you were a boy

After receiving a call from Meng Ke, Sun Yuanjun couldn't sit still anymore.

Meng Ke said on the phone: "I think he seems a little abnormal, as if he suddenly became very naive. I can't say it. I really didn't expect the death of a dog to hit him so hard."

Sun Yuanjun thought to himself, you don't understand that this dog has the same status as a relative in his heart.

So Sun Yuanjun rejected the most important dinner organized by Lu Shaoling for him during this trip, and rejected the olive branch extended by Michael Fuith, the top gold medal producer in Hollywood. He ignored Su Ke's stern warning to him on behalf of the brokerage company, He insisted on returning to China at the end of January.

When he rushed home anxiously, when he saw Song Yu again, he thought that there would be a classic scene in the dog blood movie. He would look at himself with unfamiliar eyes and ask, "Who are you?"

Unexpectedly, Song Yu, who was eating with Meng Ke at that time, just glanced at him and asked calmly, "Why are you back? Didn't you say it will be a long time?"

Sun Yuanjun patted his head, kissed his thinner face, and said, "I missed you and came back."

Song Yu crawled out of his arms and asked, "Then when will we leave?"

Sun Yuanjun was taken aback, and said, "I'm not leaving."

Song Yu then turned her head and said, "Then I'm going to walk the dog in the park."

"Walking the dog?" Sun Yuanjun looked at Meng Ke, and the two looked at each other.

Meng Ke quickly winked at him and said, "Lang Zai is still in the pet hospital, he is sick and has not recovered from surgery."

Song Yu narrowed his eyes and thought for a while, as if he remembered something, "By the way, it seems so."

After that, he hugged a doll and went to bed to sleep.

Sun Yuanjun asked, "How could this be?"

Meng Ke shrugged, showing a confused expression.I called him two days ago and couldn't get through, then I came to him directly, and he was like this. "It seems that Lang Zai is not dead in his memory, he seems to feel that he is still very young."

"Very small?"

"Yes, there are good times and bad times. Sometimes I talk to myself, but I don't know who I'm talking to anyway."

Sun Yuanjun sighed, he really didn't expect that such a big change would happen in less than a month after he went out.

Because most of the resumes sent by Meng Ke fell into the sea, so it was very valuable to receive an interview notice from a company.When Meng Ke left, he was still a little worried. He thought that he had some reason to be worried. All the real boyfriends came back, but in the end he still hesitated and said something: "I know you are a big The star is rich and handsome, and there should be a lot of people who like you. I don't know how much of the news surrounding you is true or false, but I always think that the reason why Song Yu has become like this is that apart from him The death of your dog should have something to do with your messy news."

Sun Yuanjun, who has always been arrogant and not very good-tempered, was not only not angry after hearing what he said, but also said "I'm sorry" softly.

"It's useless for you to tell me. If you really treat him well, don't bully him all the time."

Sun Yuanjun nodded, "I will try my best. Thank you for taking care of him during this time."

Seeing that he seemed to be making a move to draw a check, Meng Ke quickly waved his hand and refused, "I didn't take care of him because of you, let alone because of money. He is also my friend, the sincere one."

Before leaving, he did not forget to tell Sun Yuanjun: "Hurry up and take him to see a psychiatrist."

Because there were too many calls, Sun Yuanjun simply turned off his mobile phone.Because there were not many dishes at home, Sun Yuanjun simply cooked tomato and egg noodles at night. When the noodles were almost cooked, Sun Yuanjun saw Song Yu took four bowls.

"What are you doing with so many bowls?"

"Father, mother, you and me, four people."

Sun Yuanjun watched as he brought bowls of noodles to the table and set them up.

Song Yu asked: "Brother, why haven't my parents come back yet?"

Sun Yuanjun patted his head and said, "This is my home. Your mother just called and asked you to sleep in my home."

Song Yu nodded, and asked again: "But, where is Grandpa?"

Sun Yuanjun turned his head and almost didn't shed tears, his throat choked up and said: "Grandpa, he went on a trip with his old comrade-in-arms."

He adjusted his mood, turned his head and said: "Eat quickly, it will be cold if you don't eat."

Song Yu smiled: "Okay, I was worried that there would be too many people and not enough to eat, so I can eat more."

Seeing Song Yu eating happily, Sun Yuanjun ate very heavily.

After eating, Sun Yuanjun went to clean up the dishes, and Song Yu turned on the TV to watch.

While washing the dishes, Sun Yuanjun wondered if he could see something wrong while watching TV.For example, if you find out that you don’t know the current national leaders, you will feel that you have time-traveled.But watching Song Yu calmly watching TV, nothing unusual.

After a while he heard Song Yu talking to himself on the sofa, he turned off the sound of the water, and he heard Song Yu say: "I really like Sun Yuanjun."

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"Mom, please let me go back to No. [-] Middle School to study."

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"I guarantee that I will be admitted to university."

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Sun Yuanjun watched Song Yu sitting alone on the sofa and talking to the air next to him, feeling like something hurt in his heart.

Song Yu cried while talking there, and fell asleep after crying for a while.When she woke up, Song Yu found that she had been carried into the bathtub to take a bath.Song Yu kept rubbing against his neck, wanting to kiss him.Sun Yuanjun knew that when Song Yu acted like a baby, nine times out of ten, he was courting for sex, but this time, Sun Yuanjun, who was always sexual/desireful, had no desire at all.

Because Sun Yuanjun was thinking that maybe the current self only exists in a certain illusion of Song Yu.

After putting his younger and younger child to bed, Sun Yuanjun began to sort out the messy threads in his mind.

After Song Yu fell asleep, he quietly got out of bed and went online to search for terms that made his heart ache when he thought of them.

