My bamboo horse is scumbag

This time Chen Youhan didn't back away, and Ye Kai didn't push him away either.

They kissed under the blue sky and broad daylight, with a radius of several kilometers and an infinitely wide world, only one herdsman was watching them strangely.

The wind under the clear sky is not whimpering, like a distant song.

The sun was very hot on his body, Ye Kai was sweating a little from being kissed, his legs were so weak that he couldn't stand, he could only hook Chen Youhan's shoulders in vain.Chen Youhan grabbed his waist and clasped the back of his head, hugging him tighter and tighter, almost hurting Ye Kai.An irresistible possessive desire overflowed from the breath of the two of them domineeringly, Ye Kai's breathing became more and more rapid, and the tip of his tongue was numb from being sucked.He felt a soul-deep sweetness from this kiss.

"Why are you so active? Huh?" Chen Youhan stroked his forehead hair, stroked his cheeks and sideburns with his thumb, and asked him pantingly while kissing his face, "Don't you want to be with him forever?"

Ye Kai was pinched by his chin and forced to raise his head. He moved his lips and was about to speak, but Chen Youhan sealed him involuntarily.

This time there was no room for him to respond, and the violation was merciless.

Ye Kai let out a "huh", Chen Youhan let go of him, hugged his limp waist, put his palm on his back, stared aggressively at Ye Kai's wet eyes, "Don't you hate me? Why are you still looking for me? You really don’t want to let me go, it depends on how I’ve spent my whole life worrying about gains and losses because of you, right?”

"you--"

Chen Youhan didn't give him a chance to speak, and sucked his lips again.

Ye Kai pushed him away with the tip of his tongue, and was wrapped around him again.

"Baby, you have really changed." A deep voice sounded in the side of the ear, accompanied by hot panting, "Even I can't understand you."

The moist lips brushed against the earlobe, Ye Kai couldn't help shivering.

He is still so sensitive.Chen Youhan was so sensitive that he gasped and laughed.

Ye Kai embraced him, and before he could figure out how to complete the lame trick, Chen Youhan pressed his fingers against his lips: "Shh, spare my life, let my heartbeat slow down."

He was afraid of Ye Kai's sharp mouth.Whether his heart is soft or not, Chen Youhan has no way of knowing, but he only knows that if Ye Kai says "admittedly wrong", his heart full of holes may not be able to survive the next second.

"At the very least," Chen Youhan remained silent for a second, "At least now I'm not causing you pain, right?"

Ye Kai stared at him for a long time, then nodded lightly.

At that moment, Chen Youhan's tense muscles relaxed, and he suddenly hugged Ye Kai into his arms, pressed his lips against Ye Kai's ear and said, "Baby, baby, Xiaokai...how can you be so forgiving? How can you be so nice?"

Ye Kai hugged him back, gently.Only the side of the ear is almost burning.

Chen Youhan just hugged him for two seconds before letting go, half turned around and took out the cigarette case and lighter from his pocket.His posture of lowering his head and lighting his cigarette lost his calmness, and he looked hard and eager when he squeezed the cigarette holder. His hands that were on fire tried to calm down, but they were still trembling.

The cigarette was lit, he took a deep sip, turned and walked away.

For two years, he was like a person trapped in a dark tunnel. He could not find a way out no matter how much he spun, how he struggled with darkness, walls, and rocks.He was bloodied, bruised and exhausted. He had no way to redeem himself, let alone be saved.Knowing that Ye Kai regarded him as suffering that night, an iron curtain fell permanently and firmly, blocking all possible light in his life.

The hurried and chaotic footsteps gradually slowed down, and Chen Youhan stopped by the roadside with sobs.Ye Kai saw that he raised his head, pressed the palm of his hand holding the cigarette to his forehead, and took a deep breath slowly, tremblingly, cherishingly, as if he had only the last breath of oxygen left.

His vocabulary was suddenly impoverished, and only the word "thank God" was left.

Ye Kai stopped looking at him, sat down on the side of the road, and picked a small yellow flower with a long stem swaying in the wind.

