Two little nonsense guesses

【40】

It was a chaotic day, when Su Ran had a fever and couldn't tell day from night at all, how depressing those ten years were, how crazy those days were, with red eyes, body ignited by passion, and reason abandoned The drunken rainy night intensified, the clothes on the body were stripped off one by one, the body touch that was once frightening and exciting, but now they are tightly bonded together, no one cares about the future It's over, I can't control it anymore, when the mask that was worn for ten years was taken off, those longings and restraints day after day could not stop climbing up to the fingertips, the slender white fingers passed through the hair, caressing Passing through the skin, picking away the desire, breaking through the hesitation and roundabout evasion of Su Ran and Mu Keming for ten years.

The hot groaning sound, rolling back and forth in the throat, the bodies of both of them were so hot, as if on fire, igniting the dark rainy night outside one after another, sucking fingers, twitching fingers, in the body Here, sometimes recklessly and sometimes gently grabbing, grabbing the ten years that only belonged to the two of them, the names collided together, and the hair strands were entangled, like those days when they were young and dragged that person's school uniform in the grove, life What a long day, everyone who is with you is different, most of the time we look at each other with a smile, nod, eat, say goodbye, and go on the way, never again I can't meet this person anymore, after traveling around for so many years, I am so lucky to still find this person, and life is so short, such ten years of youth are also consumed by ignorant fear and worry.

I did it for a long time that night, like I was dying, like I would never come again. During the GC, Su Ran's ten fingers were deeply embedded in Mu Keming's back, and her whole body was as tense as if she hadn't dared to do it for many years. The sculpture she touched just disappeared, and the tide gradually receded. Her body softened, she turned her back, and tightly pulled the horns to her chest. Her nose was no longer breathing, and she opened it slightly. Mouth breathing, her mouth was salty, she buried her face in the pillow deeper, Mu Keming's hand was on her waist, and she was leaning against her from behind, so tired, she just fell asleep like that Go, maybe, wake up?

Dreams are always about waking up. The next day, due to physical reasons, Su Ran, who always gets up early, can't get up. Mu Keming even sleeps worse than usual, which consumes both physical strength and mind. I was woken up by the knock on the door. Although Su Ran fell asleep with her back turned to the past in the middle of the night, who knew that when she woke up in the morning, she was already nestled in Mu Keming's arms. She was still very uncomfortable, maybe worse than yesterday More seriously, when she was disturbed by the noise, she scratched her body indiscriminately. Mu Keming had a sensitive body. She was asleep at first, but she only felt itchy on her chest. She closed her eyes and pushed Su Ran's hand away. The knock on the door didn't mean to stop, and Mu Keming's cell phone rang again in the living room. Su Ran was very uncomfortable, and grabbed Mu Keming's chest again. At that moment, Mu Keming seemed to come back to life, She woke up in an instant. She looked at Su Ran who was squirming in her arms. She heard the knock on the door and the ringing of the mobile phone in the living room. ?”

"What time is it? Haven't gotten up yet? I've been standing outside the door for half an hour."

"Huh? You're here? Why didn't you say you were here?" Mu Keming panicked. At this moment, Li Lihua was standing at the door of her house. She didn't even get dressed. The person lying on the bed was even full body. Mu Keming scratched his hair and hurriedly put on his clothes. After looking at Su Ran, he had to put on clothes for Su Ran. How can he see people with his whole body? ah?In a hurry, Mu Keming did not forget to pour a glass of water for Su Ran, and then gently brought the door over, opened the door, and Ms. Li Lihua stood in front of the door, obviously very impatient and impatient What surprised Mu Keming was that there was a tall man standing behind Li Lihua with a bunch of vegetables in his hand. Mu Keming was still a little hypoxic early in the morning, and put his hand on the doorknob. Go up, pointing to that person, then pointing to Li Lihua.

"Xiao Guo, let me introduce you. This is my daughter, Mu Keming."

Mu Keming immediately understood what was going on, and pulled Li Lihua over, "Are you crazy?"

