PS 143

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"Let me ask you, is homosexuality more important, or love?" I put my hand on the table, looked at him and asked.

For a long time, he was just in a daze, his eyes seemed to be out of focus, I don't know if he was thinking or what.

"I think it's love." After a long time, he gave me the answer.

I didn't speak, waiting for him to continue.

"It's not easy to find someone who truly loves each other. Perhaps it's lucky to find someone in a lifetime." He said slowly.

"Then, shouldn't you be happy for her? At least, she is happy now." I said.

"Do you know that girl?" He suddenly looked at me and asked seriously.

"Uh..." I didn't expect him to do this, and I didn't know how to answer.

"You know me right?" He seized the few seconds of my hesitation and came to a conclusion.

"I guess...but I'm not sure if the teacher wants you to know." I admitted with reservations.

"Who is that person? When I asked Mommy like this, she didn't want me to know. Why?" He asked me excitedly.

"Why do you want to see her?" I was not affected by his excitement, and asked straightforwardly.

He froze for a moment.Yes, many times, we are always led away by emotions, and then we don't know what our purpose is?

"Do you want to judge whether she is qualified to stand next to the teacher? Or do you want her to leave the teacher? Or do you want to demonstrate? What is the purpose of seeing her?" I ignored his blank expression and thought about it. Ask all the questions.

"I... I don't know." He was honest.

"Then please think it through before you speak, don't think of something to do like an idiot." I said to him mercilessly.

"You always treat your cases like this?" He asked me as if he suddenly came to his senses.

"No, you didn't pay me, and I don't bother to consult with you about that, it hurts." I complained.

"But that's your profession! Don't you love it?" The topic suddenly turned to me.

"So what? I don't plan to work in Taiwan." I said straightforwardly.

"Then let me ask you, do you think...that person is worthy of my mommy?" His topic jumped really fast.

"You should ask the teacher yourself, right? I don't make such comments." I directly refused to answer.

"Why on earth didn't you let me see her?" He was still very upset about it.

"Wait until you can really accept this, then make this request with her. You can't accept it at all now, and letting you meet will only increase your troubles." I said, although he had already met "her" .

"Oh, it's really hard to accept for a while... I don't even know how to face her anymore." He said distressedly.

"It's just like usual! Do you need to do something deliberately?" I asked puzzled.

"No, I, I, I said a lot to her yesterday..." He whispered more and more.

"What did you say?" I was a little surprised, why didn't the teacher tell me this?

"I want her to go back, she won't look for me until I look for her..." His voice was so small that I couldn't hear it with concentration.

"You really... make people want to beat you up! How could you say that to your mother..." I was actually very angry after listening to it. On the one hand, I was angry at how he said that to the teacher; on the other hand It's why the teacher didn't tell me about it.

"I regretted it when I said it..." He looks like a child who did something wrong.

"What about her?" I asked.

"She sighed, took her bag and left sadly... Before she left, she told me to go to bed early... I'm such a bad son." He said, and I knew he really regretted it.

"Then?" I asked, raising an eyebrow.

"Then I regretted it, but I didn't know what to do...I didn't sleep almost the whole night last night, worrying if she would be sad...Then I didn't fall asleep until dawn, and I called you when I woke up..." He honestly explained the follow-up situation.

"Oh...you're such an idiot. I don't know where to use my reading head." I read him.

"I couldn't help it back then... I thought how could she be like this, then Dad has been waiting for her for more than ten years, doesn't he look like an idiot?" He said unwillingly.

"Like an idiot?" I don't understand this time.

"That's right, Dad just waited for her foolishly, and then she actually went to be with a girl..." His words were still full of anger.

"Let me ask you, how long has it been since she got divorced with that girl?" I really can't stand him anymore.

"She said ten years." He answered me.

"Then may I ask, what did your father do during those ten years? If he was really stupidly waiting, then I can only say that he is really stupid to the extreme." Maybe it involved the person I love, so I also Be emotional.

He was speechless, staring at me blankly.

"If your dad is really waiting for her to go back, no matter what the reason is, it doesn't matter if she forgives or turns around, I can only say...he doesn't understand the teacher, and he is too big a man. Women are not men's As an accessory, there is never a reason why a woman should go back to find a man. If he really thinks the teacher is worth it, and really wants to get back together with the teacher, shouldn't he take the initiative? After all, he was the one who was sorry for the teacher first." I admit, When I say this, I bring my own emotions.

