My bamboo horse is scumbag
Chapter 78
Sensing Ye Kai's response, Chen Youhan paused and pushed away in embarrassment.
Ye Kai tilted his head halfway, looking at him playfully and innocently.
Chen Youhan panted slightly, his expression was calm, but there was shock in his eyes.three times.He kissed Ye Kai three times.This is the first time he has responded to him.Before he could say anything, Ye Kai rolled his eyes, glanced away, and said falsely, "I'm sorry, I admitted the wrong person."
boom!
The door was shaken, and Chen Youhan left.
Ye Kai walked to the window, there was a strong wind and rain outside the window, and the old-fashioned carved glass was hit by the raindrops, making circles of fish pattern ripples.The iron law of the plateau is that if it rains heavily at night, the next day will be sunny and fine.He closed the curtains, slowly drank the remaining half cup of tea, and then went to the bathroom to wash up.
When he came out, Chen Youhan sat leaning against the wall with his arms crossed and his legs crossed, with a worried expression on his face, looking deep and not easy to provoke.Ye Kai walked out wiping his hair, couldn't help laughing when he turned his gaze to the bed.There are two quilts on the large double bed, which should be Mei Duo's handwriting, and the Chu River and the Han border are clearly separated.
"As for?" He lazily sat down on the edge of the bed: "You don't think I'm going to kill you, do you?"
Chen Youhan took a deep breath, got up from the sofa, and pointed warningly: "You don't have to celebrate your birthday, get the hell out of here with your boyfriend tomorrow."
Ye Kai plugged the hair dryer into the outlet, and looked back at him before turning it on: "It's so fierce."
The bathroom door was also slammed hard.Chen Youhan seemed to have lost the ability to close doors properly tonight.
After a whole day of exposure on the plateau, the solar hot water is scalding down from the top of the head.The black hair was pulled back by both hands, the water flowed down, and an extremely handsome and three-dimensional pale face was raised high.His brows were deeply furrowed, and the heating lamp illuminated the desire and pain on his entire face, making it impossible to hide.Chen Youhan closed his eyes, his Adam's apple rolled, and his lips were pursed into a straight cordon.In fact, he spent two years of extreme abstinence, with little self-relief.
When I was free, I pressed one hand against the wall, and the muscles in my back went from tense to relaxed, as if my whole body was panting.The hot water slid down the smooth back muscles, Chen Youhan lowered his head, his heart was swollen and beating.
He opened his tightly closed eyes, panting, his eyes were reddish, "Fuck." The look in his eyes almost gave up on himself.
Ye Kai was already asleep when he came out.He slept on the side next to the wall, lying on his side, with half of his pointed chin covered by the thick quilt.Chen Youhan looked at him for a while, he was very obedient, his lips were naturally pursed while sleeping.When you love someone, even smelling his breath in your sleep will feel sweet.
After the lights were turned off, he picked up the towels and the hair dryer, and left the bedroom without a sound.
It rained until midnight.
When he woke up again, he was awakened by Ye Kai's rolling sound.The sound of turning over made it clear that he was awake, but Chen Youhan didn't make a sound, thinking that Ye Kai didn't sleep well either.After a while, hearing the heavy breathing he deliberately held, he finally noticed something was wrong.
"what happened?"
Hearing his question, Ye Kai took a deep breath: "...stomach hurts."
Chen Youhan woke up instantly: "Where does it hurt?"
Ye Kai hummed like a small animal: "I don't know."
The edge of the quilt was pushed back, and a hand came in.
Chen Youhan pressed on his stomach, his voice was hoarse and sleepy: "Here?"
Ye Kai shook his head.
Pressed on his right side again: "Here?"
Ye Kai denied it again, and then clasped Chen Youhan's hot palm: "Don't press it, I can't tell the difference."
Chen Youhan pulled out his hand, "You can only take the medicine after confirming it." His fingertips moved to his lower abdomen, Ye Kai gasped violently, curled up while pressing down on the fire and cursed: "Don't fucking press it, press it harder!"
"..."
The hand was pulled away neatly, and then covered his eyes.When the light was turned on, Chen Youhan's palm stayed on his eyes for two seconds before taking it away.Ye Kai heard the sound of him getting up, and after a few minutes of rustling, Chen Youhan called him: "Take medicine."
Ye Kai opened his eyes and saw Chen Youhan standing at the head of the bed, wearing a black close-fitting short-sleeved t-shirt, smoke gray sagging sports trousers, holding a glass water glass in his hand, looking at him with a helpless look.