Li Lihua pushed Mu Keming's hand away, "Well, Xiao Guo, come in, please come in, give this to me, and sit down for a while." Li Lihua took a bunch of vegetables from Xiao Guo's hand , Mu Keming hurriedly followed into the kitchen, "What are you doing?" Mu Keming was going crazy.

"I just came to buy vegetables from you early in the morning. I brought you some food. I met him and his mother in the vegetable market. How about the anesthetist I told you about that day? Looks okay, right?" ? I think he is also quite polite."

Mu Keming gritted her teeth. She had already forgotten about this. Recently, her whole body and mind were focused on Su Ran. Thinking that Su Ran was still sick, and she had such a relationship with Su Ran yesterday, Mu Keming gritted her teeth. Fingers, very absurd!It's ridiculous! "How can you???? Don't tell me? Just bring people here? Huh? You, at least tell me! Am I a little bit prepared?"

Li Lihua put the beef, pork, pork ribs, lettuce, tomato and so on into the refrigerator one by one, "I'll tell you, will you agree? How many times have I told you, do you take it to heart and take it seriously?" Is it? Perfunctory me all day long." Li Lihua was not in a good mood either, and when she grew up, this matter became an irreconcilable and incommunicable conflict between her and the elders. , bring you some food, and we're leaving." Seeing that Mu Keming was about to get angry, Li Lihua softened again.

"Look at it? What are you looking at? Are you looking at a monkey?" Mu Keming replied irritably.

"Mu Keming!" Li Lihua threw the celery in her hand onto the cutting board, and the anger in the air instantly soared. Mu Keming didn't want to quarrel with her here, so she left the kitchen and made a drink for that anesthetist. white water.

"I'm sorry to wake you up so early. My name is Guo Haoran. It's too reckless to come here rashly."

Mu Keming was not very willing to talk to him, but felt a little impolite, so he waved his hand, "My mother dragged you here too, I should apologize to you."

"No, no, sorry, sorry."

Li Lihua came out of the kitchen without saying a word, "Xiao Guo, let's go, the food has been brought." Li Lihua's expression was not very good, and Mu Keming complained in his heart, but he also wanted to send the two of them away as soon as possible. He was sitting in the bedroom with disheveled hair and pale face. Su Ran in pajamas opened the door of the second bedroom.

【41】

Su Ran got up to go to the toilet. She was weak all over, but she had to get up. In a daze, she heard the movement outside and didn't know what kind of guests Mu Keming had come. She couldn't care less, but the living room The other people looked at each other in blank dismay, the scene was very awkward, Li Lihua frowned first, didn't expect that there were other people in the room, but felt that this person looked familiar, and when she took a closer look, her expression changed instantly, "Xiao Ran?"

Su Ran didn't look at the people in the living room at all. She just wanted to sneak into the bathroom. When she heard someone calling her, she hesitated for a while before turning her head. Li Lihua had already come in front of her. "What is Xiaoran? When did you come back?" Huh? Why don’t you come back to see me?”

No matter how confused Su Ran was, this person had already arrived in front of her eyes, and she woke up instantly, "Hello, Auntie." Su Ran was a little embarrassed, stepped back to the bottom of the wall, and stroked her long hair. Seeing it more clearly, "It looks really good now." Li Lihua liked Su Ran quite a lot when she was studying, and Su Ran always went to her house for food. Little Su Ran is good-looking and has a sweet mouth. The key is to eat seriously and enjoy it, which makes Li Lihua feel satisfied every time she cooks. Unlike Mu Keming and the old man, the people of the Mu family are both good and bad. They eat more when they are delicious. Li Lihua touched her face, "Oh, what's wrong? Your face is so hot." Then he touched his forehead, "I have a fever. gone?"

The anesthesiologist was really embarrassed and didn't know what to do, so he had to say goodbye to Mu Keming repeatedly. Mu Keming waved his hand, feeling a little embarrassed, what did Li Lihua do all this?After closing the door, I saw that Li Lihua was already looking for medicine in the medicine box. Mu Keming came over and said, "I gave her the medicine yesterday." Mu Keming also flipped through the medicine box. As she spoke, she saw Su Ran coming out of the bathroom, "You're so sick, do you want to go to the hospital?" Li Lihua took her hand, touched it here and there, and Mu Keming put one hand on his waist, not knowing what to do Well, Li Lihua's surprise attack made her too defenseless, Su Ran didn't want to go to the hospital very much, she shook her head docilely, and then looked at Mu Keming helplessly, "It shouldn't be necessary, just take the medicine a few more times and it should be fine." Well, let her rest first." Mu Keming suggested.

