defenseless

, out the door.

The curtains in the living room were not drawn, and the moonlight diffused into the room.

Su Ming sat on the tea table in front of the sofa, stared at the sleeping face of the person on the sofa, and stared blankly for half the night.

When it was almost dawn, I went back to the room.

After he returned to the room, Su Lin turned over, thinking in his heart that he could finally sleep now.

But tossed and turned several times, but didn't feel sleepy at all.

After a long, long time, Su Ming found the diary he wrote after returning to his room that day, and there was only one sentence.

sky full of stars,

All I want is the light in your eyes.

Even though it was already summer vacation, the auditorium was still full of people during the piano competition.

But when Su Ming took the stage, he saw Su Lin in the audience.

In the crowd, so dazzling.

The glare that makes it difficult for people to look away, and the glare that makes people can't help but want to avoid it.

Su Ming stabilized his mind and lightly placed his fingers on the keys.

When the song came to an end, he didn't know why his memory drifted back to the small garden intoxicated by the spring breeze many years ago.

The words I wanted to say flowed out slowly with the sound of the piano under my fingers.

When it was over, everyone was admiring the riff that came in at the end.

Only Su Lin knew that this was an adaptation of the song they played together back then.

This competition was the first time for Su Ming to take the first place.

In the past when he participated in competitions, the judges always said that he had more skills than emotion.

After the game, he was pulled to take pictures with various people.

Su Shen and Lin Yun didn't come today because of business matters.

Su Lin had been standing quietly on the periphery of the crowd by himself, looking in his direction.

He pushed aside the crowd and walked over, throwing the bouquet in Su Lin's arms: "Let's take a photo."

Su Lin was slightly startled, then laughed: "Okay."

When the photographer shouted "1, 2...", Su Lin wrapped his arms around Su Ming's shoulders.

Then, what is frozen is the moment when both of them are smiling.

When the crowd dispersed, the two walked on the boulevard in the campus.

Only then did Su Lin take out the things.

"I don't know what to give you if you win the prize," Su Lin said softly, "I hope you like it."

In Su Lin's hand was an exquisite pen case.

Su Ming took it, and saw the trademark in the corner, some things from the past few days were strung together somehow.

He suddenly had a bold guess.

Seeing that he didn't respond, Su Lin walked forward with a smile.

"Brother." Su Ming called from behind.

"Ok?"

Su Lin turned his head, the sunlight pierced through the dense leaves, casting mottled light and shadow on his face.

"I like you."

"Ah."

One is not a side story.

"Hey, it's me."

"Drip, click."

"Long time no see."

"Drip, click."

"Let's meet, brother, please."

"Mr. Su."

"Give me, book a ticket to City C." Su Ming wiped his face, stood up with red eyes, and shook his head again, "Forget it, I'll drive there by myself."

Before he could take a step, he somehow stepped on the wheel of the swivel chair, and with a flash of his knee, he fell to his knees on the ground.

"President Su!"

"fine."

Su Ming waved his hands to Yang Chuan who was about to come to help him, put his hands on the ground, and stood up with some shaky figure.

How long is a seven hour drive.

It seems that since then, Su Ming has no concept of time.

A second, a minute, a moment, an hour, a day, a month, a season, a year.

The days when you want to keep time are long gone.

Now, what year and month, what is the difference.

After all, it turned out that six years had passed.

While speeding on the highway, Su Ming thought to himself, six years and seven hours, it seems that there is no difference.

The same long, but also the same short, the same hopeless, but also the same despair.

When he walked downstairs to the inpatient department, Su Ming stood in the afterglow of the setting sun and stared blankly for a while.

Warm tones enveloped his whole body, but he felt a chill from head to toe.

Also, how warm can the sun be in winter?

He closed his eyes, suppressed the heat that was about to rush out of his eye sockets again, and then went upstairs with his fists clenched.

He didn't know if the hospital was too quiet, but he always felt that the sound of his footsteps on the ground was clear and piercing.

