defenseless
Chapter 64 64
Although spring has already begun, it was still cold when we returned to City C.
When they arrived at the gate of Jinxi Garden, the little squid whispered to Chen Nan: "I have to go back to city B to study."
Some time ago, his plump cheeks were also thinned, and the red wire cap made his little face paler, without a trace of blood, and even the eyes that were always shining with light dimmed a lot.
Chen Nan just scratched his face with his index finger and didn't speak.
Chen Nan also understood in her heart that the little squid needs a guardian, and the two elders of the Su family also need the little squid by their side.
When entering the house, Yang Chuan asked the little squid if the house needs to be sold, the little squid shook his head: "I have to come back sometime."
After saying this, he looked at Chen Nan.
Yang Chuan smiled: "If you say you want to sell it, I'm still going to buy it."
"Don't be like this, just come back and check it once in a while, you know the password," the little squid lowered his eyes, "It's time for you to live your own life."
Yang Chuan was startled, and did not answer for a long time.
It wasn't until he went upstairs that he said, "I'm used to standing behind him as a silent shadow."
Su Ming's room was still kept clean and tidy by Aunt Luo, and even the smashed painting was re-framed and hung in its original place.
Looking at this familiar home, the little squid couldn't help but turned around and hugged Chen Nan, thinking of the person who could never come back again, and buried himself in his chest and cried again.
Chen Nan has been gently stroking his trembling back, waiting for him to calm down slowly.
The sobbing sound of the little squid was like a knife cutting his heart, which hurt hard.
Yang Chuan stood beside the two of them, his eyes glazed over, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
After a while, he walked to the wardrobe and opened the two large drawers below.
"He always said, wait for you to find out by yourself," Yang Chuan said slowly, "I can't help but complain that you are too obedient, and never go through his things."
The little squid raised its head from Chen Nan's chest, and when he turned around, he saw two large drawers full of beautifully packaged boxes.
There were still tears on his eyelashes, and he looked at Yang Chuan in a daze.
"This is your birthday present for these years." Yang Chuan forced a smile, "He remembers it every year and prepares it, but he can't give it out on that day."
After Yang Chuan finished speaking, he walked out of the room silently.
The little squid's chest rose and fell, and he kept breathing heavily to calm down the emotions that were about to burst out, and then he walked slowly to the front of those boxes.
When he just squatted down, tears fell to the ground like a broken thread.
Just as Chen Nan was about to walk over, he heard the little squid's hoarse voice these days saying: "Chen Nan, let me stay alone for a while."
Chen Nan stopped in her tracks, stared at his silhouette curled up in a ball for two seconds, and then walked out.
Su Ming's will was made long ago, Yang Chuan turned around and went into the study, walked to the safe, and took out the will and another document.
When I returned to the corridor, I saw Chen Nan standing at the door of the bedroom.
Some time ago, Su Ming casually said to him, "Xiao Yu seems to have someone he likes."
He didn't expect it to be a big boy who looked quite mature.
If this boy wasn't with him these days, Yang Chuan really didn't know how to treat this child who was on the verge of heartbreak and collapse.
Yang Chuan waved to him: "Chen Nan, come here."
The lawn in the yard has grown new green.
The still chilly spring breeze occasionally rolled up the footer of the document.
Chen Nan suddenly understood the words in Su Ming's suicide note.
"Those deep memories are torture, reminding me every second that I want nothing more in life.
But I never thought that the days when I can see the head at a glance will also have a turning point.
I thought I had suffered for some years, but in the end, I realized that those days were actually sweet.
It can also be considered that my life and my relationship have a perfect echo from beginning to end. "
Little Squid has never seen a picture of his mother, and his mother has never come back to see him, because this character never existed from the beginning to the end.
All that ever existed was a cold gene and a staff member who bred him.
In Su Lin's life, he never loved again, nor got married.
After a certain dinner in a foreign land, two lovers heard the laughter of a child in the next yard.
One person couldn't help saying: "It's good to have a child."
The other nodded: "Yes, yes, but the child must be like you."
Then, somehow, things got to where they are now.
Chen Nan panicked a little indescribably.
After Su Ming was deceived back to China, what happened to Su Lin, and why he chose to use such a lie to end their relationship.
But now no one will know.
Chen Nan calmed down and asked, "Why did you show me these?"
"You know better than me when to tell him, or whether to tell him." Yang Chuan lit a cigarette and said lightly.
"Give me one." Chen Nan also lit a cigarette, "Are you okay?"
"In these years, I was afraid that anyone would see my thoughts. In the end, when there is no need to hide, it is when this person is gone." Yang Chuan raised his eyes and looked at the gray sky, "But I'm still Well. Probably the moment I knew his relief was relaxed. When I knew that the person I loved deeply was also loved deeply by the person he loved deeply, I felt complete for him, and I also knew that I would never opportunity."
In the afternoon, Yang Chuan had to take the little squid to go through various formalities, so Chen Nan went back to school.
When they arrived at the school gate, not only Chen Yun got up, but Lao Tian was also there.
Chen Yunqi's style is becoming more and more simple, pullover, jeans, and canvas shoes, but it is still so beautiful that people can't take their eyes off it.
"I don't know if I should let you be so willful." She walked over and hugged Chen Nan, "But it's fine if you feel good."
Later, when she was walking in front alone, Chen Nan said to Lao Tian: "How many decades of life can you waste and miss, don't worry about it."
Old Tian smiled, then nodded.
After finishing the school affairs, Chen Yunqi asked Chen Nan to have dinner together in the evening.
Chen Nan said, "No, I have dinner with my classmates tonight."
Chen Yunqi smiled: "Okay, anyway, I'm staying here, I don't plan to drift away, you want to come back."
After saying this, she turned around and saw Lao Tian smiling.
Chen Yunqi: "Laughing fart."
"Since you're not floating anymore," Lao Tian took out a square box from his pocket, "then marry me."
Today is Friday, and we will have a holiday after the afternoon class.Chen Nan was wandering outside the school while waiting for his friends to leave school.
The surrounding streets and alleys are very quiet, and there are new shoots on the branches of the trees. When visiting the painting supplies store, Chen Nan remembered something and walked in.
The wish wall is full of stickers.He didn't know how he remembered the color and shape of the stickers that the little squid had chosen.After all, such a small thing.
He scanned around quickly and purposefully, and soon saw the scrap of paper written by the little squid that day.
The characters of the little squid are easy to recognize, not to mention a simple squid is drawn below.
Chen Nan couldn't help but smiled before reading the content.
I hope one day,
When you return to your residence exhausted,
It is no longer empty,
There will be me sitting at the table where the meal is prepared waiting for you,
and say to you,
Welcome home.
Chen Nan felt that the sockets of his eyes were swollen, and the words in front of his eyes became blurred.
There is a love song in the store, singing:
"your love
slowly wrap me around
warmed my eyes
If you break my defenses
……
if i take off my guard
love is still beautiful
......"
It turns out that after meeting you, my heart no longer has a line of defense, only sweetness and longing.
During dinner at night, people from the basketball team, Fatty Gao, Lu Xiao and Jiang Hongyu all came.
He ate very little recently, drank so much wine suddenly, his stomach couldn't bear it, and he vomited a few times.
In the end, when Fatty Gao yelled "Friendship lasts forever" in KTV, he gradually lost consciousness.
When he woke up, he had already returned to Lu's house.
It was already three o'clock in the morning, he got up, took a quick shower, and then went out.
When he returned to Jinxi Garden, he went directly to Little Squid's house.
The password was given to him by Yang Chuan during the day, he entered the room, turned on the light in the entrance, and unconsciously glanced at the living room, and saw the person curled up on the sofa.