When Chen Youhan came back again, his expression was natural, as if he just went to get some air.Ye Kai pretended not to notice his gaffe, and said briskly, "Brother Youhan, I'll teach you how to ride a motorcycle."

Chen Youhan laughed: "You really think I can't?"

Ye Kai pinched the flower stem and asked suspiciously: "Can you?"

Chen Youhan stumbled for a second, and said kindly, "No."

"I'll teach you! You come!" Ye Kai raised the corners of his lips, leaned over and lifted the motorcycle with difficulty, letting Chen Youhan sit in front.

The long legs are easy to cross.Because his legs were too long, he could only stand on his side with his knees bent, stepping on the pedal with one foot, and holding the handlebar with one hand.

Ye Kai glanced at him and said patiently: "This is the accelerator, this is the brake, turn here to control the speed..."

Chen Youhan looked at him with a half-smile, his eyes were deep.

Ye Kai's face suddenly turned red.In all fairness, he has rarely had the chance to blush.

"and then?"

He gave a low cough to cover it up, "Below is the paddle shifter, this is the tachometer, this is the fuel gauge..."

It was hot at noon on the plateau, and Chen Youhan was only wearing a close-fitting short-sleeved T-shirt. His arm muscles were bulging, and his exposed forearm was tight and smooth.Lazily resting his elbows on his chin, looking encouragingly at Ye Kai, Ye Kai jumped up faster and faster for no reason.He threw the helmet to Chen Youhan as if fleeing: "...That's, that's it."

Chen Youhan laughed out loud, raised his hand to clasp his helmet, and glanced at Ye Kai: "Aren't you coming up?"

Ye Kaixin wanted to jump out of his throat, the paper defense line collapsed long ago, he was dazzled, scolded Chen Youhan a hundred times in his heart, and said noblely and coldly: "No, I haven't had a life-long friendship with you. "

Chen Youhan twisted the accelerator: "Really not coming? Teacher Xiaohua is so perfunctory in class."

Ye Kai was choked by him, reluctantly climbed his shoulders and sat up, using the helmet that could not be buckled tighter to show his desire to survive.Before Chen Youhan set off, he asked suspiciously: "...If something happens, will you save me first?"

Chen Youhan ignored him, twisted the accelerator, the motorcycle roared, and was about to jump out like thunder, but stopped abruptly in an instant.

Ye Kai just called out "ah", but was thrown and retracted by inertia, and hit Chen Youhan's back hard.

"..." His chest was pressed tightly, and he fully suspected that Chen Youhan did it on purpose!

Chen Youhan coughed: "Teacher Xiao Hua?"

"What, what?"

"Did you hit your nose?"

Ye Kai pinched his firm abdominal muscles: "You are so ugly!"

Chen Youhan laughed wantonly, and the Honda motorcycle sped out.Ye Kai let out another exclamation, and reflexively hugged Chen Youhan fiercely by the waist.

"Too fast!" He closed his eyes in fright.

As the wind whistled, Chen Youhan asked loudly, "What?"

"I said—too! Soon!!"

The speed gradually decreased, and Ye Kai finally opened his eyes.The fields on both sides and the mountains in the distance quickly swept back, and the corner of the eye was green.

There is a huge arc turn ahead, which is extremely friendly to novices.

Chen Youhan tilted his head: "How to turn?"

"Just... hold the front of the car and slowly control the direction... remember to slow down!"

Chen Youhan: "I can't hear you clearly."

Ye Kai leaned forward and repeated.Chen Youhan: "I still can't hear clearly."

Ye Kai had no choice but to strangle his waist, his chest and his back were pressed tightly, his chin rested on Chen Youhan's straight shoulder, and he said loudly: "Slow down!"

This time Chen Youhan finally smiled and said: "Okay." However, it is one thing to say it, and another thing to do it.Not only did he not slow down, but he reminded in a low voice, "Hold tight", and then he accelerated the speed suddenly, and drifted through that bend with a very beautiful arc and posture.Ye Kai only felt dizzy for a while, and his adrenaline soared to the top. He was dumbfounded: "Are you a fucking novice?!"