The door of the ward is closed.

Through the small glass window on the door, he saw the man sleeping on the hospital bed at a glance.

The setting sun outside the window fell on his quilt, just like how many mornings when they woke up, the sunlight diffused at the end of their bed.

He gritted his teeth, stood at the door of the ward with his head down, blinking and ticking.

It was the sound of tears falling on the toes of shoes.

Tick, tick.

"Are you crying?"

Su Ming's little finger was suddenly pinched.

He turned his head and saw a five or six-year-old child staring up at him intently.

"Are you here to see Su Lin? He got an injection and fell asleep in pain."

Seeing that the other party didn't speak, but tears kept pouring out, Su Youyu rummaged through his pocket and took out the lollipop that Su Lin gave him in the morning.

"Don't cry, I'll give you my candy."

Su Ming stared at this somewhat similar face, turned his head away and wiped away the tears on his face,

As soon as he squatted down, those warm little hands fell on the corners of his eyes again.

"Hey, don't cry, Su Lin will get better."

Su Ming opened his mouth, but found that he couldn't make a sound.

In the next second, he hugged the child in front of him violently.

Then Su Youyu heard a whimpering sound, and then his shoulders became wet.

He suddenly thought that when the neighbor's puppy was injured, it also made such a sound.

When Su Lin woke up, he saw a person sitting not far from the bed.The night outside the window outlines his figure, but his expression cannot be seen clearly in the room without the lights on.

"Here we come." Su Lin smiled and waved to the figure, "Come here, I can't see you clearly."

"Come here, let me see you."

After two seconds, the figure moved and stood up, and then, the night outside hit his face.

"It hasn't changed much." Su Lin tilted his head on the pillow and said with a smile, "It seems to have changed a little."

Su Ming stared at him, clenched his clenched fists, then looked up at the roof.

"When you wanted to leave me back then, I couldn't stop you, I couldn't keep you, and I couldn't find you." Su Ming's voice choked up without saying a few words, "I just have one request, the only one request, and I let you Take good care of yourself, you can't even do this for me."

"I tried my best." Su Lin looked out the window, "I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry," Su Ming laughed with tears in his eyes, "Who are you sorry for? For me? Or for yourself?"

"This morning, the nurse bought me a bowl of glutinous rice balls with sweet-scented osmanthus honey in it." Su Lin's voice floated in the air, and his eyes also drifted out of the window. There are glutinous rice balls."

"Why, why did you call me here, why did you call me here now."

Su Ming felt as if his tears could not be stopped, they slid from the end of his eyes to his chin, then flowed down his neck and into his heart.

"Just this morning, I thought of you," Su Lin said softly, "Then, I miss you very much."

Su Ming couldn't hold back anymore, so he stood up on the spot, motionless, only his shoulders and chest were floating, crying hysterically, like a child.

"Brother, I'm sorry. I'm sorry."

Sorry, I couldn't stop you at that time.

Sorry, I couldn't keep you at that time.

Sorry, I haven't been able to find you.

I thought you have been very good, I thought you have been very happy.

"Brother, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Su Lin closed his eyes: "Su Ming, don't cry."

Su Lin: "You cry, I feel bad."

Su Ming moved over step by step and took Su Lin's hand.

"I'm sorry, I don't blame you anymore, I don't hate you anymore, I beg you to get better, okay, it will get better, right?"

"Already in their thirties," Su Lin said with a slight smile and a little helplessness in his voice, "Why do you still act like a child?"

He stretched out his hand, trying to touch Su Ming's face, but he couldn't.

Su Ming quickly knelt down, took Su Lin's hand and placed it on his face.

"Tears all over his face, what kind of crying is it? It's not good-looking." Su Lin wiped away the tears for him little by little, but he couldn't wipe them away. "I miss you just today. I miss you so much, I can't control it." Hold on, I'll call you, I don't want to make you cry."