"Painkillers, digestive tablets."
Ye Kai picked up two pills from his palm and took the water glass.Warm, just enough to eat.
"After you like it, let Mei Duo make it for you a few more times." Chen Youhan looked at him with a smile.
"...I'm too embarrassed to refuse."
At that time, Phuncuo was tiptoeing and pawing at the edge of the table, his black eyes were filled with anticipation, how could he have the nerve to say that he couldn’t eat anymore?
Chen Youhan lowered his head and shook his head with a smile, took the empty water glass and put it on the bedside table, then turned off the light.
The bed sank again. In the darkness, Ye Kai opened his eyes and felt the movement of Chen Youhan lying down.
"Brother Youhan, you seem to be very experienced."
Chen Youhan was silent for a while, then said lightly: "I've been running outside for the past two years, and at the beginning I'm not used to the environment, I'm used to it."
"Why was it so serious when you drank last time?"
"Rare."
Both of them stopped talking, and just listened quietly to the rustling outside the window.
After a while, Chen Youhan asked, "Does it still hurt?"
Ye Kai pressed his lower abdomen and said "hmm".
"Knead for you?"
In fact, Ye Kai has been massaging with the heels of his palms in circles, and his hands are already sore.Hearing what Chen Youhan said, he said "hmm" again.
After he responded, Chen Youhan adjusted his posture and lay on his side, with one hand bent and his elbow under his head, and the other hand lifted the quilt, his fiery palm was pressed against Ye Kai's lower abdomen through the T-shirt.His palms were wide and strong, and the pressure was just right, and Ye Kai felt that the pain was relieved instantly.He closed his eyes and felt for a while, then carefully moved to Chen Youhan's side: "...cold."
Is it not cold? The well-tucked quilt is arched because of the forearm poking in, and the wind has entered.
Chen Youhan was silent for two seconds, withdrew his hand, and said in a low voice, "Knead yourself."
"……Oh."
As his eyes adapted to the dark light, Chen Youhan could almost see Ye Kai pursing his lips in aggrieved look.He scolded that bowl of ginseng fruit yogurt rice a hundred times in his heart, and sighed helplessly: "Baby, you really failed at learning." Then he lifted the quilt and ordered concisely: "Come here."
Ye Kai rubbed against each other, the body temperature of the two of them was very different, he was so hot that his heart trembled slightly.
However, Chen Youhan didn't hug him, and even kept a punch away from him in a gentlemanly manner, but gently and forcefully massaged the painful part for him.
"What are you and Lucas arguing about?"
"……nothing."
"Is he okay with you?"
"...It's okay." Ye Kai couldn't bear it anymore, "Why do you always mention him?"
The strength in his hand lightened for a moment, Chen Youhan turned over and lay flat, replaced it with his left hand, and then laughed at himself: "Remind yourself not to make mistakes."
The tense body relaxed, Ye Kai said softly: "I don't know when you have such a sense of morality."
"Don't have nothing for others, but have it for you."
"why?"
"I don't want to let you make mistakes."
Ye Kai was speechless: "Brother, you have kissed me three times."
Chen Youhan laughed: "Kissing you is impulsive. From kissing you to actually making a mistake, there are countless opportunities to look back." After a pause, he gently urged: "If you meet someone else in the future and tell you, it's hard to help , don't believe it."
In the silence, Ye Kai muttered softly: "I can't meet others."
His heart tightened reflexively.Chen Youhan snorted, "Don't decide your life so quickly." Then he felt that what he said was really meaningless, and apologized, "That's not what I meant....Just as long as you think it's worth it."
"It's worth it. I'm still angry."
"You don't seem like a calculating person. . . . What's wrong with him?"
"He lied to me."
His arm went numb again with the throbbing pain in his heart.
"If it's not serious, give him a chance."
"serious."
Chen Youhan curled his lips silently: "Really, then what do you think?"
Ye Kai opened his eyes, his calm gaze passed through the blue-black dim void, and stayed on Chen Youhan's side face.
"Sometimes I want to leave, but I still love him when I go to the ends of the earth. If you have enough anger, go back and find him."
Chen Youhan laughed, but the laughter was dry and pale: "Well, it's better to be tolerant, as long as you love each other, you don't have to worry about some things so much."
Quietly, he said inexplicably, "Baby, if you apologized earlier, maybe you would be willing to forgive me."