Su Ran went back to the bedroom to rest.

"Are you okay today?" Mu Keming asked Li Lihua.

Li Lihua took the bag and was still angry with Mu Keming, but she only said to Su Ran in the bedroom, "Xiao Ran, the cold is gone, remember to come home for dinner? You haven't eaten at home for many years." After finishing speaking, she left angrily without saying a word to Mu Keming. Mu Keming closed the door and sighed. The panic in the early morning was finally calmed down temporarily. She was a little sluggish. When she used facial cleanser and thrush, she couldn't draw it well several times. Her hands were shaking badly. She gave up and sat on the sofa, thinking about what happened last night. The wall in her heart collapsed. On the sofa, she was absent-minded and fidgety. Her legs were curled up for a while, and she was lying on her stomach for a while. She couldn't make any effort. She pursed her lips and couldn't sit any longer. She got up and stood outside Su Ran's room for a long time, hesitating and uneasy , It is panic, especially after so many years, no matter whether it is forbearing and restraint, not daring to expect extravagantly, I did not expect to reach this point.

But she can't help it, can she?She just likes Su Ran, what's wrong?But what's wrong with Su Ran being a woman?If it is said that when I was in high school, I was stimulated by the incident between Zhao Mianmian and Du Ke because of ignorance, and after that, as I got to know it, I already understood that it is no longer a weird thing for women to like women. She and Su Ran had already broken up and had no contact with each other, but no one deliberately mentioned it, but the contact became less and less, as if it was a tacit understanding, no one contacted anyone anymore.

Mu Keming stood outside the door, trembling uncontrollably, she opened the door anyway, the room was very quiet, Su Ran turned sideways, as if falling asleep, this time she was really sick, Su Ran in the past How could she sleep day and night like this? Mu Keming sat by the bed, stroked her hair while she was asleep, and left her alone, but her parents shook her heart, and her heart shivered.

That time Su Ran was ill for several days, and he didn't know who should be more to blame. During the few days of illness, the two of them didn't mention anything about that night. Fortunately, they were both on vacation, and Mu Keming bought vegetables and cooked every day. , took good care of her, Su Ran basically recovered on the 6th, Zhao Mianmian called Su Ran during the period, but Su Ran didn't answer, Mu Keming saw her phone rang several times, and only answered it when she saw the call stand up.

"I've had enough sleep, come and have dinner with me." Zhao Mianmian slept in the hotel room, and when she woke up, she looked for Su Ran.

Mu Keming frowned, "She's sick and can't come."

Zhao Mianmian paused, but didn't hear the voice at the other end. After all, it's been so many years, "You are?"

"Mu Keming."

There was a sudden pause on the phone over there, as if it was unexpected, but in fact it was reasonable. Zhao Mianmian knew all about the accidents in Su Ran's family, and she helped if she could help. Knowing that she was going back, she joked, Should I go to find Mu Keming when I go back?

Su Ran didn't respond directly, but only said, "Things have changed over the years, she is not what she was back then, and I am not what I was back then." She has no idea about Mu Keming's feelings for her.

Zhao Mianmian has always known something more or less, because Su Ran can only tell Zhao Mianmian the messy things in Su Ran's heart, who else can she tell?

"Oh, that, I'm Zhao Mianmian."

Some awkward conversations, Mu Keming took the phone to the living room, afraid of disturbing Su Ran, "When did you come back?"

"A couple of days ago." The chat couldn't continue, so Zhao Mianmian had no choice but to say, "That's fine, let Su Ran call me back when Su Ran is well."

"it is good."

Polite and rusty.