Seeing Su Ming's figure disappear at the door, Su Lin closed his eyes, and tears flowed from the corners of his eyes.

I'm sorry for you too.

I let you go.

I've endured it for so long, and at this juncture, I can't bear it anymore.

I think in the end, hold your hand again, even just once, even for a short second.

this night.

Lying alone on the hospital bed, suppressing himself, weeping silently.

Sitting alone in the quiet corridor of the hospital, covering his face, weeping uncontrollably.

Just like countless nights before, the two were on both sides of the earth, missing each other, and continued to love each other, but they never let each other know the slightest bit.

Su Ming stayed in the hospital, although Su Lin fell asleep most of the day.He just sat by the bed to accompany him, watching him quietly, the person was right under his eyelids, but Su Ming was very afraid that if he blinked, the person would disappear again.

Sometimes he folded origami airplanes for Su Youyu, told stories, and sometimes took Su Youyu to the rooftop to get some fresh air and play the harmonica for him.

He thought that time should slow down, so slow that the passage of life can be ignored.

When Lin Yun came, it was morning, and Su Ming took Su Youyu out for breakfast.

"Today is a good weather." Su Lin said looking at the sun that just came out of the window.

Lin Yun: "Su Lin..."

"My debt has been paid off." Su Lin turned his head and smiled at her. "This is the only time in this life. I want to be willful in the last few days. Don't blame me."

Lin Yun turned her face away, and quickly walked out of the ward with tears in her eyes.

When Su Ming was walking towards the inpatient department holding Su Youyu's hand, Su Youyu suddenly said, "I made a wish yesterday."

Su Ming smiled and patted his head: "Don't say it, it won't work if you say it."

Su Youyu nodded obediently: "Okay."

Yesterday was Su Youyu's birthday, and the three of them simply helped Su Youyu celebrate his birthday in the hospital.

It was said that there were three people, but most of Su Lin was asleep. Su Youyu took the small cake that Su Ming bought for him, but didn't eat a bite.

"In the future", Su Ming thought for a while and said, "In the future, if I take care of you with Su Lin, is that okay?"

"Okay." Su Youyu raised his head and smiled at Su Ming, his light brown eyes were shining brightly, "You are Su Lin's former lover, right? Su Lin told me."

Su Ming knelt down and stared at him with a smile: "Do you know what a lover is?"

"I don't know very well." Just as Su Youyu wanted to bite her finger, Su Ming grabbed his hand, "Anyway, I like you quite a bit, and Su Lin likes you too, doesn't he?"

When the two returned to the ward holding hands, Su Lin was still asleep.

Su Ming just stood up and wanted to get some water to wipe Su Lin's face, but at this moment Su Lin opened his eyes and grabbed the hem of his clothes.

Su Ming turned around immediately: "What's wrong?"

"Su Ming", Su Lin smiled, "Call me Brother again."

Su Ming's eyes turned sore for some reason, "You get better, I can call you as many times as you want."

Su Lin looked at him: "I want to hear it now."

Su Ming's throat tightened: "Brother."

Then Su Ming saw Su Lin smiling, and his pale face seemed to have some color in an instant.

But within two seconds, he smiled and tears welled up at the end of his eyes.

"Su Ming, I'm sorry. I let you go before. This time, it's your turn to let me go. I'm sorry."

Su Ming was stunned for half a second, then he watched Su Lin's hand slowly put down, smiled and closed his eyes.

There was a sudden panic in his heart for no reason.

He shook Su Lin: "Brother, don't sleep, wake up."

"Brother, wake up."

"Brother, wake up!"

"Su Lin, you fucking wake me up!"

When he was pulled from behind by the nurse, he was completely empty, and he only knew that he wanted to struggle and get closer to the bed.

There was a sound of panicked footsteps in the room, and the rushing medical staff blocked his view.

Later, when the doctor announced the time of death, he slumped on the ground as if all his strength had been taken away.

He didn't seem to remember much of what happened afterwards.

Was dragged home by someone.

