My bamboo horse is scumbag

In the night, Chen Youhan didn't see Ye Kai's hot tears flashing by, and was stunned for a long time, as if he was observing that Ye Kai's existence was real, and also as if he was digesting that the words just now were not auditory hallucinations.After a while, he said inexplicably, "I haven't celebrated my birthday for a long time."

Ye Kai turned around and walked forward, and responded steadily: "I know."

Chen Youhan wanted to ask a lot of questions in an instant, but he was picking and choosing in his heart, and he felt that none of the words weighed so much that he couldn't bear them.President Chen, who once fought resolutely and resolutely at the negotiating table, lost his confidence and means, and became more timid than ever before.

Surrounded by rugged mountain roads, the rumble of the stream becomes louder the closer you get to the village.

Chen Youhan took a step behind, and the two walked in silence.

He lives in the home of a leading wealthy family in the area. There are two stone houses nestled within the stone wall, forming corners of each other.There is also a livestock warehouse.There were many disputes over the site selection of the new school building, and both the owner, Sangji, and the local village party secretary played an important role.Chen Youhan quarreled at his home for many days, and was received as if he were at home.

Hearing Chen Youhan introduce him as "brother" to Sangji, Ye Kai raised the corners of his lips noncommittally, and Sangji immediately asked his wife Mei Duo to add vegetables.

The stove was burning extremely vigorously, and there was the sound of crackling flames, and the thick smoke was discharged into the embrace of the lonely mountains along with the chimney wrapped in aluminum skin.

Mei Duo is very good at cooking, grilled mushrooms with butter, mutton with fingers, ginseng yogurt rice, all flavors that Ye Kai has never tasted.He sat aside to help her add firewood, very well-behaved, but basically doing more harm than good.The little boy Pingcuo squeezed a stool with him, but he really couldn't see it, so he took the fire stick from his hand and poked it in the stove.Ye Kai hugged the man and sat on his knees, Pingcuo's face was flushed red from the sun, he sniffed at the tip of his round nose, and then held Ye Kai's lapel tightly and sniffed harder.After a long day of travel, only the tail note of the perfume is left, which is particularly fresh in the smell of ghee that has been accumulated for many years.

But this action obviously annoyed Chen Youhan, and he was pulled out of Ye Kai's arms by the collar.

Pingcuo knew Chen Youhan very well, and his five or six-year-old still immature little fist immediately greeted him.

"Don't make trouble." Chen Youhan threw him to the ground impatiently.Pingcuo quickly ran to hug his mother's thigh.Ye Kai rested his chin on one hand, poked the firewood casually, glanced at Chen Youhan with a half-smile in the firelight, and then looked away lightly.

Chen Youhan lit a cigarette, turned around and opened the curtain to go out.

The wind is strong enough to blow people away.A cigarette was blown to the end within a few puffs.He looked up at the stars, and fuck, no.

The door curtain swayed, and Ye Kai approached him holding a cashmere scarf.

"Eat children's vinegar too?"

Chen Youhan took the cigarette from the corner of his mouth, turned his head, and ordered coldly: "Go back."

Ye Kai shook off the dark green scarf, and raised his hand to help Chen Youhan wrap it around.The two were very close, and the height difference was only six centimeters, so he didn't have to tiptoe anymore.It's just that his eyes are still downcast, and he doesn't look at Chen Youhan.With his slender hands, he knotted the extremely soft cashmere scarf. Ye Kai finally raised his eyes and touched Chen Youhan's deep gaze, "Birthday present."

The moment he turned to leave, Chen Youhan raised his hand and grabbed his arm, hesitating for an hour before blurting out the words: "You and Lucas broke up?"

Ye Kai paused, and took a second to think about it before answering: "No."

Chen Youhan let go of his hand: "Is it fun?"

The sigh disappeared in the wind, Ye Kai said softly, "I had a fight, come out to relax. Do you disagree?" Looking back, he smiled lightly, "Didn't you let go? I miss you— —It doesn’t matter if my younger brother comes to play with my elder brother.”

Chen Youhan was silenced by him, the white pipe was almost deformed by his fingertips, he said coldly and helplessly: "Not yet."

The arc of the smile deepened, and Ye Kai responded half-truthfully: "That's right, it's a desensitization treatment."

He could clearly hear Chen Youhan scolding.

The ginseng fruit yogurt rice was so delicious, Ye Kai couldn't resist eating two bowls, and even felt rude to himself.But Mei Duo was obviously very happy and kept persuading him to eat more.Pingcuo took his bowl and trotted to the kitchen to refill him, staring at Ye Kai with his black eyes, and said in crisp Mandarin: "Beautiful brother eat."

Chen Youhan drank tea slowly, with his legs crossed in a leisurely and lazy manner, and no one saw the unbearable smile on his mouth.

to die.Ye Kai looked at his record tonight.He may need Jian Wei Xiao Shi tablets.

