My bamboo horse is scumbag

As soon as the words were spoken, the whole room fell silent, as if even the wind had made a detour.

Ye Kai's gaze had nowhere to rest, he looked at Chen Youhan from his red toes, exchanged glances with him, and then hastily lowered his eyes.The pain in his toes was unrelieved, and he looked at Chen Youhan's hand holding his arch, "Monitoring...you've seen it all..." After swallowing hard, his eyes trembled, as if he had been awakened suddenly, He put his hands on the floor, as if he wanted to get up and run away.

Chen Youhan tugged his arm, pulled his upper body and fell into his arms.

Ye Kai struggled frantically, but was forcibly held down by Chen Youhan.The shoulder blades were tightly pressed by Chen Youhan's palm, and he was not allowed to make any rash moves to retreat.

"You have been acting with me for the past few days..." Ye Kai murmured, because of the rapid operation of emotions and brain, broken floating lights flickered in the black pupils.What kind of fake boyfriend, what are you prying, don't rush, whoever has a better sex between Lucas and him... His eyes gradually turned red, Ye Kai gritted his teeth: "You fucking——"

Chen Youhan held the back of his neck and coaxed him with a loud smile: "Shh, shh, don't scold, don't scold, don't scold, it's not worth it..." He leaned over and kissed the corners of his mouth and cheek.

Ye Kai was overbearingly turned his face away, there was nowhere to hide, he could only be kissed and pecked lightly and quickly by him over and over again, but he couldn't hide, his angry voice was nasal: "— -Son of a bitch--"

Chen Youhan laughed out loud, pressed his forehead against him, and confessed in a very intimate gesture: "I'm a bastard, I'm shameless, I'm shameless, I'm too bad for you."

Ye Kai suddenly remembered what he said in the car yesterday.

"Don't take me for a good person."

"I'm really bad, you'll know later on."

Turning into anger from embarrassment, he yelled so much that his voice changed: "Chen Youhan! Go to hell!"

The anger was heavy and clear, and no one could underestimate him, but Chen Youhan still hugged him even tighter, kissed Ye Kai's shoulder through his clothes, and said in a low voice: "I almost died last night, Hate me so much for trying harder today."

There was a lot of lubricant in the scene, as soon as Chen Youhan finished speaking, it rolled out of the unsealed paper bag.

Chen Youhan asked him to choose domineeringly and rascally: "How about it, should we chat calmly, or go to bed and press you?"

Ye Kai pushed him away hard, his knees hurt a bit after kneeling for a long time, his legs softened when he got up, and he was saved by Chen Youhan again.It's a pity that helping at such a time can only be counterproductive. He gave Chen Youhan a hard look, and said coldly and angrily, "Go away!"

Chen Youhan made a gesture of surrender in a gentlemanly manner, and took a step back.

Ye Kai picked up the lubricant, weighed it in his hand, looked at it twice, sneered, and before Chen Youhan could stop him, he raised his arm and threw it out viciously.The transparent round tube raised a smooth arc in the air, flew out of the window at an extremely beautiful angle, and landed in the bushes not knowing how far away.

Chen Youhan: "..."

Eat deflated, but the attitude can not be lost.He applauded him convincingly, and sighed in admiration: "Beautiful."

As expected of a home run hitter.

Only then did Ye Kai pick up the cigarette case on the coffee table, popped out two and threw one to Chen Youhan. After lighting it, he took a puff and asked, "When did you know?"

"By the lake. I was so hurt by you that I wanted to jump, but the housekeeper just called to say that a thief had entered Fanning's side." Chen Youhan glanced at him, and smiled meaningfully, "I asked her to call the police, and she said that the thief had Sick, didn't turn anything, just rolled on my bed twice."

Ye Kai's face froze for a moment, he was so embarrassed that he could only cover it up with aggressiveness: "...I just lay down on it all night after drinking too much!"

Chen Youhan nodded, with an indifferent smile on his face all the time, "Fast forward, the sleeping appearance is still very good." After a pause, he continued, "It's the same as before."

Ye Kai choked on the smoke, turned his gaze and asked unnaturally: "...Did you delete it?"

Chen Youhan sat down on the sofa with his legs crossed, and asked, "Do you think it's possible?"