How did the funeral go and how long did he shut himself in the room.

When watching movies with Su Lin before, Su Lin always said that he didn't have any feelings, and he could watch any sensational movie seriously, but during this time, he didn't know how many tears he shed. He just opened his eyes, and the tears it came out.

Until his eyes were dry and painful, until he could only hold his chest and let out a painful wail.

until the door was smashed open.

He couldn't hear the intruder standing by his bed and talking.

Then, a pair of warm little hands pulled his fingers.

He looked over blankly.

Su Youyu stood by the bed and stared at him, then climbed onto the bed and curled up in his arms.

"There is no Sulin."

"It's just the two of us living alone."

The others seemed to have been standing in the room for a while and then retreated. Su Ming's chest, which had been empty for the past few days, was warm at this moment.

He raised his eyelids, and the child in his arms was already asleep, with some remaining tears on his eyelashes.

He laughed and cried sarcastically.

Can't die, but don't know how to live.

After an unknown amount of time, the person in his arms moved and opened his eyes.

"I'm sorry," the person in his arms cried, "My wish didn't come true."

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean what I said, Su Lin didn't get better."

Su Ming hugged Su Youyu, and said in a hoarse voice, "Then I will keep my word."

"I will take care of you. You and I will also live a good life."

"Of course, after all, I am the most precious one."

Lu Xiangzhi bought a ticket to fly from city C to city B at 08:30 on Saturday morning. It was an hour and a half flight, but the little squid dragged Chen Nan out at exactly eight o'clock impatiently.

"What's the rush, what's the rush?" Chen Nan complained, but let the little squid hold her hand.

"It's good to sit and wait at the airport." Little Squid squinted and smiled, "Just like eating, waiting for the food is also a kind of enjoyment."

However, there was a traffic jam in City B, and it was almost 09:30 when we arrived at the airport.When we arrived at the airport pick-up gate, there were several floors standing inside and outside. They were all young girls with SLRs around their necks, cards in their hands, and gifts and flowers in their arms.

According to the ground staff, they came to pick up a certain fresh meat.

The little squid was about to join the crowd, when Chen Nan lifted his collar: "What's the fun, find a fast food restaurant and wait."

Chen Nan and Xiao Squid estimated the time and left the fast food restaurant. When they walked not far from the airport pick-up gate, they met the three people who had already walked out.

The little squid jumped over and called out affectionately: "Lu Xiao."

Jiang Hongyu put a finger on his head, "How did Chen Nan teach you, can't you see me?"

Lu Xiangzhi came up from behind: "Don't make trouble. Jiang Hongyu let go, and the little squid stood up to say hello."

"Uncle Lu," the little squid called out honestly, then turned to look at Lu Xiao, "I haven't seen you for a long time, Lu Xiao."

"You really can't see me," Jiang Hongyu couldn't help it, "It's because Chen Nan has alienated our relationship during this time."

Chen Nan: "Ah bah, you have nothing to do with him."

The little squid stared at Jiang Hongyu: "You and Chen Nan are arguing in the group every day, I feel like you are talking in my ear every day."

Lu Xiangzhi: "The group of five of us is not too noisy."

The four who secretly created another group began to pretend not to hear, and changed the subject.

Chen Nan arranged the itinerary: "It's probably time for lunch when we arrive in the city center, so let's have lunch first. Then go out for a stroll in the afternoon."

Lu Xiangzhi: "Go to your place first."

"You only came here last week, and Chen Nan was puzzled, "You searched for the house with me, and you also chose and furnished it with me. What's so interesting about it?" "

Lu Xiao seconded: "I also want to see where you live."

Jiang Hongyu: "What is there to see?"

Chen Nan: "Then don't come."

Lu Xiangzhi: "Look at me leaving. Is your place a doghouse? I don't worry. The surprise inspection last time was a mess."

"No," Little Squid hurriedly proved and claimed the credit, "It's clean, I clean it every day."

