so called love

The school gives students a week to think about whether to study literature or theory.During this period, Zhang Xixi asked Xiao Xia whether to select essays or choose rationale.

"Wen." Xiao Xia replied.

"You are quite suitable for studying literature." Zhang Xixi said.

"Why do you say that?"

"You are handsome!"

When I was still in junior high school, there was a scene that impressed Zhang Xixi deeply.At that time, the school he attended had both junior high school and high school.One day, during the evening self-study, he went off-campus to buy stationery and educational supplies, and saw a handsome guy in the store, wearing glasses, with a gentle manner, holding three books of "Five-Year College Entrance Examination, Three-Year Simulation", geography, history, and political.The handsome guy was pacing to pick out pens, with a focused expression and a personable demeanor. After choosing a pen he liked, he turned around and picked out another notebook that looked very stylish.The lights in the house are warm; the sky outside is dotted with stars, and the breeze cools him in shorts and vest. Most importantly, there is such a handsome guy who seems to know both astronomy and geography, which makes his eyes shine.From then on, he wanted to be that handsome guy, so it was also from then on that he planted the seeds that he wanted to study liberal arts.

When I learned that Xiao Xia also wanted to study liberal arts, the joy of "abandoning some things and focusing on one point" was superimposed.But Xiao Xia didn't choose to study liberal arts, he just said it casually.

When volunteering for arts and sciences, the number of people studying liberal arts in Class 20 of Senior High School was more than what Mr. Ai Ai expected. There were more than [-] people. This result has a lot to do with Teacher Ai Ai, because the students all know Mr. Ai Ai Is a liberal arts.

There are still a few days until the final exam. Due to the previous monthly exams, the average grades of each subject of Class [-] and Grade [-] have swept the other ordinary classes that are also ordinary classes. There are even times when the average scores of Chinese and biology have exceeded The top class, so when the final exam is approaching, Teacher Ai Ai feels that she has a chance to win.She thinks that she should have a New Year's Eve party for both love and reason. Yu Qing, next semester will be divided into arts and science classes, and Teacher Ai'ai's belly is already pregnant. Next semester, she decided to take maternity leave, so this time The party can only be the only one, a party prepared for this group of people who met by chance, its meaning, as time goes by, time will tell you.Yu Li, of course, was the embarrassment of the night with excellent grades.

Before the New Year's Eve party, teacher Ai Ai asked Ding Mu to bring the guitar to the show, and Ding Mu readily accepted.

The day that should come will always come, and at this moment, Class [-] and Class [-] are decorated with lights and festivities.The students made concerted efforts to move back some of the desks to make room in front of them, and the other part of the desks was used to circle the round seats for the convenience of onlookers.

Melon seeds, bananas, grapes, and oranges are evenly placed on the circle.There is no program list for this New Year's Eve party. Except for the fixed environment, everything else is improvised.When the heart is ready, but not known, it can be said that you are improvising.

"Dear students, good evening, everyone. Time flies. In a blink of an eye, our class will be broken up by the division of arts and sciences. This is the first and last party since we were together. I hope you will cherish this opportunity. , perform enthusiastically." The monitor, as the host of the party, said sincerely.

The squad leader gave Ding Mu a wink, and Ding Mu came to the middle of the open space with a guitar in his arms.

"I need a chair." Ding Mu said to the monitor.The squad leader quickly moved over a chair.

Ding Mu sat down, with his right leg stacked on top of his left leg, and the smooth recess of the sideboard of the piano fell on his right leg, his left hand pressed the chords on the fingerboard, and his right hand 53231323, da~da~da~ played and sang:

Having mouth ulcers, I still yearn for sugar

Even if I hit the south wall, I still yearn for my wish

I know I can't get on your shoulders

Still longing for you to walk by

If the Grasshopper's voice is silent, he will sing with his wings

The bee's life is not long, he uses hard work to prolong it

The body of the ostrich is too fat, so he exercises his legs to be slender

There is always your outlet to let you go

Unhappy things become just a passing scene when you think about it

Build Toned Bones Without Toned Skin

If you don't have a beautiful appearance, take your dream as your appearance

how crazy your dreams are

The bright moon adorns your window

you must be appreciated

Then decorate the eyes of others

"Is this your original song again?" the monitor asked, as an interviewer.

"Yes!" Ding Mu replied briskly.The voice was unmistakably proud.

"I sang it without reporting the track. What's the name of the song?"

"How crazy your dreams are."

"Can you tell us a little bit about why you wrote this song?"

"I'm feeling it!"

"What kind of emotion is that based on?"