It's silly.

Half an hour later, we arrived at the lake in the valley.

Ye Kaixin was terrified. The moment he got off the car, he felt unreal, and his legs were a little weak.It's not frightening, it's a normal physiological reaction after the adrenaline rush, and it's the same when he skied the advanced mountain trail for the first time.

However, he lost face in the end and took all his anger on Chen Youhan's head——

"fraud!"

Chen Youhan frantically hugged the helmet that he threw over, and apologized repeatedly while laughing until he choked on the wind.

Ye Kai ignored him, and walked towards the lake by himself with a cold face.After walking a few steps, Chen Youhan grabbed his arm and pulled him into his embrace, and whispered in his ear, "Don't be angry, Teacher Xiaohua, it's all because of you who taught me well."

Ye Kai wanted to break free, but Chen Youhan imprisoned him, playing tricks in broad daylight: "Don't hide, or I'll kiss you."

Probably because he has been tempered and tempered, he has passed the age where he would be shy and guilty. It is really easy for an old man to push his feet.

Ye Kai pulled the curtain to encourage a bad drama: "I haven't broken up yet..."

"I don't believe it." Chen Youhan took his hand and walked towards the lake.

Between the lake and the mountains, all worries can be handled with ease.He said casually: "Xiao Kai, don't lie to me, you are not such a person."

Ye Kai could only speak stiffly: "I am. You don't understand me at all, I am just like this now."

Chen Youhan asked him back, his eyes were calm: "What kind?"

Ye Kai stumbled for a moment: "Know how to step on two boats, cheating, betraying and dating casually."

His temperament is so clean and clear, and his appearance is so beautiful and calm. Standing in such a world, he seems to be the purest existence.Saying these words is like splashing mud on a Juliet for no reason.Chen Youhan frowned, and said somewhat harshly, "Shut up."

"I'm serious, can't you see it?" Ye Kai shook off his hand, his heart was pounding, and he was trying to think of words.

"Are you playing with me?" Chen Youhan couldn't believe it, and after a moment of silence, he asked awkwardly.

"Yes, I'm just playing with you." Ye Kai nodded, and pulled out a bright yellow grass core, "You said, anyway, you can't keep facing one person anyway, and neither do I. Can't you? "

Chen Youhan stopped and stared at Ye Kai's back calmly.

His white T-shirt was blown up by the long wind by the lake, making his thin and lonely figure even more contrasting.With black hair fluttering, Ye Kai turned around, with beautiful eyebrows and calm expression.Against the backdrop of the blue lake water, he is really irresistible.Suddenly, he smiled, and that moment was like the spring breeze melting transparent ice, everything in Chen Youhan's eyes came alive.

Ye Kai smiled and said, "Can't you afford it? Brother Youhan."

Like Mephistopheles whispering in Faust's ear.

With the purest, sweetest apple, tempting to fall.

Chen Youhan's breath was cold and deep, he was really angry - not sad.

"Xiao Kai, there are a hundred more direct ways for you to make me sad, don't do this."

Ye Kai smiled even more casually, walked back along the path by the lake, and said, "Brother Youhan, I still have feelings for you, and you still love me, so it's no big deal to play around."

Seeing Chen Youhan's face change, he felt a subtle pain in his heart, as if he had been stung by a bee.

The sound of the wind blowing through the valley is very pleasant, as if with a leisurely echo.

Chen Youhan walked towards him, said with a cold face: "Break up with Lucas, I will play with you to the end."

"No." Ye Kai flatly refused, "He and I are serious."

Chen Youhan stared at him: "I will also be serious with you."

"It's late," Ye Kai smiled sweetly: "I'm afraid of you, but I can't forget you—Brother Youhan, the only way to eliminate pain is to be happy. I don't want you to be serious, and you can't be serious anyway. I As long as you play with me, seven days, after seven days, it will be separated."

His performance confused the real ones, and every word he said corresponded to what Chen Youhan said back then.