Jiang Hongyu raised his eyebrows: "Hey, little squid goes every day?"

"No," Little Squid quickly waved his hand to clarify, "I live there this week."

Lu Xiangzhi immediately glanced at Chen Nan.

Little Squid was always good at observation, and he probably knew that Lu Xiangzhi already knew about him and Chen Nan, so he explained in a low voice: "My grandparents went to the island for vacation, and I was at home alone, so I came to stay for a few days."

Chen Nan squeezed the little squid's neck with one hand, and swiped the phone with the other: "I've ordered a taxi, Jiang Hongyu, take out your phone and call another one. We need to score two cars to get a seat."

Jiang Hongyu: "Take a car."

Chen Nan guessed that he must have bad things to say.

Sure enough, right away, Jiang Hongyu said, "Put your child on your lap and sit on it."

The little squid squinted and smiled cheerfully.

The place where Chen Nan lives is a one-bedroom apartment of more than 40 square meters. The interior decoration is mainly simple, and the household appliances are also complete.But when Lu Xiangzhi came this time, he found that the room had changed.

It is hard to say that there has been any major renovation, but the changes can be seen everywhere, such as the color of the curtains, the cushions of the sofa, the oil paintings on the wall, and the flowers on the table.

Overall, it's a lot warmer.

Seeing Lu Xiangzhi's scrutinizing gaze, the little squid asked cautiously, "Is it all right?"

"You made it?" Lu Xiangzhi smiled, "Finally it feels like home."

Chen Nan leaned aside and smiled.

Every time Little Squid came here before, he had to bring some things, saying that he wanted to leave some traces of himself in the house, just like playing games when he was a child and taking up space.

Last week, I said I would come to live for a month, so I took him to a furniture store.

Said that this one needs to be changed, and that one needs to be bought, one bite at a time, "Our family can do this" and "Our family can do that", Chen Nan felt very comfortable when he heard it.

"Ah, I haven't poured tea for you after standing at home for so long." The little squid reacted and ran to the kitchen immediately.

"Who is the master?" Lu Xiao laughed while sitting on the sofa.

Jiang Hongyu concluded: "It's all."

"I've already booked the room," Chen Nan smiled, "it's in the hotel not far from the apartment. When you go out later, you take your luggage, check in, take the room card and put your things, and we'll go Have a meal."

"You don't have to leave anything, Jiang Hongyu leaned on the sofa, "We will each have a small bag, and we will stay for less than two days. What can we bring with us? "

"Then what is this?" Chen Nan pointed to the big suitcase at the door.

Lu Xiao: "The old Lu brought you something."

"So many!" Chen Nan dragged the box in, "I send things here every week, and return human flesh express, are you tired, Uncle?"

"Anyway, the air ticket also includes baggage fees." Lu Xiangzhi smiled, "It's not for nothing, I'll bring you something to eat. By the way, there are home-made sausages, put them in the refrigerator quickly."

Chen Nan smiled: "It's just right, I can eat two bowls of the sausage you made with white dry rice."

"You've been cooking with little squid lately?" Jiang Hongyu raised his eyebrows and asked in a very critical way.

"What do you think? Who can stop his enthusiasm." Chen Nan spoke helplessly, but his tone was doting.

"No wonder you lost weight." Lu Xiangzhi glanced at Chen Nan lightly.

"Hush." ​​Hearing the sound of the little squid coming out, Chen Nan hurriedly told Lu Xiangzhi to stop.

"Okay," Lu Xiangzhi waved his hand, "Drink some water and go to dinner, what's the arrangement for the afternoon?"

"Eat local food at noon," Chen Nan said. "In the afternoon, I can ride a bicycle to the countryside for an outing. I can watch the sunset by the way. I will take you to climb Qiuran Mountain tomorrow morning. In the evening..."

Lu Xiangzhi interrupted him: "Come back to eat at night, I'll make hot pot."

They may be in touch every day, and the excitement of seeing Lu Xiangzhi and the three of them after a long absence was soon overwhelmed by the familiar daily relationship.