Sanchi's parents live with him.The bedroom was tense, and the only guest bedroom had been cleaned up to entertain Chen Youhan.After dinner, Chen Youhan took him to the village secretary to arrange accommodation.The village was extremely quiet, and I heard the Tibetans leading their iron horses through the lanes, making slow rattling sounds on the bluestone pavement.Occasionally, a few young people leaned on the fence and smoked, talking in Tibetan in a low voice, and a few sparks made the night sky even more lonely and cold.

When they arrived at the village party secretary's house, they explained their intentions. The village party secretary's house did not have a guest room, so they decided to take them to other people's houses in the village to ask.Turning around, Ye Kai almost fell in the small puddle where the horse's excrement was drawn, but was supported by Chen Youhan with quick eyesight and hands.He had no temper at all, and cursed in a low voice, "You're addicted to falling, aren't you?"

The village secretary laughed and said, "The road is either rocks or broken holes. It's normal for the cubs from the city to sprain and fall!" As he spoke, he turned on the high-power flashlight in his hand to make it brighter.

Yu Guang saw Ye Kai's aggrieved face.

Chen Youhan fell silent, and went to hold Ye Kai's hand.

Ye Kai knocked it out very simply, and walked forward alone in anger.

He said coldly, "Don't worry about it."

Chen Youhan was pulled and beaten again.

Back and forth twice, seeing Ye Kai stepping on a stone, the thin figure swayed again in the night.He said nothing, and said in a low voice, "I was wrong."

Hold Ye Kai's wrist through the sleeve.

No more rejections this time.

It's just that the posture is awkward, and the village party secretary saw it as a joke: "What's the use of holding it like this? It will look good when the two of them fall together later!"

Ye Kai gave a low cough and twitched his wrist, as if to ask Chen Youhan to let go.

Chen Youhan felt stiff for a moment, but he did let go.

Then he couldn't help but hold him again.

One palm is hot and the other is cold.

Ye Kai trembled slightly from the heat.

Chen Youhan held it tightly, put his other hand in his pocket, and walked unhurriedly.It's a lot easier to walk after this section of the road, but the village party secretary didn't mention it, and no one thought of letting go.

This is not a village open to the outside world, and there are very few houses with guest bedrooms.After going through several households, they all got apologetic answers.As they walked farther and farther, the dog almost fell asleep, and was startled by the footsteps of the three men and barked suspiciously.

The village party secretary sighed: "It's not that there is no such thing, it's just that the village doesn't pay much attention to it, so it's embarrassing to receive cubs from the city, right?" Then he said, "Let's huddle together at Sangji's house? You can sleep together!"

Ye Kai coughed due to the cold air, and felt that Chen Youhan was holding his hand unconsciously.

He's the person involved, and it's not easy to settle the matter if he doesn't speak up, so he nodded understandingly: "Brother Youhan, I'm fine."

Chen Youhan made a quick decision: "I'll live in someone else's house, and you'll sleep in Sangji's. I'll leave early tomorrow morning."

Ye Kai suddenly turned his head to look at him, his eyes were very bright, then angrily shook off Chen Youhan, and sneered coldly: "As you please."

The village secretary's home and Sangji's home are two directions.Can't bother the village party secretary to send Ye Kai, Chen Youhan apologized to him and thanked him, glanced at Ye Kai, saw him walking farther and farther, and hurried after him.

"I know the way!"

Chen Youhan tugged at his arm: "Don't walk so fast."

Ye Kai shook it off, "Get lost."

Chen Youhan smiled angrily: "You were wronged by your boyfriend, so you want to come to me to be self-willed?"

Ye Kai stopped: "Can't you? Didn't you say that I can do whatever I want with you? Or is it that the words from two years ago are invalid and don't count? If it's timed out or expired, I won't give it?"

Chen Youhan took a deep breath, under the moonlight, he stared deeply at Ye Kai: "Here," he took Ye Kai's cold palm and pressed it tightly to his heart, "I'm really about to be stabbed to pieces."

Ye Kai looked at him for a while, then said coldly, "Liar."

Unhappy all the way back to Sangji's house, Mei Duo has cleaned the guest bedroom.The bluestone floor tiles, the fire burning in the fireplace, and the furniture were hand-planed by the village carpenter, painted with varnish and waxed, looking heavy and simple.A few sliced ​​watermelons are placed on the low long table, and Pu'er tea for digestion is brewed in the tea cup, which is ready to drink.

Ye Kai threw the backpack in the corner, and seemed to have calmed down, and said to Chen Youhan obediently: "Brother Youhan, eat the watermelon before leaving."

Chen Youhan was indifferent.

But he didn't leave right away.

Ye Kai said very freshly: "Eating watermelon around the stove, I only saw it in the geography class in the first year of high school. Brother Youhan, have you tried it? Is it fun? Is the watermelon very sweet?"

No one can reject Ye Kai like this, not even Chen Youhan.

Ye Kai tugged at his arm: "Is that okay? We'll leave after eating the watermelon."

He turned his face faster than he turned a book, and Chen Youhan suspected that he had become a genius after a love affair. Lucas should spoil him very much, he just spoiled a well-behaved three-good student into a master.