The little squid's eyes were bright in the dimness, and he whispered, "I thought you wouldn't be here today."
Chen Nan walked over and wrapped the person in her arms: "I will always be here."
There seemed to be fog in his arms, and the little squid shrank from the cold, then leaned against his arms and closed his eyes meekly.
Xiao Squid and Yang Chuan stayed in City C for three days, and on the last day he went to Lu's house for dinner.
Lu Xiangzhi continued to pick up food for him: "Come back and have a look."
After speaking, he glanced at Chen Nan next to him.
Lu Xiangzhi really always thought that the little squid was Chen Nan's cousin, but later he went to Su Ming's funeral to realize that it was not the case.
Thinking about it, he also guessed something.
When sending the little squid to the airport, Chen Nan rubbed his head: "You go first, I'll be here soon."
"Just visit me once a month." Little Squid squeezed his hand, "I will miss you."
Chen Nan smiled and nodded: "Yes, I see."
Jiang Hongyu and Lu Xiao stood behind, Jiang Hongyu said: "We will come to see you too, you have to come and see."
The little squid nodded.
When he got to the boarding gate, he looked back several times.
How reluctant he was, but he couldn't open his mouth.
I can't open my mouth to tell Chen Nan that I don't want to part, and I can't open my mouth to tell Chen Nan that he doesn't want to leave.
Yang Chuan patted him on the shoulder: "The days will be long."
On the way back with the three of them, Lu Xiangzhi said to Chen Nan, "I asked for two days off, let's go there together then."
When she returned to City Y again, Lin Yun asked Little Squid if she wanted to take a break before going to class.
He shook his head: "I don't want to stop, life has to go on."
Lin Yun wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes.
The little squid took her hand: "Let's live a good life together."
Life is impermanent, life is as usual, and those who stay have to keep going.
After the grief, after the parting, the days seem to have returned to a long, long time ago.
He would learn to cook and chat with Lin Yun every day, and he would continue to learn calligraphy and Chinese painting with Su Shen.
I will also talk to Chen Nan in every gap.
Except for the growing longing, the days seem to have never changed.
Until a few days later at the school gate, when the little squid saw that familiar person.
He stood in the morning light, wearing the school uniform of Y Zhong, the light outlined his tall and slender figure, and the light behind him made it difficult to see his face clearly.
He greeted with a smile as usual: "Good morning, little squid, I have been waiting for you for a long time."
The little squid walked over slowly, and he began to have that feeling of being in a dream again, and he asked, "Why are you here?"
"How can I not come?" Chen Nan still said, "You are already here. I said I will always be here."
The little squid hung its head, and the light hovered above his head: "You don't have to keep your word."
"How can I do that?" Chen Nan smiled, "You have to keep your word. You told me before that someone will love me and someone will want to start a family with me."
"That person is you, okay?"
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Note: At this point, the main text is temporarily concluded.There will be a few episodes later, and I will sort out some details, and then post the txt to Weibo.
It's amazing that someone who I sometimes post on Weibo and doesn't even know what to say actually brings this story up to this point.
It came to an abrupt end, and there was still something left to say.
Thank you for the joy and touch these lovely people have brought to me.
Thank you also for taking the time to read this story.
It's immature, and every day I write I feel like I'm wronging these lovely characters.
There is always a special love for first babies.
Maybe, when my writing improves in the future, I will also think about writing about the sweet and wonderful lives behind them.
Thank you all again.
Thank you for your encouragement and comments.
Countless times I feel that I can't write it, I write to abandon the pit, I want to give up, but thinking that someone will read it, I feel that I have to be responsible.
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There were tears for a while
Su Ming saw Su Lin for the first time when he was nine years old.
He was still living in City C at the time.
It was Su Shen's birthday that day, and he invited many friends to hold an open-air party in his back garden.
The weather in spring is always good, and the warm light caresses everyone's face gently. "
The garden is filled with the smell of rich flowers and sweet pastries.
The voices of adults whispering and talking are hidden in the soothing and pleasant piano sound.
Su Lin had just won a piano award. As soon as he arrived at Su's house with his parents, he was invited to perform.
Su Ming appeared in the middle of the melody.
He was wearing a small black suit that he didn't like, and was forced by Lin Yun to come out of the room to say hello to everyone.
When Su Lin finished playing, the adults turned their attention away from Su Ming and stepped forward to applaud
Su Lin was also wearing a small black suit and a bow tie, standing by the piano and thanking him politely.
Su Ming looked forward indifferently, and was about to walk away when someone in the crowd said: "Su Ming's piano is also pretty good, we can let them play a piece together."
"Just know how to play," Lin Yun said with a smile, "much worse than Su Lin."
Su Ming has always disliked and didn't understand these false politeness on social occasions, and he didn't like being told by Lin Yun that he was inferior to others, and even more resented being ordered by an adult to perform a show for fun. piano."
Su Lin still stood by the piano and smiled at him: "Then you play the piano, and I can play the violin with you."
It was Su Lin's words that started Su Ming's dislike and even hostility towards him for the next seven years.
He hates children who are obedient and obedient to adults, children who are in the limelight, and even more disgusted with children who forcibly pull him to be in the limelight.
Afterwards, Su Ming met Su Lin several times one after another.Every time he saw Su Lin walking towards him, he immediately turned around and left.
This name seems to have become a curse. Every time this person is mentioned, after adults praise him, they start to scold and dislike their own children.
Even though they moved to City B with their family three years later, Su Ming could still hear news about this person from time to time.
Although Su Shen and Su Lin's parents continued to maintain business contacts, due to the reason of moving, Su Ming never saw Su Lin again until he returned to City C to attend the funeral of Su Lin's family.
Su Lin's family traveled abroad. Parents, grandparents, grandparents, including uncles, aunts, and four younger cousins, only Su Lin who was going to participate in the competition stayed in China.
When the passenger plane crashed, Su Lin had just delivered his acceptance speech on stage.
Nuo Da's mourning hall is full of portraits.
Except for the staff, he was alone, welcoming and seeing off.
The 16-year-old boy was still wearing a black suit, with his back straight, no bow tie around his neck, and the light and noble smile from before.
Su Ming followed his parents to bow to the portrait, and when he passed by him, he couldn't help but look sideways at him, and met his amber-like clear eyes, but they were filled with sorrow, pain, and a little daze At a loss.
His brows and eyes have been opened, and the shades are suitable.For a boy, it seems a bit too good-looking.
Su Ming was stunned for a moment, and immediately withdrew his gaze.
The Surin family is well-known locally, and the funeral lasted for three days.
On the morning of the fourth day, after the dark group of people came out of the cemetery, like a flock of birds before a heavy rain, they dispersed quietly and tacitly.
Su Lin stood at the gate of the cemetery, silent, but the redness under his eyes did not dissipate.
Su Shen walked over and patted him on the shoulder: "You didn't have breakfast, come and have something with us first."
Su Shen drove, Lin Yun sat in the co-pilot, Su Lin and Su Ming sat in the back seat.
Su Lin lowered his eyes until the palm facing up appeared under his sight, and there was a mole one inch below the little finger that was close to the ring finger, and a small bag of cakes lay in the center of the palm.
Su Lin raised his head and looked at Su Ming beside him.
Su Ming turned his head away, he didn't want to meet those eyes that seemed to be able to tell, and said in a calm tone, "Didn't you say you didn't have breakfast."
Not long after arriving at the restaurant, it began to rain.
The four of them sat quietly by the window.
Su Ming sat next to Lin Yun, directly opposite Su Lin.
