black offering

41.

Han Bai still didn't wake up in the end.

All the words turned into silence. I stayed silent with Jackdaw for ten days. During those ten days, Jackdaw seldom spoke, and even showed very little expression. Only when I was around, he would raise his eyelids slightly. , My shadow is reflected in the eyes, silent, sad, different expressions at other moments.

When I hold him and let him eat, his bite is always heavier than usual.

But that's about it.

I can't give him much.

No. In the early morning of the 15th day, before the sun came out, Jackdaw and I returned to the country, and among the few pick-up people standing in the dusk, there was actually a lemon. The little boy Lemon had a serious face, and it was okay to face the Jackdaw. A knight's ceremony similar to European classical knights.

The Jackdaw looked at him indifferently, and said, "Come back to me in three days."

I froze for a moment, not knowing what was going on.

In fact, I know too little about the Jackdaw, and I don't even know the specific jobs he does.

"What in three days?" I asked.

"You don't need..." Jackdaw glanced at me indifferently, then said again: "Go see someone."

Jackdaw didn't want to talk.

Yes, he still doesn't want to say too much to me.

This situation is actually the same as when he just lost his memory. He didn't want to tell me anything at all. All he needed was for me to remember one thing. The person he loves is me, Shen Mo.

"I don't want you to shoulder too much, Jackdaw, you can share it with me. I can learn what I don't understand, and take my time if I don't know it." I said.

The tone is very flat, but the heart is a little turbulent on the contrary. I didn't want to participate in Jackdaw's life at that moment like I am now. I really don't want to be like Han Bai's incident, just watching his sadness.

For example, who is he going to see in three days?

For example, will the person he goes to see in three days be a threat to him?

I don't know any of these factors, so once it happens, what awaits me is nothing but helplessness.

He and my world are separated by him abruptly. The difference is that he can freely enter and exit my space, but I cannot enter his space at any time.

"..."

"you are not willing?"

"..." He looked at me with deep eyes, but didn't speak.

"I'm a man too, and I want to protect you too..."

"En..." Jackdaw finally made a sound, but raised his chin slightly, and said a word coldly to Lemon, "Get lost."

Zhou Huai immediately took the lemon away.

Before leaving, Lemon's eyes were particularly bright, as if worried, but his eyes turned out to be looking at me.

Worrying about me?

baffling.

"Shen Mo, I will protect you and me." Jackdaw raised his head lonely and looked towards the east, "Look at the sun rising."

"Ah." Looking at his dark gray side face, I replied lightly, and stood side by side with him, looking towards the far east.

There was a glowing red sphere, half of its face was exposed, and half of the sky was dyed with sunlight, but it didn't even have any temperature.

The jackdaw avoided me again.

"Shen Mo, if you are free, learn to bartend."

I was taken aback again.

"It's okay to leave alone," he added.

"I don't need you to do this, you are you, just stay by my side." He touched my neck, his fingers were cold and comfortable.

On a rainy day, the rain has been falling non-stop, which makes me a little irritable.

It is rare to open the window, and the hot air outside blows on the skin, which is sticky and uncomfortable.

Simply, turn on the air conditioner to the maximum, and open the window while blowing.

Su Qin sat not far from me, raised his head from a pile of documents, "What? Hot?"

"I don't know, it's annoying."

The Jackdaw walked for two days, went to the appointment for three days, I don’t know who I met, the Jackdaw... never thought of sharing its world with me, but it was very grand, because, the Jackdaw They took Zhou Huai away too, and left me alone with the servants in the villa.

Su Qin came to me with a bunch of materials.

Most of them are clues left by the previous "I", and some bits and pieces about me that they found out.

There is still very little about me.

After looking through it for a long time, I finally found a file in a cowhide bag that said "China Border Rescue File".

That was the first time I was captured. I was only about seven or eight years old, and I was very thin. On the border of Taiwan, in a cold field, it was winter. I was shivering in the cold, relying on the last bit of willpower , walking slowly, a patrolling soldier rescued me.

There was a photo that fell out, and it was me at that time with another foreign soldier with blond hair.

I was lying on the hospital bed with bandages all over my body because of extensive frostbite and festering. The soldier hugged me kindly, but my expression was numb and cold... There was an indescribable chill.

Even if it's just a photo, staring at it like this will give you chills.

Su Qin glanced at it and said: "This was only recently found. *** is a special rescue survivor of the war. We tried our best to find it in your original file."

I escaped from the war?

"Do you remember anything?"

I shook my head.

Not impressed at all.

"But I'm Chinese, how could I appear on the border of Taiwan?" I asked back.

