black offering

40.

"how?"

With a sarcastic voice, he put his hands on both sides of my body, his eyes were deep, and his long hair poured down, making his face even more sexy.

Indeed... was angry.

I laughed, "Who exactly wants to be dissatisfied?"

"Shut up." Jackdaw said angrily.

I half-supported my body, ran my hands through his long hair, pressed his head, held his cold lips, and changed my posture so that I went up and down him, and the other hand nimbly followed his pajamas Feeling inside, "Okay, don't lose your temper."

He untied the pajamas that were in the way, and then took off his only clothes, revealing the body in front of his eyes, which was as perfect as a gift from God.

It's not the first time I saw it, but every time I still feel that I can't take my eyes off it.

A delicate kiss landed on his chest.

His eyes were fiery, and he kept watching my movements, and there were two blushes on his cheeks that were not very obvious.

I paused for a while, and Jackdaw pressed my head, and said in a low voice, "Don't stop."

With such a hungry appearance, is it also being suffocated too hard?

Feeling pity in my heart...

(The content is harmonious.)

Everything in sight shakes and becomes unreal.

So hot.

But my throat was very sore, and the muscles on my cheeks were tense, so sore that it was not my own.

"What, want to escape?" Jackdaw narrowed his eyes dangerously, sat up, pinched my mandible in a hoarse voice, and stuck his nails hard, preventing me from closing it.

Fuck!I definitely did it myself and took the initiative to get myself burned.

I was forced to half-kneel on the bed, with my head up, and fluid dripped drop by drop along my chin that couldn't close.

My eyes are hazy, and my nose is sore.

Physiological responses are fucking hell!

"You are mine." Jackdaw growled in a low voice.

After the trembling, the Jackdaw regained some sense.

My face was tight, as if he was the one who was fucked, I was angry and funny, I wiped the corner of my mouth, but I didn't swallow what was in my mouth, and kissed it with a wicked smile.

"Dirty..." Jackdaw resisted.

...My own things, what do you dislike?

I forced him to swallow it.

After the kiss was over, Jackdaw asked with cold eyes, "Satisfied?"

"Isn't it fair, we share good things together." I reached out to wipe off the white (hehe) overflowing from his lips, and said with a smirk.

It's so fucking like I'm a toy.

should be punished.

"You can't leave me." Jackdaw said with a cold face, his expression was indifferent.

"Well, I can't live without you."

He hugged me and didn't speak.

The cold embrace is very comfortable in summer.After a while, I felt like I was falling asleep before I heard the sound.

"Tomorrow, let's go see Bai."

Indeed, I haven't seen Han Bai again for a long time.

And for this Hanbai, I don't really want to see him, because Hanbai likes me, I like Jackdaw, and Hanbai is Jackdaw's dear younger brother, I don't want Jackdaw to experience this choice again.

"Bai, I was issued a notice of critical illness." Jackdaw's voice was so cold that he had no emotion, as if he was saying another very ordinary thing.

Only the strength with which he hugged me changed.

I am silent.

He clearly knew that Han Bai had less than half a year to live.

The Jackdaw was very busy, and it was seven days later that he actually took the time to come.

Before meeting Bai, Jackdaw specially chose a white suit. I am tall, although I am not outstanding in appearance, but against the background of all kinds of high-end goods, I still look like a dog. Jackdaw is also dressed in white, windbreaker, temperament Very good, spotless, two people standing in front of the mirror together, the two faces in the mirror, one is exquisite and gorgeous, the other is firm and steady, the years have already shown traces on one of the faces, and the other But still like a teenager.

Jackdaw was satisfied, so he drove to the hospital.

We waited outside for half an hour, and then entered the sterile room for disinfection.

When I saw Bai, it was an hour later.

Bai slept in a pile of colorful coils, his whole body was almost naked, and his sleeping face was peaceful. Those ugly threads, like snakes, got into his body, on his chest, abdomen, arms, back, neck, head , Legs, almost every part is connected with needle tubes, those things, like chewing gum left on the ground, stuck to his body tightly and could not be removed.

At the other end of the line, various instruments are connected.

shocking.

It's hard to believe that a person can survive with such a machine.

I only now understand that a person's life can actually be judged by cold things.

The last time I saw Bai, he didn't have so many threads on his body.

But now, the needle tube and wires almost submerged him, and the thin man who almost only had bones left was more like a skeleton lying there.

Jackdaw's eyes were so cold that he couldn't see any emotions clearly. From the moment he saw Bai, he became silent, only his tightly clenched fists trembled slightly.

I forcefully squeezed his fingers away, one by one, and let me hold his palm.

The man's hands were cold, colder than ever.

The red and green lights flashing from various instruments made various slight sounds one after another.

After a long time, Jackdaw squatted down and softly called Han Bai's name.

Be careful, as if the person lying on the bed is a dandelion, if the breath is a little bigger, he can fly to heaven and never come back...

But Han Bai didn't react at all, his face was pale, his chest rose and fell very little, as if he was dead.

No one dared to drug him this time.

"You..." I thought about opening my mouth, but I didn't know what to say at all.

Jackdaw grabbed my hand abruptly and said, "Stay with me until he wakes up."

The jackdaw who said this was weak and pale, and grabbed me as if he was grabbing the last straw.

I don't know why, but I understand his helpless loneliness.

"Okay, I'll accompany you." I also squatted down, hugged this person from the back, and said in a protective posture, "No matter how long, I will accompany you."