Ye Kai could hardly hold on in this sentence, and was about to drop his helmet and armor.He moved his lips, and changed his words abruptly before blurting out: "...Did you lie to me too?"
Chen Youhan felt his eye sockets heat up, the scalding liquid was almost falling down, and his jawline was tense and stiff. ...Xiao Kai, it was the most painful time in my life to lie to you that I didn't love you anymore.
He couldn't say it.He told a lie with the most impossible thing in his life, but he never had the chance to reveal the lie.The truth has meaning only when Ye Kai cares about it.When we met two years later, he let go, started a new relationship, had a new lover, and then pulled him and said that everything was a lie at the beginning, asking for a new start?Sounds like an Inglourious Basterd.
"No.... It's all over, sorry, I won't mention it in the future. Go to sleep."
The pain in the lower abdomen was pressed by Chen Youhan's palm, and Ye Kai finally fell into a deep sleep.He lay on his side, clutching the front of Chen Youhan's T-shirt tightly, as if he was afraid that when he opened his eyes the next day, he would leave again without saying goodbye.
Because of this idea, he couldn't sleep well in his dreams.The action of grabbing the skirt turned into a hug, and the hug turned into a deep mutual embrace. He rested on Chen Youhan's arm, wrapped his hands around his back, and pressed his breath against Chen Youhan's chest, which made him feel full of security.All pain was healed, and he was healed in this familiar breath.
In the early morning, when he felt the movement of the other party getting up, Ye Kai hugged him reflexively in his dream: "Don't go."
Chen Youhan raised his arm lightly, but Ye Kai tightened it, and buried his face into his neck: "...don't go."
He knew that Ye Kai had admitted the wrong person again.
In the bright light, his fingertips gently caressed Ye Kai's brow bone: "Don't go, come right back."
Pushing open the balcony door, the morning air after the rain is sober and cold, the meadow looks crisp and dripping water, the morning star is about to fade, the sun has not yet risen, the sky is hazy in the dark blue light, and the golden roof of the temple floats The thick smoke is that Tibetans are burning mulberry leaves under the mulberry simmering platform to pray for blessings.Chen Youhan was only wearing short sleeves, leaning over the railing and quietly finished smoking a cigarette.When I went back, I stopped my movements one second before going to bed, and then went back to the bathroom to take a hot shower.
He returned to Ye Kai's side again with a whole body of heat, and Ye Kai rubbed into his arms in an instant, finding a posture that made him feel at ease.
Chen Youhan leaned against him, put his shoulders on his shoulders, and pressed his lips lightly on his forehead.
Ye developed an indistinct raving: "Brother Youhan..."
Is it his illusion?Her arms froze for a moment, and then she hugged him even tighter.
After sleeping until ten o'clock in the morning, Ye Kai felt that he was being rude.
He was the only one left on the bed, he was startled, and then saw Chen Youhan leaning over his desk with a cigarette in one hand, looking at the blueprints.The heart that was so high suddenly fell back, and finally sat up from the bed pretending to be calm.
"morning."
Chen Youhan didn't look back, and sarcastically lazily said: "Contemporary college students' work and rest are a bit worrying."
Ye Kai said stiffly: "Isn't it normal to sleep late on the first day in the plateau?"
Immediately after seeing the other party laughing out loud: "Those who don't know think you are jet-lagged."
Ye Kai snorted, lifted the quilt and went to the ground: "Where will you take me to play today?"
Chen Youhan finally raised his head to look at him in this extremely calm question: "Have I promised?"
"I'm a guest from afar, why don't you show me around?"
Chen Youhan asked politely: "Didn't you celebrate my birthday?"
Ye Kai said confidently: "Isn't it not here yet!"
Chen Youhan laughed: "I've been a well-behaved and reasonable kid with you, is it so unreasonable to be spoiled by others for a year or two?" Pushing away the chair, he stood up, "Go wash and eat first, and choose after dinner."
"Is there still a choice?" Ye Kai asked suspiciously.
"Yes. There is a mountain lake valley at the end of the road, you can ride there. There is a sacred waterfall on the mountain. It takes about three hours to walk back and forth. There is also an alpine meadow with a good view. It's up to you to choose."
Ye Kai stared at him blankly for a while, feeling a little angry for some reason: "Chen Youhan! You're having a great time!"
Chen Youhan was baffled by his fierceness, so he raised his hand and yelled at him: "You're used to it." He casually explained: "I haven't been there before, I only found out after asking Sangji in the morning."