Chen Youhan seemed to be pierced by some sharp knife imperceptibly.He became numb, and even the pain began to feel indifferent. Instead, he approached Ye Kai, raised his hand and clasped his slender neck that was warmed by the wind: "Put on your clothes, don't let the wind blow."

"You don't agree?"

"I don't agree."

Ye Kai panicked.He didn't expect Chen Youhan to be so principled in him, he swallowed and pretended to be calm and said: "If you take it seriously, I can also break up with Lucas—isn't it just what you want?"

Chen Youhan glanced at him: "What do you take your feelings for?"

I fuck.

Ye Kai put on the sweater, the wind was too strong, he didn't dare to look at Chen Youhan with his eyes down, and kept slamming on the zipper.

Chen Youhan sighed, and half bent down to help him fasten the zipper: "Don't learn these messy things from me."

"You are not as reluctant to let me go as you said." There was no trick, and even the aggressive method was used.

Chen Youhan stared at him expressionlessly, his eyes turned deeper and deeper, he was really angry.If he could prove himself, he would have done it long ago.But when I thought about it again, my heart ached.Ye Kai would only think that the crimes he committed himself were fake even if he really broke his heart.

"Baby," he said helplessly, staring at Ye Kai calmly, "I'll play around with you, but you can't go to bed."

Ye Kai's ears turned red in an instant, and he pushed him away——

"Who wants to play house with you!"

Chen Youhan suppressed his anger and grabbed him by the arm: "So this is how you treat yourself these two years? Find a sex buddy and have sex with anyone casually?"

"None of your business!" Ye Kai broke free from him, but did not deny it.

Chen Youhan's heart sank and sank, and he was completely thrown into the endless hell.He suddenly pulled him into his arms, almost pinching his arm, and asked forcefully, word by word: "You really became like this."

"Yes, so what." Ye Kai stubbornly faced him, seeing that the moment he confessed, Chen Youhan seemed to be run over by a heavy object, all his spirit collapsed in an instant, and the light in his eyes fell like a star , fell into the dark depths of the dark universe.

The long wind is silent, the grass is luxuriant, the insects sing one long and one short, and there is the rumble of a waterfall in the distant skyline.

The strength holding his arm loosened, as if someone had taken away the strength.Ye Kai stared blankly at Chen Youhan, seeing that there was no expression on his face, and then slowly moved the corners of his lips, as if trying his best to give him the last smile.But this smile failed too much, because while he was laughing, tears had already slid down from his right eye socket.

Ye Kaixin groaned, and before she had time to react, Chen Youhan hugged him, her face deeply and powerlessly buried into the side of his neck.

"Baby," he said hoarsely and desperately, "what have I done to you?"

Ye Kai's eyes widened and he lost all his intelligence.With such a beautiful scenery, such a good afternoon, and such bright sunshine, Chen Youhan hugged him and cried bitterly.

For such a tall man, holding Ye Kai is like holding the only driftwood in his drowning life.The voice was stuffy in his chest, on the side of Ye Kai's neck, but his trembling shoulders betrayed him.Ye Kai heard his sobbing, heard his crying, heard his pain.

No, he regretted it.

A panic rose from the bottom of his feet, Ye Kai pushed Chen Youhan, almost crying out of anxiety.

"No, Brother Youhan, no..."

No, I was not hurt to this extent by you.I have studied hard, I have lived every day seriously, and I have many suitors who want to have sex with me. The private messages and emails are full of emails and text messages, but I have never responded to my heart, hesitated, and I continue to take relationships seriously. Not perfunctory, not casual, I didn’t give up on myself—except for drinking, except for drinking a lot, I didn’t have any irresponsibility for myself and followed the crowd—"Brother Youhan, Brother Youhan, don’t cry, I didn’t, Listen to me, listen to me..."

Ye Kai choked up.

Play off.

He closed his eyes in despair, the T-shirt on his shoulder was completely soaked with tears.

He knew that Chen Youhan hoped that he could live a serious and good life more than anyone else.