Seeing Ye Kai cursing "fuck" in a low voice, he added slowly: "In the future, there will be nothing to put on the wedding, what do you think of this? A ten-by-ten-meter high-lumen LED screen will cycle from the time the guests enter the venue and continue Leave it to the end of the dinner."

Too cruel.Ye Kai was speechless, and pointed at him warningly with two fingers holding a cigarette.

"Do you know which part I like to watch the most?" Chen Youhan controlled the rhythm of the conversation, Ye Kai was manipulated and didn't know it, following his question and looking back at his disqualification behavior that night when he was half drunk and half awake, he unconsciously raised his heart .

"I like the part where you walk from the bar to the sun room the most. Although it looks like sleepwalking, it makes me feel that nothing has changed."

Ye Kai brushed across the picture of the yellow perfumed lemon, which seemed to glow in the hazy morning light.

"I saw you went to the study room and collection room..." Chen Youhan paused for nearly three seconds calmly, making one suspect that he suddenly forgot his words, but in fact it was because he was once again coerced by the intense emotion when we first met , even his heart trembled slightly, he pursed his lips and exhaled deeply, and then continued: "...Actually, I'm really lucky, very happy, very... don't know," he smiled, "Maybe it's because I'm very grateful Fairy Road."

Ye Kai took two sips of his cigarette and lowered his gaze.

"That's how you're sure I'm here to make peace with you?"

Chen Youhan asked him back, "What about you? Are you sure that I haven't forgotten you in the past two years?"

Ye Kai hooked the corner of his lower lip without emotion, and smoked harder.After a long time, he said: "I already knew that you hadn't forgotten me. You made it clear to Jiang Yan last time."

Chen Youhan was slightly startled, and then laughed at himself: "Forgot, you were really firm that time."

"I've always been firm." With his left arm across his chest, and his right hand holding a cigarette on the back of his clenched hand, Ye Kai gracefully dusted off the cigarette ash, "To be honest, if I only knew about you in those two years After a miserable life, I will be shaken, but I may not necessarily come to you. I will think that you are simply regretting it. In the end, although it is very touching to turn back, I don’t like it.”

is his style.

Chen Youhan smiled.

"I went to see Uncle Chen later." Ye Kai glanced at him, "He is quite old."

He was leaning against the fireplace, and Chen Youhan was sitting on the sofa. There was a distance between them, which allowed Chen Youhan to observe him from a distance and objectively for the first time.Stripped of the self-assured arrogance, without the habitual sweetness in front of him, it was the first time that Ye Kai talked to him in such a deep and cold manner, and an untimely thought crossed Chen Youhan's mind: Even if there were no absurd and enthusiastic ones, He will also definitely fall in love with Ye Kai's 20-year-old.

"When I saw your critical illness notice, the first person I wanted to see was not you, but Uncle Chen. I don't know why, but when I thought of him signing the critical illness notice outside the emergency room, I felt panic.  … I wanted to see Let's see how he's been doing in the past two years."

Chen Youhan knew that Ye Kai didn't go to Chen Feiyi to find out about his past, but his innate upbringing, self-cultivation and kindness drove him to visit an uncle who almost lost his son in his later years.

This is also Ye Kai's style.

He didn't feel any loss in his heart, and he looked at Ye Kai with a more tender and nostalgic gaze, like a drop of rain that inevitably fell from the sky on rose petals.

"He advised you to come and let me get married." Chen Youhan said.

Ye Kai laughed, "Well, because he said that if I persuade you, you will listen."

"and then?"

"Then I found out, it turned out that Uncle Chen knew that we had been together. Uncle Chen said, since I've let go, I don't want to bother you." In the shadows, Ye Kai looked a little pale.After a pause, he continued, "He probably isn't worth it for you. He said that you could use a letter to borrow money from grandpa, but you were useless because you said—"

The air is quiet, only fine dust fluctuates and floats in the light.

Chen Youhan took a deep breath and wiped his face vigorously.

"Brother Youhan, it turns out that you have always been serious." When the story reached this point, he even trembled a little, "but why did you lie to me at that time? Why? I begged you so much outside the door, you—— I can recite every word. I review it over and over again in my dream, and I go back to that night, that corridor, and under that lamp over and over again." Ye Kai shivered and sucked the cigarette into his mouth, even his lips were trembling.