Zhao Mianmian hung up the phone and shook her head. She didn't know if Su Ran and Mu Keming were tense. In the past few years abroad, she thought that Su Ran would not be like herself, that Su Ran had let go, and they often went to Going to the bar and meeting a lot of friends, she thought that when Su Ran was talking and laughing with those women, she had already put Mu Keming down.

【42】

Su Ran recovered from her illness, so she couldn't sit still and wanted to go out to eat. From dessert in the afternoon to dinner, she was clamoring to eat food stalls, but Mu Keming didn't agree, thinking that she had just recovered, and the food stalls After all, the hygiene conditions are not very good. She said that she wanted to eat western food, but she didn't know if Su Ran did it on purpose. She chose the Shiwei restaurant on Binhe Road, which is the restaurant where Mu Keming and Chen Jun met for the first time. It was October. The night wind was a bit chilly, and the two of them sat inside by the window, the atmosphere was a bit strange, it's not surprising that something like that happened, but there was something wrong with it, Su Ran ordered a good dish and started playing with her mobile phone, while Mu Keming could only play Mobile phone, but what to play?What's the fun?A heart is all within reach of the peripheral light.

"By the way, Zhao Mianmian called you the day before yesterday and asked you to call her back."

"Ah, I see. I saw what she said on WeChat." Su Ran didn't call back right away. The meal was very quiet, so quiet that Su Ran was very uncomfortable. She didn't want to waste it like this anymore. , The knife and fork were placed on the cup and plate, making a crisp sound, and just about to attack, the man sitting opposite with his hands on both sides of the sofa suddenly said, "I like you."

This sentence came so abruptly that Su Ran suddenly understood.

Mu Keming's face was flushed, and Su Ran didn't dare to look her directly in the eyes, only then did he realize that Mu Keming had drunk more than half of the red wine in front of him.

"This sentence is ten years late. On the night of my 17th birthday, you asked me if I liked you, and I actually answered in my heart..."

Su Ran was still in panic before, but when she heard this sentence, tears rolled down suddenly. It was too hasty, she had no time to hide, so she could only lower her head.

"I was scared at the time, and I didn't dare to say it. I was cowardly, right?" She picked up Su Ran's wine bottle across from her, "May I ask you something?" She suppressed her sobs.

Su Ran gritted her teeth, raised her eyes and smiled at Mu Keming, her eyes were still wet with tears, like a deer you met in a silent forest in the dark night, "Yeah, you are timid, and you are not. Seeing how scared you were back then, I really regret that I didn't take a picture of you as a souvenir."

"How can you be better than me!" Mu Keming scolded, everyone was so young back then and didn't understand these things, who wouldn't be afraid, who wouldn't shrink back?

Su Ran's heart was soft and sore like she wanted to pull cotton. She felt that she couldn't go on like this. coming?"

Mu Keming asked with a distorted face, "What?"

"It's nothing, I just want to hear a few more words from you."

"What?"

"Just you like me, you love me or something."

Mu Keming's face was ashamed as if it was being roasted on the fire, and she instinctively turned back, "You are crazy."

Su Ran grinned, she had to turn her sadness and the undercurrents in her heart into teasing Mu Keming, she likes to tease Mu Keming, like when she was a child, watching Mu Keming roll her eyes, look at Mu Keming Ming was speechless, seeing Mu Keming stomping her feet angrily, seeing Mu Keming blushing with shame, these were the things she loved and enjoyed doing the most since she was a child, she didn't want to think about what they had missed all these years, What she missed was missed, and she didn't know what the future would be like. The future was just as vague and uneasy. She just wanted to stay with Mu Keming at this moment, and it would be happier to tease her. She hooked her fingers at Mu Keming, and Mu Keming Ke Ming covered her face with her hands, she was so hot that she almost fainted, "What are you doing?"

"You sit down."

"No."

Su Ran got up straight away, went to her side, took Mu Keming's face with both hands, and rubbed it twice, "It's so hot, do you remember drinking when you were young? You always look like this when you drink too much."

Mu Keming moved her body and freed a small face from Su Ran's palm, "It can be said that you have spoiled me since I was a child."