Seeing the symptoms found in the search, Sun Yuanjun was thinking, Song Yu had such a serious symptom, why didn't he find any clues before?

He remembered that Song Yu was often very forgetful, as if he was not so forgetful when he was young.

He remembered that he often saw Song Yu taking a light yellow medicine at night.He once asked him what it was, and he said it was a multivitamin tablet.He said that he ate too little vegetables, and he teased that he knew how to keep healthy.

Sun Yuanjun got up to look for the medicine in the cabinet, and there were many bottles and jars in an inconspicuous corner of the cabinet, with the scientific names of fluoxetine, paroxetine and so on.Searching for these names on the Internet again, Sun Yuanjun was stunned for a moment. This is the most important drug for treating depression.

Song Yu has been taking antidepressant drugs for a long time, at least during the period when he was reunited with him.

Sun Yuanjun looked at the sleeping figure on the bed and thought sadly: Does being with me make you so depressed?In this way, what a failure I have been.

But at least judging from Song Yu's behavior of taking medicine a long time ago, he knew that he had a psychological problem, so he must have seen a psychiatrist.

Sun Yuanjun started to pack Song Yu's things.He likes to throw things around and throw them everywhere.Song Yu's wallet was found under the bed.There was a group photo of the two of them posted in the wallet, and Song Yu wanted to take a photo together one day, because he saw those couples who printed photos on the mobile phone for one dollar a piece on the street, and he was particularly envious.In the end, I still didn’t dare to play. As a result, when I was eating, I passed a shopping mall with a machine for printing photos for free.Song Yu excitedly uploaded the photos and typed two.Put it in the wallet compartment of two people, one for each person.At that time, Sun Yuanjun still laughed that he was as naive as a junior high school girl.

I found Song Yu's cell phone on the sofa. The cell phone was completely dead, and I didn't know how to charge it. No wonder I couldn't get through the phone a few days ago.Sun Yuanjun found a charger, and as soon as he turned on the phone, he was bombarded with many missed calls and text messages, many of which Sun Yuanjun also knew, and only one text message caught his attention.

It was from Shen Jie: Have you finished the medicine sent to you?If your condition doesn't improve, you must come to me.

Another message was sent the next day: Why didn't you answer my call, did something happen?

Regardless of whether it was two o'clock in the morning, Sun Yuanjun immediately called Shen Jie.

"Excuse me, are you a psychiatrist?"

"Yes, I am." The voice over there was obviously just sleeping, and was in a daze.

"I'm Sun Yuanjun, Song Yu's lover. I want to ask about his condition."

"Oh, I won't be able to explain this for a while. Let him see the doctor tomorrow. Or we can have an interview."

"What disease did he see before?"

"Mild hysteria and depression."

"When did you help him see a doctor?"

"Six or seven years ago."

"Can you fly to T city tomorrow? I will pay for the first-class air ticket, and it will be calculated as three times your medical expenses."

The person on the other side of the phone thought for a while and replied, "Oh, all right."

At that time, Shen Jie was still thinking that Song Yu's boyfriend was very generous, probably a rich second generation.As a result, when boarding the plane, the stewardess brought a newspaper, and the entertainment section was publishing Sun Yuanjun's news, which was still related to Lu Shaoling.The headline was imprinted impressively: The most popular CP in history - Lu Shaoling and Sun Yuanjun, to be the brightest stars in each other's lives!

Shen Jie laughed when he saw it. In this society, even the newspapers that symbolize the mainstream media have started to follow this route. Then he suddenly realized that this "Sun Yuanjun" is Song Yu's boyfriend?He started to yell for Song Yu again, the handsome guy really didn't worry, not to mention that he didn't do a good job, and he was still in the entertainment industry.It's no wonder that Song Yu's illnesses have been committed, and he was clearly under control before.

The next day, Sun Yuanjun got up early in the morning to go to the supermarket to buy vegetables.The dishes in the morning are not only fresh, but more importantly, there are fewer people in the supermarket in the morning.

After buying soya-bean milk and fried dough sticks and Song Yu's favorite dishes, Sun Yuanjun packed up his things, put those that should be in the refrigerator, and reheated the soy-milk and fried dough sticks in the microwave.It's cold in winter, and it's cold when the wind blows when you go out.

After everything is ready, go and wake Song Yu up.

But there was no one on the bed, and Sun Yuanjun was frightened silly.

Called his mobile phone, and the mobile phone rang at home, but he didn't bring his mobile phone with him at all.

Sun Yuanjun wanted to cry, but he didn't know where to find him.

He called Meng Ke, and Meng Ke was also very anxious, but he didn't know where he had gone, so he still said that he would come and look for him together.

two hours later.

The two found him on the road in front of No. [-] Middle School.Song Yu was wearing a dark blue long sweater and a scarf. He was thin and tall and stood out among a group of middle and high school students. He also recognized Sun Yuanjun's car almost at the same time.

Sun Yuanjun asked anxiously: "Song Yu, what are you doing?"

Song Yu replied nonchalantly, "Just come out for a walk."

Sun Yuanjun asked again: "You don't think you are still in high school, do you?"

Song Yu looked at him with crazy eyes, and said, "Didn't I just take the postgraduate entrance examination a few days ago? But if I pass the entrance examination, I will still be a student for a few years."

Sun Yuanjun thought, it seems that this disease is good and bad, so he hurriedly reminded him when he was well: "Then remember to tell me in advance when you go out in the future, must you take your mobile phone with you?"

"Okay," Song Yu raised his eyes and glanced at him, "But this is not like you."

Sun Yuanjun: "?"

Song Yu smiled: "Shouldn't I stick to you?"

Sun Yuanjun stepped forward to hold his hand, and Song Yu obediently followed him into the car.