Anyway, he is not an isolated case, so I don't need to worry so much.

"He said he didn't want to put pressure on Mommy..." It seems that the father and son discussed this issue.

"The teacher is a strong woman, we all know this. A strong woman will only look at two kinds of people, one is someone who can touch a certain place in her heart; the other is someone who is stronger than her. Obviously Your father is neither, your father's understanding of her is still limited to that little girl who is sixteen or seventeen years old." I said everything I analyzed in my mind without reservation.

"You are really amazing! How can you analyze so much all at once! And I have never thought of these." His eyes were filled with admiration.

"The authorities are obsessed, but the bystanders are clear." I gave him this simple answer, but I knew it was because she was involved, so my brain turned very fast and my thinking was very clear. As for the objectivity, I can't guarantee it.

"So... what am I going to do now..." He thought about the stupid thing he did yesterday.

"How to do it? Go apologize? The teacher won't care, you are her son." I was really almost defeated by him.

"Will you accompany me..." he said, and I almost rolled my eyes.

"You go by yourself, I don't want to meddle in your housework." I refused directly.

"But..." He wanted to say something more, but my cell phone rang just at this moment, and I was so grateful for the caller.

is her.

"Hello?" I answered the phone pretending to be calm, even though I was very happy.

"Baby? Are you still talking to Philip?" Her voice came from the phone.

"Well, yes. I'll go find you at night." I said it first, she should understand.

"Okay, let me tell you that I'm out of class...so, does he come to me first?" She really understood what I was talking about.

"It should be... Anyway, I'll see you at your house in the evening." I said, after a few words of pleasantries, I hung up the phone.

Then I saw Philip staring at me.

"Look at what? It's him." I said, he understood.

"You found him?" he asked in surprise.

"Yes, but I'm not going to tell you anything, so stop asking. Go apologize to the teacher. I'm leaving." I said as I collected my things, ignoring his reaction.

"You dodge too fast...wait for me." Seeing my quick movements, he hurriedly stood up.

"Sit down! You, now leave me alone to think about what I want to do. I've spent the whole afternoon on you. You'd better deal with this matter, or I won't talk to you anymore." I stopped him from following me The action of leaving quickly gave him an order.

"Oh..." He sat down reluctantly like a child.

"I am always here, you will rely on me to help you think and give you advice, but this matter is like I said, this is a matter between you and her, so don't think that I will talk to you again What to say. I have said all I can say. You are left to work hard. This is mine, and you owe me a meal after your matter is resolved." I patted him on the shoulder and picked up the bill Go away, leaving the distressed big boy behind.

After I got back to the car, I took the initiative to call her and probably told her about the content of our conversation.But I also skipped Philip's very egregious sentence.

"You come to the laboratory to find me first. With his personality, he will call first." She said, and I agreed.

Not long after, I was in her office.

The door of her office was left open, so I walked in, and there were two students inside who were discussing things with her.

She nodded at me, motioning for me to sit down first.

I sat on the sofa and looked at her new research room. The furnishings were similar to those before, and there was a little familiarity in the strangeness.Seeing her seriously discussing with the students, I took out the half-read book from my bag and read it on my own.

"What book are you reading so seriously?" I looked up, just in time to see her close the door and walk towards me.

"It's nothing. I didn't have time to read idle books in the United States before. Now I have to read enough." I said, and she sat on me.

"What else did you tell him?" She kissed my forehead.

"You...have the door locked?" I looked at her and then at the door.

"Yes." She smiled and kissed my lips.

I am no longer the child who would only be kissed obediently by her before, I competed with her for the dominance without giving up.

"Really, I learned to be bad when I grow up." After I finally let her go, she complained pantingly.

"Why didn't you tell me the last thing he told you?" I looked at her and asked.

She sighed and leaned gently against me, and I hugged her.

"Just listen to the child's angry words." Her voice still maintained her son's gentleness.

"But you're hurt." I kissed her forehead distressedly.

"It's really hard for him to accept this right away. Give him some time. But I think he won't stop until he sees you." After she said that, she looked at me with a smile.