"I really hate you. Having said that, I can't take it--I really can't take it, what should I do? I can't take it anymore, if it wasn't for Gu Xiu, if it wasn't for that fingerprint, if it wasn't for that critical illness report, if it wasn't for Chen Uncle said those few words, if any link is wrong, we will not be able to go back." He was palpitated with fear, took a deep breath, and finally his eyes were red, "...I am not reconciled."

Chen Youhan smiled and said, "Baby, can you come over and give me a hug?"

His smile is no better than Ye Kai's crying expression.

Ye Kai didn't want to.

He was still in the stage of anger, and because his bad tricks were exposed, he was played like a monkey for three days, and he wanted to vent his anger even more.The words were not clear, and the accounts had not yet been settled. The old bad debts between them almost cost them half their lives. How could they flip the story lightly?But for some reason, under Chen Youhan's gaze, he gradually felt unable to hold on, his legs leaning on the fireplace felt weak, and finally walked over slowly.

Chen Youhan just watched him walk towards her step by step, then took his hand and pulled him into his arms.

The boy turned into a young man, his height and skeleton had grown. He was being held and sat on Chen Youhan's lap, which was really the weight of an adult male.Chen Youhan clasped his waist with his palm through the side of his waist, and looked up at him: "Stop playing, okay?"

Ye Kai moved his lips. Seeing him like this, he always wanted to say something cold and angry.But he searched and searched, and couldn't even find a duplicity.

Chen Youhan took the cigarette between his fingers, and extinguished the half-smoked cigarettes of the two of them together, and begged softly and lowly: "Mrs. Chen, it's been hard for two years, and the debt will be settled later. Kiss me, is it okay?" ?”

Ye Kai looked down at him, his eyes were still red, and the tip of his beautiful nose was also a little red.He stared at Chen Youhan with hatred, and raised his hand to caress his cheek.In the trembling of his fingers, he closed his eyes and kissed her.

In two years and more than 700 days and nights, they kissed honestly for the first time without any grievances.

There is no duplicity, no deceit, no juggling, no dirty script of cheating and dating, Ye Kai kisses Chen Youhan, and Chen Youhan kisses Ye Kai, just like the original appearance.

The flowers are blooming, the curtains are fluttering, and the wind brings in the scented sunlight.

There was a salty and bitter taste in my mouth.

Ye Kaixin was startled, before he opened his eyes, he was hugged by Chen Youhan.With his face pressed against his neck, Chen Youhan took a shallow breath, "Don't look."

Ye Kai no longer insisted on watching.He hugged Chen Youhan's shoulders, his voice was muffled, "Brother Youhan."

Chen Youhan gave a nasal "hmm".

Ye Kai thought it was a bit cute, so he couldn't help but raised one corner of his lips, and said wearily: "Tell me, every word you said back then was a lie to me. You have never been tired of me, never tired of watching me, you You are serious to me, Sapphire is sincere, and all the words are unique and only said to me."

He hugged Chen Youhan and rested his head on his shoulder: "...you say it again, the past will be wiped out. Let me know that I didn't love the wrong person, I wasn't hated, I was loved by you, I didn't think I was loved by others Love idiot. If you say it again, I won't blame you... I won't take revenge."

Chen Youhan held his left hand.

Ye Kai was pushed away from his embrace, and saw Chen Youhan's palm spread out in front of him.

There is an irregular circular scar in it, which will not disappear in this life.

Chen Youhan glanced at the scar.For a long time, he didn't dare to see the scar, he didn't dare to look at his left hand, and even when the nerves in his left hand appeared in his consciousness, he could only hold it hard to suppress the nightmarish burning pain.

"It was hot at that time." Chen Youhan said lightly, "While telling you those words, he pressed the cigarette butt into his palm. If I didn't do this, I'm afraid I really wouldn't be able to continue acting."

A momentary pain swept through his heart, Ye Kai had no expression on his face, and lost all the ability to mobilize his nerves.

"I love you, Ye Kai, 36 years old, I claim to live a reasonable life, although my private life was absurd and chaotic, I have never had any serious expectations for love, I was born and lived at the top of the pyramid, flattery, beautiful lies , calculating, all the magnificence and prosperity are within reach, I have been confused, arrogant, beautiful and fallen, true and false and luxurious, the only thing that I love you is the only thing I love after going through all the vain and flashy. sure thing."

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