"I will not tell you."

"It doesn't matter if you don't tell, if you don't tell, this song will give you many kinds of feelings, but if you tell, it is equivalent to weakening the ability of this song to divert people's thinking, and there will be no such thing as a thousand songs. There are a thousand Hamlets in the hearts of every reader." Teacher Ai Ai, who was watching from the side, said.

"Okay, if you don't tell me, if you don't tell me, you can just stay where you are cool." The squad leader said with a smile.Ding Mu also left the stage with a smile.

"Come on, keep up, who's next? Who's next?" The squad leader used his poor language to mobilize the atmosphere.

Zhang Xixi did not intend to show his face at this party, he hoped that Xiao Xia could show his face to show something, he still loves to see his appearance, every move, but seeing Ding Mu bring the guitar, he was shaken , I also want to show it, just when I was thinking like this, Xiao Xia appeared on the stage.

What Xiao Xia showed was the technique of flower arrangement. The flowers and plants were provided by Su Mei's flower shop. He had already broken up with Jiang Ni and promised Su Mei that "he will not relapse, nor will he empathize with another."The former and the latter are both promised, for the former, there will be no resurgence, and for the latter, there will be no empathy.

Xiao Xia showed on the stage, he looked like a handsome boy, he was very suitable for what he was doing at the moment, I don’t know how many girls watching him were already enthralled with him, but there was a boy who looked at him like a dentist Like a toothache, unable to extricate itself, of course it is Zhang Xixi.

The first time Xiao Xia showed roses, red roses, white roses, and blue roses; the second time he showed sunflowers, a few fluffy sunflowers, not like sunflowers at all, Xiao Xia explained that this is [Teddy Bear Sunflower] is a kind of sunflower, which really opened everyone's horizons; the third display is chrysanthemums.

"Have you learned it before?" the monitor asked.

"When I was young, my grandma's back garden didn't grow vegetables, but many kinds of flowers. Every year, when the flowers bloomed in summer, I would pick one here and another here, pick some grass, and break some branches. What, and then follow the feeling to combine them, and gradually I feel that I can arrange flowers." Xiao Xia replied.

"Has flower arranging made you more sympathetic to fragrance and jade?"

"Can the flower picker know how to pity the fragrance and cherish the jade?" Teacher Ai Ai said humorously from the side.

There was a burst of laughter, and it was a moment to praise and love the teacher.

"Yes! Flower arrangement can soften your heart and let you know how to be kind to beautiful people and things."

"You look so good, I guess no one can resist your good looks." The squad leader said.

"You'll be able to bear it for sure." Xiao Xia leaned back, looked at the monitor with certainty and said.

"Why?"

"Because you are a man!"

"Not necessarily, not necessarily. If you can really treat me well, I'm really worried that I won't be able to help it. You are so handsome." The monitor said humorously.

This joking conversation reminded Teacher Ai'ai of her father, who had already lived in that house with her beloved and intimate lover, and Teacher Ai'ai and her husband had already gone out to rent a house.

"Let's evaluate the three vases of flowers you just planted! In my opinion, your chrysanthemums are the best, and you have the most feeling when planting chrysanthemums." The monitor said seriously.

The squad leader's words did not arouse everyone's laughter, because at that time chrysanthemum was really just a kind of flower.

"What do you think?" The squad leader asked Xiao Xia, "What do you think is the best flower for you?"

"If I say which is the best, the remaining two will be inferior compared with it, so which is the best, I will not say."

"They all know that silence is golden, don't they? One is that I won't tell you, and the other is that I won't tell. Well, if you don't say which one is best, you are the best and you are the best."

"Well, I'm the best."

"You'd better go away," said the squad leader with a smile, "let the next one come up."

"Come on, next one, next one." The squad leader shouted.His hosting style can be said to be both refined and popular.

Zhang Xixi came over, stood still in the center, and said, "I wanted to say a few words, but words are not as good as hands. Ding Mu, lend me your guitar."

Ding Mu sent him a guitar.

After he took over the guitar, the monitor asked, "You can play it too?"

"That's right, taught by Ding Mu."

"Need a chair?"

"No need, just stand."

At first, he sings in a breathless monologue:

nothing to do with you,

I shall be eclipsed;

If you communicate with others, how can you not grow or branch?

I hope to be watched from a distance by others, and I hope to be played with by you.

Then suddenly the strums started, and the sound and emotion became exuberant.

