, Lu Yueze seemed to have calmed down a lot, and the speed of the car finally slowed down.Yuan Qingyuan looked out the window, it was dark all around, and a large area of ​​barren fields could be seen through the headlights, Lu Yueze unexpectedly drove the car to the outskirts of the city unconsciously.

Yuan Qingyuan was speechless, but he was more concerned about Lu Yueze's body.

After thinking for a moment, he asked, "Are you...are you sick?"

Lu Yueze sneered, and finally responded this time.

"Yeah, and he's seriously ill, are you scared?"

The worse his attitude became, the more worried Yuan Qing became, "What's wrong with you?"

Lu Yueze didn't reply. He lit a cigarette and took a puff impatiently, his fingers holding the cigarette trembled uncontrollably.

Then he raised his head to meet a pair of worried eyes, and an inexplicable anger rose in his heart.

"Don't look at me with sympathy, I don't need your pity." He said.

Hearing this, Yuan Qingyuan's heart tightened, and then grief welled up in his heart.

What has this man been through?How could it become so extreme and crazy?

"I didn't pity you, I really just worried about you."

"Are you worried about me? Ha!" Lu Yueze laughed at himself, with bitterness in his laughter, "If you really worried about me and cared about me, you wouldn't treat me like that back then!"

"I really have difficulties..."

"Are you still making excuses?" Lu Yueze became manic again, "Admitting a mistake, is it that difficult for you?!"

"I was wrong, but I can explain."

"A mistake is a mistake, what can an explanation change?!"

……

Yuan Qingyuan suddenly felt very powerless. He found that when Lu Yueze was emotional, no matter what you said, he couldn't listen.

Taking a deep breath, he asked softly, "Why did you come downstairs to my house tonight?"

Seeing the other party startled suddenly, Yuan Qingyuan said again: "You didn't come here to quarrel with me, did you?"

……

"Yue Ze, I am very happy that you can take the initiative to come to me. If there is anything you are dissatisfied with, can't you talk about it? Is this really going to happen between us?"

There was deep helplessness in Yuan Qingyuan's voice, Lu Yueze heard it in his ears, and his whole body fell silent.

He took his last puff of cigarette and was silent for a long time.

Just when Yuan Qingyuan thought he would never speak again, the man's hoarse voice sounded slowly.

"I'll just ask you, do you still love me?"

The sudden question caught Yuan Qingyuan by surprise.

He looked at Lu Yueze in disbelief, and couldn't believe his ears.

The other party's handsome face seemed calm, but the rolling up and down Adam's apple completely betrayed the tension and anxiety in his heart.

Yuan Qingyuan thought that when he confessed his love to this man, he also pretended to be calm, but in fact his heart was agitated, and he was so nervous.

The word "love" blurted out.

The tone is decisive and powerful!

But as soon as the words fell, the people around him suddenly leaned over and pressed them over.Yuan Qingyuan only felt a good-smelling masculine breath rushing towards his face, he couldn't help but widen his eyes, and before he had time to react, his mouth was tightly blocked.

The hot breath sprayed on his face, causing Yuan Qingyuan to tremble one after another. When he recovered from the shock, Lu Yueze had already grabbed the back of his head and kissed him vigorously.

Lu Yueze's kiss was very wild, with a hint of ruthlessness. He was not just a simple kiss. He bit Yuan Qingyuan's mouth with his teeth while kissing. Qingyuan frowned unconsciously.

The strong smell of blood spread in his mouth immediately, Yuan Qingyuan knew that he was bitten by him, but he couldn't bear to push him away.

For more than twenty years...

Yuan Qingyuan had waited 21 years for this moment.

From waiting with full of expectations to being exhausted and then to ashamed, it seems to have been waiting for a lifetime.