Ye Kai stopped the fire, the corners of his mouth were coldly pursed, and then he couldn't help but curl up.Fearing that Chen Youhan would see something tricky, he immediately turned around and hid in the bathroom.
During breakfast, Sangji showed them photos of these places, all of which were beautiful and at the level of a paradise.Ye Kai couldn't pick it out, so he asked Chen Youhan greedily: "Aren't we in a hurry?"
Chen Youhan didn't know why his plan suddenly became "we". Just as he was about to speak, Ye Kai asked: "Aren't you leaving tomorrow?" Then he said to himself: "Not leaving the day after tomorrow." Let's go again."
Chen Youhan took a deep breath under the gazes of Sangji, Mei Duo and Pingcuo, and said with a plastic smile: "Okay, whatever, you decide."
Pingcuo groaned happily and patted his little palm.
Ye Kai coughed low, trying to hide it, and lowered his head to hide the smile on his lips.
After lunch, Sangji wanted to show Chen Youhan how to ride his Honda motorcycle. Ye Kai volunteered with his helmet on: "Sangji, teach me, he can't!"
Are you kidding me, Chen Youhan has never used two-wheeled vehicles since he was born.He didn't want to come out with Chen Youhan in a way of dying for love.
Chen Youhan lowered his head, lit his cigarette, and abdicated.Seeing Ye Kai's serious look, he called him: "Hey," he asked cynically, raising his eyebrows, "Are you sure?"
Ye Kai glanced at him confidently, pinched the brake and turned the key half a turn, the engine was ignited, put on his helmet and shook his head: "Come up."
Chen Youhan pulled out his hand from his trouser pocket, biting a cigarette and lazily applauding him: "You're so smart, you're worthy of being a senior at Tsinghua University."
This Honda motorcycle is very similar to an electric car in terms of appearance and operation. As long as the speed is controlled well, and the road conditions are basically dog-free, nothing will happen.Chen Youhan had long legs, and he straddled behind him with a casual lift, put on his helmet, and listened to his ear: "Be careful, the heir to a family property worth 3000 billion yuan is on the cart."
Ye Kai laughed and coughed, stepped on the paddle to shift gears, and said frankly in the sunny sky after the rain: "Brother Youhan, hold me tight."
Chen Youhan choked on the smoke, "Can you fucking stop expressing so ambiguously?"
Both Sangchi and Mei Duo were amused.Chen Youhan raised his hand to encircle Ye Kaijin's thin waist while the two were paying attention.
The accelerator was twisted, the engine roared, and Ye Kai rode out like the wind.
The soot fell all over Chen Youhan, forcing him to hug Ye Kai tightly, and cursed "Fuck me" with a smile.
The road is the most common cement road, very smooth, leading from the end of the village to the deep depression of the two hills.There are grasslands on both sides, yaks and horses are lying leisurely, and the white dots are sheep. They are timid and run away with their buttocks when they hear the sound of the engine approaching.Bleats kept going all the way, and the herdsmen greeted them with whips in their hands.Ye Kai was running like lightning, and felt Chen Youhan pressing against his back, and his chest being strangled by his powerful arms.
His mood flew up in the wind, and he flew to the clear sky without clouds and the clear boyhood.
When you encounter beautiful scenery, stop as you like.That sense of freedom surpassed everything else, Ye Kai even went to have fun on the grass, and was stared at vigilantly by the yak mother.
Chen Youhan leaned against the car and smoked, threatening Ye Kai, and pointed behind him.
Ye Kai asked loudly: "What?"
"Tibetan mastiff!"
The voice traveled along the wind to Ye Kai's ears, and seeing his face change, he screamed and ran towards him in fright.The sheep came in without knowing it, and ran wildly following him, causing the herdsmen's eyes to roll to the sky.Chen Youhan laughed so hard that he couldn't breathe, seeing Ye Kai running towards him, getting closer and closer.He couldn't dodge in time, and was thrown into his arms.
The motorcycle fell over as soon as it was touched, making a tragic crash.Ye Kai frowned hissingly, and wrapped his arms around Chen Youhan's neck even tighter.
Chen Youhan pinched his waist.Drunken by the sun, he felt Ye Kai's clean breath panting beside his ear, and easily slammed him down: "You can't even run a corgi and you want to outrun a Tibetan mastiff?"
Ye Kai was stunned, remembering the past fragments.Those memories have long been embedded in life, and the broken bones are still connected.He was panting quickly, his heart beating violently due to altitude sickness, his clear black eyes touched Chen Youhan's deep gaze with a smile, almost no one could react, they embraced and kissed eagerly.