For the sake of his life, he can let him go to study abroad, and he is willing to put their love in an unpredictable future. He never wants to imprison him. If Ye Kai wants to fly, Chen Youhan is even willing to be his partner before he flaps his wings. One last push.

... He shouldn't have joked with Chen Youhan like this.

Chen Youhan pushed him away and strode forward.

"Chen Youhan!" Ye Kai chased after him.

Chen Youhan raised his hand, panted, and said hoarsely, "Don't come over."

"I lied to you!" Ye Kai yelled, "Brother Youhan, I just said that! Really! You believe me!"

Chen Youhan didn't turn around, his back froze slightly, and he walked towards the depths of the lakeside grassland.

Ye Kai stared at him, his eyes gradually turned red, he squatted down slowly, and then slapped himself hard.

Standing by the lake, Chen Youhan lit a cigarette for himself before regaining his senses.

He smoked the whole cigarette quietly, one puff after another.The calmness of an adult can come back quickly, but his collapsed world is still so fragmented, messy and withered.

The picture of 18 years passed like a revolving lantern.I think of the way Ye Kai got his first certificate when he was a child, the sparkle in his eyes when he talked about his ideals, the carefree look when he was skiing, and the speeches he made at every birthday party, personality, life, In the future... Ye Kai has grown uprightly and purely for 18 years, and everyone is wrapping him up in love. He can spend his life perfectly as an idealist—he should be like this.

"Fuck." He threw down the cigarette butt, his calm eyes turned red again, "Fuck!"

The phone vibrated.

Relying on his motor memory trained for many years, he subconsciously took out his phone.

On the screen was the caller ID of Aunt Xu, the housekeeper of the Chen family.

He hangs up.

After 1 minute, Qi reluctantly shook again.

Chen Youhan took a deep breath, calmed down, and answered the phone: "Hello."

"Master, Fanning's house..." Aunt Xu is a well-trained old man, and she rarely panics in front of Chen Youhan, "It seems like a thief has entered."

"Call the police."

"Would you like to see if there is anything missing?"

Chen Youhan frowned: "What do you mean?"

"Nothing was moved in the room, but the bed in the master bedroom was messed up." Aunt Xu wondered.

Chen Youhan knew what she meant.What valuable things are really lost, and they are all hundreds of thousands.Cleaning didn't have the vision, and Aunt Xu didn't have the authority.Chen Youhan said concisely, "Okay, let me take a look."

He lit a cigarette and turned on the monitoring smart background.

There are cameras running 24 hours a day at the entrance and exit of the entrance, the study room, and the collection room. The cleaning is done every five days. There was no problem last time, so just check the surveillance videos of the past few days.

The first day was normal.

The next day was normal.

Chen Youhan quickly dragged the progress bar.Doing something mechanical at a time like this is almost therapeutic.He is no more than his brain, and he makes decisions entirely on his subconscious mind.

On the third day there was no abnormality.

He was about to fast-forward to the end almost immediately, and then froze.

10 minute later.

Putting the lock screen of the mobile phone back into his pocket, Chen Youhan squinted his eyes, and walked towards Ye Kai with a heavy smoke.

In order to apologize to him, Ye Kai almost finished weaving a wreath, pulling grass and flowers here and there, Chen Youhan glanced coldly, his hands were broken, the wreath he made was as horrible as a cake.

"Brother Youhan, I..." He made up his mind to admit his mistakes and tell the whole story, never to play again.

boom!

Chen Youhan pushed his whole body against the old tree trunk.The leaves fluttered on the shoulders of the two of them, startling a few sparrows.

Ye Kai let out an "ah" in pain, and stared at Chen Youhan with moist eyes that had just shed two crocodile tears: "It's so fierce!"

Chen Youhan clasped his chin, with indescribably deep emotions rolling in his eyes, and then he calmed down, and said viciously and playfully: "Want to play, don't you? Okay, I'll play with you, you'd better be sober than It's better than Lucas or me."

Ye Kai: "...Huh?"