Although he didn't like to talk to Lin Yun and Su Shen at the dinner table, the silence at the moment made him feel a little uncomfortable.
He looked out of the window, through the rain-stained glass, at the pedestrians running on the street to hide from the rain.
That's what Su Shen said at this time.
"Su Lin, how about you come to live with us?"
Su Ming suddenly turned his head and looked at Su Shen.
Su Shen drank tea with a cup, and Lin Yun stared at the menu, as if this sentence was very common.
Su Lin kept his hand in the pocket of his coat, pinching the bag of biscuits inside.
He watched Su Ming's indifferent and handsome face looking out of the window turn around, his expression had a wonderful change in an instant, thought for two seconds, and replied softly: "Okay."
When Su Ming stared at him, he quickly lowered his eyes, and his thick black eyelashes blocked Su Ming's dissatisfied gaze.
When Su Shen took Su Lin to City Y, the spring breeze was warm and the flowers were flying and green.
It was the season when he saw Su Ming for the first time.
When they arrived at Su's house, Su Ming stayed in his room and didn't come out. Later, Su Shen said that he wanted to take a group photo, so he forcefully lifted the unhappy-looking person from the room downstairs.
The spring breeze was filled with the fragrance of flowers, and when the helper shouted "1, 2, 3" with the camera, Su Lin slightly raised the corners of his lips.
Later, his smile, like a spring breeze with the fragrance of flowers, was blown into Su Ming's heart.
Lin Yun's cooking is delicious, and the first meal in Y City was eaten at home.
During the dinner, Lin Yun would introduce the dishes from time to time, and would also ask about Su Lin's academic plans and daily entertainment hobbies, and Su Lin responded one by one.
Su Shen didn't say much, but would give him food from time to time.
Su Ming buried his head in his meal, without saying a word, he put down his chopsticks after a while: "I'm full."
Just when she stood up and wanted to leave, Su Shen didn't lift her eyelids: "Come back, sit down."
"The rules of childhood have been forgotten when I grow up." Lin Yun glanced at him, "Family, sit together and leave the table together."
The words "family" made Su Lin, who had a poor appetite, couldn't help eating two more mouthfuls of food.
After dinner, Lin Yun went to Su Lin's room to see if there were any details missing, then went downstairs and returned to her room, leaving time for Su Lin.
Su Lin sorted out his luggage in the room, and also sorted out his mood.
What happened in the past two months was like a dream, and he still hadn't recovered from it.
His room is on the third floor, next door to Su Ming.
The bathroom was right at the door, and when Lin Yun went out, the door was not closed.
Su Ming was in a hurry to eat at night, and his stomach felt a little uncomfortable at this time. He wanted to go downstairs to find some medicine, but when he passed by Su Lin's room, he heard a strange sound coming from the room.
He glanced through the crack of the door, gently pushed the door open, and saw Su Lin kneeling in front of the toilet in the bathroom, throwing up violently.
Su Ming went downstairs and took the digestion pills. He just walked up the stairs, thought about it, and walked towards the kitchen with a frown.
When Su Lin came out of the bathroom, he saw the steaming glass of ginger syrup on the desk, and then he heard the door of the next room close.
He walked over and covered the glass wall with his palm, feeling the temperature of the water in his palm.
Su Lin narrowed his eyes, um, it's a little hot.
The days passed smoothly.
Su Ming also didn't know if Su Lin had the habit of not closing the door when he was at home, and he could see the light coming from the crack of the door when he went back and forth.
Also heard vomiting in the room a few times.
There are still steaming glass cups on the table in Su Lin's room. Sometimes the ginger syrup is replaced with honey water, which brings scorching heat.
But during this period, the two never had a positive dialogue.
At home, on the way to and from school, and at school, we really met face to face, at most a meeting of eyes.
Su Ming didn't like to stare at Su Lin's eyes, the meeting of eyes could only last for two seconds at most, and then he would look away.
Later, when Su Ming thought about it, he thought it was quite strange that he had known someone for seven years and spent two weeks together under the same roof before he spoke his first words.
And the first sentence is "you fuck"
In Su Ming's bedroom, by opening the window, one can see the small garden behind the villa.
The spring day is just right, Lin Yun likes to drink coffee in the small garden in the afternoon, basking in the sun.
On weekends, she had another pastime. While basking in the sun, she drank coffee and listened to Su Lin playing the violin standing beside her.
Su Ming likes to take a nap. On the first weekend, for some reason, after being woken up, he lay on the bed, controlled himself for a long time, and finally suppressed his anger.
On the second weekend, Lin Yun's pastime continued, and the time was extended by half an hour.
Su Ming endured and endured, but in the end he couldn't control himself, jumped up from the bed and rushed to the window: "You fucking, stop pulling, can you. It's so noisy!"
Su Lin raised his left face from Qin and smiled at him.
The afternoon sun cast a layer of warm light on his whole body, and his eyelashes seemed to be stained with fine gold powder, making his whole face a bit dazzling.
Lin Yun raised her eyes and looked at Su Ming: "It's me now, your mother, I like to listen to him right now. As for you, whether you want to listen or not."
Extra
time has tears
After a long time, Su Ming asked Su Lin: "I scolded you that day, but you still laughed, are you stupid?"
"I don't know if I'm stupid or not." Su Lin thought for a while, "I feel that after so long, you finally opened the window to see me. I'm very happy."
Because of the swearing, Lin Yun ignored Su Ming all night.
Su Ming knew why.
Although he still didn't like to see the inexplicably extra person in the family, it was indeed too much for this person to say some words.
He himself was not very comfortable, but he couldn't take back what he said.
Fortunately, Su Lin didn't have any other reactions.
When talking to Su Shen during the meal, there was always a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, and he didn't know whether he really didn't care or pretended not to care.
His complicated feelings for Su Lin were mixed with a little guilt.
So in the following days, Su Lin practiced the piano in the garden, and he endured it patiently.
One day at noon, he was lying on the bed, unable to fall asleep after tossing and turning. He went downstairs to play golf, and met Su Lin who was walking up the stairwell.
The two passed two steps past each other, but Su Ming still couldn't help stopping, and turned around to ask, "Why don't you play your violin today?"
"Oh", Su Lin raised his brows slightly, "I don't want to pull today."
Su Ming stomped and went downstairs, slamming the door when he went out, not wanting to pull it.
When Su Ming discovered that Su Lin was sleeping on the sofa, Su Lin had been in Y City for almost two months.
Su Lin is from City C, and he has a strong taste in food.The dishes at home also changed according to his preferences.
After eating hot pot that night, Su Ming felt a little uncomfortable in his stomach. He woke up in the middle of the night and wanted to get a cup of hot water to drink when he saw Su Lin.
There is a small living room on the third floor of the Su family villa, and Su Ming is lying on the sofa in the small living room.
He was already tall, and the small sofa couldn't accommodate his stature at all. Most of his calves were dangling in the air, and his smooth white insteps were exposed under his pajama pants.
It's foggy in May, and it's a little cold in the middle of the night.
Su Ming frowned and went back to his room, took a small blanket and threw it on his leg exposed by the quilt.
"You won't die from the cold."
After the lights in the corridor went out and the door was carefully closed, Su Lin slowly opened his eyes in the dark, like a cat hiding in the dark, with a beautiful light in his eyes.
At breakfast the next day.
Su Ming casually suggested: "Mom, change the sofa on the third floor."
Lin Yun picked up a small dish with chopsticks for Su Lin who was absorbed in eating porridge, and asked, "What kind of dish should I change?"
"Be bigger." Su Ming was a little impatient, "Sometimes when I lie on it and sleep, I can't even straighten my legs."