Ye Kai tilted his head halfway, looking at him playfully and innocently.
Chen Youhan panted slightly, his expression was calm, but there was shock in his eyes.three times.He kissed Ye Kai three times.This is the first time he has responded to him.Before he could say anything, Ye Kai rolled his eyes, glanced away, and said falsely, "I'm sorry, I admitted the wrong person."
boom!
The door was shaken, and Chen Youhan left.
Ye Kai walked to the window, there was a strong wind and rain outside the window, and the old-fashioned carved glass was hit by the raindrops, making circles of fish pattern ripples.The iron law of the plateau is that if it rains heavily at night, the next day will be sunny and fine.He closed the curtains, slowly drank the remaining half cup of tea, and then went to the bathroom to wash up.
When he came out, Chen Youhan sat leaning against the wall with his arms crossed and his legs crossed, with a worried expression on his face, looking deep and not easy to provoke.Ye Kai walked out wiping his hair, couldn't help laughing when he turned his gaze to the bed.There are two quilts on the large double bed, which should be Mei Duo's handwriting, and the Chu River and the Han border are clearly separated.
"As for?" He lazily sat down on the edge of the bed: "You don't think I'm going to kill you, do you?"
Chen Youhan took a deep breath, got up from the sofa, and pointed warningly: "You don't have to celebrate your birthday, get the hell out of here with your boyfriend tomorrow."
Ye Kai plugged the hair dryer into the outlet, and looked back at him before turning it on: "It's so fierce."
The bathroom door was also slammed hard.Chen Youhan seemed to have lost the ability to close doors properly tonight.
After a whole day of exposure on the plateau, the solar hot water is scalding down from the top of the head.The black hair was pulled back by both hands, the water flowed down, and an extremely handsome and three-dimensional pale face was raised high.His brows were deeply furrowed, and the heating lamp illuminated the desire and pain on his entire face, making it impossible to hide.Chen Youhan closed his eyes, his Adam's apple rolled, and his lips were pursed into a straight cordon.In fact, he spent two years of extreme abstinence, with little self-relief.
When I was free, I pressed one hand against the wall, and the muscles in my back went from tense to relaxed, as if my whole body was panting.The hot water slid down the smooth back muscles, Chen Youhan lowered his head, his heart was swollen and beating.
He opened his tightly closed eyes, panting, his eyes were reddish, "Fuck." The look in his eyes almost gave up on himself.
Ye Kai was already asleep when he came out.He slept on the side next to the wall, lying on his side, with half of his pointed chin covered by the thick quilt.Chen Youhan looked at him for a while, he was very obedient, his lips were naturally pursed while sleeping.When you love someone, even smelling his breath in your sleep will feel sweet.
After the lights were turned off, he picked up the towels and the hair dryer, and left the bedroom without a sound.
It rained until midnight.
When he woke up again, he was awakened by Ye Kai's rolling sound.The sound of turning over made it clear that he was awake, but Chen Youhan didn't make a sound, thinking that Ye Kai didn't sleep well either.After a while, hearing the heavy breathing he deliberately held, he finally noticed something was wrong.
"what happened?"
Hearing his question, Ye Kai took a deep breath: "...stomach hurts."
Chen Youhan woke up instantly: "Where does it hurt?"
Ye Kai hummed like a small animal: "I don't know."
The edge of the quilt was pushed back, and a hand came in.
Chen Youhan pressed on his stomach, his voice was hoarse and sleepy: "Here?"
Ye Kai shook his head.
Pressed on his right side again: "Here?"
Ye Kai denied it again, and then clasped Chen Youhan's hot palm: "Don't press it, I can't tell the difference."
Chen Youhan pulled out his hand, "You can only take the medicine after confirming it." His fingertips moved to his lower abdomen, Ye Kai gasped violently, curled up while pressing down on the fire and cursed: "Don't fucking press it, press it harder!"
"..."
The hand was pulled away neatly, and then covered his eyes.When the light was turned on, Chen Youhan's palm stayed on his eyes for two seconds before taking it away.Ye Kai heard the sound of him getting up, and after a few minutes of rustling, Chen Youhan called him: "Take medicine."
Ye Kai opened his eyes and saw Chen Youhan standing at the head of the bed, wearing a black close-fitting short-sleeved t-shirt, smoke gray sagging sports trousers, holding a glass water glass in his hand, looking at him with a helpless look.
"Painkillers, digestive tablets."