The two sat down around the stove, Ye Kai handed him a piece in a serious manner, took one for himself, and touched the one in Chen Youhan's hand before taking the first bite: "cheers."

Chen Youhan: "..."

Sure enough, after tasting the cold and sweet watermelon in front of the stove, Ye was happy and satisfied: "Let's drink tea!"

I got up again to serve Pu'er tea.

A very fragrant old Pu'er, but it has been soaked for a long time and it is a bit bitter.Ye Kai took a sip, poured it out, and added hot water again.

"Brother Youhan, did you throw away the sapphire and skis I sent you back?" Ye Kai chatted.

Chen Youhan moved his lips, as if he was caught off guard by the question, and for a while thought of the most appropriate answer that would be good for everyone.

Ye Kai pursed his lips: "Throw it away?"

Nodding her head, she calmly said, "That's right, you were tired of me then, it's normal to throw it away."

Chen Youhan could only follow him and say, "...throw it away."

"I checked the sapphire. It turned out that it was taken by Christie's for 700 million yuan. You are so willing. Haven't you met someone you like in the past two years? Otherwise, you can pass it on."

"You're so smart." Chen Youhan praised coldly.

"It's not bad." Ye Kai took a sip of hot tea: "You teach well."

"I've never done such a shameful thing."

"It's pretty bad if you turn your head back."

Chen Youhan swears a dirty word, and has nothing to do with him: "If you don't eat it, you will lose your scolding."

Ye Kai couldn't hold back his laughter, and immediately turned his face to the stove, coughed, and asked solemnly, "How do you want to spend your 36th birthday?"

Chen Youhan held the teacup, crossed his long legs, and had a stern face: "Put 36 candles, make 36 wishes."

"So greedy."

"Can you manage it?"

"What wish do you wish for? Let's hear it."

"What's the use of telling you?"

"What if."

Chen Youhan put down the teacup and stood up: "It doesn't work when you say it, haven't you heard of it?"

He walked towards the door.

Ye Kai raised his wrist and glanced at his watch, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth: "You don't want to disturb others so late, do you?"

Chen Youhan stopped in his tracks.

"It's almost eleven o'clock, and even the dog is asleep. Brother Youhan, it's very rude of you to behave like this."

He folded his arms and leaned against the cabinet door: "Sleep with me, what are you afraid of?"

When he got it, he dragged him to eat watermelon, drink tea and talk nonsense, so it was just to delay time.

Chen Youhan was helpless: "Xiao Kai, you really came to torture me."

Ye Kai insisted on his statement: "I'm here to celebrate your birthday."

Chen Youhan didn't want to celebrate his birthday.For the past two years, his birthdays have changed beyond recognition.He had the birthday of the Himalayan conch fossil, the birthday of the confession, and the birthday of singing the birthday song in the movie theater, which was vivid and profound, and he will never forget it.Qiao Chu asked him countless times, Chen Youhan, why don't you continue to live your sensual life?

... He had love before, and he couldn't get it back.

He can't go back, but he can't go forward either.He was trapped in Ye Kai's, spinning around alone.

"Xiao Kai, once people turn 30, they don't like birthdays so much." Chen Youhan stared at him with the deepest and most secret tenderness, through the light.

"I will make you fall in love again." Ye Kai said stubbornly.

Chen Youhan lowered his head and smiled: "You are really willful."

"Brother Youhan, I'm only being willful with you."

My heart trembled unavoidably at these words.Chen Youhan turned around, returned to Ye Kai, and looked down at him with deep eyes, suppressing emotions that no one could understand.

It was the first time he saw Ye Kai openly after two years.

It grows long, the greenness fades away, the beautiful facial features are always very calm, only in front of his eyes will there be a look other than cold.Chen Youhan raised his hand to push back Ye Kai's forehead hair, and his warm fingertips ran down the forehead, temples, and the end of the eyes, across the moist and jade-like cheeks, and rested on the pointed jaw.

Ye Kai felt that his chin was pinched by him, and he lifted it up.

Eyes met Chen Youhan's.

Chen Youhan smiled: "Baby, so you hate me so much and want to trap me for the rest of your life."

Ye Kai was noncommittal.

Chen Youhan closed his eyes.He was used to the smell of butter lamps all over the room, but he finally knew why Pingcuo couldn't help but want to smell the perfume on Xiao Kai's body.If there is nothing, it reminds Chen Youhan of the moment when he ran through the dense fir forest to the alpine meadow.He lowered his head and pressed a kiss on Ye Kai's forehead.

Ye Kai closed his eyes.The young Adam's apple trembled slightly.

The kiss burned his pale and shallow eyelids.

Burn up the tip of the nose.

Burn on his petal-shaped and full upper lip.

Rubbing, holding, gently sucking and licking.

Ye Kai opened his lips obediently, feeling Chen Youhan's deep kiss.

There was a strong wind outside the window, and the sudden rain slammed on the glass.He stood on tiptoe and wrapped his arms around Chen Youhan's neck.