No unfamiliarity, no formality, as if we still meet every day.

Chen Nan likes this feeling, which makes him feel solid and safe while living in a foreign land.

Maybe this is the meaning of family and friends. No matter what you pursue far away, you know that as long as you look back, you can always see those people standing behind you.

After eating, the five of them walked to the bicycle rental place.

Lu Xiangzhi, Lu Xiao and Xiao Squid walked in front, talking in low voices.

Jiang Hongyu and Chen Nan walked behind them.

Jiang Hongyu asked: "How is it? Are you still used to life?"

"It's superfluous for you to ask." Chen Nan raised an eyebrow, "When you are determined to get used to something, it is impossible not to get used to it."

"That's right, but there are still differences between us," Jiang Hongyu smiled, "Before you decide to do something, you think more than me; after you decide, you think less than me."

Chen Nan thought about Jiang Hongyu's words: "You said before that you didn't like Lu Xiao's feeling that you gave up something for him and paid something for him. Now I understand what you mean."

Jiang Hongyu smiled: "Really."

"If you want to do something for whom, it is for yourself in the end." Chen Nan looked at the figure in front of him who jumped from time to time, and said with a smile, "Life is like this, love is like this, standing here now is just one of my choices. That's all."

The warm afternoon sun poured down from the sky, and the whole city shone with light.

They rode in the direction of the suburbs.

Clean roads, green trees, the fragrance of flowers in the wind, and beautiful scenery along the way.

Chen Nan's state of mind has become more and more clear these days.

Although love is a part of life, he came to this city alone, and what he gained was not only love.

People's emotions are intertwined and complicated, and the choices in life are the same. Because of a good relationship, he can see the way of the future and find the direction of his life.

Growing up alone is not necessarily bad, but working together is not bad either.

There was a tributary of a big river in the suburbs. They parked the car on the side of the road, set foot on the path, and walked aimlessly along the tributary.

The cool wind brought sparkling waves on the river.

The little squid came over to Chen Nan and said, "Uncle Lu taught me two more dishes orally just now, and I will cook them for you after they leave."

Chen Nan squinted and looked at the little squid in the sun: "You can try it tonight."

"No, they're all here." Little Squid glanced ahead, "As far as my level is concerned, Uncle Lu will definitely have to run here again after seeing this month."

Knowing the reason, Chen Nan asked, "Aren't you very happy every time Uncle Lu comes here?"

"This month is so precious," Little Squid said in a muffled voice, "It's enough for me to keep you happy this month."

Chen Nan saw that his brows were frowning in worry, and stretched out her hands to pinch his face.

Chen Nan transferred to another school, and Xiao Squid also jumped to the second year of high school, but the two of them were not in the same class, and Chen Nan really felt too little time for lunch and dinner.The schoolwork of the second year of high school has also become heavier, and the little squid has to spend time with the two elders of the Su family on weekends.

This month's time is really precious.

"It's okay, the days are still long." Chen Nan smiled, "Besides, every second with you is very precious. Not only this month."

The little squid nodded in satisfaction: "Of course, I am the most precious one after all."

"Yeah." Chen Nan said happily, "Old Chen's big baby."

Lu Xiangzhi and Jiang Hongyu were busy in the kitchen, and the little squid obediently moved the air-conditioning fan into the kitchen.

Then squatted in the living room with Chen Nan and Lu Xiao to choose vegetables and chop garlic.

The little squid was a little unconvinced and sad: "I don't know when Uncle Lu will recognize my cooking skills."

"It's fine if I agree," Chen Nan comforted him, "Anyway, you're cooking for me."

Lu Xiao nodded: "Well, it's enough for you to eat."

The little squid looked at Lu Xiao seriously: "I've made a lot of progress now, really."

Lu Xiao smiled: "Well, next time you make it for Jiang Hongyu."

Little Squid: "What about you?"

"Give him all the delicious food." Lu Xiao said calmly.