Ye Kai picked up two pills from his palm and took the water glass.Warm, just enough to eat.
"After you like it, let Mei Duo make it for you a few more times." Chen Youhan looked at him with a smile.
"...I'm too embarrassed to refuse."
At that time, Phuncuo was tiptoeing and pawing at the edge of the table, his black eyes were filled with anticipation, how could he have the nerve to say that he couldn’t eat anymore?
Chen Youhan lowered his head and shook his head with a smile, took the empty water glass and put it on the bedside table, then turned off the light.
The bed sank again. In the darkness, Ye Kai opened his eyes and felt the movement of Chen Youhan lying down.
"Brother Youhan, you seem to be very experienced."
Chen Youhan was silent for a while, then said lightly: "I've been running outside for the past two years, and at the beginning I'm not used to the environment, I'm used to it."
"Why was it so serious when you drank last time?"
"Rare."
Both of them stopped talking, and just listened quietly to the rustling outside the window.
After a while, Chen Youhan asked, "Does it still hurt?"
Ye Kai pressed his lower abdomen and said "hmm".
"Knead for you?"
In fact, Ye Kai has been massaging with the heels of his palms in circles, and his hands are already sore.Hearing what Chen Youhan said, he said "hmm" again.
After he responded, Chen Youhan adjusted his posture and lay on his side, with one hand bent and his elbow under his head, and the other hand lifted the quilt, his fiery palm was pressed against Ye Kai's lower abdomen through the T-shirt.His palms were wide and strong, and the pressure was just right, and Ye Kai felt that the pain was relieved instantly.He closed his eyes and felt for a while, then carefully moved to Chen Youhan's side: "...cold."
Is it not cold? The well-tucked quilt is arched because of the forearm poking in, and the wind has entered.
Chen Youhan was silent for two seconds, withdrew his hand, and said in a low voice, "Knead yourself."
"……Oh."
As his eyes adapted to the dark light, Chen Youhan could almost see Ye Kai pursing his lips in aggrieved look.He scolded that bowl of ginseng fruit yogurt rice a hundred times in his heart, and sighed helplessly: "Baby, you really failed at learning." Then he lifted the quilt and ordered concisely: "Come here."
Ye Kai rubbed against each other, the body temperature of the two of them was very different, he was so hot that his heart trembled slightly.
However, Chen Youhan didn't hug him, and even kept a punch away from him in a gentlemanly manner, but gently and forcefully massaged the painful part for him.
"What are you and Lucas arguing about?"
"……nothing."
"Is he okay with you?"
"...It's okay." Ye Kai couldn't bear it anymore, "Why do you always mention him?"
The strength in his hand lightened for a moment, Chen Youhan turned over and lay flat, replaced it with his left hand, and then laughed at himself: "Remind yourself not to make mistakes."
The tense body relaxed, Ye Kai said softly: "I don't know when you have such a sense of morality."
"Don't have nothing for others, but have it for you."
"why?"
"I don't want to let you make mistakes."
Ye Kai was speechless: "Brother, you have kissed me three times."
Chen Youhan laughed: "Kissing you is impulsive. From kissing you to actually making a mistake, there are countless opportunities to look back." After a pause, he gently urged: "If you meet someone else in the future and tell you, it's hard to help , don't believe it."
In the silence, Ye Kai muttered softly: "I can't meet others."
His heart tightened reflexively.Chen Youhan snorted, "Don't decide your life so quickly." Then he felt that what he said was really meaningless, and apologized, "That's not what I meant....Just as long as you think it's worth it."
"It's worth it. I'm still angry."
"You don't seem like a calculating person. . . . What's wrong with him?"
"He lied to me."
His arm went numb again with the throbbing pain in his heart.
"If it's not serious, give him a chance."
"serious."
Chen Youhan curled his lips silently: "Really, then what do you think?"
Ye Kai opened his eyes, his calm gaze passed through the blue-black dim void, and stayed on Chen Youhan's side face.
"Sometimes I want to leave, but I still love him when I go to the ends of the earth. If you have enough anger, go back and find him."
Chen Youhan laughed, but the laughter was dry and pale: "Well, it's better to be tolerant, as long as you love each other, you don't have to worry about some things so much."
Quietly, he said inexplicably, "Baby, if you apologized earlier, maybe you would be willing to forgive me."
Ye Kai could hardly hold on in this sentence, and was about to drop his helmet and armor.He moved his lips, and changed his words abruptly before blurting out: "...Did you lie to me too?"