Su Lin picked up the juice glass at hand to block the smile on his lips.
Lin Yun still found out that Su Lin vomited after eating.
She leaned against the bathroom door and asked, "Talk?"
Su Lin shook his head.
Lin Yun thought for a while: "Look for a doctor to talk to you."
Su Lin was silent for a while: "Yes."
Everyone has a different way of dealing with pain. Some people have learned to be bored in their hearts, but the instinct of the body will not let you go.
Su Lin thinks that the people in the new family are very good. If you don't want to say it, they won't ask why.
He likes the respect.
Su Lin knew that Su Ming had a cousin like Su Xin, but he had been in Y City for so long and had participated in many family gatherings, but he had never seen this person before.
The driver who took Su Lin and Su Ming to and from school that day fell ill and asked for sick leave, Lin Yun asked them to take a taxi back.
The two walked silently at the school gate.
Su Lin: "I've run out of drawing paper, I have to buy some."
Su Ming glanced at him, then raised his legs and walked towards the alley behind the school.
After walking for a while, he found that Su Lin hadn't followed. He turned his head and saw that Su Lin was still standing there.
"Aren't you going to buy drawing paper?" Su Ming frowned impatiently, "Do you know where?"
Su Lin stretched his eyebrows and smiled, "I don't know."
Su Ming turned his head immediately.
Having been together under the same roof for several months, he still doesn't like meeting Su Lin's eyes.
The two walked in tandem, the setting sun elongated the figures of the two people reflected on the ground, and there were a lot of bright and colorful clouds in the sky behind them.
From a distance, Su Ming saw Su Xin squatting on the side of the street smoking a cigarette, and those two "thugs" who looked like "thugs". One was squatting next to Su Xin, and the other was leaning against the storefront behind them.
"Yo", Su Xin also saw him, threw the cigarette butt on the ground, and stood up, "Isn't this my little cousin Xiao Ming?"
"Nick name?" A gangster squatting next to him also stood up with a smile, "What's the nickname?"
"My name", Su Xin laughed, "My name is Xiao Mingming."
"Su Xin", Su Ming said with a cold look on his brows, "I warn you not to call me that again."
Su Xin and Su Ming never got along with each other since they were young, and spat on the ground.
"Yo, is it possible that you want to slap me?"
"Xiaoming, Xiaoming, what's the topic of the composition at the end of the semester?" The little gangster standing by the store also made a cheap joke.
"Xiao Ming, Xiao Ming, Xiao Mingming, tsk, how small", Su Xin blinked, "pull open the crotch, cousin."
Su Ming let out a cold snort, and just as he took a step, a slender figure flashed past him.
Before Su Ming and Su Xin could react, Su Lin had already punched Su Xin in the face with an uppercut.
Su Lin's fists were fast and hard, and Su Xin was directly smashed to the ground, his eyes were glowing, his head was buzzing, and his nose and mouth were filled with the smell of blood.
The little gangster standing next to Su Xin realized it, and came up waving his fist.
Su Lin dodged swiftly, grabbed the arm that came to the door with both hands, and fell over his shoulder again, his body fell to the ground, with a muffled sound accompanied by a painful groan.
Su Lin didn't stop, and stepped forward in two steps. He met another gangster who was rushing forward, and with a beautiful and powerful kick, he hit the opponent's abdomen, kicked him back one meter, and then squatted down. Clutching my stomach, it hurts.
Su Xin spat out a mouthful of blood, put her palms on the ground, and tried to stand up.
Su Lin stood there with a cold expression, stretched out his right hand, and made a "come" gesture.
Su Xin had already seen that this person in front of him was not easy to mess with. He stared at Su Lin for a long time and said with a sarcastic smile, "Who the hell did I think it was?
Su Lin's eyes darkened. Before he could make a move, a coin hit Su Xin's face, and then fell to the ground.
A crisp sound.
When the coin was thrown out with great force, Su Xin's face immediately became red and swollen.
Su Lin turned around.
Su Ming's face was dark, and there was anger in his voice: "Su Xin, shut up."
Su Xin wiped the corner of her lips with her thumb: "It looks like a family. I don't know how your adoptive parents will react when they know you beat someone outside."
"You can try it." Su Lin suddenly laughed, very gentle, "See if they believe me or you."
He said this to Su Xin on the ground, but his eyes fell on Su Ming who was two meters away.
He stood in the shadows, but his smile was so bright that people couldn't take their eyes off it.
Su Ming froze in place until Su Lin's deep voice sounded beside his ears: "Let's go."
On the way back, Su Ming's expression was still not very good-looking.
Su Ming: "The person I want to beat, I can beat myself."
Su Lin looked at half of the setting sun that was already hiding behind tall buildings in the distance, and squinted his eyes: "Your hands are used to play the piano."
Su Ming thought it was a little funny: "Isn't it yours?"
Su Lin lowered his eyes and smiled: "I'm fine."
Hearing this sentence, Su Ming always felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't tell what the problem was.
"You", Su Ming paused, "You are a bit skilled, too good."
"Is that so?" Su Lin said calmly, "My grandfather opened the martial arts hall."
After Su Shen went to U City to discuss business and came back, he took his family out for dinner.
After eating, Su Shen went to the parking lot to pick up the car, while Su Lin and Lin Yun waited at the entrance of the restaurant.
They are regular customers, but this restaurant focuses on light tastes, so this is the first time that they brought Su Lin to this restaurant for dinner.
Su Ming went to the bathroom, and when he came out, he met the manager of the restaurant who came out of the private room where they had just eaten.
The manager of the restaurant walked towards him: "Su Ming, just in time, your classmate forgot his piano bag."
"Well, thank you." Su Ming took the piano bag and said lightly, "That's my brother."
As soon as he raised his head, he saw Su Lin who came in to look for Qin standing behind the manager of the restaurant.
The venue for this year's piano competition held in Province S was set at the auditorium in B.
Su Ming had already signed up, but Su Lin said he would not participate.
Lin Yun was a little puzzled, but couldn't help asking why.
Su Lin: "The awards for the piano are almost done."
Su Ming looked at Su Lin with some displeasure.
Su Lin smiled: "I will go to watch the game."
Su Ming turned his face away, and said in a cold tone, "Who cares?"
Before you know it, summer vacation is here.
Su Lin said that he was going to be a tutor, teaching piano and violin.
Lin Yun usually gives quite generous pocket money, and she doesn't understand why he has to earn such hard money.
"It's just an exercise," Su Lin said, "it's also an experience."
Su Shen nodded: "Yes, very good."
The time for the piano competition was in mid-August, so during this period, Su Ming also went out early and returned home every day to practice piano with his teacher.
One night when he came back, Lin Yun and Su Lin were sitting on the sofa in the living room watching a movie.
He brought over three glasses of chilled plum juice, sat down too, and watched with them.
The tone of the film is a bit heavy, and the picture is also gray, which makes people drowsy.
At the end, the heroine asked the hero with tears, "Why do you never dare to look into my eyes?"
"At first, I didn't dare to look you in the eyes because I was afraid that I would like you."
"In the end, I didn't dare to look into your eyes because I fell in love with you."
Su Ming suddenly felt that his throat was a little dry and his ears were hot. He poured down a big glass of sour plum juice, but it still didn't relieve the inexplicable irritability in his body.
He put down the empty glass and went upstairs in silence.
Su Lin stared at his back going upstairs, squinting his eyes.
It seems that there is no previous summary, and Su Ming discovered this amazing fact.
Su Lin still couldn't spend the night in the bedroom.
At two o'clock in the morning, Su Ming still didn't fall asleep.
