so called love

The final exam ended this afternoon, and when Zhang Xixi went back to the dormitory to pack his bags, Xiao Xia was not there.

For a while, he had been staying up for several nights in a row, and he was not in a hurry to go home even after the final exam, so maybe he went there again for some reason.Zhang Xixi thinks that he must be living very tenderly, romantically and chicly these few days.

Classes will be divided next semester, and he decided not to live here anymore.He wanted to put away his feelings for Xiao Xia and let his spiritual world come to an end.Under the urging of this thought, his movements began to quicken, and after a while, there was an image of carrying luggage on his left shoulder and pulling a roller suitcase with his right hand, and carrying a backpack on his back, but when he reached the door, he still looked back. Here again, how much pleasure has been bestowed here by his whimsical brain!When his eyes fell on Xiao Xia's bed, a sense of frustration hit him, he wanted to sleep with him so much.

Collect it?Where is it so good?What about collecting clothes?The spiritual world has come to an end?If the spiritual world was as easy to handle as dough, there would be no mental hospitals, right?

This semester, his heart was too heroic. As for saying the phrase "I like you" and making that "indecent" act, he was so heroic that it was horrible, as heroic as if he was touched by a fool, and as heroic as he might be. Almost sacrificed.

How he wishes he could give up on Xiao Xia!How I wish my heart would be stagnant when facing Xiao Xia!Hurry up, hurry up and let his death towards Xiao Xia be as quiet and beautiful as autumn leaves!Then he can start a new life and no longer be troubled by love.

This winter vacation, because of emotional frustration, he decided to go out and have a look, but where should he go in winter?Why not go to Sanya, where it is warm in winter, so he signed up for a tour group.

Travel on schedule.He got into a car, and the car was full of people traveling to a destination. He didn't know if other people were accompanied by relatives or friends, but aside from these innocuous people in the car, he went alone, although He firmly believes that travel is interesting only when you go with the people you like.

This tour group somehow catered to his deep belief, yes, Xiao Xia was in the car.He collapsed to take a nap on the sleeper near the window in the middle of the car body, and beside him was a middle-aged woman with a pretty face but haggard.Zhang Xixi didn't notice him, because Zhang Xixi's eyes, especially when he was sad but not hurt, were straight, not good at and didn't want to look around, although Ding Mu had nicknamed him "Looking around".

The car starts, and this journey will take about two days by car. Perhaps the journey will be heavy because of the difficult journey.

During the break, we had already arrived at a land with a mild climate. Some people got off the car through the middle door, and some people got off the car through the front door. When Zhang Xixi stepped down from the front door and turned his head to the west, it happened that Xiao Xia stepped down from the middle door and turned his head to the east. .This is how their eyes met, with the warm sun above their heads.

Zhang Xixi's heart twitched, and his eyes continued to look at him.Xiao Xia came over, greeted him with a smile and asked, "Why did I meet you here?"

"Yeah, I think so too." Zhang Xixi said lightly, "We should have met in the car."

"I really didn't see you in the car. Did you see me?" Xiao Xia asked.

"No."

"Alone?" Xiao Xia asked.

"Yes, how about you?"

"Two people." Xiao Xia replied.

"Are you here for honeymoon?" Zhang Xixi smiled slightly, while avoiding Xiao Xia's gaze, her eyes were red and aimless.

"No. Me and my mother. What kind of honeymoon am I not married?"

"I think sweet days are called honeymoons." Zhang Xixi said, "What about her?"

"We broke up!"

"Well, I know you broke up with my cousin."

"Su Mei and I also broke up."

"Why? She's so beautiful." Zhang Xixi was surprised and almost beamed with joy.

"Let's talk later." Xiao Xia said, "Let's go, don't you want to go to the bathroom?"

Zhang Xixi followed Xiao Xia's footsteps and walked behind him, his eyes felt extremely free. He carefully looked at his back, and suddenly wanted to have a treasure gourd like Qiwa to take him away.Xiao Xia looked back at him, his eyes immediately retracted, his eyes moved around, and he deliberately looked away.For Xiao Xia, sometimes he is very courageous, and sometimes he is very courageous.

He never thought that he could meet Xiao Xia during this trip. This trip was originally to get rid of him, but he didn't want some kind of force to send him to his side again.

"Why did you leave without saying anything?" Xiao Xia said.Maybe he just wanted to say something to fill the ride.

"You're not here, I'm driving, I can't wait." Zhang Xixi said as if he was reciting the Three Character Classic.

"Don't you have a phone! You can call me!" Xiao Xia said in a clear voice.

"I'm afraid to disturb you."

"Oh, by the way, I don't use that number now, I changed it, I said, save it."

Zhang Xixi took out his mobile phone.

"Go ahead."

While Xiao Xia was talking, Zhang Xixi was operating on the phone.

"Call me, and I'll save your number." Xiao Xia said.

When he came out of the bathroom in the temporary rest area, Xiao Xia slipped on the soles of his feet, and it was Zhang Xixi who helped him to avoid the appearance of "all four feet in the sky".

After getting in the car, they returned to their respective places, Zhang Xixi was thinking about how to spend the trip, Xiao Xia made him restless.Zhang Xixi suddenly thought of two lines of poems: The wild fire burns endlessly, and the spring breeze blows and regenerates.

When they arrived at their destination, they stayed at a hotel with a private beach.As soon as he entered the room, Zhang Xixi casually threw the travel bag aside, and lay on the light yellow double bed in the shape of "big", more precisely, it was in the shape of "tai".Here, for seven days, belonged to him.This trip cost him a lot. In the past, he would still feel distressed, but not now. The emotional "want to love but can't love" has made him look down on money. Also, he met Xiao Xia , Let him feel that the money is worth it!It's really interesting, I spent money traveling to forget Xiao Xia, but after meeting Xiao Xia, I felt that the money was worth it!

Zhang Xixi wants to nourish his energy before going to see the scenery. Now open the French windows, listen to the sea water, smell the salty sea breeze, just warm up.So, he got up and opened the floor-to-ceiling windows, and went back to the bed to continue stretching physically and mentally, but Xiao Xia's heart knot, he closed his eyes, opened his eyes, opened one eye and closed the other eye, lying on the left, on the back, and on the right, He can't even stretch out when lying on his stomach.

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In the evening, people were swimming at the beach under the setting sun, and Zhang Xixi lay in the sea view room and looked at it searchingly.Seeing that they were having a good time, he went out for a walk, walked to the beach, sat down, looked at the sea, and finally found Xiao Xia's figure.He was standing, walking, and testing in the sea far away from the sea. Suddenly he saw Xiao Xia sinking, while others were still playing with their own. He didn't know whether Xiao Xia was diving or submerged. A few seconds later, Xiao Xia was jumping and jumping again.Knowing that something was wrong, Zhang Xixi took off his coat in a hurry, and ran towards Xiao Xia's position with the posture of an athlete. After running a certain distance, the water could submerge him, so he swam up and swam. When he arrived in front of Xiao Xia, Xiao Xia hugged him. At that moment, Xiao Xia hugged him in a panic, not knowing who he was.Zhang Xixi's body movements are limited, how much he would like to be hugged by him like this, but when the moment of life and death is not for emotions, he broke free and said in Xiao Xia's ear: "I am Xixi, let me save you , Go back and hug again, you can’t go back without hugging.”