so called love

Zhang Xixi put one arm around his back, among them, his wrist was sticking to his armpit, and his palm was clasping his chest. With the other arm, he paddled desperately in the sea, and when they reached the sea where they could land, they stood together. Getting up, Zhang Xixi grabbed Xiao Xia's hand and walked in the sea.

"Okay, it's safe." Xiao Xia broke free.

"The sea water varies in depth, there may be potholes somewhere." Zhang Xixi said, and grabbed Xiao Xia's hand again.

"What are you doing so far?" Zhang Xixi asked.

"I saw some things, very beautiful. There are purple ones, some blue ones, bright colors, like balloons, and ribbons. I want to reach for them. Didn't you see them when you rescued me just now?"

"I only care about saving you, so I don't care about anything!"

"Now you can look back and see."

Zhang Xixi followed Xiao Xia back.

"Did you see it?" Xiao Xia asked.

"I see, it's a man-of-war jellyfish, which is highly poisonous and untouchable."

"You know a lot."

"When I was about to go out, I did my homework and what to pay attention to when going to the beach."

"What do you need to pay attention to when you go to the beach?"

"This also points to some situations. The particularity of the contradiction tells us to analyze specific issues."

"tell me the story."

"When going to the beach, you need to pay attention to sun protection, pay attention to sharp shells, watch out for jellyfish, and avoid being stung by them, pay attention to the man-of-war jellyfish, which is the one that attracted you just now, and pay attention to whether there are wounds on your body, and you will attract sharks when you go into the water with wounds. , but, but if there is you by the sea." Speaking of which, Zhang Xixi gave Xiao Xia a look, and then continued, "I don't need to pay attention to anything, only you."

"Actually, I like what you say."

"Are you moved?"

"I'm indifferent!" Xiao Xia said with a smile, "but it sounds interesting."

They landed.

When Zhang Xixi was putting on his coat, Xiao Xia said, "Thinking about how terrible it was just now, without you, I would have died."

"By the way, you are quite courageous. If it were me, I would not dare to look good. Now it is even more so. The more beautiful I am, the less I dare."

"You might as well be a little more adventurous when dealing with life, because you're going to lose it anyway. Nietzsche. Haha." Xiao Xia talked and laughed, not seriously.

"Have you started reading too?"

"You are blinded by a leaf, I will say this."

"You are so interesting, but still not as interesting as me." Zhang Xixi said with a smile.

"I can vaguely feel that you are an interesting person."

"Well, so being with me must be happy." Zhang Xixi said in an unquestionable tone.The subtext is to hope that Xiao Xia will be with him.

Xiao Xia looked at Zhang Xixi in silence, as if he heard the overtones.

"Sit down and look at the sea?" Zhang Xixi suggested.

"Okay!"

"Facing the sea, I couldn't open my heart. I denied all the dialogue that should have been..." Zhang Xixi sang loudly.

"You really love singing too much." Xiao Xia sighed.

"Compared to you, it doesn't work." Zhang Xixi meant that he loved Xiao Xia more than Xiao Xia in singing.

"I don't like singing." Xiao Xia had another understanding.That's right, normal people would understand that.

"Why did you break up with Su Mei?"

"She doesn't like me anymore! Some love is like eating cold noodles, but the first few bites are quite delicious."

"She dumped you?"

"Yup!"

"She's so stupid to dump you."

"The hearts of beautiful women are restless." Xiao Xia said.

"Is it the same for beautiful men?" Zhang Xixi turned his head to the side and asked Xiao Xia, his eyes scrutinized his face, and his shoulders leaned forward to appreciate more angles.He can stand his scrutiny, he has a face that is not afraid of any light and angle of view.

"Loving someone is not just liking a rainbow, it's not just about being pretty!" Xiao Xia sighed.

"You have changed, you have become like me." Zhang Xixi said, "Have you noticed?"

Because he felt that Xiao Xia's conversation was full of literary style.

"No."

"It's best not to find out, but to be subtle."

"Tell me, what is the feeling of being in love, what is it?" Xiao Xia asked.

"The feeling of being in love? The feeling of being in love is that we all feel that the other party is beyond our reach. You are so good in my heart, and I am so good in your heart, and then we feel a little unmatched." Zhang Xixi said.

"Of course, it's me and you, not me and you." Zhang Xixi continued, with a little helplessness and a little hope.

"You're talking about the feeling of mutual envy, not the feeling of being in love?"

"Admiration, admiration, admiration! Love must be inseparable from envy."

"Can a man envy a woman's big breasts?" Xiao Xia said, "Only people of the same sex can envy each other. What you are talking about is your love, not mine."

"Why don't you find a girlfriend?" Xiao Xia asked Zhang Xixi, "Don't you like girls at all?"

"I also like girls, but the girl I like is either on the bus, on the subway, or on the train. If I have ever flown by plane, she should also be on the plane. Anyway, they have no chance to get along with each other. People who can entertain with eyes, you can't suddenly say "I like you" to others, or ask "do you have a date", for me, even asking for contact information is sudden .”

"Actually, you just don't like girls." Xiao Xia said.

"Anyway, I think that rough love will make people deformed." Zhang Xixi said, turning his head to look at Xiao Xia.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Xiao Xia asked.