He got out of bed lightly
When they arrived at the gate of Jinxi Garden, the little squid whispered to Chen Nan: "I have to go back to city B to study."
Some time ago, his plump cheeks were also thinned, and the red wire cap made his little face paler, without a trace of blood, and even the eyes that were always shining with light dimmed a lot.
Chen Nan just scratched his face with his index finger and didn't speak.
Chen Nan also understood in her heart that the little squid needs a guardian, and the two elders of the Su family also need the little squid by their side.
When entering the house, Yang Chuan asked the little squid if the house needs to be sold, the little squid shook his head: "I have to come back sometime."
After saying this, he looked at Chen Nan.
Yang Chuan smiled: "If you say you want to sell it, I'm still going to buy it."
"Don't be like this, just come back and check it once in a while, you know the password," the little squid lowered his eyes, "It's time for you to live your own life."
Yang Chuan was startled, and did not answer for a long time.
It wasn't until he went upstairs that he said, "I'm used to standing behind him as a silent shadow."
Su Ming's room was still kept clean and tidy by Aunt Luo, and even the smashed painting was re-framed and hung in its original place.
Looking at this familiar home, the little squid couldn't help but turned around and hugged Chen Nan, thinking of the person who could never come back again, and buried himself in his chest and cried again.
Chen Nan has been gently stroking his trembling back, waiting for him to calm down slowly.
The sobbing sound of the little squid was like a knife cutting his heart, which hurt hard.
Yang Chuan stood beside the two of them, his eyes glazed over, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
After a while, he walked to the wardrobe and opened the two large drawers below.
"He always said, wait for you to find out by yourself," Yang Chuan said slowly, "I can't help but complain that you are too obedient, and never go through his things."
The little squid raised its head from Chen Nan's chest, and when he turned around, he saw two large drawers full of beautifully packaged boxes.
There were still tears on his eyelashes, and he looked at Yang Chuan in a daze.
"This is your birthday present for these years." Yang Chuan forced a smile, "He remembers it every year and prepares it, but he can't give it out on that day."
After Yang Chuan finished speaking, he walked out of the room silently.
The little squid's chest rose and fell, and he kept breathing heavily to calm down the emotions that were about to burst out, and then he walked slowly to the front of those boxes.
When he just squatted down, tears fell to the ground like a broken thread.
Just as Chen Nan was about to walk over, he heard the little squid's hoarse voice these days saying: "Chen Nan, let me stay alone for a while."
Chen Nan stopped in her tracks, stared at his silhouette curled up in a ball for two seconds, and then walked out.
Su Ming's will was made long ago, Yang Chuan turned around and went into the study, walked to the safe, and took out the will and another document.
When I returned to the corridor, I saw Chen Nan standing at the door of the bedroom.
Some time ago, Su Ming casually said to him, "Xiao Yu seems to have someone he likes."
He didn't expect it to be a big boy who looked quite mature.
If this boy wasn't with him these days, Yang Chuan really didn't know how to treat this child who was on the verge of heartbreak and collapse.
Yang Chuan waved to him: "Chen Nan, come here."
The lawn in the yard has grown new green.
The still chilly spring breeze occasionally rolled up the footer of the document.
Chen Nan suddenly understood the words in Su Ming's suicide note.
"Those deep memories are torture, reminding me every second that I want nothing more in life.
But I never thought that the days when I can see the head at a glance will also have a turning point.
I thought I had suffered for some years, but in the end, I realized that those days were actually sweet.
It can also be considered that my life and my relationship have a perfect echo from beginning to end. "
Little Squid has never seen a picture of his mother, and his mother has never come back to see him, because this character never existed from the beginning to the end.
All that ever existed was a cold gene and a staff member who bred him.
In Su Lin's life, he never loved again, nor got married.
After a certain dinner in a foreign land, two lovers heard the laughter of a child in the next yard.
One person couldn't help saying: "It's good to have a child."
The other nodded: "Yes, yes, but the child must be like you."
Then, somehow, things got to where they are now.
Chen Nan panicked a little indescribably.
After Su Ming was deceived back to China, what happened to Su Lin, and why he chose to use such a lie to end their relationship.
But now no one will know.
Chen Nan calmed down and asked, "Why did you show me these?"
"You know better than me when to tell him, or whether to tell him." Yang Chuan lit a cigarette and said lightly.
"Give me one." Chen Nan also lit a cigarette, "Are you okay?"
"In these years, I was afraid that anyone would see my thoughts. In the end, when there is no need to hide, it is when this person is gone." Yang Chuan raised his eyes and looked at the gray sky, "But I'm still Well. Probably the moment I knew his relief was relaxed. When I knew that the person I loved deeply was also loved deeply by the person he loved deeply, I felt complete for him, and I also knew that I would never opportunity."
In the afternoon, Yang Chuan had to take the little squid to go through various formalities, so Chen Nan went back to school.
When they arrived at the school gate, not only Chen Yun got up, but Lao Tian was also there.
Chen Yunqi's style is becoming more and more simple, pullover, jeans, and canvas shoes, but it is still so beautiful that people can't take their eyes off it.
"I don't know if I should let you be so willful." She walked over and hugged Chen Nan, "But it's fine if you feel good."
Later, when she was walking in front alone, Chen Nan said to Lao Tian: "How many decades of life can you waste and miss, don't worry about it."
Old Tian smiled, then nodded.
After finishing the school affairs, Chen Yunqi asked Chen Nan to have dinner together in the evening.
Chen Nan said, "No, I have dinner with my classmates tonight."
Chen Yunqi smiled: "Okay, anyway, I'm staying here, I don't plan to drift away, you want to come back."
After saying this, she turned around and saw Lao Tian smiling.
Chen Yunqi: "Laughing fart."
"Since you're not floating anymore," Lao Tian took out a square box from his pocket, "then marry me."
Today is Friday, and we will have a holiday after the afternoon class.Chen Nan was wandering outside the school while waiting for his friends to leave school.
The surrounding streets and alleys are very quiet, and there are new shoots on the branches of the trees. When visiting the painting supplies store, Chen Nan remembered something and walked in.
The wish wall is full of stickers.He didn't know how he remembered the color and shape of the stickers that the little squid had chosen.After all, such a small thing.
He scanned around quickly and purposefully, and soon saw the scrap of paper written by the little squid that day.
The characters of the little squid are easy to recognize, not to mention a simple squid is drawn below.
Chen Nan couldn't help but smiled before reading the content.
I hope one day,
When you return to your residence exhausted,
It is no longer empty,
There will be me sitting at the table where the meal is prepared waiting for you,
and say to you,
Welcome home.
Chen Nan felt that the sockets of his eyes were swollen, and the words in front of his eyes became blurred.
There is a love song in the store, singing:
"your love
slowly wrap me around
warmed my eyes
If you break my defenses
……
if i take off my guard
love is still beautiful
......"
It turns out that after meeting you, my heart no longer has a line of defense, only sweetness and longing.
During dinner at night, people from the basketball team, Fatty Gao, Lu Xiao and Jiang Hongyu all came.
He ate very little recently, drank so much wine suddenly, his stomach couldn't bear it, and he vomited a few times.
In the end, when Fatty Gao yelled "Friendship lasts forever" in KTV, he gradually lost consciousness.
When he woke up, he had already returned to Lu's house.
It was already three o'clock in the morning, he got up, took a quick shower, and then went out.
When he returned to Jinxi Garden, he went directly to Little Squid's house.
The password was given to him by Yang Chuan during the day, he entered the room, turned on the light in the entrance, and unconsciously glanced at the living room, and saw the person curled up on the sofa.