Chen Youhan felt his eye sockets heat up, the scalding liquid was almost falling down, and his jawline was tense and stiff. ...Xiao Kai, it was the most painful time in my life to lie to you that I didn't love you anymore.
He couldn't say it.He told a lie with the most impossible thing in his life, but he never had the chance to reveal the lie.The truth has meaning only when Ye Kai cares about it.When we met two years later, he let go, started a new relationship, had a new lover, and then pulled him and said that everything was a lie at the beginning, asking for a new start?Sounds like an Inglourious Basterd.
"No.... It's all over, sorry, I won't mention it in the future. Go to sleep."
The pain in the lower abdomen was pressed by Chen Youhan's palm, and Ye Kai finally fell into a deep sleep.He lay on his side, clutching the front of Chen Youhan's T-shirt tightly, as if he was afraid that when he opened his eyes the next day, he would leave again without saying goodbye.
Because of this idea, he couldn't sleep well in his dreams.The action of grabbing the skirt turned into a hug, and the hug turned into a deep mutual embrace. He rested on Chen Youhan's arm, wrapped his hands around his back, and pressed his breath against Chen Youhan's chest, which made him feel full of security.All pain was healed, and he was healed in this familiar breath.
In the early morning, when he felt the movement of the other party getting up, Ye Kai hugged him reflexively in his dream: "Don't go."
Chen Youhan raised his arm lightly, but Ye Kai tightened it, and buried his face into his neck: "...don't go."
He knew that Ye Kai had admitted the wrong person again.
In the bright light, his fingertips gently caressed Ye Kai's brow bone: "Don't go, come right back."
Pushing open the balcony door, the morning air after the rain is sober and cold, the meadow looks crisp and dripping water, the morning star is about to fade, the sun has not yet risen, the sky is hazy in the dark blue light, and the golden roof of the temple floats The thick smoke is that Tibetans are burning mulberry leaves under the mulberry simmering platform to pray for blessings.Chen Youhan was only wearing short sleeves, leaning over the railing and quietly finished smoking a cigarette.When I went back, I stopped my movements one second before going to bed, and then went back to the bathroom to take a hot shower.
He returned to Ye Kai's side again with a whole body of heat, and Ye Kai rubbed into his arms in an instant, finding a posture that made him feel at ease.
Chen Youhan leaned against him, put his shoulders on his shoulders, and pressed his lips lightly on his forehead.
Ye developed an indistinct raving: "Brother Youhan..."
Is it his illusion?Her arms froze for a moment, and then she hugged him even tighter.
After sleeping until ten o'clock in the morning, Ye Kai felt that he was being rude.
He was the only one left on the bed, he was startled, and then saw Chen Youhan leaning over his desk with a cigarette in one hand, looking at the blueprints.The heart that was so high suddenly fell back, and finally sat up from the bed pretending to be calm.
"morning."
Chen Youhan didn't look back, and sarcastically lazily said: "Contemporary college students' work and rest are a bit worrying."
Ye Kai said stiffly: "Isn't it normal to sleep late on the first day in the plateau?"
Immediately after seeing the other party laughing out loud: "Those who don't know think you are jet-lagged."
Ye Kai snorted, lifted the quilt and went to the ground: "Where will you take me to play today?"
Chen Youhan finally raised his head to look at him in this extremely calm question: "Have I promised?"
"I'm a guest from afar, why don't you show me around?"
Chen Youhan asked politely: "Didn't you celebrate my birthday?"
Ye Kai said confidently: "Isn't it not here yet!"
Chen Youhan laughed: "I've been a well-behaved and reasonable kid with you, is it so unreasonable to be spoiled by others for a year or two?" Pushing away the chair, he stood up, "Go wash and eat first, and choose after dinner."
"Is there still a choice?" Ye Kai asked suspiciously.
"Yes. There is a mountain lake valley at the end of the road, you can ride there. There is a sacred waterfall on the mountain. It takes about three hours to walk back and forth. There is also an alpine meadow with a good view. It's up to you to choose."
Ye Kai stared at him blankly for a while, feeling a little angry for some reason: "Chen Youhan! You're having a great time!"
Chen Youhan was baffled by his fierceness, so he raised his hand and yelled at him: "You're used to it." He casually explained: "I haven't been there before, I only found out after asking Sangji in the morning."
Ye Kai stopped the fire, the corners of his mouth were coldly pursed, and then he couldn't help but curl up.Fearing that Chen Youhan would see something tricky, he immediately turned around and hid in the bathroom.
