Two little nonsense guesses

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Su Ran didn't know why, she became very wronged after being ill for no reason. Maybe her physical discomfort caused her inner discomfort. She had been unwilling to believe it, and she was unwilling to think too much about Mu Keming and Chen Jun. How could she Can you believe that Mu Keming can still find women after her?Have you figured out the confusion when you were young until you are older?

Mu Keming was shocked. She never thought that she would be able to break through with a single word. She was dumbfounded by Su Ran's question, and this posture itself is not suitable for such a deep conversation. So what kind of posture is suitable?Has Mu Keming thought about it?In the past ten years, she has not found a suitable posture to talk about this matter with Su Ran. The love Su Ran once said to her when he was drunk, and the love he asked about her all avoided talking about it on the eve of the college entrance examination. However, Su Ran's reckless wish to change himself tore a hole in Mu Keming's already crumbling heart. With time, the hole became bigger and bigger. Mu Keming never thought of sewing it up. , she couldn't sew.

The geographical distance separated them, and their minds of guessing each other made them go a long way. The feelings of those little girls tore the two of them apart. Su Ran has almost silently forgotten each other in the Jianghu, so when Su Ran reappeared at her door, she just felt that in the 27 years she had passed before, every street lamp in the long river of those years was a It was lit up by Su Ran one by one, illuminating the long opening in her heart, so bright, bloody, and alive, she had a lot of resentment in her heart, but she naturally understood the fears in her heart at the beginning, just When Su Ran talked about these changes in her family, when she talked about Ke Ming, I only have you now, her heart was full of mud and sand, and she could only call herself an asshole. What else could she complain about?Blaming Su Ran for making his own decisions?Or should I blame my own narrow fear?But even if time goes back, when you are so young, you are still afraid, right?

Thinking of the past, her eyes were also flushed, and her hands were tightly clenched into a ball, so that she could control herself to face the lips that were only an inch apart, and not to kiss hard, "I was afraid, but even if I was afraid back then, I still thought about it." Want to go to the same university as you, even if I am afraid of falling in love with women, I still can't help falling into your pit, you don't know how sad it is for me to go to university, and you don't care about my university life after I leave you How depressing and lonely it is. Every time I send you a message, you take a long time to reply. You deliberately alienated me like that that day, didn’t you just annoy me? Then why am I still licking my face to find you? "

Su Ran bit her lips tightly, about to tear her pale lips, but couldn't bear to listen to her anymore, raised her head, hooked her hand, and blocked all Mu Keming's words like this, softly The lips touched together like that, there was no lightning, no sparks, no fireworks, Mu Keming only felt a burst of acid in his heart, but there was an evil thought that had nowhere to vent, the lips of the two just stuck together like that, No one spoke, no one made a sound, only the sound of rain in the dark night, and the petals falling from the drizzle. Mu Keming put his arms around her head and kissed her like that, violently, She kissed Su Ran's lips with resentment, her tongue was involved, reckless, irritable, she had never been like that before, thinking about the past, all the depression and restraint were at that moment, like a volcanic eruption Burning her reason to ashes, the fear of people's words in those years, and the yearning for Su Ran in those years, she turned into self-denial, so that in the past 27 years, except for the first kiss taken away by Su Ran in the sophomore year of high school, she has never kissed again She has no skill at all than anyone else, she only reached into the quilt with one hand and touched Su Ran's naked body, it was so hot, like a hot iron, she shrank back from the heat, Su Ran's pair of hands Her eyes were sick and blurred, but Mu Keming's eyes were full of desire. She didn't know how to be with Su Ran, but she wanted to be with Su Ran. Su Ran broke free from her mouth, panting heavily, she After sleeping on the bed for a whole day, her hair was disheveled and clung to her shoulders softly. She had a fever, was sick, her mind was not clear, and her body was also uncomfortable, but at this moment, Mu Keming was so clear that she was in a foreign country. She gritted her teeth and refused to call out the name countless times in the night. She touched Mu Keming's head with one hand. And it became more and more moist, she gently stroked Mu Keming's lips with her thumb, and then grabbed Mu Keming's hand and placed it on her chest. There was nothing on her chest, just like that Putting it on directly, Mu Keming only felt that she had touched a generator. Su Ran's whole body was too hot. She was terrified, she was looking forward to it, but she was afraid. Su Ran grabbed her shrinking hand back again, like that The touch of Yingying's grip is as soft as silk, and Mu Keming is as pure as a virgin, no, she is a virgin herself, and she doesn't care about sex all these years, because no one cares about it at all. She's an idiot, except for the occasional flashing scenes in love movies, the rest is all based on imagination, but she seldom imagines, only when she thinks of Su Ran at night when she can't restrain herself, will she feel so Sporadic ideas, so that day, Mu Keming was shaking all the time, her hand was shaking violently, the hand covering Su Ran's chest was held by Su Ran, and she rubbed it lightly, she heard Su Ran's... The □ sound came from her throat. The sound was like □□□, which made her excited and made her physically uncomfortable. She could clearly feel the changes in her body. When Su Ran led her hand between Su Ran's legs, She touched a piece of dampness, through the dampness of the fabric, no matter how innocent Mu Keming was, she knew what it meant. When she covered it with her hand, she saw Su Ran shaking, and Su Ran's whole body rose slightly , the waist is rising and falling, the legs are rubbing to ask for something, the smooth and tender touch of the most private place is so shameful, but also so nervous, such complex emotions stimulated Mu Keming, Su Ran held her hand She has been making circles on the private part, her slender and soft waist has been supporting her ups and downs, she calls Mu Keming, Ke Ming, breaking through the rain curtain of the autumn night, Mu Keming Ming's palm became more and more moist, until it was wet and sticky, and Su Ran's voice was completely hoarse.