"Because it's you, I have to look at you that way." Zhang Xixi said.

"You don't feel sudden when you say anything to me, but you feel sudden when you ask a girl for a contact information?"

"It doesn't feel sudden when I have to. I have to express it to you. Blame you for being too beautiful, blame me for being too obsessed. Sometimes, I really think my life is a legend, for example..."

"Like what?"

"For example, I will decide to spend my whole life running towards you."

"The one who can have a lifetime to run to, maybe only the god of death."

"Xiao Xia, I'm a nihilist."

"What is a nihilist?"

"I feel like I can't hold on to anything, it's going to end, so I let myself dream big, I make songs, I write poetry, I want my stuff to outlive me so I feel like I'm gone , this world still has my lingering sound, I love my ideal so much, I want to realize it so much, but meeting you makes me feel that I can forget my ideal, I don’t need to be ideal, being with you makes me feel that the whole world is mine They said that I am a person with ideals and ambitions, but now I want to say, if there is an ideal person in my life who will never leave, who needs to be ambitious, it is enough to hug each other!" Zhang Xi Xi said, with red eyes, red and stiff face. "I thought I was dreaming first, but in fact I was still love first. It was you who made me understand who I am."

"We are not suitable, we are not inappropriate, but it will not work at all."

"Mount Tai slips through the stone, the single pole breaks the stem, water is not the drill of the stone, and the saw is not the wood, so it is natural to be fading away."

"what"

"Water is not a drill that drills holes in rocks, but the dripping water from Mount Tai can drip through rocks; the well rope is not a saw used to pull apart wood, but the thin well rope can wear down the railing on the well. We can be together .You can fall in love with me."

"I will not love you."

"why"

"It is said that if you love someone too much, that person will not love you."

At this point, Zhang Xixi got up, stood in front of Xiao Xia, and squatted down again. Now he could smell Xiao Xia's breath.

"What are you doing?" Xiao Xia asked, looking a little uncomfortable.

"Let me kiss you, let me kiss you when you know I want to kiss you." Zhang Xixi said, sounding a little out of breath.

"My mother is in the room, she may look here."

"Let's change places. Go to that place." Zhang Xixi pointed to a huge rock and said.

"You can't kiss in another place."

Zhang Xixi got up, Xiao Xia also got up, the two walked to the rock, and then turned their backs against the rock.

"Why didn't uncle come?" Zhang Xixi asked.

"They got divorced. Because of this, I took my mother out to relax."

"Blame me for talking too much."

"It's nothing."

"Well, it's nothing. I'm divorced, but I'm still here."

"What do you mean?"

"It's not interesting." Zhang Xixi said with a smile, as if to relieve something.

"I can't lean anymore, my back is getting cold." Zhang Xixi continued, "Come and sit in my room?"

"Ok."

"Why are you still struggling?"

The two walked leisurely, sometimes lowering their heads, sometimes looking at the sky, and sometimes looking at each other.

Entering the door, Zhang Xixi quietly locked the door with a key, and did not turn on the light for a long time.

"Turn on the light! Where is the light?" Xiao Xia said.He turned his back to Zhang Xixi.

Zhang Xixi put his chin on Xiao Xia's left shoulder, and said a sentence completely out of emotion: "I want you to fuck me."

"What did you say?" Xiao Xia asked.

"I want you to fuck me."

"Don't make trouble. You can really make trouble."

"I can't leave you anymore, I can't even look away from you."

"do not do that."

"I'm already on the verge of breaking out with you, and I'm on the verge of getting better."

Xiao Xia separated his chin from his shoulder with his right thumb, Zhang Xixi smelled the faint smell of tobacco, turned to open the door, but the door could not be opened.

"Give me the key." Xiao Xia said in a commanding tone.

"Give me the key, and I'll give you the key." Zhang Xixi said.

"What key?"

"You love me, come and love me, only you can untie my knot." Zhang Xixi said while taking off her clothes.Then turned around and pouted, like a peacock spreading its tail.

"You don't know how much I want to be with you, the kind of togetherness where your body enters mine, and you melt into my body." Zhang Xixi turned her head and said to Xiao Xia enchantingly.

Xiao Xia unbuttoned his trouser belt, spit, and the huge thing slipped in.Young and energetic, full of hormones, I once thought that nothing would happen, but everything will happen when I am in love.

In this way, in the ocean-view room by the sea, in the night sky full of stars, in the sound of the waves, the piston moves, and Zhang Xixi bleeds, but in Zhang Xixi’s heart, it’s like when bees or butterflies kiss flowers Injured stamens.

He once wrote a poem: "Since you have become a special person, then be an extremely special person. Anyway, it is different, and it is different to the extreme. Don't give up halfway; since I love so special , then don’t waste this special, pursue, or wait for an impeccably beautiful butterfly, only when he smells me, only when he smells, I feel that I am fragrant.”

Now it seems to be achieved, right?almost.

After the end, Xiao Xia went to take a shower, and Zhang Xixi also walked into the bathroom, wanting to continue the lingering.When he reached out to touch Xiao Xia's chest, Xiao Xia pushed him away and said, "Just now, I was just an animal."

But animals will miss it too!