Su Ran burst out laughing, "Isn't that because you are stupid? How can you be easily led astray?" Su Ran tilted her head and landed on Mu Keming's shoulder, "Mu Keming, do you know how stupid you are? Tell me that you have a boyfriend, you are really stupid." Su Ran moved her body to make it easier for her to lie on top of her, "But I am stupider than you, I actually believed it, I You just have to choose to believe."

"That was my mistake." Mu Keming leaned back, feeling how ridiculous and childish he was as a young man, "But, you are the one who made the mistake first, and if you change your wish self-righteously, we will not be able to do that at all." Will not separate!"

"Can we be together if we go to the same university?" Su Ran played with Mu Keming's hair.

Mu Keming opened her mouth, but she didn't say anything. If she went back and walked again, she might not be able to get together, so how could she say which step was wrong?

"Just make excuses for your irresponsibility back then." Mu Keming implicated unreasonably.

"Yes, I'm just looking for a reason. I'm going to torture you, make you miss me like a bone marrow, and make you never forget me." Su Ran said nonsense.

"You poisonous woman." Mu Keming couldn't help stretching out his hand to pinch Su Ran's face, just in time to bump into the handsome waitress with a ponytail who brought the last dish. Su Ran had been abroad for several years, but she had already It doesn't matter, but Mu Keming pushed Su Ran away in embarrassment.

The little waiter also looked calm, said please take it easy and left, Su Ran also saw Mu Keming nodding at the little girl sitting upright, she really thought Mu Keming was ridiculous and cute , couldn't help rubbing her head, she has curly hair, and her hair has grown a bit recently, but it still just reached her shoulders, Su Ran was addicted to flirting, and picked her chin again, Mu Keming couldn't stand it, blowing her hair, She clasped Su Ran's hand tightly, "How can you make such a fuss?"

"You said that a lot when you were studying."

Then, Mu Keming didn't know which tendon was broken, or the alcohol, so he said in a panic and nervously, "Believe it or not, I'll just fuck you here."

"Wh-what?" After Su Ran finished speaking shamelessly, she gasped with laughter. Just like Mu Keming, who was so cowardly, she was so nervous when the waiter just came, and she was so arrogant, Su Ran suddenly took the coat over, Standing in front of the two of them, he took Mu Keming's hand, put it in his mouth, and said vaguely, "Then what about you?"

【43】

Mu Keming's heart flooded like a tide, turbulent, slapped over after wave after wave, suffocated, and ashamed, she didn't dare to look at Su Ran at all, but she couldn't look away at all, it only took a few seconds , Su Ran let go of her shamelessly, and quickly took off the jacket that covered the two of them, it was too hypoxic and not very breathable.

Su Ran is like a child who did bad things when he was a child, he stayed away from Mu Keming, turned to Mu Keming, and took his mobile phone from the table as a prop.

Mu Keming's whole body was weak, spreading from her toes to her chest. She could only support herself by clenching her fists with all her might, lest she push Su Ran to the ground right now, beating him to death, shameless!Shame on Su Ran!

Mu Keming was half teased, fluttering and angry at the same time, and it took a long time to hold back a sentence, "You pay the bill." After speaking, she stood up, stepped over Su Ran's legs, and was about to leave. His legs were hugged, and he said shamelessly, "You buy it, you are richer than me, and I am still in debt to others."

Mu Keming took out the wallet from her bag without a word. The meal made Mu Keming feel agitated. When she got home, Mu Keming was so angry that she didn't move after changing her shoes at the porch. Blocked by the wall, Su Ran didn't know what she was going to do, she changed her shoes while teasing, "What are you doing? Blushing and thick neck?"

Before Su Ran could finish speaking, Mu Keming held her chin and kissed her. Rude, direct, and even vicious, she bit Su Ran's lips hard. Su Ran felt pain, but there was another kind of numbness. The pain, the tongue is hooked before it is too late to speak, once the desire is opened and dried up, it can't be stopped.

There is a wall behind Su Ran, and in front of him is Mu Keming, who is gushing out like a wild beast. Su Ran put his arms around her waist, bringing the two of them closer together. At that time, someone's hand had already stretched in from under the hem of his clothes, Su Ran smiled lightly, and gently pushed the person in front of him, "Mu Keming, you look like a monkey with a red face."