"In the 80s, a large number of Chinese flocked to Taiwan, and in the following ten years, wars broke out. You may also be the children of overseas Chinese who have always settled there..." Su Qin explained.

My head was dizzy, and I was more at a loss.

Why is my profile restricted?We don't know until now.

Su Qin probably used some extreme methods to get these things.

"There should be some further information, but...can't find it." Su Qin said, apologetically.

This man should obviously be a man of great courage, but in front of me...but he has no airs at all, he is more ordinary than ordinary people.

"This time, thank you."

"No, I should." Su Qin said.

"It's still hot." I wiped the sweat off my face and said irritably.

"..."

"By the way, how long have you been doing it?" I asked.

"...How do you ask this?" Su Qin's expression was surprised.

"Answer me first, there are so many things." I said annoyed.

"More than a year..."

I guess this number must be multiplied by 2 at least to be the correct time. The days in the military camp, I guess that's the case, the desire must be impossible to relieve.

"Why don't you go somewhere with me," I suggested.

Su Qin nodded, pursed his lips, and finally showed a smile.

Don't even ask where to go... just trust me like that?

I am not proud of this trust at all, but feel a little burdened.

Su Qin is like this, so is Dim Wick, and Xu Changfeng is even more so. Lan Lin, Liu Di, and Fan Fan also trust me. The first three have blind worship, and the last three are awe. Only one An Zechen seems to be Have an opinion on me.

Instead, it made me feel relaxed.

Compared with Jackdaw, these people really give me a more real feeling.

Putting aside prejudices, the innocence of these people's feelings for me is a bit scary.

I went to a very famous private gay club, which provides all kinds of services.

Su Qin looked at me with neither salty nor light eyes, as if he didn’t hate it at all, we chose a booth, went to the counter to order a glass of blue wine, brought it to Su Qin, and I pointed to it and went crazy on the dance floor The little boy who twisted his body smiled and said, "Do you want to have one?"

"Do you usually come to this place?"

"..." I took a sip of the wine and didn't want to say more.

"Shen Mo..."

"How long have we known each other?" I asked.

"Eight years, to be precise, only five years. The first time I saw you, you were still in the army, talking to a little girl with bare arms, obviously with a fierce expression, but the little girl was talking and laughing with you, I thought it was your daughter, but I found out later that you are single."

"Is this important?" I sneered.

Su Qin was taken aback.

I laughed out loud and said, "Do you still feel hot?"

"..."

"Order a boy, just play around."

Just as I was about to find the foreman to come over, Su Qin stood up and said, "No, take a look at the information carefully. I don't know why you escaped, but you can't escape Shen Mo."

I lowered my gaze, "I'm not running away."

"You only read a part of your information, and you haven't touched the rest at all." Su Qin's tone was still very light.

"No, I just feel tired."

"It's okay to be tired, just take a rest."

"..."

"I'm leaving."

"Wait," I grabbed him and picked up the wine, "you can go first, drink the wine."

Under the dark and ambiguous purple-blue light, Su Qin stared at the wine glass in my hand. The blue liquid was rippling on the edge of the glass. The light makes the whole drink look very beautiful.

When taking the wine glass, Su Qin's hand touched my fingers, he paused obviously, and then drank the contents of the glass in one gulp.

"it's OK now?"

"Sit for 10 minutes." I replied with a smile.

"..." Su Qin was at a loss.

"Just 10 minutes."

"it is good."

I just watched helplessly as this person's gaze slowly began to blur, and then became hot, rubbing against the sofa of the booth, panting.

The effect of the drug kicked in.

My task is completed.

Anyway, Su Qin, I owe you, so I want to make it up to you today, let you have a good time, it's just a man, don't really hold back anything wrong.

I sent the man to the private room, and ordered two more boys, both young and beautiful, and they looked clean.

However, the name shouted by the already unconscious person made me frown.

He called, "Shen Mo."

It turned out to be my name.

Although I had already guessed that this person liked me, it was another matter to actually hear it.

After the order, I was about to leave when Su Qin's phone rang. I glanced at the screen and said, "What's the matter?"

"Why are you? Where's Su Qin?" An Zechen asked suspiciously.

I just hung up the phone.

Sighing, he turned back and said, "Come and pick up Su Qin."

When An Zechen saw Su Qin's appearance, he rushed straight up with two fists.

"You fucking forgot how easy it is. Su Qin paid so much for you back then, and now you treat him like this?"

I said nothing, but frowned.

It's just to resolve it. As for such a big reaction?

"Do you know what relationship you have with him?" An Zechen's eyes were red, obviously extremely angry, like a firecracker, about to explode in an instant.

"..." I looked up.

"You are lovers! Shen Mo! Su Qin was with you back then! We all know it!"