The little squid's eyes were bright in the dimness, and he whispered, "I thought you wouldn't be here today."
Chen Nan walked over and wrapped the person in her arms: "I will always be here."
There seemed to be fog in his arms, and the little squid shrank from the cold, then leaned against his arms and closed his eyes meekly.
Xiao Squid and Yang Chuan stayed in City C for three days, and on the last day he went to Lu's house for dinner.
Lu Xiangzhi continued to pick up food for him: "Come back and have a look."
After speaking, he glanced at Chen Nan next to him.
Lu Xiangzhi really always thought that the little squid was Chen Nan's cousin, but later he went to Su Ming's funeral to realize that it was not the case.
Thinking about it, he also guessed something.
When sending the little squid to the airport, Chen Nan rubbed his head: "You go first, I'll be here soon."
"Just visit me once a month." Little Squid squeezed his hand, "I will miss you."
Chen Nan smiled and nodded: "Yes, I see."
Jiang Hongyu and Lu Xiao stood behind, Jiang Hongyu said: "We will come to see you too, you have to come and see."
The little squid nodded.
When he got to the boarding gate, he looked back several times.
How reluctant he was, but he couldn't open his mouth.
I can't open my mouth to tell Chen Nan that I don't want to part, and I can't open my mouth to tell Chen Nan that he doesn't want to leave.
Yang Chuan patted him on the shoulder: "The days will be long."
On the way back with the three of them, Lu Xiangzhi said to Chen Nan, "I asked for two days off, let's go there together then."
When she returned to City Y again, Lin Yun asked Little Squid if she wanted to take a break before going to class.
He shook his head: "I don't want to stop, life has to go on."
Lin Yun wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes.
The little squid took her hand: "Let's live a good life together."
Life is impermanent, life is as usual, and those who stay have to keep going.
After the grief, after the parting, the days seem to have returned to a long, long time ago.
He would learn to cook and chat with Lin Yun every day, and he would continue to learn calligraphy and Chinese painting with Su Shen.
I will also talk to Chen Nan in every gap.
Except for the growing longing, the days seem to have never changed.
Until a few days later at the school gate, when the little squid saw that familiar person.
He stood in the morning light, wearing the school uniform of Y Zhong, the light outlined his tall and slender figure, and the light behind him made it difficult to see his face clearly.
He greeted with a smile as usual: "Good morning, little squid, I have been waiting for you for a long time."
The little squid walked over slowly, and he began to have that feeling of being in a dream again, and he asked, "Why are you here?"
"How can I not come?" Chen Nan still said, "You are already here. I said I will always be here."
The little squid hung its head, and the light hovered above his head: "You don't have to keep your word."
"How can I do that?" Chen Nan smiled, "You have to keep your word. You told me before that someone will love me and someone will want to start a family with me."
"That person is you, okay?"
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Note: At this point, the main text is temporarily concluded.There will be a few episodes later, and I will sort out some details, and then post the txt to Weibo.
It's amazing that someone who I sometimes post on Weibo and doesn't even know what to say actually brings this story up to this point.
It came to an abrupt end, and there was still something left to say.
Thank you for the joy and touch these lovely people have brought to me.
Thank you also for taking the time to read this story.
It's immature, and every day I write I feel like I'm wronging these lovely characters.
There is always a special love for first babies.
Maybe, when my writing improves in the future, I will also think about writing about the sweet and wonderful lives behind them.
Thank you all again.
Thank you for your encouragement and comments.
Countless times I feel that I can't write it, I write to abandon the pit, I want to give up, but thinking that someone will read it, I feel that I have to be responsible.
Thank you, really thank you!
There were tears for a while
Su Ming saw Su Lin for the first time when he was nine years old.
He was still living in City C at the time.
It was Su Shen's birthday that day, and he invited many friends to hold an open-air party in his back garden.
The weather in spring is always good, and the warm light caresses everyone's face gently. "
The garden is filled with the smell of rich flowers and sweet pastries.
The voices of adults whispering and talking are hidden in the soothing and pleasant piano sound.
Su Lin had just won a piano award. As soon as he arrived at Su's house with his parents, he was invited to perform.
Su Ming appeared in the middle of the melody.
He was wearing a small black suit that he didn't like, and was forced by Lin Yun to come out of the room to say hello to everyone.
When Su Lin finished playing, the adults turned their attention away from Su Ming and stepped forward to applaud
Su Lin was also wearing a small black suit and a bow tie, standing by the piano and thanking him politely.
Su Ming looked forward indifferently, and was about to walk away when someone in the crowd said: "Su Ming's piano is also pretty good, we can let them play a piece together."
"Just know how to play," Lin Yun said with a smile, "much worse than Su Lin."
Su Ming has always disliked and didn't understand these false politeness on social occasions, and he didn't like being told by Lin Yun that he was inferior to others, and even more resented being ordered by an adult to perform a show for fun. piano."
Su Lin still stood by the piano and smiled at him: "Then you play the piano, and I can play the violin with you."
It was Su Lin's words that started Su Ming's dislike and even hostility towards him for the next seven years.
He hates children who are obedient and obedient to adults, children who are in the limelight, and even more disgusted with children who forcibly pull him to be in the limelight.
Afterwards, Su Ming met Su Lin several times one after another.Every time he saw Su Lin walking towards him, he immediately turned around and left.
This name seems to have become a curse. Every time this person is mentioned, after adults praise him, they start to scold and dislike their own children.
Even though they moved to City B with their family three years later, Su Ming could still hear news about this person from time to time.
Although Su Shen and Su Lin's parents continued to maintain business contacts, due to the reason of moving, Su Ming never saw Su Lin again until he returned to City C to attend the funeral of Su Lin's family.
Su Lin's family traveled abroad. Parents, grandparents, grandparents, including uncles, aunts, and four younger cousins, only Su Lin who was going to participate in the competition stayed in China.
When the passenger plane crashed, Su Lin had just delivered his acceptance speech on stage.
Nuo Da's mourning hall is full of portraits.
Except for the staff, he was alone, welcoming and seeing off.
The 16-year-old boy was still wearing a black suit, with his back straight, no bow tie around his neck, and the light and noble smile from before.
Su Ming followed his parents to bow to the portrait, and when he passed by him, he couldn't help but look sideways at him, and met his amber-like clear eyes, but they were filled with sorrow, pain, and a little daze At a loss.
His brows and eyes have been opened, and the shades are suitable.For a boy, it seems a bit too good-looking.
Su Ming was stunned for a moment, and immediately withdrew his gaze.
The Surin family is well-known locally, and the funeral lasted for three days.
On the morning of the fourth day, after the dark group of people came out of the cemetery, like a flock of birds before a heavy rain, they dispersed quietly and tacitly.
Su Lin stood at the gate of the cemetery, silent, but the redness under his eyes did not dissipate.
Su Shen walked over and patted him on the shoulder: "You didn't have breakfast, come and have something with us first."
Su Shen drove, Lin Yun sat in the co-pilot, Su Lin and Su Ming sat in the back seat.
Su Lin lowered his eyes until the palm facing up appeared under his sight, and there was a mole one inch below the little finger that was close to the ring finger, and a small bag of cakes lay in the center of the palm.
Su Lin raised his head and looked at Su Ming beside him.
Su Ming turned his head away, he didn't want to meet those eyes that seemed to be able to tell, and said in a calm tone, "Didn't you say you didn't have breakfast."
Not long after arriving at the restaurant, it began to rain.
The four of them sat quietly by the window.
Su Ming sat next to Lin Yun, directly opposite Su Lin.