While talking, Lu Xiangzhi shouted from the kitchen: "Chen Nan, go downstairs and buy a bottle of sesame oil."

Chen Nan was about to get up, but the little squid volunteered: "I'll go, you chat with Lu Xiao."

Then he put on his shoes and walked out the door.

Complimenting yourself while going downstairs, how caring.

There is a convenience store not far downstairs. Little Squid walked in, took a bottle of sesame oil from the shelf, and went to the cashier to check out.

Today, the cashier is a part-time female student from B University. She is very pretty. As long as she is on duty, the number of people who come to the convenience store to buy fast food and Oden is several times higher.

She saw the little squid and smiled: "You are alone today, where is your cousin?"

After Chen Nan came to City B, he still claimed that the little squid was his cousin.

The little squid looked up at her: "Cook at home."

"He can cook." The girl was a little surprised, and then she seemed to have no intention of asking, "Does he have a girlfriend now?"

Little Squid was startled, walked to the door, turned back, and said solemnly: "He will be in his third year of high school soon, and he won't fall in love."

After speaking, he took his things and ran out.

Four hours after a hot pot meal, the soup was almost boiled dry, and the people at the table continued to drink and chat.

In the back, the four drinking people were a little drunk, and they didn't notice when the little squid drank secretly.

When Lu Xiangzhi, Lu Xiao, and Jiang Hongyu were about to go back to the hotel, the little squid squatted on the ground and hugged Lu Xiangzhi's leg tightly to prevent him from leaving, muttering something.

Lu Xiangzhi asked happily, "What did the child say?"

Jiang Hongyu translated: "He said, Uncle Lu, my cooking has really improved."

Chen Nan and Lu Xiao stood by and had fun.

Lu Xiao: "In the morning, you said that Chen Nan lost weight, the little squid must have heard it."

Chen Nan pulled the man up from the ground, the little squid turned around and hugged Chen Nan's neck, coquettishly: "Chen Nan, do you think my cooking is delicious?"

"Yes, yes," Chen Nan hugged his back to prevent him from sliding down, "It's delicious, I can eat two big bowls."

Lu Xiangzhi couldn't stand it anymore: "Let's go."

Chen Nan brought him back to the bedroom, took off his shoes, changed his clothes, tidied up, and was ready to go to bed.

As soon as he got into bed, the little squid stuck to him, his whole body was hot.

Maybe he felt a little hot, so he tore off the home clothes that Chen Nan had changed for him, leaving only a pair of underpants, which he slid into Chen Nan's arms.

Chen Nan held back her smile: "Stop making trouble, I won't let you sleep anymore."

The little squid wrapped around Chen Nan's neck, and his eyes could be seen fascinated by the dimly lit night outside.

"Chen Nan, it's actually nice to have a boyfriend."

"Well," Chen Nan coaxed him, "I'm going to sleep soon."

"Look at how good-looking I am." The little squid kissed him on the lips, "I can also cook and clean up your house."

"Well," Chen Nan felt hot all over after being rubbed by him, and touched his smooth and firm waist, "You are very nice."

The little squid opened its mouth and wanted to say something, but it was blocked by Chen Nan's kiss.

There was still residual alcohol in the hot and humid mouths of the two of them, and a long and lingering kiss made Chen Nan drunk again.

Unsatisfied, he kneaded the slimy body of the little squid.

Unexpectedly, the little squid turned over and rode on Chen Nan's body.

After Chen Nan came to his senses, his eyes, like the darkness of night, stared at the person on his body, and then darkened.

Little Squid's eyes shined in the dark night, and said word by word: "Don't touch it, I'm sleepy."

After speaking, he fell headfirst on Chen Nan, and after a while, there was a slight snoring sound.

Chen Nan: "..."

Before dawn the next morning, Chen Nan sneaked out of bed again and went to the bathroom.

The size of this house is not large, and the bathroom is next to the bedroom, so the sound insulation is naturally not very good.