I don't save fuel,

I don't want to travel alone,

I don't want to have only one hand,

Unwilling to stand behind the shadowy mountain;

I don't save fuel,

I cry when I see a beautiful picture,

The beautiful picture is also you holding hands with her,

You hold hands with her but hold my heart beating;

I don't save fuel,

when you don't love me,

Live your life like porridge,

I can't help but flow to you,

I also expect you to open your mouth.

How inefficient do you think I am?

You say how inefficient I am,

When you are lingering, I still want to look back.

This song made the students feel both funny and moving.When he sang this song, his eyes looked at Xiao Xia from time to time. Xiao Xia didn't notice his eyes when he looked at Xiao Xia, just like Xiao Xia didn't notice his eyes when he looked at him. There is a poem written by someone It seems to be called "Sparse Eyes", and it probably goes like this:

Your eyes never meet,

Do you think he never looked at you?

His eyes are never missing, on you.

Your eyes are never missing, to him.

You both get angry when the other looks away.

But his eyes on Xiao Xia were discovered by most people, especially by Wang Yanghaobo, because Wang Yanghaobo was always looking into his eyes.

What a "you stand on the bridge and watch the scenery, and the people watching the scenery are watching you upstairs"!

"As expected of Ding Mu's apprentice, we don't report the title of the song before singing. If we don't report the title of the song, we can hear it, but we can't hear it after singing." The class leader said.

"Oh, the name of the song is "I'm Not Saving Fuel."

"Are you an inefficient lamp, or an inefficient car? Hehe." The squad leader said, "Is it original? I haven't heard of it before."

"Well, original."

"It's really a famous teacher who produces a talented student! Why is it called "I'm Not Fuel-efficient"?"

"Isn't it explained in the lyrics?"

"I didn't catch the lyrics very well, I just heard 'I'm not saving fuel'."

"I just want to express an emotion of being unwilling to be lonely and insisting on getting love. The demand for love is a bit like a lion opening its mouth. It wants to be loved by someone so much that it harassed the other party."

After hearing this, Xiao Xia lowered his eyebrows and wiped his nose with his index finger.

……

At the party, the mobile phone that can take pictures was snapping, but most of these photos would be deleted by the owner in the later days, because they were used to deleting, or because they wanted to start something again, anyway, most of them would be deleted.

With the passage of time, most of the students who are eager to perform have already emerged, and the cold time is getting longer and longer. The class leader tried his best to instigate, and the atmosphere is also unable to lift the ponytail tofu, and the party has no choice but to fall.

There was still some time before the next night's self-study, Wang Yanghaobo asked Zhang Xixi to go to the bathroom together.

When Wang Yanghaobo walked through the bathroom, Zhang Xixi said, "Don't you want to go to the bathroom?"

"That's right!" Wang Yanghaobo said back.

"Then you still go ahead, you're over the top."

"Go to the bathroom outside."

Zhang Xixi followed behind Wang Yanghaobo, muttering: "There is a toilet in the building, you have to go to the open-air toilet on the playground outside, you are not afraid of the cold, I am afraid of the cold!"

"Don't you have me?"

Zhang Xixi remained silent.

When he walked outside, Wang Yanghaobo put his arms around his shoulders and asked, "Is it cold?"

"It's not cold." Because he was afraid that Wang Yanghaobo would hug him even tighter if he said it was cold, but Wang Yanghaobo thought he was warming him.

When he walked to the toilet, Wang Yang Haobo gave a wall dong.

"Do you want to go to the bathroom, or do you want to go to me?" Zhang Xixi said.

"Sometimes I really hate you for being like you. You can't satisfy me, but you still want to seduce me." Wang Yanghaobo said, "You don't have to rush, the future will be long."

"If the world doesn't treat you kindly, can you try treating me as your world?" Wang Yanghaobo said affectionately.

"The world treats me kindly." Zhang Xixi said flatly.

"Don't keep your eyes on Xiao Xia, can you pay attention to me?"

Zhang Xixi was silent.

"is it okay?"

"I have nothing to do with love for you."

"But I like you."

"Can you get it if you like it? I like it too, but have I got it? Maybe in the future, I will fall in love with you, but I can't now. We are all the kind of people who don't compromise on life, if it is not dying. You should Know what kind of character this person is."

"Then I'll wait for you, until the day you fall in love with me, there will always be a day when you fall in love with me."

"I hope, the feeling of mutual love is good. I guess you fell in love with someone else before I fell in love with you. I hope you can fall in love with someone else. If you fall in love with him, you can also get him , like falling in love with a piece of clothing or a pair of shoes, you can use money to solve it if you like it.”

After they relieved their hands, they walked together in the night, he didn't put his arms around him, they walked side by side, both trapped by love.