Although he didn't like to talk to Lin Yun and Su Shen at the dinner table, the silence at the moment made him feel a little uncomfortable.
He looked out of the window, through the rain-stained glass, at the pedestrians running on the street to hide from the rain.
That's what Su Shen said at this time.
"Su Lin, how about you come to live with us?"
Su Ming suddenly turned his head and looked at Su Shen.
Su Shen drank tea with a cup, and Lin Yun stared at the menu, as if this sentence was very common.
Su Lin kept his hand in the pocket of his coat, pinching the bag of biscuits inside.
He watched Su Ming's indifferent and handsome face looking out of the window turn around, his expression had a wonderful change in an instant, thought for two seconds, and replied softly: "Okay."
When Su Ming stared at him, he quickly lowered his eyes, and his thick black eyelashes blocked Su Ming's dissatisfied gaze.
When Su Shen took Su Lin to City Y, the spring breeze was warm and the flowers were flying and green.
It was the season when he saw Su Ming for the first time.
When they arrived at Su's house, Su Ming stayed in his room and didn't come out. Later, Su Shen said that he wanted to take a group photo, so he forcefully lifted the unhappy-looking person from the room downstairs.
The spring breeze was filled with the fragrance of flowers, and when the helper shouted "1, 2, 3" with the camera, Su Lin slightly raised the corners of his lips.
Later, his smile, like a spring breeze with the fragrance of flowers, was blown into Su Ming's heart.
Lin Yun's cooking is delicious, and the first meal in Y City was eaten at home.
During the dinner, Lin Yun would introduce the dishes from time to time, and would also ask about Su Lin's academic plans and daily entertainment hobbies, and Su Lin responded one by one.
Su Shen didn't say much, but would give him food from time to time.
Su Ming buried his head in his meal, without saying a word, he put down his chopsticks after a while: "I'm full."
Just when she stood up and wanted to leave, Su Shen didn't lift her eyelids: "Come back, sit down."
"The rules of childhood have been forgotten when I grow up." Lin Yun glanced at him, "Family, sit together and leave the table together."
The words "family" made Su Lin, who had a poor appetite, couldn't help eating two more mouthfuls of food.
After dinner, Lin Yun went to Su Lin's room to see if there were any details missing, then went downstairs and returned to her room, leaving time for Su Lin.
Su Lin sorted out his luggage in the room, and also sorted out his mood.
What happened in the past two months was like a dream, and he still hadn't recovered from it.
His room is on the third floor, next door to Su Ming.
The bathroom was right at the door, and when Lin Yun went out, the door was not closed.
Su Ming was in a hurry to eat at night, and his stomach felt a little uncomfortable at this time. He wanted to go downstairs to find some medicine, but when he passed by Su Lin's room, he heard a strange sound coming from the room.
He glanced through the crack of the door, gently pushed the door open, and saw Su Lin kneeling in front of the toilet in the bathroom, throwing up violently.
Su Ming went downstairs and took the digestion pills. He just walked up the stairs, thought about it, and walked towards the kitchen with a frown.
When Su Lin came out of the bathroom, he saw the steaming glass of ginger syrup on the desk, and then he heard the door of the next room close.
He walked over and covered the glass wall with his palm, feeling the temperature of the water in his palm.
Su Lin narrowed his eyes, um, it's a little hot.
The days passed smoothly.
Su Ming also didn't know if Su Lin had the habit of not closing the door when he was at home, and he could see the light coming from the crack of the door when he went back and forth.
Also heard vomiting in the room a few times.
There are still steaming glass cups on the table in Su Lin's room. Sometimes the ginger syrup is replaced with honey water, which brings scorching heat.
But during this period, the two never had a positive dialogue.
At home, on the way to and from school, and at school, we really met face to face, at most a meeting of eyes.
Su Ming didn't like to stare at Su Lin's eyes, the meeting of eyes could only last for two seconds at most, and then he would look away.
Later, when Su Ming thought about it, he thought it was quite strange that he had known someone for seven years and spent two weeks together under the same roof before he spoke his first words.
And the first sentence is "you fuck"
In Su Ming's bedroom, by opening the window, one can see the small garden behind the villa.
The spring day is just right, Lin Yun likes to drink coffee in the small garden in the afternoon, basking in the sun.
On weekends, she had another pastime. While basking in the sun, she drank coffee and listened to Su Lin playing the violin standing beside her.
Su Ming likes to take a nap. On the first weekend, for some reason, after being woken up, he lay on the bed, controlled himself for a long time, and finally suppressed his anger.
On the second weekend, Lin Yun's pastime continued, and the time was extended by half an hour.
Su Ming endured and endured, but in the end he couldn't control himself, jumped up from the bed and rushed to the window: "You fucking, stop pulling, can you. It's so noisy!"
Su Lin raised his left face from Qin and smiled at him.
The afternoon sun cast a layer of warm light on his whole body, and his eyelashes seemed to be stained with fine gold powder, making his whole face a bit dazzling.
Lin Yun raised her eyes and looked at Su Ming: "It's me now, your mother, I like to listen to him right now. As for you, whether you want to listen or not."
Extra
time has tears
After a long time, Su Ming asked Su Lin: "I scolded you that day, but you still laughed, are you stupid?"
"I don't know if I'm stupid or not." Su Lin thought for a while, "I feel that after so long, you finally opened the window to see me. I'm very happy."
Because of the swearing, Lin Yun ignored Su Ming all night.
Su Ming knew why.
Although he still didn't like to see the inexplicably extra person in the family, it was indeed too much for this person to say some words.
He himself was not very comfortable, but he couldn't take back what he said.
Fortunately, Su Lin didn't have any other reactions.
When talking to Su Shen during the meal, there was always a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, and he didn't know whether he really didn't care or pretended not to care.
His complicated feelings for Su Lin were mixed with a little guilt.
So in the following days, Su Lin practiced the piano in the garden, and he endured it patiently.
One day at noon, he was lying on the bed, unable to fall asleep after tossing and turning. He went downstairs to play golf, and met Su Lin who was walking up the stairwell.
The two passed two steps past each other, but Su Ming still couldn't help stopping, and turned around to ask, "Why don't you play your violin today?"
"Oh", Su Lin raised his brows slightly, "I don't want to pull today."
Su Ming stomped and went downstairs, slamming the door when he went out, not wanting to pull it.
When Su Ming discovered that Su Lin was sleeping on the sofa, Su Lin had been in Y City for almost two months.
Su Lin is from City C, and he has a strong taste in food.The dishes at home also changed according to his preferences.
After eating hot pot that night, Su Ming felt a little uncomfortable in his stomach. He woke up in the middle of the night and wanted to get a cup of hot water to drink when he saw Su Lin.
There is a small living room on the third floor of the Su family villa, and Su Ming is lying on the sofa in the small living room.
He was already tall, and the small sofa couldn't accommodate his stature at all. Most of his calves were dangling in the air, and his smooth white insteps were exposed under his pajama pants.
It's foggy in May, and it's a little cold in the middle of the night.
Su Ming frowned and went back to his room, took a small blanket and threw it on his leg exposed by the quilt.
"You won't die from the cold."
After the lights in the corridor went out and the door was carefully closed, Su Lin slowly opened his eyes in the dark, like a cat hiding in the dark, with a beautiful light in his eyes.
At breakfast the next day.
Su Ming casually suggested: "Mom, change the sofa on the third floor."
Lin Yun picked up a small dish with chopsticks for Su Lin who was absorbed in eating porridge, and asked, "What kind of dish should I change?"
"Be bigger." Su Ming was a little impatient, "Sometimes when I lie on it and sleep, I can't even straighten my legs."