Mu Keming was taken aback, not knowing who caused the trouble.

"You can be gentle." Su Ran kissed her lips, then got out of her hand, and sat on the sofa for a while, both of them smelled of alcohol.

Mu Keming poured two glasses of lemonade to sober them up, Su Ran hugged her leg, "Mu Keming, do you think this is okay now?"

"How about it?"

Su Ran hugged her up, "If you play stupid again, I'll beat you up."

Mu Keming was hugged by her like this, Mu Keming stood facing her, Su Ran sat on the sofa with half of her buttocks, hugging her waist, Mu Keming hugged Su Ran's head involuntarily, "Now This is so good, too good to be true, I can’t believe it, it’s like a dream, I’m afraid that when I wake up from the dream, everything will return to the way it was a few years ago, I’m still alone, I thought I’d forgotten you, and occasionally I would think of you You, do you think you are alone now, are you married, or even a wife and a mother? I never thought that you would come back, and I never thought that you would come to me. "

Su Ran raised her eyes and looked at her, "I'm the same, I thought you were married, or at least had a boyfriend, but you're dating a woman? You were so scared back then, why did you still find a woman? ? You're looking for a woman, why don't you look for me? You don't love me."

……

Really, Su Ran has such an ability, to be stubborn, is this an affectionate confession?Why did it involve Chen Jun again?

But when Su Ran followed Mu Keming secretly and found that she was really angry when she dated a woman, she felt that Mu Keming was very scared when she was studying, and she made a boyfriend again in college. Life has long since ceased to have any deeper entanglements with women, but after going around for so many years, she is still looking for a woman, can this not make Su Ran angry?

"I won't tell you, that is, I have been 27 for so many years, I have to try to see if I can fall in love with someone other than you, not to mention that it was not without you at the time? Come here, hobbies or something, and she looks pretty..."

"It's a good match? I think Ms. Chen is really good-looking, so why don't you get along with her?"

Mu Keming was so angry that every time, "Well, if you didn't show up suddenly, maybe I would be with him." How about some sour words.

Sure enough, Su Ran didn't say a word, let go of Mu Keming, took the water on the coffee table to drink, "It seems that I blocked your good marriage."

Mu Keming pinched her face and pulled a small lump of flesh, "You have not only delayed my great marriage, you have delayed my whole life."

Su Ran glared at her, but she didn't let her go. Su Ran grabbed her chest with her backhand. It was too quick. Mu Keming pulled her hand back dumbstruck. Su Ran is really a stinky hooligan, female hooligan, Mu Ke Ming was ashamed and angry, got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

Su Ran sat on the sofa in a daze, a little numb, staring at the door of the bathroom, not knowing what would happen in the future, a few days ago she had a cold and a fever, the man Aunt Li brought was for Mu Ke Ming is on a blind date, is Mu Keming going to pass this hurdle?Can she survive?Su Ran didn't know, nor did she know.

In most families in China, this kind of thing seems to be the original sin, which cannot be circumvented, escaped, or solved. It is like a knot. The door, Mu Keming is the same as before. She has no habit of locking the bathroom door. When Mu Keming heard the door open, she closed her eyes and shook her head. When she came in, she got up and grabbed the towel to cover her body, grabbed her shaggy hair with the other hand, and showered on Su Ran. She wanted to cure Su Ran's problem of always running in while she was taking a bath, but she didn't know Su Ran is really someone who has seen big scenes, she just closed her eyes because water got into her eyes, then Shi Shiran walked towards Mu Keming, Mu Keming stripped naked, only A bath towel was used as a fig leaf, Su Ran's clothes were all soaked, and her exquisite figure stood out.

"What...why are you here?? Do you... have any sense of public morality?" Mu Keming stuttered.

"Thinking about things is a bit depressed, and I don't want to think about it anymore." Su Ran said frankly.

Mu Keming felt that such an occasion was really not suitable for chatting, and before she had time to ask Su Ran to go out, Su Ran tore off the bath towel.