so called love

"Look at that long-haired girl in a yellow swimsuit, she's fleshy, and the hibiscus emerges from the water, how beautiful it is!" Another evening, when two people were sitting by the sea, Xiao Xia relished talking.

"Furong looks like a goddess, why don't you look at me and attract me." Zhang Xixi said almost reflexively, without thinking about it, "You are very charming, do you know? The charming color lies in Your eye sockets are haunting and flickering. I want to be buried in your tenderness, to see your flickering eyes, to hear your flickering words, all other eyes are empty, only your eyes have tender intentions."

"Have you ever thought about it? From the beginning to the present, what you said to me can be made into a collection of poems."

"I've thought about it. I'll come up with a collection of poems and give it to you." Zhang Xixi said, "When did it start?"

"From the first time you spoke to me."

"What was the first thing I said to you, do you remember?"

"Have you had breakfast?" Xiao Xia said.

Zhang Xixi thought that Xiao Xia was going to stagger another topic that he didn't want to continue.

"Eat." Zhang Xixi replied listlessly.

"I said the first thing you said to me was 'Have you had breakfast'."

"Really? You still remember, I forgot."

"I will remember anything that feels abrupt."

"Then I will be more abrupt with you from now on, because you will remember when you are abrupt. I don't know why people like me who are well-informed and knowledgeable sometimes chat with you and forget everything they talked with you. Remember it It's like you chatting with me."

"why?"

"Because you look so seductive."

"Don't you know why?" Xiao Xia said with a smile.

Zhang Xixi also laughed, ups and downs, as if one person's laughter was the basis for another person to laugh again, so he laughed for a while.

"Do you know how much I want to be with you?" Zhang Xixi said softly.The waves are flapping softly.

"I won't be with you." Xiao Xia said.It sounds merciless.

"There are many kinds of being together! The body is together, the spirit is together, the body and the spirit are both together, and we sit together like now, and there are many subtle and beautiful things together. I haven't thought of it yet. I don't know which kind of "together" is the "together" in the "won't be with me" you said."

"Body together."

"We were already together that day!"

"I mean, live together." Xiao Xia said and gave Zhang Xixi a serious look, "I can't give you love with a bright future."

"Well, in the end, we have to be with women." Zhang Xixi said, "But there are many kinds of words together!"

"You don't need to give me love with a bright future. Love is neither a career nor a future. I don't want any future. No matter how beautiful the future is, it can't compare to you, or even your back view." Zhang Xixi continued.

"Which kind do you think we are together?" Xiao Xia asked.His eyes were red, probably because of his addiction to cigarettes.

Xiao Xia's question made Zhang Xixi happy, because he felt that Xiao Xia was discussing how they could get together.

"Your body enters my body, the kind of togetherness that melts you into my body," Zhang Xixi replied.

"It's the kind of dating together." Xiao Xia said.

"Some of my words are not expressive. I didn't make a draft in advance. I should think about it before telling you."

"Well, think about it." Xiao Xia took off his slippers as he spoke, and stepped on the sand with both feet.Zhang Xixi buried Xiao Xia's feet with sand, and rubbed his instep with the soft sand.Afterwards, Zhang Xixi smelled his hand and said, "It smells like perfume."

"Time flies so fast, the seven-day trip will end today." Xiao Xia said.

"What do you think is the meaning of this trip?" Zhang Xixi asked.

"My mother fell in love during this trip. A man was deeply attracted by her beauty. Being beautiful is always easy to attract moths. So I have to go back alone. She and the man went to another place. "

"That's great. I wish my mom met one too."

"Huh?" Xiao Xia was puzzled.

"My mom is alone now, except for me."

"Where's your father?"

"I went to another place too." Zhang Xixi said, "What you just said was the meaning of this trip to your mother, but what does it mean to you? I want to hear it."

"For me," Xiao Xia thought, "it doesn't mean anything to me!"

"Honestly, it's just the two of us here, and no one can hear you."

"There's really no point."

"Say it quickly, you know what I want to hear." Zhang Xixi said.He wanted to hear Xiao Xia's talk about the night when the back court died.

"I don't know." Xiao Xia said, "What does this trip mean to you?"

"This is really a trip that backfired." Zhang Xixi said, "I originally wanted to use this trip to forget you, but I met you, but I fell in love with you more urgently, and I couldn't stop it."

"Don't be like this. When something happens, it happens. When it's over, it's over."

"When something happens, it happens, and when it ends, it ends?"

"I fuck you."

This is an answer that satisfies Zhang Xixi, followed by a rush of pleasure, he is trying to induce Xiao Xia to tell this matter.

"I thought you forgot."

"Forget it or not, remember it or not, that's all."

"What's the matter?"

"It's just a point, it can't be connected into a line, it's just a cutscene."

"Oh," Zhang Xixi smiled wryly, and said, "I hope things don't turn out as you thought, it's not just a passing scene. I hope you make a mistake in your judgment. The most important thing about this trip to me is that you fucked me, what you said The 'that's it' kind of thing."

"The biggest? How big is the biggest? Is it as big as me?" Xiao Xia chuckled.Zhang Xixi thought that he still wanted to fall in love with him.

"Go to my room?" Zhang Xixi blushed and said affectionately.

"No." Xiao Xia said, "I'm going back to my room to sort things out, and I'm going back soon, so you should go back too."

The two stood up and stopped talking...

When getting off the tour group's car, Zhang Xixi looked at Xiao Xia with flickering eyes and said, "I want to hug you."

Xiao Xia stretched out her arms and said, "Come on."

Zhang Xixi smiled knowingly, almost pounced on him, gave Xiao Xia a tight hug, and then waved his hand at Xiao Xia for a long time before turning around and leaving.

While walking, Zhang Xixi suddenly wanted to call Xiao Xia.

"What are you doing?" Zhang Xixi asked.

"Go home by car."

"What about on the bus?"

"No, in a taxi to the train station."

"fasten your seatbelt."

"Ok."

Zhang Xixi didn't know what to say for ten seconds.

"Is there anything else?" Xiao Xia asked.

"No more. Fasten your seat belt."

"Well, that's good."

"All right."

Xiao Xia fastened his seat belt immediately after the call.He didn't have the habit of wearing a seat belt when driving in the past, and he always felt that bad things would never happen to him.But this time he listened to Zhang Xixi.Strange to say, a truck collided with the taxi two or three minutes after he fastened his seat belt.Since both Xiao Xia and the driver were wearing seat belts, they only suffered a little skin trauma.The truck driver died at the scene because he was not wearing a seat belt.

Xiao Xia talked to the taxi driver, left the fare, and opened the door to get off.

After getting off the car, he came back to his senses, thinking of the phone call from Zhang Xixi just now, his eyes suddenly became moist, he didn't know why, it was because he survived a catastrophe, it can be said that it was, but there must be something else What.