During breakfast, Sangji showed them photos of these places, all of which were beautiful and at the level of a paradise.Ye Kai couldn't pick it out, so he asked Chen Youhan greedily: "Aren't we in a hurry?"
Chen Youhan didn't know why his plan suddenly became "we". Just as he was about to speak, Ye Kai asked: "Aren't you leaving tomorrow?" Then he said to himself: "Not leaving the day after tomorrow." Let's go again."
Chen Youhan took a deep breath under the gazes of Sangji, Mei Duo and Pingcuo, and said with a plastic smile: "Okay, whatever, you decide."
Pingcuo groaned happily and patted his little palm.
Ye Kai coughed low, trying to hide it, and lowered his head to hide the smile on his lips.
After lunch, Sangji wanted to show Chen Youhan how to ride his Honda motorcycle. Ye Kai volunteered with his helmet on: "Sangji, teach me, he can't!"
Are you kidding me, Chen Youhan has never used two-wheeled vehicles since he was born.He didn't want to come out with Chen Youhan in a way of dying for love.
Chen Youhan lowered his head, lit his cigarette, and abdicated.Seeing Ye Kai's serious look, he called him: "Hey," he asked cynically, raising his eyebrows, "Are you sure?"
Ye Kai glanced at him confidently, pinched the brake and turned the key half a turn, the engine was ignited, put on his helmet and shook his head: "Come up."
Chen Youhan pulled out his hand from his trouser pocket, biting a cigarette and lazily applauding him: "You're so smart, you're worthy of being a senior at Tsinghua University."
This Honda motorcycle is very similar to an electric car in terms of appearance and operation. As long as the speed is controlled well, and the road conditions are basically dog-free, nothing will happen.Chen Youhan had long legs, and he straddled behind him with a casual lift, put on his helmet, and listened to his ear: "Be careful, the heir to a family property worth 3000 billion yuan is on the cart."
Ye Kai laughed and coughed, stepped on the paddle to shift gears, and said frankly in the sunny sky after the rain: "Brother Youhan, hold me tight."
Chen Youhan choked on the smoke, "Can you fucking stop expressing so ambiguously?"
Both Sangchi and Mei Duo were amused.Chen Youhan raised his hand to encircle Ye Kaijin's thin waist while the two were paying attention.
The accelerator was twisted, the engine roared, and Ye Kai rode out like the wind.
The soot fell all over Chen Youhan, forcing him to hug Ye Kai tightly, and cursed "Fuck me" with a smile.
The road is the most common cement road, very smooth, leading from the end of the village to the deep depression of the two hills.There are grasslands on both sides, yaks and horses are lying leisurely, and the white dots are sheep. They are timid and run away with their buttocks when they hear the sound of the engine approaching.Bleats kept going all the way, and the herdsmen greeted them with whips in their hands.Ye Kai was running like lightning, and felt Chen Youhan pressing against his back, and his chest being strangled by his powerful arms.
His mood flew up in the wind, and he flew to the clear sky without clouds and the clear boyhood.
When you encounter beautiful scenery, stop as you like.That sense of freedom surpassed everything else, Ye Kai even went to have fun on the grass, and was stared at vigilantly by the yak mother.
Chen Youhan leaned against the car and smoked, threatening Ye Kai, and pointed behind him.
Ye Kai asked loudly: "What?"
"Tibetan mastiff!"
The voice traveled along the wind to Ye Kai's ears, and seeing his face change, he screamed and ran towards him in fright.The sheep came in without knowing it, and ran wildly following him, causing the herdsmen's eyes to roll to the sky.Chen Youhan laughed so hard that he couldn't breathe, seeing Ye Kai running towards him, getting closer and closer.He couldn't dodge in time, and was thrown into his arms.
The motorcycle fell over as soon as it was touched, making a tragic crash.Ye Kai frowned hissingly, and wrapped his arms around Chen Youhan's neck even tighter.
Chen Youhan pinched his waist.Drunken by the sun, he felt Ye Kai's clean breath panting beside his ear, and easily slammed him down: "You can't even run a corgi and you want to outrun a Tibetan mastiff?"
Ye Kai was stunned, remembering the past fragments.Those memories have long been embedded in life, and the broken bones are still connected.He was panting quickly, his heart beating violently due to altitude sickness, his clear black eyes touched Chen Youhan's deep gaze with a smile, almost no one could react, they embraced and kissed eagerly.
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