The sound of splashing water in the bathroom sounded for a while, and the little squid woke up.

He still maintained the posture of holding Chen Nan sideways, and sighed deeply.

I am always dissatisfied with myself, which is really worrying.

He got up and went to the kitchen to make breakfast.However, he opened the refrigerator and stared at the ingredients inside for a while, then turned around and went back to his room, put on his clothes and went downstairs.

When Chen Nan came out of the bathroom, he saw the little squid sitting in front of the dining table.

"Breakfast ready?" Chen Nan walked over with a smile.

"No, I went down to buy you soy milk and egg pancakes. I added two eggs for you." The little squid propped up his cheeks, staring at him intently with a pair of light brown eyes, "Don't eat what I made this morning. "

Chen Nan smiled: "Why?"

"I can't be too cruel to you," said the little squid solemnly, "you still have to satisfy your appetite."

"My mouth is full of sweetness."

Chen Nan first received a text message from the bank card, and then received a call from Chen Shaozhi.

The amount was quite large, and Chen Nan thought that Chen Shaozhi must have known about his transfer.

The little squid was arranging clothes in the bedroom, and Chen Nan took the mobile phone to the balcony of the living room.

Chen Nan: "Hello."

Chen Shaozhi: "Money, have you received it?"

"Well," Chen Nan smiled, "Why do you turn around so much?"

"There is always something useful." Chen Shaozhi was silent for two seconds, "I'll come and see you, okay?"

After hanging up the phone, Chen Nan turned around and saw the little squid standing behind her.

"Did your father call?" asked the little squid.

"Yeah." Chen Nan smiled and grabbed a handful of small squid and grew a lot of hair.

The little squid thought for a while, then lowered his eyes and said, "Does he want you to go home?"

"This is my new home." Chen Nan hugged him, "You are here too, where should I go?"

Chen Shaozhi didn't talk about the reason why Chen Nan transferred to another school on the phone. He asked a few questions without any pain, and then said that he wanted to come and see him, so he hung up the phone.

It's like an old acquaintance who hasn't been in touch for a long time. I met on the street by chance. To be polite, I wanted to search for past memories and friendships to find some common topics. , there is no more.

Although Chen Nan did not refuse Chen Shaozhi's continued financial support, he has been thinking about this issue recently.

Soon I will be full, and I should take responsibility for the path I choose.

When he first came to City B, Chen Nan also wanted to find a part-time job. However, there are several good universities in City B. He is an underage high school student. any advantage.

In the end, he did not expect that an unexpected person offered him a job.

That unexpected person is his current head teacher and math teacher.

After coming to City B, Chen Nan completely let go of the arrogance and free will that he used to have at school. He has excellent grades, top-notch mathematics, and now he obeys the rules, so he is very popular with the teachers.

The homeroom teacher didn't know how he found out that he was looking for a part-time job, so he asked him if he was interested in helping his daughter who was in junior high school with math on weekends.

Yes, the math teacher asks his students to find a tutor for his daughter to tutor her math.

It's an interesting thing.

However, when Chen Nan went to the head teacher's house, she realized that the relationship between the head teacher and her adolescent daughter was tense, and even normal communication was difficult.

According to the teacher in charge, the little girl has a bad temper, but Chen Nan has a good impression of her. She is serious when making up lessons, and she does her homework well. After three weeks of making up lessons, her math score in the monthly exam has improved by [-] points.

The head teacher has always admired Chen Nan's learning methods and problem-solving ideas, thinking that he has found the right person to make up the lessons because of his unique vision.

How could he understand his daughter's girlish thoughts.

The little girl became crazy at first sight when she saw Chen Nan, she basically didn't listen to her during the make-up lessons, she just stared at Chen Nan's side face.She was also afraid that her father would think that the tutoring was useless and change to a tutor. As soon as Chen Nan left, she held the notes and pondered by herself, turning on the light every night to do the papers. This was the main reason for her progress.

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