Su Lin picked up the juice glass at hand to block the smile on his lips.
Lin Yun still found out that Su Lin vomited after eating.
She leaned against the bathroom door and asked, "Talk?"
Su Lin shook his head.
Lin Yun thought for a while: "Look for a doctor to talk to you."
Su Lin was silent for a while: "Yes."
Everyone has a different way of dealing with pain. Some people have learned to be bored in their hearts, but the instinct of the body will not let you go.
Su Lin thinks that the people in the new family are very good. If you don't want to say it, they won't ask why.
He likes the respect.
Su Lin knew that Su Ming had a cousin like Su Xin, but he had been in Y City for so long and had participated in many family gatherings, but he had never seen this person before.
The driver who took Su Lin and Su Ming to and from school that day fell ill and asked for sick leave, Lin Yun asked them to take a taxi back.
The two walked silently at the school gate.
Su Lin: "I've run out of drawing paper, I have to buy some."
Su Ming glanced at him, then raised his legs and walked towards the alley behind the school.
After walking for a while, he found that Su Lin hadn't followed. He turned his head and saw that Su Lin was still standing there.
"Aren't you going to buy drawing paper?" Su Ming frowned impatiently, "Do you know where?"
Su Lin stretched his eyebrows and smiled, "I don't know."
Su Ming turned his head immediately.
Having been together under the same roof for several months, he still doesn't like meeting Su Lin's eyes.
The two walked in tandem, the setting sun elongated the figures of the two people reflected on the ground, and there were a lot of bright and colorful clouds in the sky behind them.
From a distance, Su Ming saw Su Xin squatting on the side of the street smoking a cigarette, and those two "thugs" who looked like "thugs". One was squatting next to Su Xin, and the other was leaning against the storefront behind them.
"Yo", Su Xin also saw him, threw the cigarette butt on the ground, and stood up, "Isn't this my little cousin Xiao Ming?"
"Nick name?" A gangster squatting next to him also stood up with a smile, "What's the nickname?"
"My name", Su Xin laughed, "My name is Xiao Mingming."
"Su Xin", Su Ming said with a cold look on his brows, "I warn you not to call me that again."
Su Xin and Su Ming never got along with each other since they were young, and spat on the ground.
"Yo, is it possible that you want to slap me?"
"Xiaoming, Xiaoming, what's the topic of the composition at the end of the semester?" The little gangster standing by the store also made a cheap joke.
"Xiao Ming, Xiao Ming, Xiao Mingming, tsk, how small", Su Xin blinked, "pull open the crotch, cousin."
Su Ming let out a cold snort, and just as he took a step, a slender figure flashed past him.
Before Su Ming and Su Xin could react, Su Lin had already punched Su Xin in the face with an uppercut.
Su Lin's fists were fast and hard, and Su Xin was directly smashed to the ground, his eyes were glowing, his head was buzzing, and his nose and mouth were filled with the smell of blood.
The little gangster standing next to Su Xin realized it, and came up waving his fist.
Su Lin dodged swiftly, grabbed the arm that came to the door with both hands, and fell over his shoulder again, his body fell to the ground, with a muffled sound accompanied by a painful groan.
Su Lin didn't stop, and stepped forward in two steps. He met another gangster who was rushing forward, and with a beautiful and powerful kick, he hit the opponent's abdomen, kicked him back one meter, and then squatted down. Clutching my stomach, it hurts.
Su Xin spat out a mouthful of blood, put her palms on the ground, and tried to stand up.
Su Lin stood there with a cold expression, stretched out his right hand, and made a "come" gesture.
Su Xin had already seen that this person in front of him was not easy to mess with. He stared at Su Lin for a long time and said with a sarcastic smile, "Who the hell did I think it was?
Su Lin's eyes darkened. Before he could make a move, a coin hit Su Xin's face, and then fell to the ground.
A crisp sound.
When the coin was thrown out with great force, Su Xin's face immediately became red and swollen.
Su Lin turned around.
Su Ming's face was dark, and there was anger in his voice: "Su Xin, shut up."
Su Xin wiped the corner of her lips with her thumb: "It looks like a family. I don't know how your adoptive parents will react when they know you beat someone outside."
"You can try it." Su Lin suddenly laughed, very gentle, "See if they believe me or you."
He said this to Su Xin on the ground, but his eyes fell on Su Ming who was two meters away.
He stood in the shadows, but his smile was so bright that people couldn't take their eyes off it.
Su Ming froze in place until Su Lin's deep voice sounded beside his ears: "Let's go."
On the way back, Su Ming's expression was still not very good-looking.
Su Ming: "The person I want to beat, I can beat myself."
Su Lin looked at half of the setting sun that was already hiding behind tall buildings in the distance, and squinted his eyes: "Your hands are used to play the piano."
Su Ming thought it was a little funny: "Isn't it yours?"
Su Lin lowered his eyes and smiled: "I'm fine."
Hearing this sentence, Su Ming always felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't tell what the problem was.
"You", Su Ming paused, "You are a bit skilled, too good."
"Is that so?" Su Lin said calmly, "My grandfather opened the martial arts hall."
After Su Shen went to U City to discuss business and came back, he took his family out for dinner.
After eating, Su Shen went to the parking lot to pick up the car, while Su Lin and Lin Yun waited at the entrance of the restaurant.
They are regular customers, but this restaurant focuses on light tastes, so this is the first time that they brought Su Lin to this restaurant for dinner.
Su Ming went to the bathroom, and when he came out, he met the manager of the restaurant who came out of the private room where they had just eaten.
The manager of the restaurant walked towards him: "Su Ming, just in time, your classmate forgot his piano bag."
"Well, thank you." Su Ming took the piano bag and said lightly, "That's my brother."
As soon as he raised his head, he saw Su Lin who came in to look for Qin standing behind the manager of the restaurant.
The venue for this year's piano competition held in Province S was set at the auditorium in B.
Su Ming had already signed up, but Su Lin said he would not participate.
Lin Yun was a little puzzled, but couldn't help asking why.
Su Lin: "The awards for the piano are almost done."
Su Ming looked at Su Lin with some displeasure.
Su Lin smiled: "I will go to watch the game."
Su Ming turned his face away, and said in a cold tone, "Who cares?"
Before you know it, summer vacation is here.
Su Lin said that he was going to be a tutor, teaching piano and violin.
Lin Yun usually gives quite generous pocket money, and she doesn't understand why he has to earn such hard money.
"It's just an exercise," Su Lin said, "it's also an experience."
Su Shen nodded: "Yes, very good."
The time for the piano competition was in mid-August, so during this period, Su Ming also went out early and returned home every day to practice piano with his teacher.
One night when he came back, Lin Yun and Su Lin were sitting on the sofa in the living room watching a movie.
He brought over three glasses of chilled plum juice, sat down too, and watched with them.
The tone of the film is a bit heavy, and the picture is also gray, which makes people drowsy.
At the end, the heroine asked the hero with tears, "Why do you never dare to look into my eyes?"
"At first, I didn't dare to look you in the eyes because I was afraid that I would like you."
"In the end, I didn't dare to look into your eyes because I fell in love with you."
Su Ming suddenly felt that his throat was a little dry and his ears were hot. He poured down a big glass of sour plum juice, but it still didn't relieve the inexplicable irritability in his body.
He put down the empty glass and went upstairs in silence.
Su Lin stared at his back going upstairs, squinting his eyes.
It seems that there is no previous summary, and Su Ming discovered this amazing fact.
Su Lin still couldn't spend the night in the bedroom.
At two o'clock in the morning, Su Ming still didn't fall asleep.
He got out of bed lightly
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