"What are you laughing at?" I asked her, also telling her about his desire to see "her".

"You're really good, you've thought of everything." She ruffled my hair again.

"You worked hard to be caught between us." I said again.

"Last time I left you, this time I will keep whatever I say." She looked into my eyes and said.

"I love you," I said, kissing her.

"I know." She bit my lip, accepting my kiss.

Not long after, her cell phone rang.We all know who it is.

She got up from me, went to the table and answered the phone, and I knew Philip was looking for her for dinner.

After she hung up the phone, she turned to look at me.

"Go, I'll wait for you at home." I walked up and hugged her and said.

"Wait for me, sure." She smiled and pecked my lips.

I walked to the parking lot with her and told her that I would go back to Xiaojie's place and then go to her place to wait for her to come home.

"Drive carefully, you still owe me a lot." I told her.

"Yes, I see." She pinched my nose, raised the window, and the car slowly disappeared from my sight.

I drove back to Xiaojie's house and saw Lan Xin sleeping on the sofa.

Although I tried to be as light as possible, I still woke her up.

"Why don't you sleep in your room?" I asked her.

"It's good to squint, and I have to go back to work later." She said sleepily.

"Where's Jay?" I asked her.

"He's not off work yet, and he won't be back until later," she told me.

"Go to sleep in my room, no, that should be your room. Go to sleep, I'll make dinner and call you when I'm done." I pulled her up from the sofa and pushed her into the room.

"My sister is so kind, no wonder Xiaojie loves you so much." She turned around and gave me a hug.

"Ha! You won't be jealous?" I asked.

"No, you have a teacher now. Xiaojie told me, congratulations." She said with a smile.

"Thank you, go to sleep, time is limited." After I finished speaking, I turned and opened the door to go out.

The days of being dependent on Xiaojie, or in other words, the days without mother, will be ten years away in a blink of an eye.How many things can happen in ten years?I can't finish talking, and I can't count. I only know that neither of us has a choice. From a child to an adult, we have our own worlds. Maybe in the near future, we will have our own "homes" .

The younger brother who always needs to be taken care of will now also become the "head of the family" and start to take care of his people.Time really flies by.

While I was thinking, I was preparing things in the kitchen. Even if I became wiser, I was still not proficient enough, and I thought of the teacher again.Is it because of marriage, husband and child?I laughed.

"Sister, what are you laughing at?" Xiaojie's voice suddenly appeared, which startled me.

"You're back? Lan Xin is sleeping in my room." I told him.

"Oh, well, she will go back to the hospital later, and I will go to accompany her when I have a rest." He told me.

"Are you planning to get married? We have been together for more than three years." I asked him.

"Yes, it's just... I'm not sure if I can do well." He said, I understand his concerns.

"Be confident in yourself, this kind of thing can be done well if you put your heart into it." I said while looking at the soup in the pot.

"What about you? How are you doing with the teacher and her son?" he asked me.

I told him what happened from last night to today.

"Sister, you are really amazing! From now on, I will talk to you if I have anything to do." After listening to this, he unexpectedly reacted like this.

"Then we have to wait for Dr. Su to be free." I replied, knowing that both of them are busy day and night.

"Oh, don't talk about it. Xin is too tired recently." The worry on his face made me smile unconsciously.

When I am worried about the teacher, it should be the same expression.

I chatted with him while I made dinner.

He woke up Lan Xin, and the three of us had dinner together.After eating and packing up, the two of them were about to go out again.

"Xiaojie, don't you really need a car? I'll drive around all the time." I looked at him who was busy and asked.

"Leave it to you! Anyway, I'm very busy and I don't have time to drive. It's good if you can help me drive. Also, don't be too happy! Haha!" He said, and he still didn't forget to entertain me.

"Of course you have to be happy, you two are so busy, who will accompany me when I come back?" I asked angrily.

"Okay ok, I know you're complaining. Let's have dinner with you some time! I haven't seen the teacher in a long time." He said as he put on his shoes.

"Oh, I want to see the teacher too!" Lan Xin added suddenly.

"Okay, I got it, I got it." I waved my hand and drove the two of them out the door.

I looked at the clock on the wall, ten o'clock.