The doctor can speak Chinese, although he doesn't speak it very well, but the conversation is no problem at all.

The doctor told me that Han Bai's internal organs have been completely exhausted, and now he can only rely on the outside world to provide all nutrition and kinetic energy. If any instrument is stopped at random, Han Bai will stop breathing immediately.

Cold and white, it has become riddled with holes.

It's like rotten wood, if you move it casually, it will crumble into a pile of rotten dregs.

I noticed a detail, the doctor seemed to know me and seemed very skilled in talking with me.He also asked me why I hadn't come for so long.

It's possible that I've been here before, after all, Han Bai was pushed down the stairs by me first, and then I got into a car accident.

After explaining everything about the condition, the doctor patted my shoulder.I watched the doctor leave, and then turned my eyes back to the ICU. Through the small glass window, I looked at the half-curled back of Jackdaw inside. He leaned slightly on the hospital bed, and his long hair was scattered in a mess. On his back, landed in another pile of wires.

He probably wanted to hold the hand of his only younger brother, but he didn't dare, so he could only cling to the hospital bed tightly.

Jackdaw attaches great importance to Han Bai, and I knew it when I saw Han Bai for the first time.

It's hard for me to imagine now, when a person who has such a great influence on Jackdaw asks Jackdaw for me, what kind of mood Jackdaw would use to refuse me.

But... why did Han Bai suddenly give up on me?

Last time, I just told Han Bai a story in a state of ignorance. I didn’t understand the connection during the whole process, and I was even on guard all the time, but Han Bai’s performance to me was very desperate. I remember that at that time, this green-eyed boy shed tears.

At that time, I hated both Jackdaw and Hanbai.

When I found out later, I could only sigh.

But I never thought about coming to see another person who loves me who is lying on the hospital bed. I am not a philanthropic person. My heart is so small that I can only pretend to be one person.

When I re-entered the ICU, I only did one thing, silently holding Jackdaw in my arms.

"Shen Mo, when was the last time this state occurred?" Jackdaw asked me suddenly.

"?"I froze for a moment.

Hearing his hoarse and suppressed voice again, full of sarcasm and sadness, "...you have forgotten that we used to watch Bai often together, and Bai's condition is better than now, he can stand up, he can say……"

I felt a deep sense of powerlessness. The person I loved was so helpless in front of me, but there was nothing I could do. "Sorry, I can't remember the past..."

I held his hand and said apologetically, "I can't share the pain of losing a loved one with you now. I also can't lose my mind like you."

Jackdaw suddenly laughed, very lightly.

Under my gaze, his originally pitch-black eyes turned dark red, as if infected by a large amount of blood. The red quickly invaded the entire eyeball, with a palpitating sense of indifference, without reflecting any shadow , Surrounded by a violent aura, it is frightening.With beautiful facial features, the composed expression is not sad at all, but very happy. While laughing, he announced to the unconscious Han Bai, "Han Bai, Shen Mo is mine now."

All the voices were stuck in my throat, and after about half a minute, I said, "What's wrong with you?"

The jackdaw grabbed my hand vigorously and bit my neck, under the sharp sting, I heard his voice, which was as cold and hard as my first impression of him, disgusting, "Oh! Can’t understand? Then let me teach you how to understand.”

This bite was very fierce, obviously biting the main artery, my eyes were darkened in pain, and I immediately wanted to stretch out my hand to tear the Jackdaw away.

But the movement stopped the moment he touched his hair, and changed to stroking.

But my heart is very uncomfortable.

Jackdaw lost control because of Hanbai...

Just because I can't understand a sentence.

How innocent I am, I have already lost my memory.

Even the jackdaw has forgotten, let alone an insignificant third party, so why use this reason to criticize me?

"Jackdaw..." I reached out and hugged him.

I know it's not my fault, but I don't want to hurt you even a little bit, am I wrong?

My eyes strayed, and I looked at Han Bai on the hospital bed.

Suddenly I thought, is it because I pushed Han Bai back then, making Han Bai always like this, that's why you have complaints against me?

There was a bit of blood splattered on the hospital bed, and the strength on my neck was getting stronger and stronger, but I didn't want to resist at all.

After a while, I felt cold all over, and the Jackdaw left my neck. When he looked at me, he was obviously flustered, "Shen Mo?"

I smiled, and touched his blood-stained side face with my hand, "Calm down?"

"You've lost too much blood..." he murmured.

Indeed too much...

But I firmly believe that you will not kill me, never.

The blood loss made my hands and feet weak, I took it easy, and then smiled and said, "It's okay."

"Will you be the next one to disappear?" Jackdaw asked, like a child who has no sense of security at all.

I was very dizzy, and the flickering lights around me made me feel even more dizzy. I smiled and said, "No, as long as you are here, I will be by your side."

"Say it again, you love me..." Jackdaw whispered.

The voice was dull, as if without a soul.

My heart tightened, I blocked his gaze from looking at Han Bai, grabbed his hand, and said obediently, "I love you."

"Bring your name."

"Shen Mo loves jackdaws, Shen Mo has always loved jackdaws."

Always, always, it's you.

will not change.

never change.

Even if you are indifferent, lose your temper, and occasionally lose your mind, even if you don't remember me someday, I will still love you.

So, don't be confused, don't be afraid.

With me, you are my powerful and perfect angel.